A/N: This is longer than I intended, and it actually took me quite a while to write, sorry if it's not too good, I tried! ~First time writer; remember? :)
-I'd really like your reviews on this :3 -Constructive criticism is always useful... also, I have finally got past my writers block and written four chapters tonight and know what I plan to do next, I'm just not sure when I'm going to have the time to write it :S
~Oh, don't forget to Enjoy!
Draco's stunned. He can't have heard him right. Harry can't be falling in love with him, he's not worth Harry's love. He knows that's what Harry said, and he knows he needs to reply before Harry starts panicking, but can he really open his soul and tell Harry his true feelings?
'Harry?' Looking up at him, Harry looks ashamed of what he's just admitted.
'I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything I don't kno—mmf' Harry was worrying so Draco silenced him with a passionate kiss, putting all his feelings into it, hoping Harry would understand, apparently, he didn't, as when they pulled apart, he still kept apologizing.
'Harry! Stop apologizing already, I, eurgh fuck, I think I've loved you a tiny bit since I was 11, but you being in my life these past few months, I now know why I felt like that, you're amazing Harry, these months have been the best in my life, and I have grown to truly love you, I just, I never expected you to feel anything nearly the same' Draco's cheeks are tinged pink and he's looking away; not quite regretting he said everything, but the anticipation of what Harry's going to say next is killing him.
Harry doesn't say anything, he just captures Draco's lips in a heated kiss, putting everything he's got into it. Pulling away, they're both panting and flushed, both lying with content grins on their faces.
'Dray? Make love to me?' Draco's head flies up, looking down at Harry in shock
'Are you sure baby? I don't want you to feel you have to do this' Draco's not going to push Harry, but him bringing it up, he may be doing a little celebratory dance inside.
'I want you inside of me Dray.' The moan that escapes Draco's mouth is enough to get Harry half hard. Without a seconds warning, Draco literally throws himself on top of Harry's body, peppering small kisses over his face and neck.
The sudden movement earns them a hiss from Trix, who stalks off, leaving the boys chuckling slightly.
'I'm going to take such good care of you baby.'
Reaching into the bedside table, Draco picked up the lube and condoms and left them next to him on the bed so they'd be easier to find when he needed them. Grabbing a pillow from beside Harry's head, he folds it in half, and with a little difficulty slides it under Harry's hips.
'Dray? Have you done this before?' Draco leans down and kisses Harry deeply before murmuring his response.
'Not with another man, but I, erm, I've read about it' Draco expected Harry to be slightly disgusted, but instead he leant up and caught Draco's lips in a heated kiss.
Panting slightly, Harry mumbles 'I'm glad I'm your first.'
Those were the last words spoken for a while, Draco put all his attention into worshipping Harry's body and relaxing him; kissing every sensitive spot he could find, teasing his nipples with his tongue, and leaving a few hickeys; mainly out of sight. While Harry spends all his energy writhing and moaning beneath him.
Draco pops open the bottle of lube and coats his fingers, rubbing it to warm it slightly, with a quick look up at Harry –lay back with his eyes closed in pleasure- Draco takes the head of his cock into his mouth while circling his hole with his finger, as he slides his mouth down Harry's length, he pushes his finger in to the knuckle, earning a needy moan from Harry.
Pulling off of Harry's length, he looks up at him and can't help but feel so lucky. 'you okay baby?'
'More, please Dray, I need more of you' Draco's more than happy to comply here, pushing in the full length of his finger, Harry feel's tight around him, but loosens enough to insert another finger quicker than last night.
As Draco changes his angle and hits Harry's prostate Harry calls out, unable to make full sentences, 'fuck, hnnnng, Dray, inside me, mmm, need you'
Draco continues his ministrations, adding a third finger with a little difficulty 'so tight baby, don't want to hurt you'
Harry hisses at the burning sensation the extra finger added and clenches his eyes shut. Draco feel's his muscles clenching around his fingers too, holding still, he gives Harry time to adjust to the stretch, peppering small kisses over his knee and thigh near his head.
It's only a few moments before Draco becomes impatient and begins moving again, the burning pain still present for Harry, but the sensations and pleasure make it more than worthwhile.
