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Jack's and Alexia's secret part 2

Jack P.O.V.

"Promise me Jack you won't do it" Alexia told me, "I can't promise sis" I told her the truth. She shook her head and said "Jack you are an amazing boy, you don't do that" "but what if I want to?" Alexia shook her head and said "You are always happy and nice, stay like that. I know that I was, but you don't understand now, what is happening right now" "And I don't want to give you the wrong example of life"

She finished "but can you at least tell me what's happening?" I asked her again, she closed her eyes and said "Mom thinks that dad have another woman, mom is getting sick and tired about it, she takes calming pills to feel a little relaxed, just for you Jack, we all want you to lead a normal life with a normal family. We don't want to let you know what all happens here." My eyes were filled with tears, there is much more but she didn't want to tell me. I ran out the kitchen and ran to the bathroom and locked me in there. I knew Alexia was banging on the door if I was by the sink.

"JACKSON BREWER GETS THE HELL OUT THERE!" She yelled at me, lucky for both of us mom was not home. I opened a la and I rolled my sleeve up. Finding a thing that was sharp enough I pressed it against my skin and then…

Flashback end

My face and body was burning. "Holy s-" I wanted to shout but I realized that I was at school. I saw Lindsay and asked mad "Why did you poured coffee all over me?!" "Because, I tripped over something" She told me pointing to Kim.

Who was behind me, and there is no way that Kim did that. "I just want to make clear that she have to back off." Lindsay told me, putting her free hand on my cheek.

I raised my eyebrows and Kim asked me "are you okay?" I nodded and said "Yeah, I guess so but my t-shirt is burning against my skin" She nodded and said "You need to take your t-shirt off or you will get more burns." "Kim can you help me to take it off." I asked her Kim nodded and pulled the shirt over my head. I looked at Lindsay who was really glaring at Kim.

Kim gave me back my shirt and the she took my hand and said "come we going to get you cleaned up." I nodded and re-opened my locker and grabbed my bag.

Kim P.O.V.

We both walked in silence to the nurse office and I knocked on the door. "Come in" The nurse called. "Hey Mrs. Adeline, Jack just got hot coffee over him." Told the nurse when we came in. "oh dear!" she answered I nodded and Jack sat down and said "dam it burs…"

I nodded and said "Yeah, I know it hurt." I turned to the nurse and asked "Everything is okay right?" she nodded at me, I smiled "Yeah, some cold water and an icepack and he will be o-" she didn't finished her sentence and said "Oh dear, I think that the person was mad and scratched his back open." I raised my eyebrows and looked at Jack's back.

His back was great looking, well except for the red burns and the survival cuts. Well Mrs. Adeline those aren't just normal cuts. I told in myself and then said "Yeah, that girl was maybe so mad at him." I glared at him and Jack looked at me. I looked in his eyes and saw only two words hurt and guilty.

The nurse walked to the other side off the room and I asked Jack "What happened to your back?" He closed his eyes and some tears were rolling down his cheeks.

Jack P.O.V.

I don't know what to say. When the nurse walked back to me and put an icepack against my back. The pain got worse.

Flashback

Blood dripped down my arm… I put the knife down and whipped some tears away. It suppose too hurt. My anger, disappointment and sadness went away.

Just about what happened days ago and I didn't tell anyone. Not even Jerry and he's my amigo since the kinder garden.

I heard the door open and my mom called that she was home. I quickly washed the knife and dried it, and put it back where I got it. I quickly washed my arm and put my sleeve over it. I grabbed an apple and walked to the living room. "Hey mom" I greeted her, and she smiled at me really weakly.

Since she takes her medicines or calm pills, she wasn't the normal mom anymore. She was skinnier, whiter and was quickly tired.

I never thought that she would look like that. "Where is your sister?" My mom asked me, I held my shoulders up and said "I don't know why there is something wrong?"

My mom shook her head and said "No nothing for you to worry about, sweetie." I nodded slowly and walked to my own room.

End flashback

I got up and grabbed my shirt. The bell rang, oh man. "Relax Jack we have lunch now." Kim told me, when I wanted to ran. I sat back down and looked at her. Kim walked to me and asked "Jack you okay?" I nodded and faced my shirt. "Jack, I know you are lying to me, you zoned out." Kim told me, I looked at her and asked "So what, I could have a nice flashback" Kim put a hand on my cheek and whipped some tears away. "You have been crying silently." Kim told me, I removed her hand and said "there is nothing to worry about Kim."

She looked at me and I told her "Really there is nothing wrong" I gave her one of my best fake smiles and lucky for me she nodded and said "You coming? Or do you want to stay here by your own" I put my shirt back on and stood up. "Lest go to my locker" I told her, she nodded but asked "Why?" "There is something I need to tell you" I told her.

