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I do not own Vampire Knight or any of its characters...unfortunately.

WARNING: Rated M for language, rape, sexual harassment, torture, boyxboy, seductive lemons, supernatural themes and the pure awesomeness that is Vampire Knight.

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Phoenix

Kill Me Softly

-Pleasure and Pain Are Not So Different-

What the Hell was my safe word again?

Kain's tongue coiled with Zero's, the hand at his neck reached to curl up into the soft silver threads of hair, angling the ex-human's neck further back for increased access. At the same time Kain moved upwards, aligning his hips with Zero's and rocking forwards in one smooth, deep motion.

A choked sound gasped out from the silver pet his chest stuttered with his breath before retuning to the rapidly rising and falling whilst definite fingers traced and stroked the hard planes.

Zero found himself suddenly becoming alarmingly aware that his rasping breaths were the only sound echoing in the room apart from the occasional rustle of cloth or silk and the soft smack of skin when lips met then separated again. The sounds seemed to bounce of the walls and taunt him, teasing him until Zero found himself blushing horribly, at how loud the sounds were to his ears and then reddening even further when they became louder, occasionally slipping into soft moans or whimpers.

It was at some point that Zero realized that the more he listened to these...sounds the hotter the flame inside him grew.

Oh God.

Zero's own sounds were arousing himself.

He wasn't the only one. Kain was looking down at his pet, gazing upon the silverette as much as he could in order to lock this memory away. He hardly ever saw Zero like this; so lost, so open and wanting. The tempting boy seemed to be even more so now than ever before. Kain's own arousal raged with heat, demanding satisfaction. Kain had to bite his tongue, forcing it to bleed to be able to distract himself from his body's reactions.

This wasn't about him, not this time at least. This was for Zero, only for him. Zero needed to trust Kain with this sort of thing, nothing would be gained if he took advantage of the situation now.

Breaking the kiss and removing his hands from Zero's head, Kain slipped both hands under Zero singlet, pushing the hem up to Zero's shoulders.

Kain's mouth began to water as he leaned down to take a tentative lick at the hardened nub below him. A soft cry, one that could've been mistaken for a gasp, sliced through the air. Zero's back arched and Kain growled softly in appreciation.

He continued his ministrations, seeing red filter slightly into his vision and watching as the hundreds of veins within the ex-hunter began to map themselves out for him. Another growl, erupted from his throat, this one animalistic in it's intention.

Zero threw his head to the side as demanding, wet lips sucked and bit at his tender red flesh while the flat of a thumb pad worked the other. The fingers rolling the small pebble while a tongue flicked back and forth, quickly switching to swirling around the outside and finally pulling the tenderized flesh into a waiting mouth and sucking deeply.

"Kain!" Zero tossed his head back his eyes snapping open with the raw emotions coursing through him. He gazed down to his chest where soft, gold hair bobbed and squirmed. Zero's length was suddenly burned, as if it had been scorched then ached impossibly.

"K-kain" Zero, gasped the name again, his head falling back to the pillows, watching as the noble took a long, savoring lick finally raising his eyes to meet Zero's.

Zero froze.

Rubies as dark as blood stared back at him, the eyes of a hunter closing in on it's prey. Zero's whole body locked taunt, his arousal forgotten momentarily as he realized he was looking into the eyes of death.

He couldn't breathe, his heartbeat faulted and chilled violet eyes locked in on the two white fangs peeking out from Kain's mouth.

Zero flinched, shooting back on the bed until he somehow managed to pull himself up into a sitting position, his back flat against the headboard.

A predatory growl erupted throughout the room and despite fearing suddenly for his life, Zero skin trembled at how seductive the sound could pass as.

It was just after this moment that Zero realized he was about to die. He was faced against a vampire, a full-blooded noble, without any weapon to speak of.

Zero's heart beat started to kick in, pounding like a wild drum.

And then Kain edged closer.

"Zero.." it was mixed between a purr and a growl, Zero shivered at the sound of it. "Ssh Zero..." Kain closed in on the pet, bringing their faces together once more and meeting terrified lips with his own. Numb lips remained still, unsure and terrified of what was happening. A snarl of frustration momentarily echoed before lightly clawed hands curled themselves into Zero's hair, pulling the pet closer until their chest were touching. Another hand moved lower, running across Zero's collarbone, down over his chest, and lower still to pass Zero's belt, finally to rest upon a highly suggestive mound, which had -despite it's owner's alarm- had yet to cool.

A low rumble of content vibrated in Kain's chest as his wandering hand began to massage the hard flesh below.

Zero's lips parted in a silent gasp. His whole body suddenly torn in its reactions. A whole part of him remained tense and unsure, watching the noble even as their lips dueled and a reassuring hand stroked affectionately in his hair. Another part, growing more powerful by the second wanted to leap into the fire and be consumed by the raging heat that pulsed between them, only turned hotter by the kneading hand, becoming more firm and sure with each stroke.

