(Revan's AN): I'll talk about the reasons why this chapter was short at the end.
Full Summary: Tatsumi Seika, the second son of Kaito Seika, was a rebellious child. Unlike his siblings, he didn't care about the duties of a prince, and after being told that he was going to marry some noblewoman, he ran away from home. Now, after five years of being away, Tatsumi has finally returned.
Non-canon, single-pairing, OOC Characters.
"Flashbacks" - Thinking
"Flashbacks" - Talking
[Flashbacks] - Letters or Reports.
Theme Song: Save Me, by My Darkest Days.
Main Writer: Revan the Edgelord
Co-Writer: None.
Tatsumi's had a troubled expression as he stood in the shower with his hands on the wall. His head was hung low, and the water was a little hot.
It had been nearly two weeks since he became Esdeath's lover, and his mind had yet to have peace, and quiet. His personalities were arguing with one constantly, and there were only a few occasions where they agreed with one another.
As of lately, Tatsumi has barely been able to sleep, but it wasn't those two that were preventing him from sleep. No, the person who has been waking him up in the night, and preventing him from falling asleep was Esdeath. She, for some odd reason, has started to become more grabby with him.
There were times where Esdeath would come back from a meeting or whatever it was she was doing and he would be asleep, and she would wake him up because she wanted to talk to him for a while, which was fine, but the problem was that she would fall asleep, and then start to touch him inappropriately.
At first, Tatsumi believed Esdeath was having an erotic dream, which was normal for people have that every now and then, but after the third time, he started to become bothered by it. In fact, he began to wonder if Esdeath was even asleep, for she would try to slide her hand down his trousers, and that was something he was positive a sleeping person couldn't do.
However, despite her touching him in sexual manners and saying lewd things to him in her sleep, Tatsumi not once spoke about it with her, for he wasn't sure how Esdeath would react to this information. Not to mention, he wasn't sure how to bring it up.
As he continued to think about these things, Tatsumi tilted his head back and had the water hit him directly on top of his head which made his hair fall down on top of his forehead, and cover his eyes.
"I should probably talk about these things with her soon." He said to himself as the hot water continued to pour down on him. "Even if it is an awkward conversation, I shouldn't let these things keep on happening."
After deciding that tonight was going to be the night where he talks to her about it, Tatsumi finished his shower. He quickly dried himself off before exiting the bathroom, and upon exiting it, he saw Esdeath closing the door behind her as she entered the room.
Her eyes had landed on him immediately, and Tatsumi could have sworn that her lips had curved slightly upwards in the form of a small smile, but Tatsumi wasn't exactly sure due to the room being barely lit.
"Tatsumi." Esdeath greeted, latched to her voice was a little bit of happiness.
"Esdeath." He greeted back with a wave of his right hand while keeping his left hand on the towel that covered his manhood.
Silence briefly filled the room, for Tatsumi had assumed that she was going to say something to him, but because she didn't for several seconds, he broke it by saying, "The water should still be warm. I just finished taking a shower, and I wasn't in there for long, so you shouldn't have to worry about having a cold shower."
"I don't need to take a shower." Esdeath stated in a firm tone. All she did today was go to the Emperor's Palace and attend a few meetings as well as give a report on her progress with Night-Raid, so she didn't think she needed to take a shower.
"I see." Tatsumi said in response. Unlike her, he had spent most of his day in the training yard honing his skills and inside the castle reading a book. He had also spent some of his time with some of the Jaegers, but their time together was short, for they all had things to do. Although, this didn't bother him really at all.
"... How was your day?" Esdeath asked after a few seconds of silence.
"It was good." He answered before making his way to the dresser where his sleepwear was kept. "I had spent a good majority of my time in the training yard, and I had chatted with Wave for a while. Oh, speaking of him did you know-"
As Tatsumi was explaining what had happened today, Esdeath gazed at his back. The wounds he had gotten on his back from being whipped by Daidara back in Espera were still there and were most likely going to remain there for the rest of his life unless she had Dr. Stylish close them with his Imperial Arm, but that wasn't why she was staring at him.
When they had showered in the past, those injuries were what had captivated her eyes, but this time it was different. This time, the thing that had caused Esdeath to look at Tatsumi with such interest was himself. It wasn't just one thing about him. It was everything.
While he opened the dresser, and continued to explain what he did today, Esdeath had walked towards him. Her high heel boots made a sound every time she took a step forward, but Tatsumi didn't seem to notice her closing the distance between them.
Eventually, she stood directly behind him and with no notifications, she embraced him.
Feeling her arms wrap around him had caused Tatsumi to cease what he was saying and say, "Esdeath?"
"Why do you do this to me?" She questioned, her grip on him wasn't firm enough to cause him any discomfort, but she had made it to where he couldn't turn around and face her without using any force.
