Before I even commanded it, time had stopped. I felt my knees weaken, and I dropped to the ground. A sob escaped my throat, and then I was gone. I couldn't stop sobbing. Drake had been bitten, and I wasn't there to stop it at all. It wasn't supposed to be this way at all.

"Go for me," I choked out when I noticed the others still standing there. It only took me a second to realize they wouldn't move unless my power stopped. Storm wouldn't either. And she wasn't going to be able to live after what she did to Drake. I got to my feet and started running the direction that Storm had went earlier. All the smells were eminent to me, even though nothing would move. And I found her easily. She was sucking Drake's blood, but time had stopped, and that made her stop.

All of the sudden, I heard a sound. It was the first sound that I've heard since I stopped time besides my sobs, and now it was me growling and hissing. I walked up to her, and just before I touched her, I started time again. I ripped her off of Drake, and I flung her into the forest. I ran right after her body as she collided with a tree and fell to the ground.

"I didn't mean to," she yelled when she heard that I was growling. "Kimmy, you have to believe me. It—it was the instincts. I tried to resist, but they wouldn't let me."

"Kimberly, don't," Edward commanded as he ran right up to us. "Yes, she bit Drake, and I know that you are hurt from it, but you can't take revenge on something that is in our instincts.

"Kimmy," Alex gasped when he saw that I was holding Storm up by her neck. "What are you doing?"

"She's indecisive," Alice stated when she came into my view. She started walking towards me. "She's not sure what she wants to do."

"What do you mean," Alex questioned.

"She's thinking of torture," Alice stated. Storm whimpered, and my growling increased.

"Kimmy, no," Alex yelled. I soon felt him jump on my back, and I threw him off, and kicked him to the ground before I sat on him. I still had Storm in my grasp. "Kimmy, what have you turned into to? Kimmy, this isn't you! You would be forgiving, and now…You're a monster. Kimmy, this isn't you at all! Where is your heart?"

"It's dead," I growled.

"Drake's not dead," he stated. "He's turning into a vampire, just like all of us. So why are you acting this way? You are no Volturi member, Kimmy, so why are you being so cruel?"

"Alex, why are you questioning me," I spat. "Is it just to prolong something that I want to do with all my being? It's instinct. That's how it feels."

"And it's not you," he shouted before launching at me. Storm managed out of my grasp before Alex flung me into a tree. He was pinning me there before I could even try and stop him. "Fight it, Kimmy! You have never lost to your instincts before, and I am not going to let you now. What about Renesmee? You wouldn't be able to be around her if your instincts were too out of control. And Jacob? And what about all the rest of us? What makes you so different?" He slapped me across the face, and I hissed at him. "Kimmy, you are no different from all of us, so why are you acting like this?" My arm got free, and my fist connected against his cheek. He went sailing to the right. I pushed him to the ground before sitting on him.

"You of all should know what your instincts are like, Alex Crime," I hissed. "May I remind you of the family that you killed last year?" He flinched.

"Kimmy, enough," Edward stated.

"I'm not done yet," I hissed at him before turning to Alex once again. "And now you think that this is totally different. I am not fuckin' perfect, Alexander Crime! I know that I'm not. If I would have been, I would have been able to save Drake, Storm and my mother! And now I have to go without one of them. I know that Drake will be safe, but that doesn't mean that he is right now, Alex. He's in pain, and I wasn't there to stop it. I wasn't there to stop my mother's pain either." Venom started pooling up in my eyes. "I wasn't able to save her from committing suicide!"

"Is this what it's about," Alex gapped. "You aren't just after Storm because of Drake, but also you're mother?" I didn't say anything as I got off of him. "Don't even use your—." I used my ability before he could say anything else. I started sobbing before I could do anything else, but I didn't have to worry about criticism any more. I fell to my knees again and started sobbing. I didn't tell anyone that I was still mourning for my mother, but I knew that Jasper always suspected it.

After I don't know how long, I started running towards Drake. When I got there, Carlisle was there, fixing him up. He looked to be almost done. I started time again, so he could be bandaged.

"Kimmy," Carlisle gasped. "You scared me." I nodded, looking down. I couldn't even look at him because I felt guilty of what I had done.

"Kimberly," we heard Alex yell.

"Just ignore him," I stated.

"I know you're out here," he yelled once again. I stayed where I was, watching Drake being bandaged.

"Done," Carlisle said once he was finished. Time stopped once again, and I ran Drake to the house before he couldn't even say anything else. I ran up to my room, and I shut and locked it once I had put him down on the bed. Time started once again after I laid down next to Drake. I closed my eyes as I listened to his heart. I listened to how the venom started affecting his body, and I listened to everything else that was happening in Drake. His breathing seemed a little anxious to me, but I knew that he was in pain. That's what I hated most.

Before I even knew it, I felt a hand land on my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see that it was Alex. "We need to talk," he stated.