A/N: Second to the last chapter guys ! I don't know if this is a late update but anyway, I'm just glad that I'm about to finish this story. Don't worry though because I've got a lot more ideas of what to write after this and it's a Finchel fic (I got too attached to this couple that it's hard for me to write other couples). I'm going to need your opinion about it though. I might post the plots of the three stories I had in mind and let you chose what I should write.

Thanks again for the awesome reviews.

Okay, about this chapter. It's a Finchel-centric and it's heavy with smut so that's a warning to the readers who may not be allowed to read stuff like that. A post-coital Finchel talk and Rachel's decision.

Sorry for the mistakes if you found any.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything.

Finn's POV

Clothes were discarded the minute we stepped inside my bedroom on my hotel suite until the ones left are our underwear. She kissed me while I step out of my shoes. She wrapped her legs around my waist as I carried her and laid her down the bed. But before everything went too far, I stopped. I've been so excited about this happening that I didn't realize that there's a bit of a problem about this.

"What?" she asked softly as she nipped on my neck and earlobe. "Why'd you stop?"

"This um, we – we need to stop Rachel," I moaned and tried to leaned up, but she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me again.

"Why? Don't you want this?"

"It's not that, Rachel." I managed to leaned up and look at him. She stopped and sighed, staring at me.

"What is it?" she asked.

"I want this Rachel, more than you know. I just, I really want to know if you're sure about this, since you're a – you're – "

"A virgin?" she finished. She seemed to remember that situation as well and her face started to grow anxious.

"We don't need to do something like this right now if you're still not sure about this. I'm just happy that you're – "

"Can you, um, can you just be gentle?" she cuts me. I looked at her in surprise and blinked a few times, not quite sure if I heard that correctly.

"I'm sure about this, Finn. I'm this sure about you because you're the only guy for me. I know that this is really not a good time for this, but I'm ready," she holds my cheeks with her hands. "Make love to me, Finn. Show me that you really love me." She smiled shyly.

She pulled me down and kissed me before I can even say anything. I kissed her back like it's the only thing I want to do for the rest of my life. I want her to feel cherished and loved and wanted. I want her to feel how much she means to me and how much I love her.

My lips left hers and found her neck and nipped at it, making sure that I at least leave a mark there so everyone will know that she's mine and no one else can have her but me. The moans and movement of her body let me know that she likes what I'm doing so I continued giving her pleasure as I went down to her body and leave open mouthed kisses until I reached her breasts. I removed her bra and throw it on the floor and caress her breast as I nipped and suck on the other.

Her moans started to get louder and her breathing went faster. Her hands traveled on my back as she arched her body towards me, pushing my head to her breast more while I played with the two. I nipped then suck then switch until both nipples are hard and pink. I looked up at her and to her breasts, admiring what I've done before kissing her stomach until I reach the apex of her thighs.

But before I can rip the only fabric that's covering her, she pushed me up and flipped the two of us and straddled me.

"My turn, baby." She whispered and put her index finger to my lips and dragged it down to my body until it reaches my navel.

She grinds against my manhood, teasing me a little and leaned back down to kiss me on the neck. My breathing went faster as she nipped and sucked on my neck, obviously wanting to leave a mark on me as well. When she's done with that, her lips traveled all the way down until it reaches my navel and finally the hem of my boxers. She grabbed and squeezes my manhood a little bit until she finally discarded my underwear and took me on her mouth, making me gasp.

"Rach," I breathed. She pulled it out of her mouth with a loud pop, looked up at me and smirked.

"Did I ever tell you that I don't have a gag reflex?" she asked, grinning devilishly while her hand pumps my penis up and down. She is my sweet torture.

What she said didn't registered in my head because I'm too busy staring at her while she's pumping my manhood up and down oh so very slowly. She just chuckled when I didn't respond and put me on her mouth again until she reached the base, and that made me create the loudest moan that I created. I just hope that the other people occupying other suites won't be disturbed by this.

"Holy – fuck!" I literally screamed when she pushes my cock until it reaches her throat. It was the best thing that's ever experienced with a girl.

She continues her sweet torture to me, her head bobbing up and down and repeating the same thing over and over again. The way that she hums every time I reached her throat makes me want to combust inside her, but I know I can't. I don't even know if she'd want that although she had done it before.

"Baby, stop." I uttered when I felt that I'm about to erupt. "You should stop or this will end faster than we want."

She looked up and slowly pulled my cock out of her mouth, giving it a one last lick before crawling up towards me and gave me a kiss. I can taste myself in her mouth and it makes me more turned on than I am now. She gasped on my mouth when I flipped us again so I'm once again above her.