Not quite understanding what she meant at all, Tatsumi said in response. "What do you mean?"
"I mean why do you make me feel weak?" She asked, as her embrace became a tiny bit firmer.
"I-I don't know?" He answered, not sure how he was suppose to answer the question.
Esdeath tightened her grasp, which caused Tatsumi to take a breath of air. At first, he wasn't feeling any discomfort, but due to her increasing the pressure, he was starting to feel some pain and discomfort.
"I haven't felt weak in a very long time, Tatsumi." She said in a voice that was barely above a whisper. "This is all your fault, and you need to take responsibility."
"Esdeath..." Tatsumi said with a sigh.
"When I'm with you my heart beats fast, and I feel content, but when I'm away from you; I feel lonely and have this longing feeling for you." She explained, not giving him a chance to talk. "It makes my heart ache, and the only way I can satisfy it is by seeing you."
Not knowing what to say, he remained silent.
"I should have killed you the moment we met in Espera." She said aloud as she pressed her arms against him causing him to inhale through the nose and stand taller.
However, the pain he felt quickly went away, for she loosened her grasp almost immediately.
"But if I did that, then I'd never get to experience this feeling called love," Esdeath stated with a smile. "I would have been alone, and I would have been strong with no weaknesses for my enemies to exploit."
"Esdeath, I..." Tatsumi started before closing his mouth. He had thought of something to say to her, but for some reason, he couldn't find the strength to speak.
"You're a weakness, Tatsumi," Esdeath declared as she turned him around so that she could look into those eyes she found to be majestic and beautiful. "but you're a weakness I'm willing to tolerate. You will be my only weakness in life, Tatsumi. No one else."
Not giving him a chance to say anything, Esdeath closed the distance between their faces and began to kiss him.
The action had made Tatsumi move backwards, which caused the open drawer to close shut.
She was kissing him viciously, but also passionately, and while her eyes were closed, his eyes remained open, for Tatsumi didn't expect this at all, so he wasn't reciprocating the feelings, but Esdeath didn't seem to notice this. She continued to kiss him.
Tatsumi didn't return the feelings for several seconds, he had stood there for quite some time with his back against the dresser, but eventually, he slowly closed his eyes and started to reciprocate them.
She had easily opened his mouth with her tongue, by forcing it in, but upon his starting to react and play with hers, Esdeath's heart began to beat fast.
His hands had gradually moved from his side and grabbed ahold of her hips, which made her heart beat even faster.
He was returning the love she had for him, and although he was a little hesitant, Tatsumi was nonetheless returning it.
Wanting to go farther, Esdeath grabbed ahold of the towel that was wrapped around his waist with her right hand and easily yanked it off.
Tatsumi was startled by the action, and had opened his eyes slightly to see that her eyes were open instead of being closed. The look in her eyes wasn't the same one he was used to seeing, they now looked, lustful.
She broke off the kiss, a second after doing this, and said to him in a whisper. "I want more."
Unfortunately for him, Tatsumi didn't get a chance to ask what she meant, for she had lifted him up off of the ground, and threw him towards large bed that they slept on. He, of course, was startled by this action, and had released a gasp of surprise, for the bed was a few meters away from them, but to his shock, he landed perfectly on the bed.
Using his elbows, Tatsumi sat up slightly and was able to see her finish undressing.
She usually took about a minute to get her uniform off, but because she didn't want to waste any time, and wanted to feel Tatsumi's flesh, she quickly undressed.
As he watched her take off her boots, Tatsumi couldn't help from feeling a little aroused. He also had this sickening feeling in his stomach, for some reason, but that didn't stop him from watching her.
Once she was done, she swiftly marched over to the bed and climbed on top of it. As she did this, Tatsumi used his hands to sit up even more, but she pushed him back down with one hand and said to him. "No, Tatsumi, I want you to lay down."
"O-Okay." He said in response before Esdeath went in for a deep kiss.
She had kept her lips on his the entire time she climbed on top of him. She didn't care if he had trouble breathing, all she cared about was keeping his lips on hers.
After she had finished getting on top of him, Esdeath broke the kiss and stared into his eyes.
Blue eyes met green eyes.
"Tatsumi." She said with a small smile as she placed her left hand on the right side of his face.
"Yes?" He replied with traces of uncertainty in his voice. He had learned about and had read a few books that had sex scenes in them, and in those stories it had the guy take the lead, but for some reason, he couldn't do anything the guy would do in the story. All he could was lay there and gaze into Esdeath's eyes.
"Touch me." She ordered in a firm, but sweet voice.
Not knowing exactly where she wants him to touch her, Tatsumi lifts his right hand up, and grabs ahold of her left breast, which makes her release a noise.
