A/N: Thanks for reviewing the last chapter I really don't have much to say today so let's just get to the story.

I do not own Degrassi

I miss this being here hanging out with Alli, when we were in high school we used to hang out a lot but after I left to New York it sort of changed we still talked but not as much as we used to and I miss it. Alli became like my little sister she would always look after me and was always there to cheer me up.

"What are you smiling about?" she asks while rolling her eyes.

"Have you always been this snippy or has married life just been awful to you?" I smirk at her and she rolls her eyes.

"I'll have you know that married life is great, Drew is a great guy and I am madly in love with him." She shoots back at me in the same icy tone she has been using all along.

I think I just hit a nerve it was not my intention to hurt her then again it never is but somehow I always tend to hurt the people I love.

"Look Alli the first year is always hard don't be ashamed of that, you just have to work at it and not give up."

"That is not the problem Eli. See Drew and I tried to get pregnant right away and it seemed like I had gotten pregnant but a week later I realized I wasn't and all that really is stressing us out." Alli wipes a tear that rolls down her cheek she raises the volume of the radio and tries to pretend that nothing is wrong. I feel bad for her it can't be easy wanting a baby and not being able to have one yet but they still have a long way to go it can still happen.

"Here we are." She says as we get close to Bianca's house just thinking about her brought back all the rage I had in me.

Alli parks a few houses from Bianca's house and turns the car off. She looks at herself in the mirror and wipes away any evidence that shows that she cried, she turns to look at me and then turns to open the door, I follow her out of the car and we meet in front of it.

"So what's the plan?"

"Well you let me do all the talking and in case things get to out of hand you step in and remind me that she is a girl and that I have a wife that is pregnant and a wonderful little girl waiting for me."

"Yeah, how about you talk and if things get crazy I kick her ass, we all know that's the real reason you brought me along." She begins to walk towards the house giggling.

"Alli no seriously that's not the reason." I call after her but it was too late she was already banging at the front door. I caught up with her and waited for the door to be answered. After a few seconds the door swung opened.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Bianca says as soon as she sees us, she tries to slam the door on our face but I put my hand on it to stop her.

"I need to talk to you Bianca."

"And I don't want to talk to you" she again tries to close the door and I again stop her. I was not leaving here without talking to her I had so much that I needed to say to her starting with this.

"Bianca I am so sorry for what I did to you" As the words slip from my mouth I feel her tense up behind the door we are both holding. She opens the door a little bit more and looks straight in to my eyes.

"Continue" she says as she steps out of the house and on to the porch, Alli never once took her eyes off of Bianca. I still feel rage looking at her here acting like nothing happened and knowing that Clare is in the hospital but for the time being I know I have to repress that anger.

"I wanted to apologize to you for what happened two years ago, I know it was not fair to you and I never meant for that to happen but it did and no one else is to blame but me."

"You and that bitch you have for a wife." Bianca mumbled under her breath probably so no one would hear her but I did and so did Alli because as soon as those words came out she tensed up and her eyes were burning with hate towards Bianca.

"I am trying to be civilized Bianca so can we please just talk like adults and cut all the crap." Both girls flinched at the tone of my voice and I know it was a bit much but I really wanted to get this over with.

"I'm the one to blame for everything that happened, not Clare and that is the end of it. Now about the friendship that you have with Lisa…"

Bianca cuts me off "My friendship with her has nothing to do with you."

"It does when you poison her and my child against Clare and me. All I came here to do was to apologize and to tell you to stop putting Lisa against us if you really care for her you would see that everything you are doing is only making it worse for Lisa to see Jos. So please I am begging you to leave us all alone move on with your life Bianca but if you for some reason decide to continue this game I will have no choice but make sure to make your life miserable just like you have made my day miserable and don't take it as a threat because it's not it's a promise that I will keep." I give her one last look as I say bye to her for good.

"If you ever mess with my friend again I will hunt you down, I don't play around so you better watch it." Alli whispers to Bianca as she passes her, I feel as a weight was lifted off of me as I enter the car I still see Bianca standing on her porch in awe of what happened but you know what I don't care, all I care about is getting to my wife.

