AN: This week... SOML... Here's the apology chapter...
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Lilly wakes with a low groan, her body still stiff and sore. She opens her eyes, blinking for a moment as she takes in Dean's wall. She smiles when she feels an arm pulling her closer, and turns to see familiar green eyes looking at her.
"Hey there beautiful." Dean grins as he pulls her closer to him.
"Mornin' Tex." Lilly smiles as she makes herself turn; her arms wrap around his neck, as she nuzzles into his chest.
"How ya doin'?" Dean asks as he presses his lips to her head. "That was an intense trip."
Lilly stays tucked into his chest and thinks about his question for a moment, and enjoys his scent, until she realizes he smelled more like dirt than she remembered. She instantly pulls back with a frown and notices he's still in his clothes. Her nose crinkles as she pulls away and looks down, finding herself in the band tee she'd been wearing for the last three days. Her entire body stiffens with disgust as she instantly releases him, and rolls off the bed. "Ew." She mumbles as she looks at Dean with disgust. "You- But- We don't even know-I have to burn everything now." She pouts.
"Really?" Dean rolls his eyes and rolls off the bed. "It- come on babe, I'm sorry. I was so tired. And then I freaked because we couldn't get you and we couldn't find Mae and-"
"Okay." Lilly lifts her hands defensively. "I can't beleive you slept with me…" She frowns. "I'm disgusting. I smell. I'm dirty. I'm taking a shower."
"I wasn't letting you outta my arms after Thoth dropped you off." Dean shakes his head before he looks over at her and smiles. "Calm down Lilly, you're not that bad. Let's just get a shower. And you're not burning my bed. I like this bed."
"I'm buying you a new bed Dean." Lilly frowns at him. "A clean bed."
"But, but this one remembers me." Dean frowns.
Lilly frowns as she thinks about it. "I'll try steam cleaning it then…" She sighs as she turns to head to the bathroom.
"We just slept on top of the blankets." Dean grumbles as he follows after her.
"And I hope you weren't attach to those." Lilly sighs.
"But I am." Dean pouts. "They're mine."
"I'll buy you better ones." Lilly sighs as she looks over her shoulder and gives the wrinkled blankets a look of disgust.
Dean sighs before he looks down at his jacket. "Hey whoa. I'll do my own laundry this time." He argues. This was his dad's.
Lilly looks up with a frown. "I'm not going to burn your jacket Dean… The rest though..."
"We're saving the flannel jacket too." Dean demands.
Lilly sighs. "If you insist."
"And the blankets?"
"No." Lilly states as she turns on the faucet.
"Oh come on, it was one of the first gifts you ever gave me." Dean continues to argue as he hangs his jackets up and starts peeling his shirts off.
Lilly looks over her shoulder and her frown instantly shifting to a smile as she see's him undressing. "I really don't mind buying new ones. They'll be softer…" She argues as she tests the water.
"I'm not even gonna win this naked am I?" Dean asks as he teasingly hooks his thumbs into his jeans.
"Mmm. Maybe… But only because you seem oddly attached to them and I'm not a complete monster…" Lilly sighs as she peels off her shirt, and holds it between two fingers her face pulled in disgust. "But mine. I'm burning." She says as she walks over to the trash can and drops it.
"Sounds fair." Dean shakes his head as he steps out of his jean and boxers. He grabs his socks and adds them to the burn pile. If that's what it took to make her feel better, but a guys had limits.
Lilly smiles, as she moves to unclasp her bra, and pulls it off. She frowns however when she notices the purple Lily fall at her feet. She sighs as she leans down and carefully scoops it off the ground.
"Gods Lilly, what the hell happened to your back?" Dean gently puts a hand on her shoulder as he surveys the massive bruise that was peeking out from under her low riding skirt and the mottle of others spread over her upper back..
Lilly frowns as she looks over her shoulder. "The house." She sighs as she drops her bra in the trash with her other hand. She stands and turns to the sink and gently puts the flower on the counter. She looks back at Dean and frowns as a blush suddenly covers her face. Why hadn't she thought about this earlier? She sighs as she shifts in discomfort.
