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" May I, join you?" A soft voice asked coming from the protective arm of Demetry.

Jacob's POV

It's been 6 months I'm still crazy. Maybe more now I smell her everywhere. I feel her. I could have swore I saw her last night watching the kids sleep. I could feel her lips on mine. It's insane I can't handle. I can't be like this.

" Hey brother whats up." Embry walked in.

" Nothing just watching the game. Rose took the kids shopping." I groaned. My damn hormones in the spring are worst with this fucking animal inside me.

" Dude. Come to the bar with us. Pick up some random chick just to get it out of your system. It's just Sex." Embry laid down on the sofa. " Leah's bringing some chicks you never know."

" If I was to have a one night stand I'll tell you it won't be with some rez girl. Could you imagine what would happen. Fuck, it's hard enough keeping some of those girls away." I said shuttering at the thought being with anyone but Mia just wasn't right.

" Just go if anything you get drunk and a blow. Big deal." Embry squeezed my shoulder and walked out.

A couple hours lather Rose came back with the kids. I was showered and dressed. Rose seemed a little shocked when she came in.

" Look at you, got a hot date?" She forced a smile trying to make light.

" Embry came by they want me to go meet them at the bar. I don't know. It just doesn't feel right." I leaned against the wall.

" Jacob, with Mia being gone, I know we haven't been close but I now think of you as my brother. I want you to be happy again. Mia would to I'll stay with the kids, go have fun. If you want to bring a girl home do it, just text me I'll take them to the house." Rose hugged me.

" I'll never bring a girl here Rose. That's our bed, in our house. My daughter was conceived there. No the thought oh god no." I was shaking and almost in tears.

" Calm down, it's okay." Rose smiled. " Braden would you like Auntie to call in a pizza for dinner?"

" Mmmm yummy yummy pizza." Braden smiled and hugged my leg. " Bye bye Daddy."

" Bye bye. Da Da." Sarah smiled.

" You little girl are to smart for your own age." I kissed her head and went out to my bike. " I won't be to late Rose, try not to clean just hell have Emmett come over and be a teenager."

" Ooo sounds tempting." She laughed.

I pulled up late to the bar I had found myself just riding thinking about what was going to happen tonight. I didn't want to sound stuck up but getting laid wouldn't be a problem. The problem is that she's inside me. I don't think that I could be with anyone.

" Hey Mr. Black you made it." Leah smiled and patted the chair next to her.

" Yeah but not to long I don't want to put Rose out." I said as the waitress brought me a beer and a flirty smile.

" Sure sure." Embry laughed rubbing the inside of Leah's thigh.

" That's my line." I laughed.

" Holy shit Jacob Black smiled." Quil walked up with some Rez girl. " Hey guys you remember Carrie she's just visiting for the weekend."

" Hi Car." Leah smiled.

" Wow just the short time I've been gone all you boys have grown up." Carrie said looking at me. " Hi Jake."

" Hey Carrie." I motioned for another beer.

" This one is from the lady at the bar." She smiled again and slipped her number in my pocket.

The napkin under the beer had a kiss on it I smelled Mia all over it when I looked up the girl she had long dark hair straight not like Mia's at all. Her skin was tan a couple of shades lighter than Mia's more lean than Mia's athletic build.

" Go talk to her Jake. She's hot." Embry pushed me out of the chair. I walked over to the girl.

" Thanks for the beer." I said and I heard her giggle.

" That's my job isn't it?" She asked her voice was low and musical. She looked at my hand taking it in hers. " Married huh?"

" It's a rather complicated story." I replied.

" She leave you? Or you just tired of the ball and chain?" Her voice was mesmerizing like I've heard it before in my dreams.

" She died." I said.

" Death isn't always something final you know. Love lives forever." She said and pushed back her hair so I could see her face. " I told you not to give up."

" I never did, Fuck I am crazy. I knew it." I pulled my hand away. " I'm sorry miss you just look like someone. Thanks." I sat the beer down and turned to walk away.

Jacob Black you turn your ass around her right now.

" Impossible." I looked back at her and she was standing now in plan view of everyone. I looked over at the pack and they were all frozen at the way this girl was ordering me, the Alpha wolf around like a little boy. I realized they didn't see her face. " It can't be."

Jacob I'm a half Vamp half wolf. Duh anything is possible. I'm just well, I have to embrace the vampire in me as a staple of life now. I'm still me, I smell the same, look the same, well a little paler considering I've been in a casket for a few months I guess I was dead I don't know all I know is I heard Joshua ordering me in Alpha to wake up and boom.

