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I'll admit I was wrong about everything
Cause I'm high and I don't wanna come down
All the fun that we had on your mothers couch,
I don't even wanna think about
I'm not strong enough for the both of us
What was I supposed to do?
Stay, Mayday Parade.
"No Allie you love Noah!" Olivia shrieked at her TV throwing a piece of popcorn in outrage.
Caroline half-heartedly smiled at her usual antics, nobody could ever get bored when Livy was around.
"Caroline why do you keep looking at me?" She asked in a loud voice, eyeing me up from her side of my couch.
She felt another stab of guilt looking at her shining round eyes "I want to apologize" she began much quieter than Olivia was.
If I couldn't apologize for what I'd just done, I'd apologize for something else, she thought to herself.
Olivia frowned at Caroline putting down her butter slathered popcorn "For what?"
6 hours earlier.
"We shouldn't do this" Caroline stated, pacing past her friends unconscious body "This isn't just a random person caught up in the wrong place, wrong time. This is Olivia!"
Tyler, who had been staring down at the sleeping girl "You think I don't know that" He retorted "But it's the only way to ensure the hybrids won't do anything like this again before I can get them out of town"
"Why?" she raised her voice "Why is it the only way?"
For the first time after taking control of the hybrids and getting Olivia out of the barn, he looked hesitant "The hybrids think her allegiance is elsewhere."
"Elsewhere, what the hell are you-" It dawned on her throughout her own sentence "Klaus" Caroline muttered "They think she's with Klaus."
He nodded looking back down at Liv.
"So what, we do this because the hybrids are afraid she'll tell Klaus?" Caroline summarized numbly.
"It's not ideal Care" Tyler looked up again "But yes."
Caroline narrowed her eyes "It's not just the hybrids afraid of Olivia knowing, you are to, aren't you?"
"People's lives are on the line here Caroline"
"That didn't answer my question" she snapped.
"Why the hell is everyone so loud" A whine sounded from the couch beside them, Caroline's gaze snapped to their blond friend on the couch.
Olivia suddenly sat up straight looking around alarmed "What happened to the hybrids and the, the you were there!" she pointed at Tyler through her confusion.
Tyler sent Caroline a grim look before sitting beside the distressed girl "Olivia" he began softly capturing her attention and looking into her eyes "You will forget what happened last night" Caroline bit her lip as the Olivia's blue eyes glazed over "You had too much to drink with your friends and eventually passed out, that's all you remember"
"That's all I remember" Olivia repeated in monotone, causing more guilt to grow inside Caroline.
"Okay Liv go home" He finished breaking the compulsion and smiling at her softly.
Caroline watched as she got up and left without a word, so unlike Olivia.
"I hope you know what you're doing" She mumbled sending him a sharp look before walking away herself.
Caroline mustered a smile "For making you distract Klaus"
Olivia shoulders sagged in relief "Oh thank god I thought you were going to say you did something terrible." Caroline scoffed "When have I ever done something terrible?"
"You killed Nemo" She said accusingly.
"He was a fish and we were twelve!" Caroline replied exasperated, before changing the subject back "But seriously it was selfish and stupid of me, I was so focused on saving Elena, I completely overlooked the fact I was sending you to Klaus. He could've killed you for interfering and it would've been my fault."
Olivia's pov
I blinked at her a few times trying to digest the words she had just said "Uh thanks for that" I said completely dumbstruck "But its okay"
Caroline shook her head "No its not, I've been pretty shitty to you lately and I'm sorry."
"Did you just say pretty shitty" I asked incredulously "Caroline Forbes you have been hanging around me too much"
She snorted "Yeah my entire life too much."
I threw a piece of popcorn at her, much like I had at the movie "Shut up you love me" I paused growing serious "but its ok honestly"
Caroline nodded and looked away, I couldn't help but notice a flash of something across her face, guilt maybe. I brushed it off facing the movie my mind a million miles away.
I had forgiven Caroline so quickly because well while Klaus could've killed me for getting involved a large part of me thought he wouldn't. I still hadn't come clean about the kiss to anyone, unless a stuffed giraffe named Harold counted.
Granted it had only been about two days since it had happened I still felt ad for withholding information from my friends. Back in freshman year the minute Elena and Matt had kissed for the first time she called Bonnie, Caroline and I at the same time to tell us.