"Well yeah, I guess that explains these. But this one looks bad." Dean hooks his thumbs into her skirt and pulls it down. "Damn Lilly. You're black and blue down to the back of your knees." His brow furrows. What could have hurt her like this. This couldn't have been from hitting the house. This was a lot of blunt force over a long time. "This is…."
Lilly shifts as she steps out of the skirt and picks it up and drops it in the trash can as well. She ducks her head and heads to the shower.
"You're soaking first." Dean pulls her back to him gently.
"Ew." Lilly frowns. "That's disgusting Dean." She sighs.
"Fine. Shower first, but then you are soaking. This looks really bad Lilly. How the fuck are you even walking?"
"I'm fine Dean." Lilly sighs as she shifts in discomfort her blush intensifying.
"No, you're not you little liar. Was this me? Was this something future me did?" Dean puts a finger under her chin and slowly lifts until she looks up at him. His eyes sweeping over her blush and noting where she was starting to hive. "Come on babe, it's just me here. Talk to me."
Lilly looks down. "Why does it matter." She frowns.
"Because I need to know if I could ever do this to you." Dean admits honestly.
Lilly shifts in discomfort. That's what she had been fearing he was going to say. She should have told him to go back to bed. She sighs. "I hit a house Dean."
Dean takes a deep breath and lets it out very slowly. "Don't do that Lilly. I can tell the difference between a body hitting a wall once and something blunt striking a body repeatedly."
Lilly frowns. Why was he pushing this? To punish himself, for something he didn't even do? She shifts again as she looks at the shower. She takes his hand and pulls him towards the shower, feeling instantly better once the hot water hits her. She looked down and grimaced at the color of the water before she picks up his loofah and pours an ample amount of body wash on it before she begins washing him. She's silent for several moments before she makes her decision.
"I do not do well with being ordered." Lilly sighs as she continues washing him. "TFG Dean, didn't do well with being questioned."
Dean shudders and slowly shakes his head. "I see." Could he ever really get that bad? TFG Dean had assured him he could, and would if he ever lost Lilly. He sighs. "Lilly… What do you know about cupids?"
Lilly pauses as she looks up at Dean and frowns. "I know they're an order of angels. That they mark humans. I know we got marked." She shrugs. "But besides that, no, not much." She finishes as she continues washing him.
Dean tilts his head to the side. "Why didn't you ever tell me?"
Lilly narrows her eyes in thought. "I wasn't sure how you would feel knowing that they'd marked us like that. When I asked Thoth and he told me the marks were permanent, I didn't want you to feel forced to stay if you ever wanted to break up or leave." She finally breathes out as she moves to wash his back. She didn't bother sharing the rest of that conversation though. The part where Thoth had rolled his eyes at her immaturity, and questioned why she cared when according to her religion they had already been married. "And I found it stupid."
Dean turns and grabs her wrist before he bends to claim her lips; kissing her passionately and deeply. "I don't care about the marks either Lilly. I know what I need, I didn't need another connection to see what I have." He explains when he finally lets her breath again.
Lilly can't help the stupid smile on her face from the kiss. "I just didn't see the point in bothering you with something that didn't matter…"
Dean sighs deeply. "It might have been what was wrong with me- Him."
Lilly tilts her head to the side as she looks up at him confused. "Okay… And now I'm lost." She admits with a frown.
"I found out my mom and dad were also marked. Dad went crazy after mom died. Apparently I also went crazy." Dean gestures to her back. "We defiantly have a lot of evidence to support that."
Lilly blush returns as she averts her gaze and shifts guiltily, she pulls her wrist free as she continues washing him.
"In a way though, it makes me feel better. Not that he hurt you." Dean shakes his head. "But I know I could never hurt you like that. He wasn't me. I still have you."
"I was more upset about the other things he was doing." Lilly admits as she focuses on his back.