"I'll be gentle, okay?" I said softly, looking at her eyes. "It's gonna hurt from the start and – "

"Hush," she put her finger on my lips, silencing me. "I trust you. Everything's gonna be worth the pain because it was with you." she muttered.

I smiled at her and kissed her once again before reaching into the nightstand, but I stopped myself when I realized something.

"Shit!" I cursed. I forgot that we weren't in my house.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"Um, nothing," I said, looking back at her. "I just didn't bring any condoms in here. I didn't know that something like this would happen." I sighed.

"Would you prefer it if you used one?" she asked suddenly.

"Honestly?" I asked cautiously. She just nodded and looked at me.

"Well, I prefer not using it. I just think that it's better if I used one since, you know, it's your first time and I don't want you to think that I'm being irresponsible or something."

She didn't speak for a moment and she seems to be thinking about something. I got nervous at first because I don't know what she's thinking. I don't know if my answer to her question makes her mad or scared and just going to leave because of it.

"Rachel?" I asked gently. I felt my manhood already softening while I stared at her, waiting for her to speak.

"Just a second," she muttered and didn't speak again for a minute. Eventually she looked back at me and smiled. "It's okay."

"What?" I asked, confused.

"I just counted the days from the day that I had my period and we're good." She smiled.

"What?" I asked again.

"It's a woman thing so you don't need to worry about that." she explained. "I just meant that it's okay to have sex even without protection." She said, shyly.

"Are you sure? I can go out and buy if – "

She silenced me by pulling me down for a kiss, making me immediately hard again. She wrapped her arms around me and tore her lips from mine.

"I'm ready." She breathes.

I looked at her for assurance and all I can see from her eyes are love and trust towards me. That's the only thing that's important for me. I pushed myself up a little, propping my elbows so my weight won't gave her a problem. I aligned myself to her entrance and already felt her wet down there. I looked back at her and kiss her once again before slowly pushing myself in her.

She is tight, so very tight. I even hissed when I push myself inside her. I gazed at her as she closed her eyes and bit her lip.

"Look at me, baby." I murmured. She slowly opened her eyes and a tear fell down from her eyes. It made me stop for a second and stared at her.

"I'm okay, Finn." She said, "It's okay."

I pushed a little more until I was fully inside her. I stopped and looked at her for a moment, wanting to make her get used to the feeling and controlling myself not to move unless she wants me to. She leaned her head back and shut her eyes once more, biting her lip again.

I leaned down and kissed her cheeks, her ear, her neck, and her shoulder, just to help her to feel better.

"I love you so much," I murmured every time I kissed her. She moaned and eventually, she moved her hips and pushes her feet to my behind, making my bottom part push a little bit more inside her.

She then opened her eyes and grabbed my face and pulled me down again for a kiss. It's my signal to move so I did. I did it slowly, pushing slowly in and out of her until she started meeting my every thrust. My movements started going faster and the moans and groans she made only makes me want to let go already, but I didn't. I want her to come first so I stopped myself from coming until she did.

"Come on, baby," I breathed. "Let go for me." I kissed her again and buried my face in her neck, kissing her there.

I felt her clenched and I started to move faster until I felt her gasped and finally, she lets go. It takes me a couple more of thrusts before I finally followed her.

"I love you." I whispered in her ear as I come. She holds me tightly in her arms as we both catch our breaths. I finally slowly slid myself out of her, moved to her side and pulled her against me, her back facing me.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah." she turned her head to look at me. "You? Are you okay? Was that good for you?" she asked, shyly.

"It's the best thing that I've ever experienced in my life, Rachel." I said to her. "I never thought that making love with you would make me feel that."

She bit her lip, as if embarrass.

"Hey, I'm serious, Rachel." I pulled her lip from her teeth. "That's amazing. You are amazing. Do you uh, feel the same way?" I asked, hesitantly.

"Well, yeah." she said while she played with the hairs on my arms. "I never thought that it's going to be that good because, you know, I never experienced that in my life before tonight, and I always thought that it's gonna be scary and forgettable but I was wrong. Maybe because it was with you."

I pulled her closer to me and snuggled my head on her neck, smelling her skin and she smells nice, even after what we did.

"I'm not gonna let you go again." I whispered. "I made a couple of mistakes in my life and this was the biggest so far. I'm not gonna lose you again, Rachel. I can't lose you again."

I didn't hear her spoke so I thought she was sleeping, but then she kissed my arm that was holding her before I heard her breaths even out.

Right now, I have no idea what's going to happen tomorrow or the days after that. I'm just glad right now that she's back in my arms. But I need to make her stay with me forever. I need to change my ways now she's back with me. I need to be better for her and I'm going to do whatever it takes just to prove to her that I'm worth it. I'm not going to let her leave me again this time.