Kim P.O.V.

When we got by his locker, I leaned against some other lockers to face my friend. "Okay so what do you want me to tell?" I asked him, he looked at me. I swear if you look in his eyes then you will get lost for some time.

Jack opened his mouth but then Jerry patted his back and said "Hey dude! Where were you?" Jack's eyes were shooting the same look as by the nurse.

Something happened with him, but what? I asked myself.

Jerry looked at me and asked "is he okay?" I held my shoulders up and said "He told me he was okay, but I think he's lying. Something is really bothering him." I looked at Jerry and asked "Do you maybe know what happened?" Jerry shook his head and said "I know nothing; he tells me everything since the kinder garden." I blew out some air and sighed.

Jerry shook Jack's shoulders and Jack got back to reality his eyes were really watery. "Jack, are you okay?" I asked him for the ten thousand times today.

As normally he nodded, I sighed and Jerry said "Jack you're not okay, your eyes are watery and red."

Jack wanted to say something, but Jerry cut him off "And no that is not a happy reminder, dude, your eyes say enough." Jack and I looked both at Jerry. "What? He's been acting weird and I seen in his eyes that there is something wrong" Jerry explained us. "There is nothing to worry about guys. Really I'm okay and it was a time ago." Jack said, okay this really hurts me Jack is lying to us.

I decided to break in. "Jack please, this hurt me. You are not okay, you are pretending it. It hurts me that you don't trust us. Jerry is your best friend since the kinder garden and it's okay that you don't trust me, but please just tell Jerry. I really care about you, Jack and I know that Jerry does too."

Jack's right hand became a fist and started you snap at me. "Kim, you don't know who I am!" "Jack, I know you, but you are hiding things for me and even worse for your best friend!" I told him, tears slipped down his face and said "Kim, this is no one's business!" He snapped at me.

I know that I have to let this go, but he's my best friend. I took one step and put my hand on his shoulder and said "Jack, please this is killing me. I really care about you, and this hurts me that you are hiding things. I always tell you and you always listen to me. And now it's my turn to listen and help you out. Like what you did to me."

I just kinda admit that I like him. I hope he won't push me away. He looked at me straight in the eye and started "Listen blondie." Ouch, that hurt me. "I don't really care what you say, but no freaking way that I'm going to tell you this. And you better don't care about me so you won't get hurt anymore, because if you care about me then you will get hurt." Jack told me.

Okay this is totally breaking me down "Jack, don't say that. Your family and friends care about you." I told him the truth, Jerry nodded his head and said "Jack your my amigo, brother, friend, bud-" Jack cut him off and said "Just stop, this is not working okay! Jerry even you are my amigo, I don't have the rights to tell you everything!" he turned to me and said "just let me go, okay I don't want this anymore. This everything is distracting me."

Tears escaped his eyes and I'm sure that I had also tears. "What do you mean?" I asked him, my voice was cranky and he looked at me and said "I just don't want to be friends anymore"

This totally broke me down 'Only, because of this?' I asked myself. Tears streamed down my face.

"Bro, don't do this to her" Jerry told him, he shot him a glare and said "Why not? I'm not in love with her, so why can't I?" I couldn't believe my ears, that he said that.

Jack pushed my hand off his shoulder and said "I have to go" He walked slowly away and I cried at him. "Fine, be like this. But I know that this isn't the Jack I know, he hide himself for all his friends!" He turned back to me and said nothing. I saw that this broke him. "You don't know a thing about me Kim!" He snapped at me, and he turned away.

I walked to him and said "Okay Jack, fine I get it now. You don't want me as your friend anymore." He looked at me and I removed his necklace that I got from my birthday and kinda smashed to the ground not caring if it's broken or not. "So now that we aren't friends then I can say this to you and don't have a freaking weird feeling that I'm around you!" I told him and I walked back to Jerry.

"Then what is it?" He called while he walked away slowly again.

I took deep breath and said "That I freaking like you more than a friend! And I never told you that, because it would be awkward! Okay Jack here is it! I liked you and like you still. I have a crush on you!"

That's out my heart tears streamed down my face. I admit it, I didn't want to see his reaction so I ran away to the girls bathroom and locked myself in a room and cried.

Kelsey P.O.V.

Mika and I sat on our usual table, waiting for the others. We just got back from gym and let me tell you. The girls changing room was set up with dirty mud, high water and way more. Other words every girl who got in the room, was soaked wet and dirty. So since our teacher, came in our dressing room and got all dirty too. She told us that we didn't have lesson and let us go home to get all fresh up.