"Well, as long as I have you, we'll never have to worry about me turning on Mae and Sam either." Dean points out.
Lilly looks up at him and frowns, but also chooses not to bring up the rest of it. "Heard." She breathes as she falls quiet and continues to wash his back.
After a while Dean turns and picks up her loofa and favorite soap to return the favor by scrubbing her back. "I'm never spanking you again." He admits as he softly scrubs the dirt and grime off her skin.
A noise of disapproval leaves Lilly's lips before she can stop herself. Her skin instantly back to the bright red as she's flooded with embarrassment and guilt.
"What?" Dean takes a step away from her, not sure if he had scrubbed to hard or if he had upset her.
"Nothing." Lilly can't help the pout on her lips, as she shifts with discomfort. Why was she being punished?
Dean lifts an eyebrow. "Uh huh." He shakes his head but continues to gently scrub her back. "You wanna try that again, this time with the truth?"
"I just…" Lilly trails off as she continues to shift with guilt and embarrassment. "I-..." Her face turns a deeper red as hives spread across her chest.
"Are you telling me you like it when I spank you Lilly?"
"Like that's fuckin' news." Lilly sniffs indignantly.
Dean chuckles. "I guess not. I guess what I mean is, do you still want me to? You know, well after this has healed."
"Well, I'm not asking for it." Lill frowns. "That takes out all the fun." She pouts.
Dean shrugs, unable to keep a small, smug smile off his lips. "You instigate don't you."
"No!" Lilly instantly denies.
Dean smug smile widens. "Oh you totally do."
Lilly shifts as she looks down. "No I don't." She denies with a pout.
"Yeah, uh huh." Dean rolls his eyes before he rinses the loofa out and dabs more body wash on it."I guess we'll have to wait until you're healed to find out who's right."
Lilly shifts with guilt as she sweeps her eyes over Dean and she takes a deep breath. "TFG Dean…" She closes her eyes and shakes her head. "I-" She curses under her breath. She needed to tell him. She knew she did. She'd acted like such a slut. She blushes at the memory as guilt sweeps through her.
Dean's smile fades to a frown. "What's wrong babe?" He asks as he starts working his fingers into her back, finding little knots to work out.
Lilly closes her eyes. "I'm sorry." She sighs as she turns and stops his hand. "I… I almost slept with him." She admits quietly as she drops her eyes to the floor. "I'm sorry Dean."
Dean almost dismissed it immediately, but he knew better after the Sandover incident. She had felt bad about letting him comfort her, hug her, kiss her while his memories had been altered. He was still him, so he didn't care, and had been dismissive of it back then. It didn't help her though. So instead he thought about it for a few minutes before he answered her. "I can't imagine how confusing that was for you. To be that lost, that displaced, and then to see me."
Lilly shifts with discomfort and shakes her head, her eyes burning with shame. "I knew it wasn't you…It was just-" She stops herself. He'd smelt the same. Lectured her the same. He'd tortured her in the sweetest ways the same. She shifted suddenly turned on by the memory, guilt and shame flooding her instantly.
Dean pulls her into his arms. "Shhh. Let me finish." He moves so she can stand under the water. "He was me Lilly. He was. It wasn't a trick, it wasn't a shifter. It was me with five more years of hell under my belt. And apparently I still had certain ideas on how to get you to listen to me. I don't know what I would have done if I had gone to the future and found you, and I was dead, and you pulled a you with all your sass and damned hot eyes and pouty lip. Gods Lilly, I don't think I could have stopped myself. Does that make me a bad person?"
Lilly looks up at him her eyes bright with tears and shakes her head.
"Even though I would know she wasn't you?"
"It's not the same Dean." Lilly sighs as she looks down.
"But it is Lilly. It's exactly the same." Dean shakes his head.