I took a deep breath and kissed her head before dozing off to sleep.

Rachel's POV

I woke up and found myself still in Finn's arms. I turned slowly to look at him and he looks peaceful and happy as he sleeps. I had watched him sleep before next to me, but this time was different. I don't know what is different but I know that it was not the same as before. I glanced on the nightstand and found out that it's already 7 in the morning. Then I remembered everything that had happened last night.

It was unexpected that we will end up here in his suite. I didn't plan any of this to happen but it was the best decision I have made so far. Acting like I didn't have feelings for Finn anymore sucks and it felt good that I can get to show it to everyone now. And the fact that we made love for the first time in this bed makes me feel a little bit flushed. If I only knew that making love with him would be that amazing, I should have given myself to him a long time ago.

At first I was scared of course. Just knowing that it's going to hurt makes me feel nervous and hesitant, especially when I caught the sight of his hard manhood which I really never thought that would fit inside me. And when it was finally inside me, I felt full and it really hurts even when he really tried to be gentle. But the pain slowly subsided and the pain was replaced with some tingling sensation that I never thought I would love. It really felt like it was right, that having him inside me feels perfect and amazing.

I tried moving a little to see if I'm really okay and I am. I just felt a little sore after what we did but above all that, I feel good. But I really need to pee right now.

I slowly tried to pull myself from Finn's arms but I felt him stiffened immediately and pulled me closer to him once again.

"No," he murmured. "I'm not letting you go, Rachel. I told you that."

"I'm just going to the restroom, Finn. I'll be right back." I replied softly to him. He didn't say anything for a minute and I thought that he went back to sleep but I heard him sigh and his arms around me slackened. I got out of bed, put on my underwear and kiss him on his cheek before going to the restroom to do my business.

I stared at myself on the mirror after I washed my hands and my face and I see and felt something different in me. I don't know what that is and I think I've watched and read this somewhere where a woman see something rare on herself as she stares on the mirror after her first experience to sexual intercourse.

I was too caught up with my thoughts that I didn't notice that the door opens and reveals Finn.

"Is this the part where a woman asks herself if she's different because she feels like it?" he asked, leaning his body to the doorjamb. I looked at his reflection while he stares back at mine, quite surprised at his appearance.

I sighed. "Yeah, I guess you could say that." I muttered shyly. "I thought you went back to sleep."

"Well," he hesitated. "I gotta make sure that you're not gonna leave me again." he smiled sadly.

"Finn," I went towards him and clasped my arms around his neck. "I'm here and I'm not going anywhere."

"You said that before to me, Rach, and look what happened." The pain in his eyes makes me feel embarrassed from what I did to him.

I bit my lip and found myself guilty at his accusation. "I know and I'm really am sorry about that. I just – "

"We should really have breakfast first before talking," he cuts me. "Or you know, we can stay in bed and do it again." he mumbled flirtatiously, his eyes already turning darker.

I just giggled and pushed him until we both collapses on the bed, removing our underwear as fast as we could. I think he already know what I'd chosen.

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At lunch time, we decided to get out of bed after 3 rounds of making love and a lot of cuddling. We didn't really much talk about the heavy stuff, we just told each other what we had missed on each other's lives and it hurts me to think that a lot has happened to him.

We went to shower together and controlled ourselves not to touch each other so much so we can get out and get dressed before our food arrives. We failed in the end and had a quickie before we can even clean ourselves.

Our food arrived shortly after we both got out of shower and we ate wearing only our robes. The silence came first as comfortable when we started eating our food but the second that everything comes right back in my mind about all the whole talk that we should do, I felt a bit uneasy while I ate across from him. He didn't notice it at first because he looks like he's thinking of something else and we both locked gazes, it's been palpable to each of us.

I stopped eating my meal when my stomach started turning and just drank the rest of my water before taking a deep breath and looked at him again.

"I got scared," I said all of a sudden, making him turned his eyes on me and stopped eating.

"What?" he asked.

"Um, I just – everything that happened was very intimidating to me and I got really scared about everything."

"Rachel – "

"I was scared that if I had agreed to your plan back then and everything didn't turn out the way we wanted, you would resent me and I don't want that to happen, Finn. Everything that you did for me was great and I really appreciated it. I love you because of it. But when I first found out about your plan, I got worried about everything. You wanted to give everything to me and I was afraid that one day I'm not going to give you what you want and you would leave me. I don't want everyone around you to think that I'm changing you to someone they didn't know.

I left because I thought that everything that's happening wasn't right anymore. I don't want to be the bad guy and ruin the guy everyone loves and look up to. I thought that I'm the cause of it all and I don't like that. And the way everything happening so fast made me more scared that I have no choice but to leave you. I'm sorry, Finn. I shouldn't have left you. I'm so sorry." My voice breaks and tears started to form in my eyes as I stared at him.

