BPOV
Today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. That in its self surprised me. I figured that I would fall down, or someone would bring up Saturday. Lunch was a bit lonely though, I sat with people I never do and listened to them talk about things I didn't care about. I wouldn't doubt it if Alice and Jasper sat together somewhere. After basically rambling to Edward about the Jasper thing it helped me made up my mind. I knew what I wanted, who I wanted, and I wasn't going to change that. Jasper isn't for me. Him and Alice are perfect together and they should be together.
When I got home I went up to my room, putting my bag on my bed and went to get ready for work.
APOV
On my way home from the Cullen's house I stopped at Jasper's. I was walking up to the door when Rosalie opened the door.
"Alice!" She said smiling at me, "we were so worried about you!" I was beyond confused.
"What?"
"Don't you ever read your text messages?" She asked pulling me inside. "Jazz, guess whose here!"
I heard shuffling from upstairs and I heard a door open, "who?" Jasper said as he was walking down the stairs. He looked up half way down, "Alice." He said as he got down to the bottom step pulling me into a hug. "I was so worried. Are you okay?" He said looking over my body to look for any damage.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Can we go up to your room?" I asked pleading him with my eyes.
"Sure, um, lets go," and then he turned around and lead the way up. When we got up to his room I closed his door. He was standing in the middle of the room. It took me a few seconds to close the distance and press my lips to his. He responded immediately pulling me closer by putting his hands on my hips. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
We broke for air and we stared at each other. He broke the silence first. "I'm sorry about this morning," then he pulled away and sat on his bed. "I was just so freak out about how she would react and, ugh, I wasn't thinking."
I let him finish, since it seemed like it was bugging him for a bit. "Jazz," I said taking a few steps closer to him, "I will admit it bothered me when I saw you just looking at Bella, but I understand." He looked up at my face, confusion in his eyes. "I know how long you have had a crush on her, you can't change that in a few days."
"I don't want her anymore Ali," he said while messing with his jeans, "I've always had a feeling that it wasn't supposed to happen with her and me. I just didn't know that mean I was supposed to mean I'm supposed to be with you," he said while peeking at me.
I smiled and sat next to him. "It's fine Jasper. If you would have asked me a week ago if I were to be in this situation I would have laughed. I never though of you as more than a friend." He smiled at me and kissed me on my mouth.
"I just wish I would have realized it sooner," he said as he took my hand. "Then I would have had more time with you, just like this." Then he kissed me again, this time lasting longer than the last. When the kiss ended we were both smiling.
"I should leave." I said as I got up, "I need to get home and see if my mom knows I didn't go to school today yet." Jasper followed me out to my car. He opened my door for me and I got in. I kissed him again before I shut the door and reversed out of his drive way. This time on my way home for the night.
RPOV
I watched Alice and Jasper walk outside. After everything that was done this weekend I can't believe that things are still good between them. It makes me see that I've been wrong from the beginning. I regret the things that have happened to them in the past days that I've been responsible for. To be honest though, how would I know that after everything they would still be peachy with each other, I didn't. I wanted them to break up. Why? Well that I'm not to certain of. It would have let me see that mine and Emmett's problems right now weren't that big. Ugh, what on earth am I gonna do about Emmett? I'm sure by now he knows about what happened Saturday night. I just don't know what his reaction is. He had always known that Edward liked Bella, even before he admitted it to him. The fact that I called out Jasper made it harder for Edward to be with her. I heard Jazz walk in the front door, and walk upstairs. He seemed in a better mood then he was in earlier. I heard my phone go off next to me and I looked to see who was calling me. Emmett.
"Hey baby," I said into the phone.
"Rosie." He said, I could tell he was angry.
"Em," I said waiting for him to get on with why he called me.
"Did you have a nice time in school today? I feel like I haven't seen you in a while."
I sighed, "I know, I'm just...I'm just dealing with something right now," I said standing up and going to my room.
"Like what baby?" He said a bit softer into the phone.
"Nothing," I said into the phone quietly.
"Maybe you hurting Alice's feelings, by telling Bella that Jasper is 'in love with her,'" he said with an edge to his voice, "why?" he asked me after I didn't say anything.
"Why Emmett? Why? Why would I ruin your brother's chances with Bella? Or why would I try and ruin Jasper's and Alice's relationship? What one Em."
