HI! so sorry about the long wait, but you know school started Monday :( I am taking 3 AP classes and I have to be on top of them. the only reasons I am updating now is because
1. the chapter was already written
2. it is the weekend
3. I felt like being nice.

this brings me to my second point. I didn't get many reviews last time. :( and I will need at least a few more to continue to update. if not this story will have to end before I want it too. right now I have up to chapter 27 written and I will only write to chapter 28. so please review if you want the story to continue.

One more thing, to the guest who wrote me the review on a previous chapter. I understand where you are coming from, however this is my story, and I can make whatever I want happen. if you don't like it, don't read it. and by the way, I know how long it is. I just wanted them to get out of there sooner.

And for everybody who gave me nice reviews THANK YOU! they always make my day. but thanks for reading! any way sorry for the long AN, here is Chapter 24

disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any of the characters :( so sad

Chapter 25

Alice opened her eyes. They were bright red. "Bella?" she asked with a new ringing voice. Her eyes lit up with curiosity. Then her eyes went blank. "What was that?" she asked.

"What was it?" I said moving closer to her.

"Me. I think." She said "Expect I was gorgeous and I was killing a mountain lion." Her eyes lit up with knolage like the blood might quench her thirst. "When do we go?" she asked eagerly.

"Now" I said with a firm voice. And left the cellar. Alice followed.

I watched Alice learn to control her thirst and a year passed. As she learned how to control her thirst I learned to use my physical and mental shields.

A/N: thanks L4N498!

I watched my kids grow up and learn to spell. And I watched Edward go back to the desk every night to cry over me. I needed to change him. But I had to wait for Alice. i watched my family closely. And the night before I was going to change Edward I came out of the shadows.

"Edward." I called.

He looked over to me and said, "Your back."

"Yes. And I am here to stay. For you but only for you. I watched over you and our children. I saw your pain and I will make it go away, if you can promise me that you can leave the kids. They will be fine. You can watch them grow and you can stay with me. You can see Alice again. Remember how she disappeared? She is alive, like me but you can't see her unless you can promise me that you can leave our children and come with me." I told him.

"You want me to leave the children?!" he asked me.

"No. but I want you to be happy. And I know the only way that will happen is if you are with me. And you won't be able to see the kids for a year after you come with me. I know this is hard decision. But I can promice you that we will see them. We can see them grow up and when they turn 15 they can come back with us." I told him.

He looked at me. "Bella, what would our kids do? With no parents? They would forget about us."

"Have they forgotten me yet?" I asked and he shook his head. "It has been a year and I know that Ian still cries every night. Just like you go to that desk. And Ian doesn't let EJ forget it. EJ cries too. Meg reads a letter that I gave her a few years ago when she was three. Nobody forgot me. Nobody will forget you." I told him.

"Will you tell me what happened to you?" he asked me.

"I will if you will come with me. But I wouldn't ask this of you unless I knew that our kids would be safe. Edward, I love you more than anything. But I also love our kids. You need to trust me. I will visit our kids tomorrow, if you agree to this. They need to know that they will be living with Carlisle and Esme for a while but that we will see them in a few years. Trust me Edward. I need you and you need me. Please do this." I pleaded.

"Okay. But I can't just leave our kids to fend for themselves." He told me.

He agreed. That was all I needed. He loved me and would do anything for me. I knew he was going to leave in a few months anyway. The voltouri would come after him soon. So he had to be changed. And now. "Don't worry. I have it taken care of." I told him and then smiled.

He smiled back for a second and then asked, "What happened to you?" looking right into my golden eyes that used to be chocolate brown.

I paused for a second then began to explain. "This will be confusing to you, and I know that but you must know. If it is to happen to you too. I am a vampire." I paused. He said nothing only nodded telling me to go on. "I was changed the night that I died. One of the doctors in the room was a vampire. And put my heart monitor on so it would seem like I was dieing. He made the monitor stop and then he wheeled me to the morgue. He changed me there and took me to Italy. I got away from them thinking about you, I got here I- well my friend changed Alice, then we spent a year helping her learn to control her thirst and I came back here." I finshed.

"Any thing else?" he asked

"Yes, but I can tell you later." There was no reason that I should tell him that he could read every mind but mine. That Alice could see the future and so on. He would realize it soon enough.

"When can I come with you?" he asked not sure what to hope for.

"Two days."

He sighed, "Only two?" he asked.

"you will come with me in two days and I will change you. the transformation takes three days, but to let you know, it hurts like hell." I explained.

The next night when Bella visits the kids for the last time in their human life.

I looked into Ian and EJ's room. EJ was with Edward so I went in. "Ian?" I said and he turned around.

"Momma!" he shouted jumped at me. The tears began to roll down Ian's cheeks. I hugged him tightly but loosely so I wouldn't hurt him. "Why did you leave?" he asked

"Ian I had to. But I promise you will see me. I will always watch you. And on your 15th birthday I will be back for you your brother and sister. I will take you with me and we will be together forever. I promise. Daddy too." I told him and I heard Edward tell EJ that he wasn't going to be around any longer and that they would be with Carlisle and Esme. "I will visit you over the years but not every night. Okay?" I put him down. then Edward called Ian downstairs. Ian nodded and I said, "Ian go down stairs, don't tell your dad about this okay?" he nodded again but stayed in the room. "I promise I will be here when you get back so just go to your father." He nodded again and turned around to go and ran back and gave me a big kiss.

It scared me how much Ian looked like Edward. With his red brown hair and his green eyes they were like brothers. And EJ looked like me, with brown eyes and brown hair. They looked the opposite. Meg was the perfect compromise. She had my hair but Edward's eyes. She was the mix of both of us.

EJ walked into the room crying and I picked him up without him noticing I was there first. "Mom?" EJ asked. And I nodded. "Mom, I missed you why did you leave?" I gave him the same answer I gave Ian.

And I went to see Meg who was going to bed. I curled up next to her and she looked at me and gasped. I shook my head and said, "Go to sleep I will be back." She obeyed and curled up with me. Ian came in along with EJ and curled up too. They fell asleep, and I snuck out of the room.

ok. a lot happens within this chapter so read closely. although a lot happens in all the chapters, I think this one is one of the most important. so thanks for reading, and if you want the story to continue review! if you think the story is bad let me know and I will try to change it to a better story line. but either way review! Please! thanks for reading!