It was too much; the danger, the pleasure and fire all rolled into one.

It was like nothing Zero had ever felt before.

Fangs nicked Zero's tongue and like a string suddenly pulled tight. Something snapped within the pet.

Red, hungry eyes overtook mauve, fangs sprouted where teeth once belonged and claws shaped as nails grew to full length.

A snarl crawled from Zero's throat, roaring in challenge before his clawed hands suddenly gripped Kain's face, pulling the noble off him. An answering snarl greeted him, before the older vampire hooked Zero's hips, pulling the pet forward so the younger now straddled his laps. Zero hissed in distaste at the sudden movement pressing his hands to the noble's face. His claws tightening, sinking in until they broke skin.

Sharp, preying eyes snapped to the tiny droplets of blood that now ran down Kain's cheek. Without hesitation he leaned forward to lap the sweet nectar up, coaxing more from the wounds.

A rumbled of appreciation came from the older and the hands that had held Zero so roughly now loosened in their hold, caressing the pet within their grasp rather than restraining him.

Zero soon gave up on the droplets, his vampiric side seeking a more fulfilling meal and he moved down to Kain's neck, licking it in silent permission.

Kain's head slightly angled to the side in acceptance, not waiting a moment longer, Zero plunged his fangs into the smooth flesh.

Akatsuki gasped. His vision flickering from blood red to gold as he fought with his emotions namely his arousal.

Zero drank, encouraged by the soft caresses on his scalp and hip. His blood lust slowly receding only to be exchanged by arousal once more as the hand on his hip returned to it's previous destination, lightly tracing invisible circles before pressing up against the hot flesh.

Zero's breath hitched in his feeding, his eyes fell shut as he lost himself to the feeling of taking and being pleasured beyond human capacity. His hips rocked forwards involuntarily and groaned at the surge of feeling it gave him.

Soft, warm breaths of Kain brushed against his own neck followed rapidly by gentle, well-placed, kisses. Zero pulled back, gazing upon the noble's face and staring into eyes now softened to the color of wine.

Kain stared back at him with equal examination resting their foreheads together. He pressed one final kiss to Zero's lips before unzipping the front of his pet's jeans and delving inside.

Zero cried out, hooking his arms around Kain's neck and gripping tightly. Hot, burning hands gripped his base firmly, pulling his hand back and running up the full length of Zero's shaft. Kain held Zero's gaze, forcing the silverette to stare into his eyes and reveal every passing feeling to their captor.

"It's okay Zero..." Kain voice was a seductive purr, like velvet across Zero's skin. His eyes still burned red with blood-lust and fangs still sprouted from his mouth, and yet... Zero found himself not as fearing of the vampire now, after all, wasn't he himself a vampire?

Zero stilled slightly, since when had he become okay with this fact?

Kain was at his neck once more, humming softly as he bent his head to press his lips to skin.

At the touch, Zero flinched back. Jerking suddenly in the noble's arms.

"Stop." Kain purred.

"Whatever for?"

"I mean it." Zero tried to disentangle himself and move from Kain's lap. The noble growled lightly, his arms tightening around their captive.

"I mean it Kain enough!" Kain pushed the ex-hunted back, forcing Zero out of Kain's lap so that he was now pinned with his back to the headboard.

"Kain!"

"Use your safe word if you really mean it Zero." Zero paused, first shocked that this time Kain wasn't going to let him go, he was actually going to go through with the whole 'safe-word thing'. Zero felt his heart skip a beat, his heart beginning to pound again when he realized he's forgotten his safe-word and still couldn't remember it. His mind kept coming up with a blank. The matter was not helped by the fact that he was hardly thinking straight when his anxiety was threatening to overtake him and yet, his body still raged with flames as the bloody noble continued his ministrations on a certain sensitive area.

Kain's eyes began to dance crimson with amusement at his pet's sudden silence. "As I thought." Kain ducked his head once more to Zero's neck.

"I forgot it." Zero bite out, his face heating.

"Mmm... Of course you did Zero-" Akatsuki hummed in delight, placing a single, teasing lick in the corner of Zero's neck. The ex-hunter jerked again.

"Stop it! I'm serious- I don't know what my safeword is." Zero's growl of anger suddenly turned into a squeak of alarm. The hand that continued to work him had suddenly increased it's pressure by tenfold and was now massaging him in deep, sure strokes. A gush of air escaped Zero, his whole body shuddered as he fought for control.

Why was he panicking again?

Vampires.

Yes, Vampires.

He was vamping out while doing...doing this stuff with Kain.

That was wrong.

It felt too good to be right. Balancing on the point of his insanity while heat and arousal surged through him. It was like bliss.

It had to be wrong. Normal people did not do this!