"No, it's not." Lilly sighs. "Your you and I'm me. I never thought in a million years I would find someone who would be interested in me. You're…" She pauses. "Perfect. Anyone with eyes and an attraction to the male species would be all over you. I'm… Okay, so I'm not a troll, but I'm not… Desirable. You put up with so, so so fuckin' much shit from me, shit no one would ever want to deal with, and I show my appreciation by spreading my legs like some common whore-"
Dean frowns and shakes his head again as he puts a finger to her lips. "Whoa, stop. Lilly, I don't think you see me clearly. I have nothing, literally nothing to offer you, to anyone. Girls only want me for a night, at best they fantasise about being with the bad boy. I'm the rebound guy. I'm the rebel against your parents guy. I'm not commitment material. I never thought I'd have someone either. Someone who would take time to actually get to know me, someone that would love me, love me Lilly. And yeah, sure, you've got your flaws Lilly, but fuck, so do I. I have them in fucking spades Lilly. I kill things that look like humans, hell, I kill innocent people every time I kill a demon. I'm not boyfriend material. I'm a fucking psychopath. But you, you know what I do, you see the real me, the anger and guilt and darkness, and you still love me. Lilly, babe, you are breaking my heart with this nonsense that I'm better than you. I'm not. I don't deserve you. But I'm never letting you go either. And I don't want to hear that you think that because you almost slept with me five years in the future that you're a whore. Lilly, you saw me, you saw all that darkness in me and you still didn't shrink away. You love me, and he was still me. Don't do this to yourself."
Lilly frowns as she studies him. "I don't think you really see yourself Dean." She sighs against his finger. "You may have played rebound guy, and all those other things, but that's only because you…" She looks down. "You are so much more than you give yourself credit for-" She shakes her head. "And you deserve more loyalty than what I've given you." She shifts as she lowers her eyes. "I think-"
Dean growls and grabs her by her shoulders. "What have you done that makes you feel disloyal Lilly? I am so confused. You felt guilty because I hugged you and kissed you at Sandover. Me. I have those memories. And now it that I beat the hell out of you and you almost slept with me, but didn't-" He pauses as he looks her over. "Here, how's this, if I ever find out that you even wink at a guy is in no way shape or form somehow me, I'll be mad. I'll fly off the handle in a jealous rage. Is that what you want Lilly?"
"No." Lilly shakes her head. "And I would like to think I'd never do that to you..."
"Then stop. Lilly, I know you love me. It's like the surest thing I've ever known. I'm happy and content. I love you fiercely. I have no doubt in my mind that you are mine. You're not disloyal, you're being ridiculous."y
Lilly frowns. "No, I'm not. It's literally the least I can do, and I find myself even failing at that. One smell. One lecture. One smack and I was all hot and fuckin' heavy-" She shakes her head in disgust with herself. "You deserve better than that."
"You failed me because you wanted to sleep with me?" Dean looks down at her incredulously. "Do you even hear what you're saying?"
"It wasn't you though." Lilly frowns.
"But it was Lilly. He was me." Dean continues to argue. "He drank the same whiskey I drink, he still had my dad's pistol and shotgun. He still cleaned them regularly. He kept the same lock picks and knives. Lilly, he still had my jacket. He is me. I will become him, hopefully with some differences. Hopefully I'll make better decisions, but it was me. Every time, it's always me. Sandover was me. Those were my thoughts that were attracted to you. I was still me, my history had just been a little rewritten." He shakes his head. "Gods babe, do you know how it feels to know that, no matter what, you'll always love me, want me?"
Lilly absently bites her thumb as she thinks about it. Was it the same? She wasn't sure it was.
"Stop that!" Dean orders as he pulls her thumb from her mouth and sticks it in his mouth instead.
Lilly blinks as she looks up at him. "Are you sure… Because it still seems pretty shitty to me." She narrows her eyes slightly in thought. "You deserve better than that... You put up with so much, sacrifice so much... " She sighs as she attempts to pull her hand back. "I love you so much it hurts sometimes…" She shifts with discomfort. "I just- I feel like you deserve better."
