Im back! Sorry for the short-ish chapter...I just kept writing and writing and it got too long so it had to be split up.


EPOV

I opened my eyes and couldn't help but watch her as she slept. She was heart achingly beautiful. I memorized every freckle on her face as she breathed in and out.

"I love you Bella," I whispered feeling a pang in my chest at just saying it aloud. "I am so in love with you, and I can't even tell you. I'm scared to and I don't know why." I held my breath, half hoping she heard me and half hoping she didn't. If she did, she didn't let on. God, I was such a pussy. She had given me everything back, all of her, and I couldn't and didn't even tell her. But would she tell me loved me again? I fucking hoped so.

As the sun rose higher in the sky, I knew we were already late for school. I had to wake her up. I tickled the end of her nose with mine. "Bella, wake up."

She took a deep breath as her eyes fluttered open, "Am I dreaming?" she whispered.

"No, baby. We have to go to school now. We've already missed most of first period."

She shot up out of bed, "Shit! Why didn't anyone wake us?"

I shrugged my shoulders and smirked, "I guess they figured we needed the sleep after we were finished swimming."

She rolled her eyes, "Do not remind me. I'm already going to be teased relentlessly by Alice and Rose."

I laughed, "Oh chill, baby. Who knows if anyone even heard us."

"Edward. Serously. I'm surprised the neighbors didn't wake up," she said while stretching. I could see the curve of her ass and breasts as she stretched her arms over her head.

God, couldn't we just stay in bed all day? I shot up out and snaked my arms around her waist.

"We don't have to go to school, you know. We can play hooky." I kissed and licked her neck until she moaned my name.

"Mmm...Edward...as much as I would love to be truant with you all day,"she said as she ground her hips against me, "Charlie may be alerted if I don't show up all day."

I kissed her cheek and huffed, "Fine."

She turned and grabbed me by the shirt and kissed me deeply. "Mmm…don't worry. We'll have time later. Now I'm going to go take a quick shower and find something to wear in Alice's closet. Meet me downstairs in fifteen."

As I showered, a thought occurred to me. Prom. I had never officially asked Bella to go with me. I knew she would say yes if I just came out and asked, but I also didn't want to be presumptuous. I needed her to know that I was different and that I had changed. No more asshole Edward. Now I would be thoughtful, boyfriend Edward.

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When we got to school, we had just enough time to make it to Bio without being late. In the halls, I held Bella as close as she could get to me, without crushing her. I knew it was kind of possessive move, but shit, she was mine again and I wanted everyone to know. It did not help one bit that she looked delicious as ever, my sister's too small shirt hugging her breasts so tight, that they looked like they would spill out at any moment.

When we walked in, I looked around at all the wide eyes staring at us. Yes, that's right, assholes, we're back together. I chuckled a bit when I saw Lauren, who had a hand clasped over her mouth in disbelief.

I pulled out Bella's chair for her and she sat with a smug smirk on her face. I scooted as close as I could get without her actually being in my lap and held her hand under the table. And just as I did that, the whispering started. Go ahead and spread it around, Forks High senior class fuckers. Bella is mine.

Professor Banner walked in, gave Bella and me a sideways look since we were squished together in the middle of the table, and went on with the lesson. Halfway through class I looked over and saw her staring at a speck on the wall and frowning.

What's up with you staring at the wall? I scribbled on her notebook.

I'm so fucking bored. Banner is not very mentally stimulating.

What are you doing tonight?

She shrugged her shoulders. Hopefully something with you.

Will you have dinner with me?

I would love to. Where are we going?

Yes. This was all part of the plan.

I was thinking more along the lines of me cooking for you.

She chuckled while she scribbled her response.

Darling, you know you can't cook.

Darling, I can cook one thing. Spaghetti and meat sauce with garlic bread. So what say you?

She smiled. How could I ever refuse you?

Fuck yeah. Prom is in the fucking bag.

Great. Be ready at 7. I scribbled my response and kissed her hand.

I would have to leave a couple of periods early today from school because I had some major fucking preparation to do. Oh, the things I had planned for her. This night would be perfect.


BPOV

Oh my god. The Edward Cullen cooking dinner for me. It's like he had some stepford boyfriend chip implanted in his head without my knowledge.

All throughout bio I was feeling a bit nervous. All I could think about was how the rest of the school would react to our getting back together. Would I look weak? Would the other girls hate me even more than they already do? What would I say? What would they say? Judging by Lauren's reaction when we walked in, I think it's pretty clear I was going to have problems. She was on her phone texting before I even sat down. Here we fucking go again.

Edward led my down the hall with his arm around my waist in a vice grip. I guess he wasn't about subtlety this go round. As I laughed to myself, I spotted Jacob waiting, presumably for me, at the end of the hall. Oh, fucking great.

What was I going to tell him? A look of horror played across his face as he saw the two of us approaching. Before we reached him he went back to looking composed.

Edward squeezed me tighter to his side and spoke quietly, "You know the feelings and communication thing we talked about? I feel I need to communicate something to you. I am almost positive that Jake likes you more than just a friend. Did you see his face?"

I stopped and looked up at Edward, "I don't care. You're the one I want."

He smiled and kissed me, "Bella, you have me. You have no idea." Then tell me. Give me an idea.