"Enough Kain." Zero tried again, forcing to keep his voice calm and even while his heart threatened to break open his chest and his mind quivered on the edge.

Kain pulled the soft flesh into his mouth and sucked hard, not wanting to break the skin but just needing to mark the pet as his own.

"I said enough!" Zero grabbed hold of his anger, kicking out at the noble. Kain was ripped off Zero's neck and forced back. Kain snarled. Zero's roughness was doing nothing to cool his mood, but rather increasing his desire. Vampires by nature tended to get quite rough with their sexual partners, it was apart of their nature. They were a form of dark creatures after all.

Kain lunged forwards, Zero held him at arms distance, one hand clenching his face and the other pushing with all his might against Kain's chest.

"I mean it Kain, stop it. Now."

"Then say it- say the word."

"I don't know it! How many times do I have to tell you? I forgot!" Kain smirked, using his nobility strength to push Zero's hand away from his chest and closing the distance between them once more.

"I'm a bit surprised Zero." Kain hummed playfully. "I never picked you for the foreplay type, but it's okay, I simply love this game." Kain attacked Zero's mouth growling with pleasure at the taste. Zero shoved the noble away.

"It's not a game!" Zero snarled, his vampiric side flaring once again.

"Of course it's not."

"Kain!" The noble pressed his lips back to Zero's, their mouth dueling fiercely while elongated fangs nicked tongues and lips.

Zero ripped his head away, gasping for air. He was so mad, furious at the noble who had returned to sucking his neck and yet it was a good feeling in a way. He was not fearful of the noble, not anymore and he was not panicking as he had moments ago. He was just mad. Just so mad and so...aroused.

It was utter sin.

Zero's eyes burned red and he snatched Kain's head back, up off his neck. They glared at each other, gazes boring into another before the noble's eyes softened slightly, as desire became stronger than rage. His eyes slid downwards to the hands that clenched his face and then, before Zero could react, the noble's tongue had slipped out of his mouth, curled around Zero's index and middle finger and sucked them back into the wet cavern.

Zero's eyes became the size of saucers.

"K-kain...?"

The noble hummed once more, the vibration on his fingertips shooting straight to Zero's groin.

Oh God.

A soft, wet tongue lapped at the two digits encased in his mouth, curling around them before slipping between the two. Zero shuddered, a hand caressed his face, cupping his cheek in one hand while the other returned to its previous work.

"Oh God..."

Kain's eyes darkened with lust at the hitched gasp that escaped the boy's mouth. That was it, he couldn't take much more of this teasing.

With a soft popping sound, Kain released Zero's fingers from his mouth and lurched forwards again. In one swift movement, he kissed the corner of Zero's mouth slid his lips across the skin and down to the pet's throat.

"Zero..." His hissed. The boy's breath stuttered at the sound. "Let me." Zero's eyes fluttered. Utterly delirious.

"Wha...?" Kain huffed in frustration. Wondering how he proposition this to Zero without him freaking out.

"Zero.."

"I don't un-" Kain raised his head, halting all ministrations to look Zero directly in the eye. A whine of protest escaped the boy's throat.

"Zero, listen to me." Something in Kain's tone must've alerted the ex-human that something wasn't right.

"What?"

"May I?" Zero frowned slightly. He shook his head slightly, confused.

"I don't-"

"May I bite you?"

You could hear a pin drop at the sudden silence that filled the room. Zero blinked back his confusion, clearing the redness from his eyes.

"I'm sorry what?"

"May I bite you?"

Another deafening silence. Kain felt the boy tremble suddenly within his arms. Horror and anguish overtook his gaze before the pet dropped his head.

"W-w...? Did I do s-somthing wrong?" Kain frowned. What was he going on about?

"What-?"

"I didn't mean to push you away...before, I wasn't t-trying to hurt y-you-"

"Zero-"

"I'm sorry."

"What?"

"I'm s-sorry okay!" Zero raised his head, when he did, Kain realized his eyes were filled with unshed tears. "Just don't... don't hurt me o-kay?" Zero dropped his head once more. His whole body had begun to quiver in fear. It reminded Kain of when Zero had just been saved from the snatchers and tormented by nightmares for days afterwards.

"Zero, what are you talking-?" Kain paused. It was if the lights had suddenly gone on in his brain. Zero had been bitten as a child. It was by the same vampire who murdered his family. The experience would've been horrible, earth-shattering...painful. Zero had grown up in the world of humans and vampire hunters. He knew nothing of the mating and courting behavior between vampires, he had no idea that a vampire bite was their most deadly weapon and also the greatest act of devotion.

Did Zero even realize what Kain was asking? Did he even know that Kain was allowing Zero to be his first -probably the only- blood bond.

No. The boy probably had not a clue.

