to live again: November 14th

Hi Everyone!

I don't have a lot to day this morning so I won't bore you with a lot. I do want you to know that I will not be able to post a lot right away though. We start the big move today! I am really excited to say we are finally getting into our new home just in time for Yule! When I get down time I will be writing but I know the next two weeks are going to be very busy! Don't worry though other than this move Violet and Emmett are on my mind almost consistently! Hmm... maybe I will get my voice recorder and tape the next chapter as I work then when I get down time all I will have to do is type it out? Hmm I will have to think about that one. Anyway this is getting longer than I thought it would be and I will stop boring you with my inner thinking!

Please review and let me know what you think! I really like it when you do! I always reply by private message!

As always S.M. owns twilight!

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Violet's POV:

Auditions were Monday and I had fought with myself for all of two minuets after I got off the phone with Emmett. If he thought it was a good idea then I was going to do it. I figured the worse that could happen was I would not get the part. Call backs were yesterday and then today the parts were posted. To add to my perfect day my mom waved a letter under my nose as soon as I got done hugging Alexandra and having my afternoon snack. Alexandra laughed at me as I kissed her again and ran upstairs. I had it open before I landed on the bed.

Dear Violet, November 09

It was really nice to get your letter today and even better to hear your voice. I would tell you that I'm sorry you had to sing threw our phone call but I would be lying! I actually enjoyed it. Your music teacher sounds like a slave driver (no shit Emmett!)but if you like her and she is helping you with your voice who the hell am I to criticize her on her teaching methods. I do hope you try out for the musical. I think it will be a great experience for you.

I'm sorry about your teacher Mr. Pluggie if I were you I would take Jasper and Jacobs help. Ultimately it is your grade though and you have to decide what you want to do. (SERIOUSLY?! THAT IS CHEATING!) Now stop yelling at me I know I just told you to cheat. You could talk to your father about it too. He is a smart man and may have another solution.

Your right about me knowing more than your teachers are teaching you in the human growth and development class. Sex should never be dirty or anything like what you went thru. It's fun and feels great! I could tell you about it sometime! Wink wink nudge nudge! You could Google it too. There is plenty of things out there on the subject. And now my dear you can stop being red in the face. If I know you like I think I do your in your bedroom reading in private.

Oh my god! How the hell does he know this shit!

I will make a run over to your old property and take a look around. It sounds nice. If you want that boulder I'm sure I could steal it and bring it to Nebraska when I come for Christmas.

Is he crazy! That weighs a tun!

My new place has been keeping me busy. I have a hole to patch in the roof and some of the furniture needs to be repaired or replaced. The outside needs paint too but I have no idea what color I am going to use. The hunting is good too. Plenty of elk, deer and my personal favorite black bear.

I miss you too and will write again as soon as I get another letter from you!

Be happy!

Your,

Emmett

I hugged the letter and sighed. I have so much to tell him in my next letter!

There was a knock at my door and I shoved the letter under my pillow.

"Violet are you alright?" my dad called from the hall.

"Yes? I think so why?" I was confused.

"Can I come in?" he asked.

"Yes the door is unlocked!"

He opened the door and smiled at me, "Your mom said you got another letter from Emmett and then we heard you talking to yourself. I was a little concerned when you were yelling."

"Oh... I am sorry. I did not realize I was speaking out loud." I was a little embarrassed he heard me.

"So what exactly were you talking about when you said that is cheating?" he sat down on the bed next to me.

"Dad is it wrong to cheat if the teacher is unfair?"

"Well sweetheart that depends on what you mean."

"I have this teacher Mr. Pluggie, he teaches my biology class and he is terrible! He lectures ALL the time but nothing he lectures on is actually on the tests! He does not count any of the homework he sends home and if you mess up on the test he will not allow you to retest."

"So what's on the tests?" he sounded really concerned and it made me glad that he was my dad.

"Stuff in the book but we never go over that stuff! Jasper and Jacob have offered to help me cheat and even Emmett thinks I should let them. I think I am going to fail this class if I do not but I feel really guilty about it. The homework is really hard too but it does not apply to the tests either and then I feel like a bad mom because I am spending so much time doing this homework and reading the stupid book and Alexandra is missing out on time I could be spending with her and... and he is bad, Daddy!" I started crying as I looked at my hands and started fiddling with my ring.

Dad wrapped his arm around me and gave me a hug, "I'm proud of you sweetheart. I don't think cheating is the right thing to do but I do think I need to go talk to your principal about this teacher. If he is not being fair then the problem isn't you it's his teaching that's the problem. Tomorrow after I'm done rounds I'll go talk them."

"Do you think it will work?"

"Well if it doesn't I'll get you out of that class and into another one."

"But what about Jacob and Jasper? They are in the same class as I am. I do not want to move classes! I like having Jasper and Jacob in class with me! Jasper helps me calm down when it is test time and Jacob makes the lectures less boring."

"I'll do my best sweetheart. Now do your homework, dinner is in an hour. No homework afterwords so I would do everything but your biology first, you and Alexandra have play time after dinner." he kissed the top of my head and headed out of my room.

As soon as the door shut I flew to my desk and started my next letter.