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Chapter 25: Not So Merry With A Dash Of Snow

Last week of school before Christmas break. I'm really excited because for break I'm going to New York to finally see my parents. Plus, I don't have to stay in this stupid town with these stupid people, including the mohawk kid next door. I've been doing fine ignoring him in the halls and all but it is so awkward during glee club. In the halls he seems like he wants to talk to me but in glee he's always with Lauren Zizes.

I shouldn't care, at first I thought he was trying to make me jealous but now I don't know, he actually seems to really like Lauren. The past few nights after the break up I've been crying myself to sleep because, the fact is, I'm no where near over him and I'm not sure when I will be. I'm glad for Finn though, he's really been helping me out with what's going on and he says I've been doing the same for him.

I've been calling Blaine every night too, he's also really been helping me feel better. I don't want to be unhappy this Christmas, I want to be feeling happy.

We were all in glee right now decorating this tree Finn got for us, it was pretty. Everyone was singing carols and wrapping presents and just having fun and I was just watching them all from my seat in the back. I couldn't help but look at Puck and see him smiling and talking to most everyone, he seemed happy. Why couldn't I be happy?

Puck's POV

The past few days haven't been too good. Kaitlin hates me now. The worst part was I didn't realize she cared that much about me, to see her crying and sad, it hurt. I've never had a problem cheating on any other girl, but I guess Kaitlin wasn't just any other girl, she was my girlfriend, the longest relationship I've bee in even though it was just a few months.

I know having sex with Santana was a super big mistake because the whole time we were doing it, all I could think about was Kaitlin and how I was wishing it was her. Santana just had to be a bitch and rat on me, my mistake trusting her. Then after getting rescued from that portapotty by Zizes made me act different so I thought I'd help my fellow hot jew, Rachel, get back at Finn. That wasn't the smartest idea.

The last one wasn't my fault, Lauren attacked me on the lips and I hate to admit it but it wasn't that bad. Finn just had to tell Kaitlin what happened with Rachel and then I screwed everything up by mentioning everything else. God, I hate myself for doing that! I hate myself for hurting her, I hate myself for her now ignoring me in the halls and I mostly hate myself for caring.

One year ago, this wouldn't of happened. Puckzilla, actually having true feelings, I'm no pansy. She broke up with me, no one ever breaks up with me, it's usually vice versa. God, and all I can think about is trying to somehow win her back. Zizes gave me a good idea, jealousy, that's how they do it on TV.

At first, I just thought Zizes was some weird fat chick from AV club but once she saved me the portapotty, well it turned out, she's a freaking bad ass! This girl is scarier than me and I like that. Kaitlin is going to get so jealous.

Anyways, we were in glee club, decorating this stupid Christmas tree Finn got. Hello! I'm a jew. I went along with the wrapping presents and singing carols anyways, it was sort of fun. I couldn't help but try and glance over at Kaitlin who was just sitting in her chair in the back, I think she was looking at me. It's going to be so easy to get her back.

Mr. Shue comes walking in looking confused. "Guys, I don't think Christmas should be like this." Mr. Shue says. What the hell is Christmas like? "For us it is!" Mercedes says smiling. "Glee club is going to lend a hand to a charity by singing class to class." Mr. Shue says. Is Mr. Shue trying to bring my rep down?

I thought so, going class to class was a stupid idea, the students booed us the whole time, what the hell?

Kaitlin's POV

Okay, so apparently Brittany still believes in Santa so Artie made all of us go to the mall to visit "Santa" plus he made everyone get on his lap. Surprise surprise, Puck decided not to join, but I guess since he's jewish he shouldn't have too, also Finn and Rachel were out trying to work things out, i think.

Everyone was asking Santa for different things, I asked for new CDs, oh and a new house. I heard Lauren ask for Puckerman to love her, that sort of ticked me off. Then mission impossible happened, Brittany asked for Artie to be able to walk. Iyiyi.

So it's now Thursday night and I'm walking over to the coffee shop where me and Blaine hang out sometimes, he wanted to ask me something. It's like a one mile walk but I don't mind since I need the exercise. As I was walking my phone starts ringing so I pick it up.

"Hello" "Hey, it's Finn." He says casually. "hey, how'd your talk with Rachel go?" I ask wanting to know. "She thought we would get back together, she thought what she did with Puck would even out what I did with Santana." He says. "But you guys weren't together when you did it with Santana." I say confused. "Exactly! So I officially broke up with her. It hurts you know." He says, I knew exactly what he meant.

"Yeah." I say not really knowing what else to say. "If it means anything, she told me what she did with Puck meant nothing, she said for both of them." Finn says. "Well it doesn't mean anything, he cheated on me, that's it." I say firmly. "You think you'll be friends with him now?" He asks. I hadn't considered it.

"I know this sounds bad but I hope so, I mean, it's not like I'm getting over him anytime soon and he was actually a good friend." I say. "You got to be kidding me, seriously?" He asks me sounding annoyed. "Finn, you don't get it, there's just something about him." I say. "Yeah, I so don't get it." Finn says. "Hey, I'll see you tomorrow morning, you're picking me up right?" I ask.

"Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow morning." He says then I put my phone away. Finn is like an over protective brother now, it's weird. But he doesn't even know about my brothers, I mean who they are. The only ones that do our Rachel, Matt, and Puck.

So apparently Blaine wanted me to help him with an audition but since I knew Kurt really liked him I told him to ask Kurt instead. For a little while we just talked about how I was doing.

The worst thing happened though while I was walking home, it started snowing hard and it was awful, but it wasn't the worst part. The worst part was the car that stopped by me.

Puck's POV

I was driving home from the grocery store because my mom wanted milk, and she needed candles since the first night of Hanukkah was tomorrow. It was snowing like crazy outside, it was hard to steer because the roads started to get slippery so I began to drive slow.

I saw someone walking which I thought was crazy. As I get closer I realize who it is so I stop my car right in front of them and put down a window. "Let me take you home." I say almost demanding. She looked at me for a slight second then looked down. "I'm fine." She says as she continued walking.

I got out of my car to stop her, she must of been freezing. "You're going to freeze out here! You got like three fourths of a mile to go, just get in the car." I say but she just kept walking. I grab her arm and make her look at me. When I see her face, it hurt. She was crying.

"Please, just get in the car, Kaitlin. Please." I let go of her and help into the passenger side. As I get in I put on the heater as high as it goes. She looked extremely pale. "You want my jacket?" I ask her trying to keep her warm and also trying to get her to talk to me. "I'm fine." She says in a soft voice.

I start to drive slow so the car wouldn't slide but also so I could try to talk to her more. She was shivering. "Why were you walking home in the snow, anyways?" I ask really wanting her to talk to me. "It wasn't snowing when I left." She says quickly, not even looking up at me.

Last week we were talking fine and now she's bearly talking, it's like she's scared of me now. I got to fix this, somehow. What if jealousy isn't the best approach? I have to get he at least talking to me. Dammit! I don't want to get in the friend zone, but it might be the only way to gain her trust again. Ugh!

We finally arrive to our neighborhood, I wasn't ready to let her go so I started driving even slower. "I'm sorry." I say not knowing what else to do since we finally arrived in front of our houses. She finally looks at me. I could see the traces of where tears ran down her face. "You already apologized, Puck." She says then opens the door to get out.

"See you in glee club tomorrow!" I say right before she shuts the door and walks into her house. I slightly smiled. She called me Puck, she must be easing up a little on me since she didn't call me Noah.

Kaitlin's POV

I walk into glee knowing this would be the last one until winter break was over, which was sort of nice. I can't wait to go to New York. When I get out of my thoughts I see that the room was ruined. Someone trashed it, and the tree was ruined too.

"They took everything." Mercedes says while everyone else all looked sad. "The school hates us." Rachel says taking everything in. She was right though, the school does hate us.

"Not the school, Sue!" Mr. Shue says looking really mad. Would Ms. Sylvester really do something this evil? "No, it was Santa." Brittany says happily and everyone just kind of looks at her. "Well, I'm not gonna let this get us down." Finn says trying to take charge. I smile. "Finn's right, let's clean this up guys." Mr. Shue says and we all start cleaning with smiles on our face. This wasn't going to ruin the spirit.

So we ended our day singing for the faculty and it was pretty nice, they didn't boo us. Now, I was actually smiling, I felt a little happy.

I was glad this week ended, I was ready to go home. Finn is my ride home but he just disappeared so I waited in front of his car. While I was waiting an unlikely person comes up to me.

"Oh, hey Quinn, I'm not sure where Finn is." I say, she looked a little mad. "No, I want to talk to you, about Sam." She says making me sort of confused. Sam and me haven't talked much since I said I don't really like the girl right in front of me. "What's up?" I ask.

"Sam doesn't like the fact that we don't like each other, for some reason, he really misses your friendship." She says keeping her straight face. "He would appreciate it if we became friends." Quinn continues. "Umm... Sure, I guess." I say to her and she gives me a light smile. Haven't seen that before.

"Good, now he can stop bugging me about you." She says making me smile. "So now that we're friends, I'd like to talk to you about Puck." She says making my smile disappear. "I'm sorry for what happened, you didn't deserve it. But if I learned anything about the fake relationship I had with him as I was carrying our bastard child, it was that he's a cheater." She says to me.

"Yeah, I got that." I say and she just frowns. "If it means anything, he never looked at me or Santana or any other girl the way he looks at you." She says trying to cheer me up. "It doesn't matter because the fact is, he still cheated and it hurt like hell." I say. "He doesn't like Zizes, I can tell." After she says that she walks away.

Winter break hopefully will clear my head. Hopefully.

I kind of wanted to show both POV's this chapter. I don't know, it was just a thought. I'm not sure if anyone's reading so I might stop. Review if you want me to continue please!