Dean narrows his eyes at her. He sucks and runs his tongue over her thumb before he lets her pull it away. He sighs. "Thank you Lilly. Thank you for loving me." He smiles and shakes his head. "I don't know how to convince you that you're wrong about this." He shrugs and gives her a boyish grin. "Guess I'll just have to prove that you are everything I will ever want, and hope that you're right, that somehow I am awesome enough to actually deserve you. Since you think I deserve better."
Lilly lifts her brow. "That's not what I meant Dean." She frowns. "You don't need to prove anything-"
Dean leans down and sucks her nipple into his mouth, effectively interrupting her before she can continue not making sense.
"D-Dean." Lilly moans as her hands press firmly to his shoulders. "We we-wer-" She sighs, growing frustrated in more than one way as he ignores her. Her eyes sweeping over him in confusion.
Dean looks up at her and releases her with a wet smack of his lips. "Yes Lilly?"
Lilly licks her lips as she blinks down at him, watching as the water dripped down his face and followed that bead, before she pulls her eyes away. "I-" She blushes when she realizes she didn't remember what she'd been trying to say. "I don't remember what I was saying…" She admits with a pout.
"Ah. Success! It's okay babe, you weren't making any sense anyway." Dean smiles as he straightens up and starts washing her again. "But what I want you to remember is that your flawed and that I'm flawed and that's just gonna have to be okay. Because I ain't letting you go."
Lilly can't help the smile that tugs at her lips. "You're such a dork." She grumbles with a blush, even as she reaches up and caressed his jaw.
Dean bends and rubs his scruffy cheek against hers. "But I'm your dork."
"Lucky me." Lilly smiles as she nuzzles him back.
Dean chuckles. "Feel clean enough to soak?"
Lilly thinks about before she nods.
"Awesome. Out you." He laughs and turns the showerhead off so he can clean the tub."
"I can do it Dean." Lilly frowns when she realizes what he was intending to do.
"You…" Dean turns and points at her, the tip of his finger brushing against the swell of her cleavage. "Can lean yer pretty self against a wall or somethin' and let me take care of it. Unless you don't trust me to do it right."
Lilly frowns as she let's out a sigh, but concedes and steps out of the shower, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around her. She turns and makes a show out of leaning against the wall.
Dean smiles and gets to work 'properly' sanitize the tub so she could enjoy a bath. He had plans for the rest of the day. Plans that now included a healthy dose of making her forget that she ever felt less than him. A long soak in the tub, a little doctor play to get those bruises healing, and a long massage was in Lilly's future, even if she didn't know it yet.
Lilly can't help but enjoy watching him clean and wonders if she had some other weird fetish, as she watched the water slide off his contracting muscles as he scrubbed the tub. He was too fucking sweet to her sometimes. She really didn't know what she had done to deserve him. She wasn't sure anyone had ever been so accommodating to her, even Mae had her limits with her quirky desire that everything be just so. She really had felt awful for what had transpired between her and TFG Dean, but if he wished to just drop it, she supposed she would have to do that. It really hurt her to know Dean has such a low opinion of himself, when he was so much better than anything she could have ever dreamed of in a partner. Even when she fucked up horribly he just took it in stride. She envied that about him. He just always kept moving forward with that bright smile of his, even if he didn't have anything to be smiling about.
"Is this good babe?" Dean asks, standing up so she could look his work over.
Lilly steps forward and sweeps her eyes over the tub to humor him. "Yeah, thank you Dean." She smiles as she leans forward and kisses his chest.
With a small smile Dean rinses the tub with the showerhead and plugs the drain so he could fill it. "What bath salts do you want to use? I'm not sure what your bruises need." He frowns as he walks over to the counter to search through the jars she had in his bathroom, sniffing at the contents as he removed lids.
Lilly chuckles as she walks over and hands him the one with green salt. "Eucalyptus." She smiles at him.
Dean takes the jar with a smiles and turns to dump the whole thing in.
Lilly let's out a squeak her hands come up. She would smell like it for weeks.
"I'm kidding." Dean chuckles. "It's like a handful right?"
Lilly pouts at him. "S'not funny Dean. It's a really strong scent."
