I ran my fingers through my hair as I walked through the door of the great hall.
For a moment I contemplated walking over to the Slytherin table and sitting with Draco. But of course, I turned that thought down as soon as I remembered that Ron and Harry were unaware of my certain lover situation.
I walked over towards my table and sat down next to Harry.
"Hey, how are you?"
"Better than yesterday."
I paused for a moment, "good."
I smiled at him slightly before putting some food onto my plate.
"So what is everyone doing tonight?"
"Me and Harry promised some guys from Hufflepuff to get together tonight."
"Oh. What about you Hermione?"
"I told Ginny I'd help her study. You?"
"I have no idea." I looked across the room at Draco, "but I'm sure I'll figure something out."
I glanced from Draco and let my eyes wander.
"Someone's looking at you Harry."
"What?"
I lifted my hand up and pointed towards the girl. "That one."
He took a look at her and then let his eyes linger on my face. "I'm not interested in her."
I looked down at my hands, "Alright."
I heard Ron let out an uncomfortable cough. "So, uh, we'd better get going, hey Harry?"
"Yeah. Sure."
When they stood up I attempted to avoid Harry's gaze.
Once they were gone I looked up at Hermione. "That certainly wasn't awkward, was it?"
"Don't worry about it. It'll get better. He's trying."
"I know. I just hate being uncomfortable with him and myself every minute."
She gave me a sympathetic smile. "It'll work out."
"Thanks."
"Anyways, I've gotta go meet Ginny now. Have fun tonight."
I raised my hand and waved goodbye to her. "See you, Herms."
She waved back and walked out through the door.
I looked across the room at Draco and smiled.
He raised his hand up, directing me to come over to him.
I stood up from my seat and walked towards him.
"You rang, master?"
He laughed, "you'd better watch it or I'm gonna get you to call me that in the bedroom."
I giggled and sat down next to him. "How are you?"
"Fine, thanks. What are you doing tonight?"
"I dunno. You?"
"Well I was kind of hoping to fuck my girlfriend tonight." He leaned into me, "that is if she's interested."
"Oh she's very interested."
"Good."
He grabbed my hand and lead me outside.
He pulled me along the grass towards the black lake.
"Draco, you know this isn't exactly a private place."
"No one ever comes here."
He stopped and looked at me. "Lay down."
"What?"
"Lay down."
I did as he told me and laid down on the grass.
He bent down and climbed on top of me. "Hey."
I giggled, "hey."
He bent forward and gently kissed my lips.
I moaned slightly, "I missed you Draco."
He laughed, "I just saw you this morning."
"I know. But that was already forever ago."
"You just can't get enough of me, can you?"
"I really can't."
He kissed me again and began to rub his hips against mine.
I took my hands and ran them through his hair.
I slid one hand down and placed it on his chest, pushing him back and off of me.
I sat up and pushed him onto his back and lifted one leg over so I was straddling him.
I leaned forward and kissed his neck, lightly sucking on it.
"Oh Evelyn."
"Yes, Draco?"
"You do things to me."
"Good. Because I wanna do bad things with you, Draco Malfoy."
He roughly grabbed my arms and flipped me onto my back so he was on top again.
He hurridly undid his pants and pulled them down slightly, pulling himself out.
He took his hands and lifted up my dress, moving my thong out of the way.
He thrust into me and pressed his forehead against mine.
I could feel my pulse begin to race as my breath became short.
"Draco."
He began to thrust faster as he lifted my arms above my head, against the ground.
He slid his hands up my arms and laced his fingers with mine.
I looked at his eyes for a moment before he leaned his head forward and kissed my neck.
He sucked on it lightly before biting me.
I gasped as I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"Faster, Draco."
He thrust faster until he had his release.
He leaned against me for a moment before climbing off and rolling onto the grass, laying on his back.
We both took a moment before either of us spoke.
"You're good, you know that, Summers?"
I laughed, "so are you, Malfoy."
I reached down and fixed my thong and my dress before rolling onto my side, looking at him.
"Have you told anyone?"
"No. Have you?"
"No. I'd like to. But that whole Harry and Ron hating you thing has kind of stopped me." I giggled slightly.
He smiled, "right. That little thing."
He extended his arm out and I shifted my body, resting my head on his chest.
"How's that Potter deal?"
"I don't know. I finally talked to him again the other day though. I felt awful about it."
"Don't. It's not your fault."
"I know it's not, it just sucks when it's one of your best friends."
I felt him kiss the top of my head.
"It lies in all of us."
"What?"
"Passion."
I turned my head and attempted to look up at him. "It rules us all."
He nodded his head.
"It stirs."
I lifted my hand up and placed it on his chest.
"It hurts sometimes more than we can bear."
I thought for a moment. I'd never expected Draco Malfoy to talk like this.
I shifted slightly and looked up at the sky that was now dark and filled with stars.
I opened my mouth to talk, "if we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow."
I felt him tighten his grip on me. I turned on my side and leaned on my arm, looking into his eyes. "Without passion, we'd be truly dead."
