Automatic Love ch. 25
Elsa's P.O.V.
I just got back home after dropping Olaf off at school and flopped on the couch. I don't have to return to school for a few days but I don't know what with the time I have off. I would go to work but I know that Pabbie would just send me back home until my actual shift starts. What the heck am I doing to do for the next eight hours? I am sure in hell going to go back to school. There's not enough money in the world to make go me back but I will eventually, I guess.
I grabbed the remote off of the coffee table and was about to turn on the TV when the door bell rings. Who could that be? Everyone I know is either at work or school? So who's at my door? I get off of the couch and walk towards the door before opening it. Behind my door is my red head girlfriend Anna. What the hell is she doing here? I know that I told her not to miss school because of me but why is she here. She smiles at me before closing my mouth.
"You might want to close that unless you want to catch flies" Anna said giggling a little.
"Anna, what are you doing here? You should be in school" I said frowning a little.
"So should you but here we are" Anna said walking in my house.
"Anna, you shouldn't be missing school because of me" I said closing the door behind us.
"I know that but it isn't the same without you there. I miss you" Anna said pouting.
"Anna, I doubt that you'll notice that I'm not there" I said rubbing eyebrows in a circular motion.
"Elsa, you're my girlfriend. Of course I would notice if you weren't at school and I would miss you" Anna said making her way towards me.
She wraps her arms around my neck and kiss me on the lips. I moan a little bit as I kiss her back. I wrap my arms around her waist, bringing her body closer to my own as I deepen the kiss. Every time that we kiss, I seem to forget all about my worries and cares in the world and focus all my attention on the wonderful girl in front of me. I don't know or understand why Anna has this effect on me but it makes me feel wonderful, wanted and amazing.
I never felt this way by just being with someone but I don't ever want it to end and I want to keep feeling this way. My lungs were screaming for air and I pulled away panting heavily. The cheer captain was breathing as heavily as I was and I smiled a little at her.
"You should be at school, Feisty Pants" I said catching my breath.
"Only if you're there" ]
"Seriously Anna, you need to go to school. People are going to notice… namely your parents"
I know that Anna's parents are going to notice that she hasn't gone to school. They are going to wonder why she wasn't at school and find out that she was with me all day. They will assume that I convince her to ditch school and hang out with me. Her parents will think that I am a bad influence on her and convince her to break up with me.
I don't want to break up with the cheerleader. I like her a lot and I like being with her. I want to be around her as much as possible but that won't happen if the red head is here and not at school.
"Elsa, I am not leaving you by yourself. I am staying here and there is no way that you'll convince me otherwise" Anna said seriously.
"Why are you so difficult?" I asked sighing.
"Because I like you and it's one of my best qualities" Anna said grinning at me.
"I like you too but I don't make things for difficult for you"
"Trust me, you do but you just don't think so"
"No, I don't" I said frowning.
"That's what I mean" Anna said pointing at me.
Okay, I see where this conversation is going. I walked into the kitchen to find something to eat but nothing looks appealing to me. I start pulling out stuff to make pancakes and I can feel the red head's eyes staring a me, watching my every move. It's a little weird having someone bleatingly staring at me. I start making the pancake batter and the cheer captain was leaning against the doorframe, still staring at me.
"You're staring again" I said not looking at her.
"I can't help it. You're just really beautiful that I can't help but stare at you" Anna said smiling.
I feel the heat creeping into my cheeks. Anna is always giving me compliments and I don't know how to react to them. I am so used to getting insults from a lot of people on a daily basis for years so I don't know what to do with compliments. I feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. This is really for me and I have no idea what to do.
"You're really beautiful, Feisty Pants" I said smiling a little.
She gives me this wide eyed expression as a blush creeps onto her cheeks. The red head tucks her a stain of hair behind her ear and shyly looks down at the floor. What was that about? Why is she acting all shy all of sudden?
"You okay over there, Anna" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"Y-Yeah, I'm fine" Anna stammered.
"Are you sure? If something is bothering you, you can talk to me about it"
"It's just that I'm not used to you telling me that I'm beautiful" Anna said smiling sheepishly.
"Join the club. You're always giving me compliments and it's just… really weird" I said flipping a pancake.
"How is it weird?" Anna asked titling her head to the side.
"I have spent most of high school being insulted on a daily basis so I guess that I've gotten so used to it that I don't know how to react to receiving compliments. It's just really weird for me" I said shrugging.
I have really self-esteem and it doesn't help that I have to deal with people like Hans and Ariel throwing insults and mean comments every chance they got. I don't really think that I am beautiful or even pretty for that matter. I don't think I am ugly but I don't think that I am very attractive in the looks department. Anna is always giving me compliments all the time and I want to believe her that I am beautiful but I just can't.
It's hard trying to change my way of thinking and my poor perception of myself. After a few pancakes, I placed them on two plates. Before I could even put them on the table, a pair of arms wrap themselves around my waist and I felt a face bury itself into my shoulder. I see that it was Anna. Why is she hugging me right now? Is something wrong?
"Are you alright, Feisty Pants?" I asked curious.
"Elsa, you are very beautiful and I just wish that you could see it. I'll spend everyday telling you how beautiful you are" Anna muttered into my shoulder.
I am utterly speechless. I feel the tears swell up in my eyes and my mouth going dry. I lick my lips as put the plates down. I don't know how to react that comment or how I'm supposed to feel about it. The red head was still holding onto me. I shift in the cheer captain's arms and I wrapped my arms around her.
"It's okay, Anna. You don't have to" I said resting my chin on her chin.
"I know hat I don't but I want to. I care about you, Elsa and I would do anything for you" Anna said looking up at me.
"Heh thanks, Feisty Pants. I appreciate it and I feel the same" I said placing a kiss on her forehead.
We sat down to eat the pancakes and I can say that I can make some pretty good pancakes. From Anna's reaction, it must be really good. I like cooking in general but I only cooked for me an Olaf but never anyone else. It feels pretty good cooking for someone else besides the two of us. After we got done eating, I cleaned the dishes. I am not sure what we're doing to do now.
I walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. Anna comes in and sits cross my lap, wrapping her arms around my neck. Why does she always have to sit in my lap? I am still not getting used to having someone sitting in my lap. I wasn't prepared for my red head girlfriend latching onto my neck and nearly jumped out of my skin.
"A-Anna, w-w-what are you d-doing?" I stammered.
"I'm sorry Elsa but I can't keep my hands off of you" Anna said in between kisses.
I am slowly losing my ability to think straight with the cheer captain kissing on my neck like this. I grab onto her waist as the cheerleader works her way up to my jaw line. She places heated kisses along my jaw line and I can feel myself hardening under her. I have to stop Anna but I don't know if I want to stop her.
"A-Anna, w-we gotta stop" I said biting back a moan.
"Do you really want me to stop?" Anna asked between kisses.
"Yes, I mean no. Yeah… I don't know" I said confused on what I mean.
The red head giggles a little before pulling back. I am so conflicted on what I want right now and it doesn't help that I have a boner. Anna is such a tease and she obviously takes pleasure in teasing me.
"You are a evil woman" I said glaring at her.
"Thank you, thank you very much" Anna said grinning coyly.
End of ch. 25