He sniffs it and shrugs. "I like it." He grabs a handful and sprinkles it into the slowly filling tub. He hands her back the jar and sits on the edge of the tub to mix the salts into the water.
Lilly takes the jar and returns it to it's spot on his sink, before she returns to stand next to him and starts playing with his hair. "I think it's too earthy." She admits as the smell of eucalyptus surrounds them.
"I like the one that smells like vanilla that you use."
"That's…" Lilly scrunches her nose as she thinks about it. "I think it's from baking so much. I usually use sandalwood."
"Yeah, that smell. It's those two scents." Dean chuckles. "I walked into an incense shop once and had to adjust my fed jacket. That was awkward. I'm sure Sammy saw it."
Lilly can't help the laugh at the mental image. "I'm sure the girls in the shop wouldn't have minded. I know I wouldn't have when you first walked into our shop."
Dean grins up at her. "I'm pretty sure, correct me if I'm wrong. But I'm pretty sure that if I had popped a boner in your shop that first day I would not be able to tease you about salty coffee and meat pies. You would have hived and hit the ground."
Lilly blushes and bristles slightly. "No I-" She pauses as she thinks about it and closes her mouth. "It would have saved me the embarrassment of salty coffee…"
Dean laughs and stands up. "But I love that joke. It's the easiest way to get you and Mae to blush."
"It's not my fault my mind sinks to the gutter everytime I look at you." Lilly grumbles as she looks down with a pout.
"It's okay babe. My mind lives in the gutter. It cleans itself up just for you." He teases.
"Oh shut it." Lilly sniffs indignantly.
Dean chuckles and makes a move as if he was going to grab her before he stops. "Right. Bruises." He sits back at the edge of the tub and swirls the water with his arm again before he adjusts the faucet, turning to to hot.
"They really don't hurt that much Dean. I think they look worse than they actually are." Lilly sighs as she moves and sits on his lap.
Dean smiles and rubs her arm. "I'm glad they aren't hurtin' ya, but I'm not playing Lilly-ball until they're healed."
Lilly pouts. "I am not a ball." She frowns her nose twitching slightly at the reminder of Killian, that smug fucking prick. She groans, as she looks up the ceiling, before her eyes widen in surprise and she looks back at Dean. "Killian. Fuck. Was Mae home?" She asks guilt sweeping through her as she quickly stands and starts for the door.
Dean frowns and grabs Lilly by the arm. "Mae's sleeping with Sam. Is this the same Killian that Mae danced with at the club you sold cupcakes to?"
Lilly turns as she looks at Dean. "She's back?" She asks with a frown.
Dean nods. "We'll piece the story together later Lilly. Castiel got and brought her home. She's safe and sleeping with Sam in his room right across the hall."
"Oh." Lilly sighs with relief as she runs her hand through her hair. "Heard."
"Why did Lilly-ball make you think of Killian?" Dean asks as he pulls her back into his lap.
Lilly's face scrunches at the memory. "I'm sick of being travel sized, that-" She takes a deep breath. "He invited himself over, because we told him we couldn't deal with him." She sighs. "Then he just plucked me up and waltzed out the door, like the fuckin' ass hole he is." She frowns. "I am not a damned ball." She pouts, as she leans over and turns off the water.
Dean sighs. Of course everything could just pick her up and carry her off. She was just so short, and so tiny. She'd never put the weight back on that she had once had, and she'd never been big by any means. Just adorable with sexy curves.
Lilly crosses her arms as she watches Dean's expression. "Imma get fat." She frowns when he doesn't say anything. "I'm talkin' beach ball status." She grumbles, as she glares up at him accusingly, because now that she's thinking about, Dean had done the same time and time again. He'd even nicknamed it. Her frown deepened. "Lilly-ball." She grumbles under her breath indignantly.
Dean can't stop the laughter that spills out of his mouth. "Oh babe. I would love that. Me and you, all the pies. I'd still be able to pick you up though." His stomach starts to hurt with how hard he was laughing. "I'd miss playing Lilly-ball too much." He stutters to get out between bouts of laughter.