It had sounded like a moan, but because he wasn't unsure, Tatsumi's gaze shifted back to her face, and he said to her. "My apologies, did-"
"I'm fine, Tatsumi." Esdeath said with her smile still on her face.
"O-Okay." Although he was still unsure, he decided to take her word for it, and looked back at the boob that was in his hand. It was a little bit bigger than his hand, but it wasn't too large. It was just large enough.
Because he was lacking confidence, Tatsumi didn't do much but fondle with the tit. He pulled it this way and that way as well as squeezed it here and there. These actions elicited moans from her, which built his confidence up.
As time passed, Tatsumi grabbed ahold of her other breast and began to play with it too. He had them collide with one another as well as many other things, and eventually, he started to suck on the small pink nubs.
Feeling his mouth on her right teat, Esdeath released a moan that was louder than the ones he had heard before. Not long after this came out of her, she wrapped her right arm around his head and pulled him into her while saying in a soft tone.
"Don't stop."
With no intention of stopping, Tatsumi continued to roll the teat in his mouth with his tongue. He would occasionally bite down on it with his teeth, but when he did, he didn't use any force, so she didn't feel pain. In fact, when he did press down on it, Esdeath evoked moans that were even louder than the ones he heard previously.
After some time had passed, Esdeath said in a lustful voice. "The other one, play with the other one Tatsumi."
Listening to her request, Tatsumi removed the right teat from his mouth, and moved her left teat towards it, and placed it in it.
Thus, he repeated the process and sucked on it.
Tatsumi didn't know how long he did this, but after a while, Esdeath said, "Let me return the pleasure, Tatsumi."
With that said, Esdeath moved her body diligently backwards.
Once she came to a stop, Tatsumi used his elbows and sat up slightly so he would be in a more comfortable position, and saw Esdeath looking at his manhood.
"Esdeath?"
Esdeath didn't say anything nor did she do anything. She just continued to stare at his sexuality. However, after several seconds she ceased her staring, and brought her mouth down on his member.
She had witnessed her men raping a few times, and she had seen her men shove their dicks in female prisoner's mouths, and feel pleasure from it, so she was confident that Tatsumi would feel ecstasy if she did this.
And what she thought was right, for as soon as she placed his penis in her mouth, Tatsumi released a gasp, and tilted his head back and looked up at the ceiling. Esdeath didn't shove all of it. She had only engulfed only the upper half of his member in her mouth.
"Esdeath..." He moaned as he looked back at her, which had made her move her head back up slightly and look up at him.
"N-Nevermind, continue." He said after several seconds. In the stories he read, the woman would usually start off by licking the man's genitals and kissing it, but Esdeath didn't do that at all. She instead, just placed it in her mouth, which was something he didn't expect at all.
If he was being honest with himself, it felt like he had just entered a new dimension, a dimension that only had pleasure in it.
After receiving his consent, Esdeath lowered her head and began to suck on his member as if it was a lollipop. The reason why she did this was because the men she had seen experience this would grab ahold of the female and tell them to suck it, so she knew what they were doing.
At first, the room was practically quiet with only faint wet noises and moans, but as time passed on, Tatsumi's love moans became louder, and the wet noises turned to a slurping like noise.
Esdeath would occasionally stop sucking on it, and would grab ahold of the base with one of her hands and lick the shaft while watching Tatsumi's expressions. She found it cute when he tried to hold the groans back, and would apply a little force to make him release them when he held back for some time.
Eventually, while it was in her mouth, Tatsumi said to her voice with concern. "Esdeath, I-I'm gonna-aahh..."
Esdeath could have prevented the white liquid from filling her mouth, but instead, she didn't. She had felt his member get bigger seconds before it happened, but because she wanted to know what his semen tasted like, she continued to suck.
As his blissful moans died out, she removed her lips from his penis and swallowed it all.
"It was sweet, but also a little salty." She said to herself as she sat up.
Tatsumi said nothing in response and simply watched as she climbed back on top of him.
Once she had finished mounting him again, she went in for a kiss, but before their lips connected, Esdeath stopped and said to him, "I'm yours Tatsumi, and you're mine."
(Revan's AN): Unfortunately, I have to end it here. I had planned on doing a full blown lemon, I actually did, but I'm on a tight schedule, so I have no choice to end it here. I had also originally planned on you know doing a full chapter, but because it's Valentine's day, I decided to this. This chapter was all written on Valentine's Day, and had I started earlier today, I probably would have finished it, but because I didn't start until around 2 my time, I only had four hours to work on it. I apologize if this upsets you guys, but I got a date, and if I told her that I chose to write sex scene over her, I'll be six feet under, so I gotta cut it here. Know that, I really wanted to finish this, and with that said happy Valentine's Day. See you guys in the next chapter, now bye.
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