Same with Caroline's first real boyfriend, Tommy, she had called me and told me a minute by minute recount of their dates.
This isn't freshman year anymore, a voice whispered in the back of my brain.
It certainly isn't.
"My head hurts so bad" I moaned gripping my hair line while I sat.
After the unexpected apology from Caroline she dashed off to see Tyler and I, sick of sitting at home came to the grill to pester, I mean hang out with, Matt.
He chuckled wiping the bar down "I heard you partied pretty hard last night"
"So they say" I muttered dryly "I can barely remember anything." Matt pushed a glass of water at me and I nodded in thanks "How much did you have?"
I put my hands up in the universal 'I don't know sign' "Must've been a lot."
He nodded in agreement and a thought struck me "Hey Matt?" I asked slowly.
"Yes Liv" He matched my tone and usually I would've made a comeback but I was feeling kind of off today. "Do you miss freshman year or sophomore year?" I questioned "You know before it all began?"
He immediately knew what I meant by 'it' it was kind of a unspoken thing, he stopped wiping "Of course I do" he admitted with hesitation his blue eyes staring into mine "I mean you and I are just humans caught in the middle of a supernatural battle ground but I don't wish it didn't happen, because it's made us the people we are now."
I stared at him almost open mouthed "I never really thought of it that way" I murmured mostly to myself "You surprise me young Matt" I said in a deep voice.
"I think the person the most unchanged would be you though" he said chuckling "Despite all of this you still have the maturity age of a ten year old"
I stuck my tongue out at him to purposely confirm what he had said "So what's your take on the Elena and Damon drama?" I changed the subject interested in his opinion.
Matt sighed leaning over the bar "Elena once said to me, you should love the person that makes you glad you're alive, and if Damon makes Elena feel that then as much as I hate to say it maybe they're good for each other"
"But you know she's sired right?" I asked curious at his answer.
He shrugged getting up again "What if that doesn't affect the way she supposedly feels about him?"
I frowned at the bar "You're giving me another headache!" I hollered at his now retreating figure.
The more I looked around the more everything became clearer. I was standing on a beach, shoeless with sand between my toes the way I liked it, waved crashed down on the shore. I looked around to find the beach deserted and almost fully covered in a misty fog.
"What the hell is going on?" I muttered to myself staring out at the ocean seeing nothing but grey.
"Isn't it obvious love you're dreaming"
I whirled around "Klaus?" I asked incredulously "What the hell?"
He smiled at me before looking out a the sea like I had been.
"If this is a dream why does it feel so real?" I challenged stepping closer.
"Because its not" a familiar voice came from behind me.
I spun around again my eyes widening "Mom?"
She smiled at me, she hasn't changed since the day I had seen her alive last, she still had blond curly hair and big blue eyes that resembled mine so greatly.
"This isn't real or how else would I be here?" She said softly staring at the ocean like Klaus had before he had disappeared and she'd took his place. She turned and looked at me "Things aren't what they seem Olivia"
I woke up with a gasp bolting upright, what the hell was up with me today.
Why am I having dreams of my deceased mother?
After all the confusing events Id had today I decided to sit around in my lounge room for the rest of the night, unfortunately my brain was plagued with thoughts that didn't make sense even to me.
Why couldn't I remember much from last night, the only time I'd lost memory was last summer but that was after countless shots of vodka not champagne and wine like I was sure we had been drinking.
I sighed shoving a slice of pizza in my mouth my diet was so healthy lately.
I stared at the bad sitcom in front off trying to watch but found I couldn't concentrate on what was happening on the screen. Switching it off I sat there staring at the blank screen mindlessly eating pizza.
Picking up my phone I smirked to myself seeing the amount of messages I had, one, from the phone company.
Awesome.
My finger hovered over a certain contact in the K section. Okay the only contact in K, turns out I don't know that many people who's name starts with a K.
To call or not to call?
To not call, I decided throwing my phone onto the table.
I blew out some air thinking everything over, some sort of feelings budding for Klaus, weird acting friends who were probably having midlife crises at eighteen, dreams of a dead parent and an alive hybrid and a horny sired couple.
I was so screwed.
I know its short im sorry its kind of a filler anyways! Im thinking of putting up a poll to see who wants Olivia to get preggos instead of Hayley so I'll let you know if I do. There will be another update very soon to make up for the shortness of this one :)
Please review I love knowing what you think even if this one was slightly boring :)
- Daisy