He kissed the tip of my nose, "I have to go take care of something. I'll see you in a bit. Talk to him."

What the fuck? Edward walked away to give me some time alone with Jake. The old Eddie would have never allowed it. I knew Jake would probably be hurt that Edward and I were back together, but there was nothing I could do. I loved Edward.

I walked down to him and waved, "Hey Jake."

"Hey ," he said back with a small smile. I could see the look of defeat on the kid's face.

"Walk with me," I stated like everything was normal. He walked beside me slowly with a scowl on his face.

"So….Uh, you and Cullen are back together? When the hell did that happen?" he asked, a bit too snide for my taste.

"Um, last night. It seems Edward and I can't be friends. Not even for a whole day," I laughed, gauging his reaction.

"Oh,"he said in all seriousness, "Well…uh…can I be honest with you?"

"Yeah."

He stopped me in the hall and put his hand protectively on my shoulder.

"I'm not sure you're making the best decision here."

"How do you know what is best for me, Jake?"

"I don't, Bella. I just know Cullen is not."

"Oh, please. You don't even know him," I said dismissively.

"I do. I've been at this school longer than you, remember? I know what kind of guy he is."

"As do I, and it's different this time."

"Bella, I just can't believe you would be this…reckless. What makes you think he's not going to get sick of you and hurt you again?"

" Jake, that's fucking insulting," I said and raised my voice, "I can't believe you just said that to me."

He looked me in the eyes, "Just don't expect me to pick up the pieces when he stomps on your heart again, Bella. Enjoy your lunch."

My mouth hung open as I watched him storm away. Well fuckity fuck. I thought about what he said as I walked toward the lunch room. The 'what ifs' were making my head fucking spin when I felt a very familiar pair of arms grab me from behind and pull me into a very familiar hard chest.

"Hey," he whispered in my ear and breathed in deeply, "so what's the verdict?"

"Well it's safe to say he's less than pleased. I don't think he'll be sitting with us today."

"His loss. Don't worry your pretty little head about it."

Edward took my hand as we walked toward the lunch room.

"Yeah, I just feel bad, you know? He was a friend to me when…well…"

Edward stopped walking and put my face in his hands, "Bella, baby. I am so sorry about all of that. If it takes me forever, I will make it up to you."

I melted under his touch. Forever? Fine with me.

"I know, Edward. Let's just put it all behind us and move forward."

He sighed, kissed me softly and chuckled, "So, ready for your grand entrance, Isabella?

I groaned as he pulled me to his side, "Here we go."

Edward flung the doors open and walked in with confidence. He had his head held high as he squeezed me close to him. It was like he was just so proud to show everyone that we were back together. It put a smile on my face. He was mine and I was his.

I reluctantly looked around and saw most of the cafeteria ogling us as we sat down at the table. I rolled my eyes and sighed. God, I shouldn't care about it anymore. High school was so fucking trivial.

"Well, well. If it isn't the golden couple," Alice said as we approached.

"No teasing, Alice," Edward said as he pulled me into his lap.

"Oh, I wasn't planning on teasing you, brother of mine."

"Well no teasing Bella, either. Oh yeah, remind me that I need to talk to you after lunch."

"Sure Edward,"she said with a wave of her hands.

"It's good to have you guys back!" Emmett said as he slapped Edward on the back. Jasper did the same as they took their seats with their girlfriends. Alice turned to me while Edward was having a conversation with the boys over my shoulder.

"I am so excited about prom, Bella! Everything is taken care of. Please show up early so we have plenty of time to get ready. I'm bringing the hair and makeup people in so we don't have to leave my boudoir."

"I won't forget, Alice," I said as I rolled my eyes.

I looked down the long table and noticed Jessica looking at me and whispering to her minions. I tried to get off of Edwards lap to sit on the seat next to Alice to maybe take some attention off of myself, but his strong arm held me closer, "You aren't going anywhere," He said as he kissed my hair. Defeated, I crossed my arms and huffed.

"Possessive one you've got there," Rose said and elbowed me, "So what's up with Mr. Depressed?" she asked and pointed down the table.

I looked down the table once more, and saw Jake staring at his food, not really listening to a chattering Jessica.

"I don't think he's thrilled about this, uh, situation."

"Oh, he needs to take a valium and get the fuck over it. You and Edward are made for each other."

"I can't help feeling bad, though..."

Alice cut in,"So…are you voting for yourself for prom queen girls? I think it's a bit narcissistic of course, but I think my vote and maybe both of yours, you know, it could help me win?"

"Dream on…" Rose started. I honestly didn't care about any of this right now. I was still fixated on how sad Jake looked.

"You have nothing to feel bad for, Bella," Edward whispered. I should have known he was eavesdropping considering I was seated on top of him. He pulled my hair back and kissed me tenderly under my ear, "He will get over it. And if he can't, he doesn't need to be in your life."

He was right. I couldn't go along worrying about how Jake felt about Edward and I. I needed to focus all my emotional energy on our new relationship. I had to move forward to make this work. I did feel bad for Jake, but I had to keep my eye on the prize. And the prize for me was Edward. It always had been and it always would be. I had made my choice and he was going to have to live with it, or lose me altogether.


So he said ILY! But she was sleeping and he's still a wuss. Something bigger is going to have to happen to get him to say it. Outloud. LOL, Edward's plan is up next.