Chapter 25

Here he was now, in a room just a few room away from hers, staring up at the ceiling, wondering how he was supposed to go on, how was he supposed to break it to her, that they can't see each other anymore, that it's not right, especially when he was the one who had convinced her they'd make it work.

A tear rolled down the side of his eye and he closed his eyes for a moment. Needing to gather his thoughts, hold himself together, when a knock on the door sounded out. He opened his eyes and sat up quickly. He wiped the moisture from them and walked to the door, wondering who it could be. He assumed it was one of the students, he had told the guys that if they needed anything they could knock at any time, but he didn't think any of them would need anything.

He swung the door open to find the queen of his heart standing at the doorway, wearing her Pj's and a smile so wide and naughty, it was contagious.

"Kate what are you doing here?" he half whispered while peeking out on either side of his door.

She laughed at his paranoia. "You know, if you're that worried about someone seeing me outside your door, you could just call me in.

He reached out and grabbed her hand and pulled her in quickly and shut his door.

"You shouldn't be here Kate, if anyone knows…"

"Shh... Will you relax, no one saw me"

"Still... This could end badly in so many ways…"

"Not necessarily" she said as she took a step closer to him, her eyes holding something naughty and hungry.

"Kate, we can't do this here"

"Why not... no one will ever know, think about it... getting to have your way with your favorite student in your room on a class trip…"

"You're much more to me than a favorite student Kate, you have to know that by now"

"Show me" she said at his ear, sending shivers down his spine. He could feel her fingers playing with the hem of his t-shirt. He wanted this so bad, to touch her, to show her how much he loves her. But he would hate himself if he made love to her and the broke her swollen heart.

She noticed he was deep in thought, and so she decided to do a little more convincing.

She splayed her fingers over his chest. "I couldn't stop thinking about you Alex, everyone fell asleep so quickly in my room, but I laid awake thinking about you, about the feeling of your strong arms around me, about your soft lips against mine, and the memory of you in me. I couldn't resist. There was this ache between my legs Alex, and I knew only you could do something about it, I need you"

She finished with a hot open mouthed kiss at the spot on his neck that drove him wild.

"Kate..." he groaned her name

"No one will know Alex, no one will know that behind your door, you're worshiping my body, you're making me come with your name on my lips, it'll be our little secret... Please Alex... I need you" she said in her lowest bedroom voice ever. He was a goner. She was a minx and he was always going to fall for her every need.

He pushed her back to his door, and his lips were on hers in an instant. He vented every one of his emotions out on her through that kiss. His anger and himself for needing to let her go, his hurt from knowing this would be their last time, his jealously toward any new man she would find if she ever got over him, his happiness at having found the love of his life even though he was about to let her go, and his lust for her was somewhere in that kiss too.

She could feel an underlying emotion behind his kiss, behind the passion pouring out from it, behind the way his lips moved so hungrily against her, yet so sweetly. She placed her hand behind, at the nape of his neck, while her other hand crept up the front of his t-shirt until she could bunch his t-shirt up at his chest and tug at it to get it off, he allowed her to take it off, and she found herself pressed against the door again.

His lips were thirsty for her, sipping at her lips, sucking, kissing, nibbling lightly, his hand lovingly cradled her face, as if he were holding the most delicate piece of glass

"Alex..." she whispered "is everything alright?"

"No" he said

"What's on your mind, tell me…" she said, worry showing in her features

"I need more of you" he meant so much in just that one line, but he knew she wouldn't' understand.

She smiled. "You scared me for a moment there" and with that she pulled her t-shirt off, exposing herself to him confidently, she wasn't wearing a bra and it drove him crazy. His hands flew to her breasts, needing to memorize them, learn her by heart, so that he would never forget what it felt like to touch her so intimately, he squeezed lightly, and she threw her head back in pleasure.

She loved it when he touched her, when he explored her skin, when he experimented to see what she liked and what she wanted more of. She felt his thumb brush over her hardening nipples and suddenly, his warm mouth was around one of them. Her hand fisted his hair as a gasp left her lips. Her eyes were shut tight, needing to focus on the way his tongue was moving on her, the way his lips were sucking and how his teeth lightly pierced her overs sensitive skin.

"Alex…" he hummed into her skin, and before she knew what he was doing, she felt his hand roan the expanse of her flat stomach and without warning, reach down under the elastic waist band of her pajama pants and lower into her underwear

She arched her hips forward on feeling his touch. His lips found her neck as his fingers explored her folds

"So wet" he whispered as he slowly inserted a finger into her. She found herself getting weak at the knees, not able to stand up straight anymore with his fingers working her up that way. She moaned when he inserted another finger into her and curled upwards

She shuddered in his arms. He knew just what drives her wild. She brought his lips to hers and kissed him hungrily, but she couldn't control the kiss for long, his fingers were doing sinful things in her and she was losing herself to his ministrations in her, his thumb swiped over her oversensitive nub, smearing her own juices over it, and again he swiped across and around, he could feel her shivering breath brush across his lips, and he wanted to forever live this way, breathing her in, hearing her soft whimpers and moans, hearing her repeat his name over and over like a chant.

He held her close, knowing full well how on edge she was, and with one last flick of his thumb, he brought her to the edge, she came hard and fast against his fingers, rubbing herself off on his hand, biting down on his neck trying to buffer her loud whimpers and her need to just shout out his name in appreciation of his ever talented fingers.

She leaned heavily on him after she had come, her breath taking it's time to calm down

"How's that ache between your legs now?" he asked in a low voice

She whispered between breaths "satiated, but hungry for you, all of you" her hand had crept down to palm him over his pants. He groaned

"God! Kate!" he leaned down and carried her up in his arms and walked to his bed. He very reverently placed her down on his bed, and pulled her pajamas and soaked underwear off, sliding them slowly down her beautiful long legs

He then took off his own pants and she had eyes only for his engorged manhood, hard and ready only for her. He crawled over her and began to kiss her, and she kissed him with a shared hunger. She reached down to stroke him, to feel just what she does to him, he groaned into her lips at the feeling of her hand on him, another memory he wanted to keep forever. His lips moved down to her neck, lower to her collar bone, she closed her eyes to enjoy his explorations... her arousal building up so high, it almost made her forget that she had to keep her volume low to avoid suspicion, she bit her lip as his name left her lips.

His mouth found her breast again and made love to it like he did to her lips, but the he began to move lower down, and Kate placed her hand on his shoulders, his strong, well-formed muscles, the way they flexed when he moved, she loved the feeling of his warm skin against her. She could feel the hardness of him throbbing against her thigh, she so badly needed him inside her, and she was hungry to have him, have him buried inside her to the hilt.

She realized he was going lower and not stopping. She quickly held on tight to his shoulders

"Alex... wait..."