"This is not a game Dean." Lilly reprimands with a glare. "I'm seriously gettin' fat." She frowns as she glares at him.
"Ah, that's a great idea Lilly." Dean continues to laugh, tears rolling down the sides of his face. "Sam and I need to come up with rules." He drags in breath. "We'll make it all offical."
Lilly's eyes narrow as they flash gold with indignation. "Dean." She warns between clenched teeth. "This isn't funny." She snaps at him, as she attempts to move away from him. "I'm not a damned frisbee." She growls.
Dean lets out a slow breath, doing his best to contain the laughter still pushing to escape. He pulls her closer, hugging her against him as he tucks her head into his shoulder so she couldn't see his face. "I'm sorry, it ain't funny." He quickly agrees, unable to say anything else to her for fear of losing control.
"Are you?" Lilly questions suspiciously into his chest. When she feels his muscles contracting under her head she narrows her eyes in anger and pulls away from him. She starts swatting at him. "You fucking ass hole! Don't laugh at me! I didn't ask to be this short! This isn't funny. It's a damn handicap, you jerk!" She snaps. "It wouldn't be funny if you were constantly tossed around and picked up like a damn baseball!" She hisses indignantly.
"Lilly, I'm sorry. I love you, don't..." Dean finally can't hold it in anymore, and he starts laughing again. "I'm sorry, I can't help it, you're just so fucking adorable." He pulls her in again, curling around her in an attempt to avoid her blows.
"You jerk!" Lilly growls her face red with embarrassment, as she starts hitting him harder when he just laughs harder. "I am not adorable. I am not an accessory! I am an adult woman! And I don't wanna be treated like a damned ball!"
"Lilly, stop, Lilly stop." Dean gets out in between his laughter, sliding around on the side of the tub, trying to get a better grip on her. "Stop, Lilly- ahhhh." He shouts as he feels them both tip backwards into the tub. He flings his arms out, trying to brace her from hitting her head.
Lilly straddles Dean. "You're still laughing!" She yells at him, furiously.
"I can't help it, I love you." Dean says, laughing harder.
"Yes you can." She argues as she grabs handfuls of his hair and dunks his head under the water, briefly. "Stop laughing!" She glares at him.
Dean kicks out his legs in surprise, knocking over the cabinet that held the towels. "Lilly!" Dean spits out a stream of water and tries to hold back a chuckle, but ends up failing miserably at the anger on her face. It was such a little, no pun intended, thing.
"Son of a bitch! Really! This isn't funny!" Lilly glowers.
"It's kind of funny." Dean tells her with a smile. He lets out another roar of laughter, feeling truly happy in this one moment. Even as he feels her shove his head back under the water.
"Is there a problem? There was quite a bit of noise, and I can feel your distress." Lilly hears Cass asks from behind her.
"I'm waterboarding Dean." Lilly growls, before she loosens her grip and lets him back up. "Stop laughing it's not funny." She glares at him.
"Lilly, it's just- you're so cu-" Dean laughs, sputtering out water.
"Why are you waterboarding Dean?" Cass asks as he picks her up by the towel knot on her back.
"Put me down! I am not a fucking burrito!" She hisses indignantly, as she struggles to get back to Dean. Her anger completely blinding her to the fact she was pretty damn exposed to the angel.
"You're injured." Castiel points out.
"Cass?" Dean asks trying to catch his breath, even as he tries to keep himself from laughing at Lilly's new description of herself. "Let go of my delicious little burrito." He chuckles as he pulls himself to sitting in the tub.
"Fuck you Dean! I am not a burrito!" Lilly snaps at him. "Castiel put me down! I'm not done, he's still fuckin' laughing!" She growls as she reaches for Dean.
"Dean? What should I do? Her bruises are very bad." Castiel asks as he adjusts so he had a better hold on her, his arm around her waist as she kicks and spit insults.