"Why did you even say anything, didn't it you see that MAYBE, just maybe, everyone was happy. That your brother was getting over Bella, I could see that from a mile away." Emmett has never, ever, gotten mad about something I said, to anyone.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I was drunk. I didn't mean to! I swear!" I said into the phone, close to tears. "If I could I would change everything about that night. I know it was completely horrible of me to do. I knew that Jasper was happy, I knew. I knew everything, I just didn't want them to be happy!"
"Rose, why on earth wouldn't you want your own brother to be happy?" He yelled into the phone.
"Because," I yelled back, "I'm not happy, it isn't fair that everyone else is happy when we're not, Emmett! I mean, we were happy at a point, but now, all we do is fight, we fight then we make up, sort of! Its not even a true makeup, we just forget about what happened, as if it was nothing! I can't forget everything, I refuse to forget about things that you did, and things I did! It's not right."
I heard nothing on the other end of the phone.
"Em?" I asked after a few minutes.
"I know, Rosie, I know it's not right." I heard Emmett say slowly. "Things haven't been right for a while now, have they? But baby, it isn't right to take out our unhappiness on other people. They're not the ones who are making things difficult in our lives."
"I know. Emmett, what's going on with us?"
I heard him sigh on the other end. "I don't know. Maybe we just need some time off?"
"Is that what you want?"
"No, I want to have everything great between us, I love you so much that I don't even want to think about not having you in my life for any amount of time."
"Me either."
"Why don't I come over and we just try and figure things out tonight?"
"No, I need to do some homework tonight, but soon, I promise."
"Okay. I guess I'll talk to you later babe."
"Yeah, bye."
"I love you, Rosie."
"I love you too, Em." I said as I hung up the phone.
BPOV
Work was crap. How can someone enjoy working at any store, anywhere? I feel as if I've answered twenty thousand questions, but none of them mattered because I barely sold anything. I feel like quitting my job sometimes, but then I remember how nice the cash is. I put most of it in savings for college but the rest is all for me, or my big o' truck, whoever needed it more.
Driving home from work is the best time of the day. If someone ever tried to say otherwise I'd fight them to the death with my opinion. I got home and I walked up, and in to the house. Today turned out OK. Nothing overly dramatic happened at school and I'm happy for that. I feel as if things might turn out well with me, Alice, and Jasper. I looked into the living room and saw my dad watching tv, I tell him "hey" and go to the kitchen to get dinner started. While dinner is cooking I go up to my room and get my backpack. I bring it back down and start my homework. I'm just starting on my math when the timer goes off. I pull dinner out of the oven, and clear off the table. Calling to my dad telling him that its ready. He comes in smelling the air.
"It smells really good Bells." He says as he gets plates for us to eat off of.
"Thanks, its your favorite. Steak and Potatoes." He hands me a plate and I get my food, sitting at my usual spot at the table.
"Anything good on tonight?" I ask him as he sits down, rubbing his hands before he starts eating.
He shrugs, "not really, reality tv is on, no interesting games." He says before he eats his first bite. Mmming in response. After a while of silence my dad speaks up, "Bells," He says getting my attention.
"Yeah?" I ask.
"Well, you know how every year I go out to Billy's and we go fishing?"
"Yeah, what about it? You're not going to cancel this year are you?"
He laughs, "no, no, um, well you see. I told Renee that I'd ask you if she could come up here while I'm gone." My mind went blank when he said her name.
"What?!" I ask getting up, "no, she isn't coming up here! If she does I'll stay over at Alice's. I do not want to see her!"
"Bella, calm down. I know you don't want to see her, but think about it. She hasn't seen you in years."
"Not my fault." I said pacing the room now. I don't even pace!
"I know its not your fault. Just maybe you could think about seeing her, I know she misses you."
"How do you know 'she misses me?' Have you been talking to her?"
"Bella, she called earlier today at the station, I was surprised that she called to be honest."
"What makes her think I want to see her now? If I didn't want to see her over the summer why would I want to see her now?!" I said sitting back down. Looking down at my food, I pushed it back, not in the mood to finish eating.
"She knows you don't want to see her Bells, like I said, just think about it, you have a few weeks until I go anyway." He said as he went back to his food, unaffected by what he just told me.
I got up grabbed my book bag and went up to my room to finish my homework.
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