He just looks at me and didn't say anything. I don't know what she's thinking or what he will say but I waited. It surprises me when I found him smiling at me. He stood up and went to me, kneel his one knee and put his hands on my face, wiping the tears that have fallen on my face with his thumbs.

"I guess it's my fault all along," he smiled sadly.

"No, it isn't, Finn – "

"Rachel, it's true," he dropped his hands and held my hands on my lap instead. "I got too excited with everything because I finally found someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with and I never thought of what you're feeling about everything. I wanted to surprise you about it and that's not right. It's selfish and I'm sorry. None of that was your fault. I changed everything about me to prove to myself that I can be responsible enough to be with someone my whole life, and I'm not gonna resent you, ever. I love you too much. I'm the one who should be sorry because I put you on this mess. Maybe I deserve to be left because of that." he chuckled humorlessly.

"Leaving you is the biggest mistake that I have ever made in my life, Finn." I retorted.

"Be with me again, Rachel." He pleaded. "Come back to New York with me. I can't promise that I would not make any mistake anymore but I can promise that I will be better for the sake of us."

"You don't need to change anything about you, Finn. I love you just the way you are and," I clasped my hand tightly on his. "The minute we left that bar last night was the sign that I am coming back to you." I smiled softly.

"Oh baby," he stood up and pulled me up as well, crashing our lips together and ending our conversation.

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I went to the club the next as I told everyone that I am quitting my job as a waitress there since I'm going back to New York with Finn. I know everyone thought that I thought about everything so fast because Finn just got there a few days ago and now she's leaving the country.

It was bittersweet as I say goodbye to them. I hugged each of them staring from Bree who can't stop herself from crying. I comforted her, saying that we could still contact each other while I'm in New York and she's there in Lima. She agreed about it and hugged me tightly before letting me go.

I turned to the four guys and hugged Joe and Robbie first, thanking them for welcoming me and treating me as a friend since I moved there. Ryder has this serious expression on his face and didn't say any word to me. I sighed and dragged him away from the gang and talked to him.

"I'm sorry, Ryder." I said to him. "I know I have nothing to say sorry about but I just wanted to say it. We've been close since I first arrived here in Lima and you make me feel better every time when I'm down. I know that you're expecting more from it and I wish that I can feel the same way to you too you know. You're so kind and sweet to me and I always wish that I can like just the way. But you're going to find someone who will make you happy, I promise. You just have to wait for her and maybe one day you'll meet her and you'll see that she's the woman for you." I smiled softly at him and pulled him for a hug.

"Thank you, for everything." I murmured.

He didn't say anything at all but he did clasp his arms around me and just by that, I know that we're good. I let go of him and made my way back to the group and looked at Noah. He's been quiet too just like Ryder and when I went closer to him and gave him a hug, I just broke down. He's been a good friend to me and I just can't thank him enough for all the things that he'd done for me.

"I'm gonna miss you so much," I laugh and tried to be happy but as the tears fell down on my face, I know that I can't.

"Hey, we'll still gonna see each other once again, you know. I know where to find you, Princess and you can't just take me out of your life." he chuckled.

"I know." I leaned back and stared at him. "I promise to give you a call or text you whenever I get the chance okay?"

"I know. You should get going though. Good luck with everything," he smiled and tipped back the bottle that he's holding to drink his beer.

I waved my final goodbye to all of them before stepping outside of the bar. I glanced back at it for the last time before climbing inside Finn's car.

"Are you okay?" he asked, concern written on his face.

"Yeah, just got a bit emotional in there." I smiled sadly.

"We can always go back here to visit if you want." He shrugged.

"Yeah, I know."

He held my hand with his free hand as he started the car left the parking area at the bar as we made our way to the airport where Finn's plane and Thomas are waiting.

Nerves starting crept up on my body as we go closer to the airport. This is it. I'm going back to New York and I'm scared about all of it. I think everyone is going to hate me once I returned, especially Santana and Sam. I mentioned it to Finn earlier but he assured me that I have nothing to worry about when it comes to them. I tried believing what he said but deep down I knew that it's not going to be that true.

A/N: How was that? Was it good? I hope it was. :D

Okay, I don't know when's the next update. I haven't started writing the last chapter so I need to make it good so everyone will like it.

Next Chapter will be all about Finchel going back to New York and someone may not be that glad that she was back, considering what had happened when she left. Finchel-Klaine double date, Finchel-Carol talk, and finally, their conclusion.

Please review or PM me for questions. I would really love to hear what you think about everything.

Thanks for reading, guys ! :D