Mika went with me home, since she forgot her keys at her home and her uncle wasn't home. We got fresh up and Mika wears some of my clothing. A rouge top, white skinny jeans and white sandals wedge. (Link on my profile)

I was wearing a pink romper and some pink wedge (Link on my profile)

Julie, Milton, Eddie and Grace joined us. "What happened, with you two?" Eddie asked us while holding his laughter. "You know what happened!" I snapped at him. "Are, Kim Jerry and Jack, not back from their classes yet?" Mika asked them. Grace shook her head and said "Jerry texted me that Kim and Jack were at the nurse, for Jack."

I nodded and said "they are probably making out there" Everyone laughed and Milton said "but where is Jerry then?" "Maybe he is with Lorie?" Julie guessed, then my and Mika's phone buzzed at the same time and we both looked at it.

It was Jerry saying; Go 2 the girls bathroom. Kim is there crying.

"Who is it?" Grace asked us, "Jer" we both replied. "Kels and I need to go to Kim, she need our help whit something he said" Mika told them and we both stood up.

"We see you at the theater lesson" I told them and walked away.

We ran in the hallway and went to the bathroom. Calling Kim's name, I stopped calling when I heard some sniffing. I stopped at the second door and knocked on the door. "Kim?" Mika asked then. We heard nothing, but instead the door opened. We both saw a broken Kim, with puffy red eyes, tears rolling down her cheeks and her makeup was little running down her cheeks too.

"Kim!" I said and hugged her along with Mika. She cried on my shoulder. We stopped hugging her and Mika went to another toilet and I turned my attention to Kim. "What's wrong pretty?" I asked her, Mika came back from the toilet with some paper towels.

Only one word escaped her mouth "Jack" okay let's say one name. "What did he do?" Mika asked her. "He wasn't himself" Kim told us.

Kim P.O.V.

"Then I ran away to the bathroom" I ended my story to them. Kelsey, Mika, Julie and Grace (how just came in the middle of the story) looked at me, "I can't believe him" Kelsey said, Mika nodded and said "well at least he knows that you like him." I nodded and said "I hope he'll be the same Jack I know." Grace nodded and said "Well I think that he'll be himself again after he blow off some steam"

I stood up walking to the washing table looking in the mirror. Ugh makeup is running down my cheeks. I look like a monster. I grabbed one paper towel, and whipped it away.

For all you wanna know the paper towels Mika had went soon wet, by my tears. My eyes were still red and puffy, but I look little bit better.

"Okay you know what we are going to do Thursday since we are free" Mika asked me, I shook my head and she said "We are going to shop with the girls, manicures, pedicures, having a great girls day. Try out some new clothes, what you think?" Kelsey was already happy about the thought of it. "I just can't say no, to you girls"

We got in a group hug, and I was thinking back in my head how Jack is doing right now…

Jack P.O.V.

I slammed the door close, and ran to my room. When I was there I punched the wall with all my might. There came a whole in the wall. 'Whoops' I thought for a second.

I removed my arm from the wall and brushed off some dirt. Mom and dad won't be that happy if they see it.

I walked to the bathroom and opened the la. I grabbed the razor that really hurt me when my sister left town.

Flashback

I just turned thirteen a few months ago, and my sister told me the horrible news. "I'm moving out home" Alexia told me, I was shocked and asked "Why?"

She had a good reason to tell me because dad is home already three years. I'm really happy about that, so I have some father son time with him.

"For my school, I need to study somewhere else." She told me, "Where would I be?" I asked her. "New York" she told me, all I could do was running to the bathroom. Alexia ran after me and stopped me. When I was searching for something "Jack don't there is no need to do that" she turned me to her and I looked at her brown eyes. "Jack, I'm okay now and if I say that I'm okay then I'm okay." I nodded at my big sis and she continued "Jack it's not that I like it here with dad, mom and you, but I need some space. From him and my so called friend"

I knew she meant Dustin. That player cheating on my sister, with her best friend Alena, how could they. I nodded ones again and my sister too both my hands and said "Promise me you, won't cut your body open. If something is going wrong or something happened that you can't stand it. And if the pressure is too high do karate, I know you will be an amazing boy around your seventeenth." "But what if I don't think about it?" I asked her, tears rolled down her cheeks "then I'll be killing myself because you got hurt because off me..." I shook my head

While told her. "You can't do that sis I love you so much." And hugged her really tight "I love you too Jack, so please don't cut yourself open okay?" She told me.

"As long if you don't kill yourself when you got too much bullied" Alexia nodded and said "I'll" I smiled at her and hugged her. Nothing is going to break us apart and our secret.

End flashback

I shook my head and said "promises broken Alexia. So why should I keep my promise. I'm really sorry sis." And tears escaped my eyes and cut myself open, while lightly cursing under my breath.

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