I walked into the house and I was surprised to see that it was as clean as it was, except for the boxes of cereal on the counter, when I left to go to the supermarket. I looked down to the floor where I remembered dripping blood and saw no trace of it

"I made sure it was gone before you came home" Matt said to me

I turned and looked at him and wrapped my arms around the back of his neck, it slightly pulled on the stitches but it didn't hurt.

"Will you come have a shower with me?" I asked him

"Of course I will, I kinda haven't showered in the last two days anyway"

I already knew he wasn't taking care of him self by the short stubble that was decorated across his cheeks and chin. He looked so strange with stubble I was surprised he would even be able to grow a beard of any kind. I knew I never could but Matt's stubble made him look a lot older then he was

"You would be hopeless without me, how the hell did you even manage to stay alive before I came along?" I asked him

"I guess work kept me going and a lot of wanking" He replied with a smile.

I shook my head at him and took his hand and led him into our bathroom. He turned on the hot and cold taps and soon enough the room began to fill with steam.

"Arms up" he said to me as he grabbed hold of the bottom of the short sleeved black t-shirt I had on and started to pull it up my chest

I slightly lifted my arms and he pulled the shirt completely off of me. He threw it to the ground and put his hand on the button and zip of my jeans. He undid them one after the other and allowed them to drop down to my ankles. His fingers dancing along my skin were so soft and delicate. I felt the same way I did when he first touched me, it was very overwhelming and made my entire body shiver in delight. I stepped out of my jeans. He lowered himself to the ground and lifted my right foot up and pulled my boot off then my left. It was a good thing I had excellent balance. Before he stood back up he started to kiss up my left leg, starting at my shin and working his way up as he began to stand up. Once he was standing tall again he placed his hand on the waistband of my black boxer shorts and pressed his lips against my neck, gently he kissed and took some of the flesh in his mouth and lightly suckled it making my member stir.

"Mmm Matt" I moaned very quietly as his hand slipped under the waistband and he very gently and lightly began to stroke me.

There was something different in the way that he touched me. Normally if he was horny he would ravish me but it was almost as if he thought I was as fragile as china, I definatly wasn't complaining because the way he touched me was so loving and so sweet I liked it when he just took me and devoured me but I was also loving this very gentle and tender touching. As he was touching me I realized that when I had been stabbed and stumbled in the door bleeding all over him and passing out in his arms that I completely fucked up his birthday. If I had just walked away from Jett and left I wouldn't have been stabbed, he wouldn't have had to die and Matt's birthday wouldn't have been ruined. I felt guilty.

"I'm so sorry I ruined your birthday baby" I said to him softly with his lips still pressed against my neck.

"You didn't ruin it sweetheart, before the whole incident which wasn't your fault, you had given me the most amazing birthday and I will never forget it" He said with his mouth still against my flesh

He began to gently lick and take another patch of flesh in his mouth and suckled there too. It was driving me wild that he was being so gentle. He pulled away from me

"Go on sweetheart get under the water"

He said softly. His voice was different too. Normally a low deep seductive purr it was sweet and tender and very caring. I must have really frightened him and he must have still been in shock. He would have been scared that he lost me so now he was treating me like a delicate flower. I walked to the shower and stood under the water and let it drench my hair first and then the rest of my body. As I closed my eyes and let the water wash over my face I felt Matt's hands wrap around my hips as he stood behind me. He pressed his lips against the back of my neck and then run along to my shoulder blade in butterfly-like kisses. A soft moan and then gasp escaped my lips as he pushed my soaked hair to one side and he kisses became more firmer. I could feel his cock starting to harden as it was pressed against my right ass cheek. The band aid on my chest had become drenched as was starting to peel away from me. I grabbed it a pulled it off and screwed it up and threw it out of the shower curtain and onto the floor

"We really need to get a bath tub" He said to me as he pressed his lips against my ear.

"I would never want to get out if we had one of those baby, I'd sit in there all day if I was in your arms" I replied to him

"Well then in that case I am defiantly getting one put in" He whispered before he took the fleshy lobe of my ear softly in between his teeth and started lightly suck and lick it.

I moaned again and started to breath heavily, Matt's hands were firmly on my hips, his mouth kissing, licking and sucking every patch of flesh he could get his hands on and his hard cock was pressing into my ass. I was in complete ecstasy, he didn't even have to be inside me or even be touching my cock for me to feel like I was going to orgasm.

"You're going to make me cum baby" I whispered to him as I tried to control my panting

"Do you want me to stop?" He asked me quietly

"I don't want to cum yet" I replied

I wanted him to keep touching me but I wanted to hold off from releasing myself. I had been so used to cumming at least once sometimes twice or occasionally even more than twice a day that those two days where I had not came had made me extremely sensitive to Matt's touch.

"For now why don't you get showered, I will go get us some dinner and tonight I will make love to you delicately, affectionately and as lovingly as I know how to" He replied

I turned with his hand still on my hips. I placed my lips against his and kissed him I nodded my head

"First I better get rid of this stubble I feel like a fucking cactus"

"Let me do it for you" I said to him

I grabbed the shaver that sat on the soap rack and the bar of soap that sat beside it and I rubbed the soap between my hands until they were completely lathered and rubbed my hands on Matt's cheeks and chin. I took my index finger and rubbed some of it across his top lip where the beginning of a moustache was growing. I placed the soap in his left hand and I stood close to him. We were both still completely erect and I was trying everything to ignore the fact he was poking me. He started to rub his body with the soap which was even more difficult to ignore. I placed the shaver against his cheek and started to get rid of the stubble. His hands had somehow gone from him cleaning himself to him cleaning me and that included the attention he was paying my solid cock.

"I think it's thoroughly clean Matt" I said to him with a smile as I finished shaving his face

I putt back the shaver after I cleaned it out with the warm running water

"Just making sure Sweetheart" He smiled at me and kissed my lips, got out of the shower, wrapped a towel around his waist and disappeared.

Matt was the most adorable, horny, sweet, loving, mad, out of control man I had ever met and I was completely in love with him, so much so I had wished I hadn't agreed to wait to marry him.