Twisted inside chapter 25
The kiss was explosive as the vessel and Bogan connected on a different level. As Ahsoka kissed Bogan she felt her mind melt into Bogan's almost insinuations. Instead of being slowly lowered into Bogan's power Ahsoka felt like she had been flung with incredible force into the depths. Her body shook as the sudden power surge she felt course though her.
It was strange, bazaar even to be kissing someone that could only be seen by Ahsoka. It would certainly be weird if anyone was watching her but Ahsoka became so lost in the kiss to be self-conscious. The young Togruta felt so alive as new sensations that she had never experienced before were suddenly alive. It was an addictive feeling that had no end. Ahsoka was kissing her darker self like there was no tomorrow and touching her delicious body but she couldn't reach the feeling of fullness. She felt like a bottomless hole. She wanted more and more, and more, and more.
Bogan wasn't new to such things. After all, she was the dark side. She was power, passion, anger, and fear. Despite all that, she had to admit that the vessel positively surprised her. Many others would have simply broken down by such and act but Ahsoka was still going. What's more, she willfully craved her. She didn't resist, she was taking the initiative.
Ahsoka's natural instincts and primal desires were slowly taking control of her body and her mind grew hungrier and hungrier for Bogan. Until they were satisfied, the young Togruta could do nothing more but to crave Bogan's touch. Her lips, her body, her very being was simply irresistible. The Jedi were right about one thing, the darkside was in deed addictive as Ahsoka desperately tried to satisfy that addiction.
She couldn't control herself as she pushed Bogan down and slid on top of her. It was like her body suddenly had a mind of its own disregarding any command Ahsoka would give it. Deepening the kiss Ahsoka lost herself in the passion. Opening herself to Bogan and feeding her all her emotions, her desires and passions. Bogan took them amplified them ten fold and fed them back to Ahsoka through their lips. It became and endless loop of amplified emotions and desires but the more Ahsoka fed Bogan and the amplified emotions came back to her the hungrier she became.
Ahsoka groaned in frustration craving more of Bogan she forced her tongue into her mouth. Instantly a new sensation crashed over Ahsoka as their tongues swirled together, binding and twisting around each other. She shivered in delight as Bogan poured herself into her and the strange sensation that washed over her began to build inside of her. It was a strangely pleasant sensation that warmed her body. She didn't understand why she had kissed Bogan, perhaps it was some bazaar way of showing her she was grateful or maybe it was something else entirely.
She felt pulled to Bogan, like a magnet. She felt like she needed to be with Bogan not just in mind and body but something else. The feeling grew, the desire to be closer to Bogan burned brighter and hotter. She couldn't explain it but it felt like they were two half's that were meant to be whole. She thought hard as her hands began to roam Bogan's body as to what this feeling was and then it hit her. Love, it was love. She loved Bogan.
When a soft moan escaped Ahsoka's mouth it surprised both of them. Breaking the kiss and pulling back Ahsoka was breathing quickly. She looked down into Bogan's yellow eyes and found a sly smile on her darker half's face. Bogan reached out and lightly rubbed Ahsoka's lekku which caused the young togruta to shiver in pleasure. The passion that was radiating off Ahsoka was different than those she had felt before wither they were other vessels or force sensitive using its power.
This kind of passion well parts of it anyway was unfamiliar to Bogan. Bogan was used to feeling lust for its power and yes there was lust in her vessel's passion but there was…love? Her sly smile faded and her face turned to confusion as this bizarre feeling began to grow inside of Ahsoka. Love not toward her power however which she would have understood but this was love toward her as a whole. Normally this feeling was associated with the light and was often accompanied by compassion and kindness. Her face began to twist in anger at the thought of its counter part Ashla but the anger quickly faded taken once again by confusion when Ashoka spoke softly "I love you."
At first Bogan thought it had heard her wrong but there was no mistaking what she had said. Her eyes narrowed in suspicion "what?" she asked. Ahsoka looked away from Bogan and bit her lip, she looked back at Bogan after a moment "I love you Bogan" she said a little louder. Bogan's grey eye mark raised up as she stared at her vessel "why?" she asked curiously.
Ahsoka knew it was crazy, to love a side of the force that was as dark as Bogan but Ahsoka couldn't help it. She had spent so much time with Bogan and bonded in ways that sentient beings never could. Bogan had never done anything to hurt her, she had never betrayed her trust, never lied to her and was only trying to help her stop the evil plan of a Sith lord.
Ahsoka cleared her throat and shifted her weight slightly on top of Bogan. "You're my friend Bogan, your were there when I needed you even when ever I called you a curse and your helping me save my friends" Ahsoka replied. She took a deep breath "That's so much more then what I could have asked for Bogan and I'm so sorry that I treated you so badly before" she continued slowly.
Bogan listened to her vessel with an interested stare as Ahsoka poured herself out to her. It was unexpected, that Bogan had to admit and so she laid there on her back thinking of how to respond. A long silence fell between them and Ahsoka began to worry that Bogan didn't return her feels. "Bogan are you alright?" Ahsoka asked worried, her darker half's sulfuric eyes flickered back to her and slowly Bogan smiled.
Ahsoka's heart began to pound in her chest as Bogan still didn't speak but eventually Bogan reached up and cupped Ahsoka's cheek. "Yes dear I'm fine" Bogan replied pulling Ahsoka back down and kissing her and was again filled with the strange feeling that was love. She licked her lips slowly as she kissed her again. Slowly Bogan wrapped her arms around Ahsoka "this is strange for me dear" she admitted. "Love is not a part of who I am" Bogan said and watched as Ahsoka face began to fill with emotional pain. Quickly however Bogan kissed her again "however for you dear, I think I can make an exception" she whispered with a smile.
Ahsoka's face lit up and she pressed her lips fiercely against Bogan's filled with joy she happily kissed Bogan. As Bogan made out with Ahsoka, she began to think this could work to her advantage. Smiling deviously Bogan pulled Ahsoka tight against her amplifying her vessel's passions once again and feeding her darkside addiction. The longer Ahsoka made out with Bogan the stronger Ahsoka became in the darkside. Her once beautiful orange body already showed signs of heavy immersion in the darkside but it went even further. Bogan became slowly opening her darkest parts up to Ahsoka and the togutan's body shivered. Her body went pale as if it was dead, once blue healthy veins turned black as if some disease was attacking her. Her eyes already sulfuric yellow developed a red tinge.
Bogan's violent power lashed out at everything thing around them through Ahsoka's unchecked passions. The darkside seeped into Ahsoka's brain which she offered no resistance to as Bogan began influencing her vessel's thoughts, her actions every part that made Ahsoka who she was Bogan influenced.
Sometime later Bogan had to push Ahsoka off of her as the young togurtan clearly had no intention of stopping anytime soon. Ahsoka was panting heavily with saliva hanging from her tongue. She didn't want to stop, in fact she wouldn't have minded staying like that for the rest of her life. She let out a groan and opened her sulfuric eyes that were glazed with thick passion and she had a smile on her face. "What's wrong?" Ahsoka asked wondering why Bogan had stopped the heated moment they were sharing.
Bogan smiled and lightly stroked Ahsoka's lekku "as much as I would love to continue this dear you have training" Bogan replied. Ahsoka nodded in understanding and got off of Bogan allowing her to stand up. Bogan stood up and stretched her arms and her smile grew a little bigger when she noticed Ahsoka looked like an exact version of herself. The darkside had clearly taken its toll on her vessels body and if Bogan was honest her vessel looked good, the darkside really did fit Ahsoka.