" I can't believe this, I wasn't dreaming all those times in the house." I walked close to her blocking the view of the pack.

" It was me. I wanted to wake you but I knew if you saw me like that. I had to wait until they came back." She looked into my eyes and I almost fell. Our connection was stronger than ever. I could she our soles embracing again. My heart rate picked up as she pulled out a hotel key. " So Mr. Black interested?"

" Why do you think I'm in a bar." I laughed. " I'll be there in ten minutes."

" you better use this. I have another one." Mia raised her eye brow and a seductive growl came out of her.

" 5." I watched her walk out and went back over to the table. " See ya."

" Wohoo, wait you and the mistress of the dark?" Embry smiled.

" Yep. Don't wait up." I tossed a fifty dollar bill on the table and ran out.

" I'm not okay with this." Leah looked at Embry. " Did you see the way she just controlled him."

" Yeah it's not good but Jacob's a big boy." Quil said. " It's nice to see him alive again anyway."

" Yeah." Embry sighed.

I ran into the hotel room in less than five minutes it was covered in white roses as and candles. I could smell her not just the sweet summer honeysuckle but her. She walked out of the bathroom in a white bra and lacy panties with two glasses of champagne.

" God is it possible you got hotter." I growled.

" You've gotten bigger, talk about Alpha up." She smiled.

" You've changed your hair." I pushed out my lower lip.

" I just flat ironed it baby don't worry everything is still the same well except the fact I'll never be this horny again." Mia sat down her glass. " God Jake you smell good."

" I hope your saying that in a fuck me now way and not hop on the dinner table." I bit my lip as my pants got tighter.

" You tell me." Mia slid my hand in her panties. It felt perfect feeling her warm wet in my hand as I teased her causing her to moan my name. " Jake."

" You don' t know the nights I've dreamt about this." I moved my hand to her ass and kissed her. She tasted the same. I couldn't stop, We couldn't stop I pulled off my clothes and tore off hers before we both knew it we were all over each other. It felt so good to be inside her again....

Rosalie's POV

" Edward he's not home yet no it's not like Jacob he said he would be home early." I was trying to be cool Braden was watching cartoons in the living room.

" I'll go talk to Embry maybe he has an idea." Edward said. He hung up the phone and I started pacing the house. Bella came over to wait with me. More to help with Braden. He knew me as the baby sitter fun super Auntie. I was to worried and he would pick it up from me.

Edward's POV

I drove to La Push and was followed by some of the pack members to Embry's house.

Knock knock knock.

" Hey Edward what brings you here." Embry yawned still wreaking of Beer and Sex.

" Jacob never came home, he never called Rose. She's worried." I told him and he let a worried smile come to his face as he stepped out to join the others.

" Jake left with this really hot chick last night he was at the bar for less than 2 hours. We were a little worried at first but we knew Jacob could take care of his self." I told them.

" I told you, I told you she had some control of him, you don't treat an Alpha like that. She didn't have to say a word to him it was her body it paralyzed him." Leah said as she walked out of Embry's house. " I know the hotel they went to."

" Lets go." I said urgently after what Leah had said. The Pack piled into the cars and we rushed to the hotel. I followed Jacob's scent to the room.

Knock knock knock

" Fuck can't you read." Jacob growled. " Owe take it easy shit babe." Leah heard that and kicked open the door. We ran in to see them having sex.

Mmm baby you taste as good as you feel. I'm so going to be pregnant after this.

" No impossible." I hissed and Jacob jumped hearing us now he started shaking as he protected the girl.

" What the FUCK." Jacob growled. " Why are you here?"

" You never came home you never called. She has some strange power over you." Leah growled. She didn't like the way the girl was twisted around Jacob. Her leg folded across his lap and her chest press tight against his back.

" Leah." The girl whispered. " He's fine."

" How the Fuck does that bitch know my name?" Leah growled and Jacob started laughing.

" You guys are going to freak, can you just give us a few and I'll explain everything. Go back to the Cullen's I'll be there in 20 minutes. Go don't make me Alpha you." Jacob said. I was the last one headed to the door. I heard her thoughts again.

I'm scared Jake what if, what if they're scared of me, what if the pack thinks I'm a threat.

Shh baby it's okay, everything is going to be okay. Come on lets go get in the shower.

I can't wait to go home......