'Draaaaaay. Need you inside me. Right now.' Draco lets out a broken sounding moan, stilling his movements-and causing Harry to grumble slightly until he resumes probing his prostrate gently-, he uses his free hand to fumble for the box of condoms, tearing into it and withdrawing one.
Harry's fed up of waiting and feeling needy, experimentally, he move his hips slightly, and feels the shift of Draco's fingers inside him still, with a needy moan, he starts moving in a rhythm so he's fucking himself on Draco's hand. Draco's head snaps round to look at him, and nearly comes from the sight, Harry sprawled across the bed, sweaty and panting, one hand clutching the bed sheets, the other slightly stroking his own cock, while he rhythmically moves his body onto Draco, groaning with each stroke.
'Fuck. Harry baby, Hnng. If you want me to last long enough to be inside of you, you have to stop. I, I fuck, need condom on.' Draco stilled his hand, withdrawing it from Harry with a groan, and muttering a quick cleaning spell as he does.
'No condom. Want to feel you. Need you Dray' Harry doesn't want to feel rubber inside of him, he wants to feel Draco; pure Draco.
'Are you sure Harry, It might hurt more without?' Draco's not really sure if that's true, but he's pretty sure it was in one of the books somewhere, maybe.
'Don't care. Need just you. Now.' With a quiet moan, Draco flicks open the lube bottle and coats himself in plenty, maybe too much, but he wants to hurt Harry as little as possible. Throwing the bottle somewhere on the floor, he leans down for a heated kiss, pulling away and lining himself up with Harry's entrance.
'Are you ready baby? Relax, this, probably will hurt' the concern evident in Draco's voice is enough to make Harry smile and lean up for another kiss before responding.
'Hurry up and get inside me already'
Slowly, Draco pushes the tip of his cock into Harry's entrance, both boys gasping, Harry at the stretch, Draco at how tight he is. Taking a few deep breaths, Harry nods, encouraging Draco to carry on.
It takes Draco all of his restraint not to pound into Harry, but the look of pain in Harry's scrunched up face is enough to stop him, slowly pushing himself in, not stopping until he's completely sheathed in Harry. Draco feels Harry clenching around him, squeezing him tighter, groaning at the sensation he leans down with a little difficulty to kiss Harry deeply, relaxing his muscles and mind slightly.
'Move' it doesn't come out as anything more than a rasping noise, but Draco comprehends, slowly, he pulls out a little way before pushing back in, gradually he pulls out further each time until he's nearly pulling out completely with each thrust. The moans and whimpers Harry's making reassure Draco he's doing something right, and with his confidence building, he alters the angle slightly to be able to get closer to Harry.
As he thrusts in, Harry cries out in pleasure, bucking up beneath him, with each thrust of Draco's hitting Harry's prostate it isn't long until he's close, trying to mumble this to Draco, he doesn't succeed very well, instead reaching out and gripping his arms tightly.
Understanding completely, Draco increases his speed, balancing his weight on his left arm as much as he can, he takes Harry's pulsing cock into his hand, matching the speed of his strokes with his thrusts, swiping his thumb over Harry's slit every time he hit's he prostate.
The combination of sensations send Harry over the edge in a matter of seconds, crying out Draco's name repeatedly while spurting strings of come over both of them; Draco's coming heavily into Harry only seconds after Harry, the feeling of Harry clenching around him as he came and hearing him call out Draco's name was enough to send Draco over the edge too, hips stuttering as he tries to ride out his orgasm.
Carefully as he can, he pulls out of Harry, both boys wincing at the sensation.
'That was, Fuck Dray, that was phenomenal, you are so sexy and fantastic, feeling you, filling me up like that, I can't believe we waited so long, c'mere and cuddle with me' Harry waved his hand vaguely at their body's and most of the mess was gone, but the feeling of being connected wasn't.
'Harry you truly are the most erotic sight I have ever laid eyes on'
Harry let out a content humming before pulling Draco impossibly closer to him and curling around his body, with his head resting on Draco's chest, listening to his heart, Harry sighed in pleasure 'I love you Dray, I really do'.
'And I you Harry, You are the most amazing thing that's ever happened to me and I'm thankful for you every day, now let's sleep love, we've got a lot of actual work to do tomorrow' leaning down, Draco placed a small kiss on top of Harry's head before resting his head as close to him as he could, it was only a few short minutes before both boys were in deep sleeps with small smiles across their faces.