"Well that was a total waste of my time." Alli points out as she gets in the driver seat.

"And why is that?" I asked curious of the reason she believes she wasted her time.

"I didn't get to kick her ass." She says like it's so obvious that that is the reason she is upset, we both look at each other and begin laughing so hard that tears started rolling down our face.

"I miss this" I say through fits of laughter.

"Miss what?" Alli chokes out

"This" I point at us "Us hanging out acting like we did in high school when you were a drama queen, Drew the Jock, Adam the weird kid and I was the emo that everyone ran from except you guys"

Alli jokingly hits me in my arm "I was not a drama queen"

I rub my arm pretending it hurt "You are right sorry, let me correct that you are still the drama queen." The car once again is filled with our laughter.

"Yeah I miss that, but you know what I don't miss?" I look at Alli and furrow my eyebrows "I don't miss seeing you depressed and heartbroken." Her hand goes to my shoulder as we both are pulled into those days when I felt like I had lost Clare forever.

"Well if you don't want to see me like that ever again we better get to the hospital so I can talk to Clare." Alli nods and begins to drive towards the hospital. Twenty minutes later we pull in to the parking lot.

"Call me if you need anything and good luck." I pull her in for a hug and get out of her car. I walk up to the front desk and I'm about to ask for Clare when Fi comes at me.

"They moved her from ER to observation. Come I will show you where."

We get to Clare's new room and I see that Adam and Darcy are in there with her Clare is awake talking to them.

"She might not want to talk to you that is why it's a good thing I stopped you before you asked the nurse for her because they would have called up and told her you were here and she would have gone back to pretending to be asleep. Don't screw it up." Fi says with a wink she walks in the room before I do I take one last deep breath to prepare for what's about to come.

"How are you feeling?" My voice comes out shaky and all eyes immediately fall on me but I focus on a pair of baby blue eyes that give me life.

"I think we should leave." Adam picks his sweater up and he and Fi start to walk towards the door as the pass me they whisper "good luck" I just nod at them. Darcy walks over to Clare and kisses her forehead "Let me know if you need anything." She tells Clare before walking out of the room.

"I'm sorry I was so reckless while taking care of Jos I sho-"

"Don't apologize Clare, you were just trying to do what was best for everyone." I get next to her and take her hand in mine.

"I am so sorry that I was such an ass to you, I should never talk to you like that no matter what is going on. There will never be an excuse for the way I acted. I love you so much, when my mom told me that you were in the hospital I felt like I was going to die I felt my whole world crumble all I wanted was to take your place here I wanted to be hooked up to the machines not you."

I see Clare trying to hold back tears but I don't hold mine back I let them over flow the rim of my eyes and roll down my face.

"Please forgive me Clare and I promise you that I will forever try to make it up to you." I pull her hand up to my lips and gently place a kiss on it. Her other hand goes to my chin and she pulls me up so I can be eye to eye with her.

"I love you so much Eli there is nothing or no one that can ever change that, I know we have our ups and downs but that is all part of life if we didn't have hard times then our love wouldn't be able to learn and grow from them."

My Emerald green eyes are lost in her blue ones and as they melt into each other it feels like a spark was ignited inside of us.

"Can I kiss you?" I whisper to her, her pink luscious lips turn in to a smile and she gently nods I lean in and kiss her lips not wanting to ever let her go. Clare pulls away to catch her breath but our foreheads are still touching.

"Aw how cute" we hear someone say from the doorway we both look up and see Fi, Adam and Darce all standing at the door with their hands in there chest.

"I am going to stay overnight with Clare, so you guys should go home and get some rest."

"All right we will be back tomorrow, behave I don't want to get calls in the middle of the night about you guys being too loud with breakfast." Adam teases winking at me. I wave at them and they disappear behind the door.

"What about Jos?"

"She is with her grandparents today I will have them bring her here tomorrow so she can see you." Clare nods and closes her eyes I climb in bed with her and pull the sheets up to cover her with them I gently push her hair out of her face and kiss her temple before laying my head on the pillow I wrap my arm around her and set it gently on her stomach the baby begins to kick and Clare smiles. This is how I want my forever to be.

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