Beck's POV

"Are you ok?"I asked Jade at like 1:00 am.

"Ow the babys kicking"Jade said a bit jumpy.

She grabbed my hand and put it on her stomach next to her hand.

"Wow that things really kicking in there!"I said feeling her tummy.

"I know"jade said smiling a lot.

"You know I really love this baby and you so much"I said kissing her.

"I love you and this little boy inside me"Jade said kissing me harder but sweetly.

"So how does it feel?"I asked her.

"Wierd but I like it"Jade said moving a bit.

2 hrs later

I heard crying

I looked next to me and Jade wasn't there.

I went into the living room and saw Jade crying snuggled up on the sofa.

"Honey whats wrong?"I asked her sitting next to her.

"I don't know I just feel like crying and I feel really sad and I don't know why"Jade said balling her eyes out.

"I'm just going out for a walk"she said crying.

"Jade its frezzing outside and its 3 in the morning"I exclaimed.

"I don't car I just need a walk and some fresh air"Jade said walking to the bedroom.

Jade's POV

I put on my jumper some tracky bottoms and comfy shoes and just walked out.

I felt bad about just leaving Beck on his own and I know he's worried about me but I just need to be on my own for a bit.

I found myself at the park I just sat down on a swing like I would always do when I was younger and dating we had a fight or I was upset anout my dad or something ,I would just sit here on this very swing any time just ignoring the whole world around me.I didn't even notice the people ,cars and lights around me,I am just sitting here gently swinging in the wind.I just can't help but think that I'm to young my gran always told me and I need to live my I feel like I just need to run away and live my this is the way it turned out I'm going to be a mum the rest of my life I'm not going to be free properly until about 18 or 20 years. I just don't know if I want that.

A few hours later I ended up at the front of my mums house.I knocked on the door.

"Hey sweetie,what are you doing at this time in the cold come in darling,whats wrong?"she asked.

"I - .. I don't know"I said just staring into space.

"Has beck dumped you or is something wrong with the baby?"she asked getting me a water.

"No um I just left the apartment about 3 hrs ago and I told beck I was going for a walk and I went to the park for about 2 hrs and walked over here um can I stay the night and can you ring beck and tell him I'm ok just don't tell him I'm here"I said shaking.

"Ok you go to bed I'll get you some blankets and call beck I see you don't really want to talk"my mum said kissing my forehead.

I went up into my room and slowly got into bed and cried myself to sleep.