"Heal her. She's being a brat." Dean chuckles. "You're the one that called yourself a burrito babe. So what is it? Ball or burrito?"
"Don't you fucking dare call me a brat you ass hole!" Lilly snaps at him before she looks up at Castiel. "Cass put me down!"
Castiel slowly lowers her feet to the flooded floor, turns her, taps her on the forehead and disappears.
"I miss him being scared of me." Lilly growls as she crosses her arms over her chest, and storms out of the bathroom in an indignant huff.
"I'm pretty sure that's why he flew the fuck away." Dean chuckles as he stands. "Oh come on babe. I'm sorry. Please come and soak. I made you a bath."
Lilly turns and glares at him, her eyes molten gold. "Are you done?" She asks with a frown, her brow raised skeptically.
Dean quickly fixes a penitent look on his face and slowly nods with downcast eyes. "I'm sorry I laughed."
Lilly's eyes narrow, before she hangs her head and wipes at her brow. He wasn't done. He didn't feel bad. She shakes her head. But he was fucking adorable. She lets out a resigned sigh. "Liar." She accuses.
One corner of Dean's mouth slowly twitched into a smile. He looked like the cat that ate the canary. "You love me anyways."
"I will water board you again, at one more" Lilly holds up one finger. "And I mean one more snicker." She threatens.
Dean sadly shakes his head. "I'm so doomed." He raises his arms in a theatrical display of defeat. "I can't help how happy you make me."
Lilly stares at him for a moment, before she just sighs and walks over to him. "Castiel saw everything." She sighs as she picks up a towel and wraps it around him and ties a secure knot around his waist. He was distracting her.
Dean shrugs. "I was naked, you were covered by a towel."
Lilly looks up at him with a suspicious frown. "It's still not funny." She warns him.
"You're right. Let me make it up to you." Dean easily picks her up and walks back into the tub. He twists the knot loose and slowly lowers her into the water. "I've got plans for you. Especially now that you're all healed up."
Lilly tries, but she can't help the smile that tugs at her lips. "It's not fair that you always win." She pouts as she flicks water at him petulantly. "I can't even stay mad, those stupid dimples." She grumbles.
Dean smiles as he unknots his own towel and joins her. "Really? Just cause of my dimples?"
Lilly adjusts so he can slip into the tub behind her more comfortably. "No…" She admits with pout. "It's definitely the whole package...I will say you do not play very fair."
"You're the one that brought water boarding into this."
Lilly turns and glances up at him with a smile on her lips. "You're the one who got hard from it..." She points out with a glint of amusement in her eyes.
"Ya felt that huh?" Dean grumbles as he presses his face against her hair. "I kinda like when you take control Lilly. It's fucking fun."
Lilly chuckles at his embarrassment as she settles into him. "And I thought I had some fucked up kinks…" She teases him.
"Oh shut up." Dean mutters as he pinches both of her nipples, smiling at the low moan as she pushes up against him. "I like our adventurous sex life."
"I'm not complaining." Lilly smiles as she relaxes against him. "Though if we can't see this through, I suggest you press pause. I do not do well with teasing." She warns as she looks up at him.
"I said I had plans didn't I?" Dean asks as he rests his chin next to her ear so he could whisper. "They changed after you were healed, but I'd like to think they only improved."
Lilly smiles as she turns so that chests were against each other, her hand wrapping around the his cock that had been pressing against her. She would never admit it outloud, especially after that scene, but she had to admit being short occasionally had it's perks. She slides further down his chest and dips her head under the water to wrap her lips around his length. She was pleased that her hidden intentions had finally come to fruition; she'd secretly hoped for something like this back when she'd helped Mae design the guy's bathrooms.
Dean shakes his head. "This was not part of the plan, but I guess I can be flexible." He smiles as he leans back and lifts his hips so she could breath.
AN2: We hope you guys are still enjoying Bakers, Hunters and Pie. Please let us know your thoughts so far, and stick around for tomorrow, because something big is going to get discussed. Lots of love guys!