And Kain didn't think he was ready to admit what the act meant between them. To describe just how much two vampires had to feel for each other to do it. Just how devoted Kain felt towards the boy.

No. It would be too much.

What if he explained it to the pet and Zero still turned him down? The one person that Kain cared the most for. The one he treasured most?

Kain closed his eyes. Hiding his anguish.

If Zero turned away from him now... if he rejected him...

Kain wondered how much of his soul he would have in tact if Zero did.

A vampire with a soul. How laughable was that?

Kain opened his eyes, shoving all his emotions behind a mask of taunting seduction.

"Zero..." Kain cupped Zero's chin, raising the boy's eyes to meet his own. "I think you misunderstood me." The pet blinked.

"What?"

"When I asked if I could bite you I didn't mean literally." Zero frowned.

"Then what did you mean?" Kain chuckled, even to his own ears it sounded hollow as he forced himself to carry out his bluff.

"Surely I don't have to spell it out?"

"Erm- pretty sure you do." Kain dropped his voice to a mere whisper.

"Have you ever experienced a blow job Zero?" The look on the boy's face was priceless. It wiped all traces of fear and sadness from there. A shape at the back of Kain's mind almost nodded in approval. At least his plan had worked.

"What!"

"Zero, that color is superb on you." Zero was as red as a tomato and slowly turning darker.

"W-well...y-you-" The pet fought for the right words-any words.

"I'll take that as a no." Kain leaned forward. Pressing a single kiss to Zero's forehead. "Don't worry Zero, you're in good hands."

Still cupping the boy's face, Kain lowered himself past the boy's shoulders his tongue meeting the boy's chest as he gave a slow, long lick down the taunt chest and lower still to the boy's waist band.

"Y-you...you aren't really going to b-bite it are you?" Kain chuckled.

"No Zero."

"Then why say-"

"-It's a cover word for 'this' in some circles." Kain bluffed pathetically. Surprisingly the pet believed him.

"M-maybe you shouldn't call it that in the future."

"Maybe."

"It's weird..."

"Zero?"

"Yes?"

"Stop talking." Kain got the two words out before he focused on the task before him. Kain had to admit. Zero was beautiful. What was more intriguing was that although Zero's hair was like spun silver, the hair below was as black as the night.

The noble wasn't complaining.

Kain's hands slid down Zero's chest, the muscles rippling beneath his touch. And gently moved the offending pants, that remained partially undone at Zero's hips, down to the boy's knees. Kain glanced up at his pet. The youth was watching him with hesitated breath. When he was caught staring the heavy blush returned, highlighted by the rising sun outside their window.

"You're beautiful." Kain murmured, watching Zero's blush darken and knowing his words were true.

It was a shame the boy would never truly be his.

Kain lowered his gaze.

There was no time to think of that now.

The boy was here, now, with him. He was a pet and as tightly bound to him as the situation would allow without resorting to sharing bites. It was as close to the boy as he would ever get.

And Kain would not waste a second of it.

The noble cupped the pet gently. Listening to the hitch of breath from above him. Parting his lips, Kain pressed them to the side of the tender flesh and dragged them up the entire length, his tongue pressed to the skin, traced the thick vein that ran up the side.

A choked sound came from above.

Smiling somewhat darkly, Kain allowed the whole of the ex-human into his mouth. Reaching the very base before swallowing. A moan of pleasure came from above. Hips, bucked into his mouth and hands tentatively touched the sides of his hair.

Kain gripped Zero's hips, pinning him down. Before rising once again swirling his tongue around the tip. A cry echoed above and Kain looked up to watch his beautiful pet, his treasure, lose himself to the act.

Zero tossed his head, eyes rolled up into the back of his skull as Kain continued to rise and fall over his arousal. Gasped sobs and cries tore from his throat as he fought to restrain himself.

It was a lost cause Zero knew.

His hips were bucking instinctively and even though Kain held him down, Zero couldn't stop the reflex. His hands knotted in the sheets, eventually sliding into Kain's soft, tousled hair to tug and grip gently at the strands.

His chest heaved, sweat clung to his skin as the heat returned to his being: surging, twisting, burning like a firestorm straight out of hell. It rose is strength and power until Zero could fight it no more. He lost himself with a guttural cry and soon he was falling into blackness.

He really needed to stop passing out when Kain did this to him.

There was only blackness.

Okay yes I know, it wasn't a very detailed BJ but im worn out lol I seriously just sat down and wrote for seven hours on this doing basically the whole chapter in one sitting. Im exhausted lol. So? What does everybody think? Like? Love? Need more detail? Less? What about Kain and his sudden realization? I'll probably delve deeper into it next chapter.

*Sigh* it's the beginning of the end people! Yes you heard me, we're past the middle of the story good stuffs going to happen soon!

Let me know your thoughts as always. I'll see how fast I can get these boy's chapters up.

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