A/N: I'm back :-) First, I want to thank you for your kind words and patience. I really hated to leave you waiting for this chapter, but I wasn't able to start writing again until yesterday. I'm suffering from chronic pain in my lower back and once or twice a year it gets so bad that I have to take pain medication, which makes me dizzy and nauseous, so I can't concentrate on writing or anything else, but it's getting better now and I can stop taking the meds for now. I have also put the link to the pinterest page of this story in my profile, as FF want let me post the link here.
Ana's POV
"I have to say Ana, even though I still think that Christian is a douche, he sure knows how to apologize big time." Kate murmurs as she is lying on a portable massage table in the middle of the great room at Escala. I'm on a massage table on her right and Mia is on her left. Our plan was to meet here and go over the last details for the wedding that need to be sorted out, since the wedding is only 3 days away, but 10 minutes after they got here Luke came in with a complete beauty team ready to pamper us.
I have to say I like this couples therapy thing that Dr. Flynn suggested. We went there last friday and Christian finally fully understood what he did to me by cutting me off completely for days. Ever since then he has been the most attentive fiancé ever. I've got at least two flower bouquets each day with the most romantic cards. He even made sure that Taylor would let it slip that Christian would go to the flower shop himself and pick the flowers for each bouquet.
He bought me so many boxes of chocolate that I had to ask him to stop buying it or I wouldn't fit into my dress at our wedding. Yesterday, when I just finished my physical therapy I received at least 30 boxes with the most amazing lingerie. Also, he is calling me at least three times a day and sends several texts or e-mails while he is at work, most of them just to tell me how much he loves me and that he can't wait to be home to spend time with me.
And now a spa day right here at Escala. I could really get used to this, though I guess I will have to tell him at one point that he is forgiven and that he doesn't need to that. I'm also thinking about doing something for him and I think I know what I'm going to do.
Once the massage therapists are done we all get a mani/pedi and Luke comes back in.
"Miss Steele, Miss Acton and her assistant are here." I frown, I know Caroline Acton as she is Christian's personal shopper at Neiman's and met her on monday when Christian insisted that I go on a shopping spree for our honeymoon, but what is she doing here now?
"Umm, what is she doing here Luke?"
"Mister Grey asked her to come over, she has a selection of clothes, jewelry and shoes for the three of you, to choose for the party tomorrow and the rehearsal dinner on friday."
"No way! Are you sure he wanted me to pick something as well?" Kate asks.
"Yes Ma'am, he even called his brother to tell Miss Acton which sizes you will need."
"Wow, Ana this is seriously over the top." Kate laughs.
"Ok, I tell Christian you didn't want..."
"NOOOO! Tell him I said thank you. Man, I hope I won't start to like the bastard after today." She mutters and Mia and I giggle. This is way too much. I need to talk to Christian about this. I mean, I love to be pampered and get flowers and all, but I know he does all of this because he feels guilty and I don't want him to feel that way.
So after we had our mani/pedi and picked out our clothes, we go through the last details and once Kate and Mia have left I decide to go through with my plan and go find Sawyer.
"Hi Luke, could you do me a favor?"
"What do you need Miss Steele?" I roll my eyes. Damn, can't he just call me Ana? "Could you call Taylor and ask him what Christian is doing right now, but he can't tell Christian that you asked, I want to surprise him."
"Sure" he makes the call and tells me that Christian is in a meeting that will last at least another hour. Perfect! I tell Luke that we are going to GEH in about 30 minutes and hurry into the bedroom where I strip out of my clothes and look through my new selection of very sexy lingerie.
After a while I pick a black lace basque with matching lace panties and stockings. I put my black Louboutins sling backs on and look through my coats until I decide on a bright red one and take it with me out of the walk in closet. In the bathroom I use a little mascara, some nude lip gloss and brush my hair until it is all glossy.
When I'm ready I put the coat on, take my purse and check in the mirror that it is not obvious that I'm in nothing but lingerie underneath my coat before I leave the bedroom. Once I'm sure it is not obvious, I make my way to the security office and tell Luke that we can go now. O'Donnell leaves immediately to bring the car out front while Luke and Prescott accompany me.
15 minutes later we arrive at Grey House and are greeted by Taylor, who is waiting for us in the lobby. He leads us into the private elevator and we go up to the top floor.
"Umm Taylor, I want to wait in his office for Christian. Is it possible for you to make sure that he is alone when he enters his office?" I ask and glare at both him and Luke when they start to smirk.
"Sure Miss Steele, no-one else will come in." He opens the door for me and as soon as it is closed I drop my purse on the sofa, take my coat off and sit down in Christian's chair. I look around his office and my mouth pops open. On the wall next to the door, where the last time I was here a painting hung is now a huge collage of pictures showcasing me.
I get up and look at them. Jeez, when did he take all those pictures of me? There is a large one of us that Grace snapped when we were over for brunch three weeks ago. One of us at the charity function that was our first date and so many smaller pictures of me. Reading a book, cooking, eating, sleeping in his lap at my parents house, on the balcony at Escala, talking to Mia and damn one of my curled up to ball in front of the fireplace in my smurfette pj's. I have no idea how I didn't notice him taking all those pictures of me and when he had the time to put this collage together. But it almost makes me cry to see how much effort he put into this and that he has a constant reminder of me at his workplace.
I think about all the pictures of Christian that I have in my phone and how often I look at them, maybe I can do something equal once I have a building for my project. I take a picture of the collage to show it to Kate tomorrow and put my phone back in my purse.
20 minutes later I see the door open, I turn around in his office chair, so I'm facing the away from the door and here him come in.
"Fucking idiots, they can't do shit alone" I hear him mutter under his breath and turn around so he can see me in his chair. Christian stops mid stride and his mouths pops open.
"Hello Mister Grey, I thought I pay you a visit and distract you from your work" I grin at him and a small sexy smirks shows on his beautiful face. His strolls over to me slowly, never taking his eyes of me and presses one button on the phone on his desk.
"Andrea, I don't want to be interrupted until Miss Steele leaves. If anyone dares to open my door this person is fired."
"Yes Sir" Andrea's surprised voice comes through the speaker and he presses the button again to end the call. "So, Miss Steele, to what do I owe this surprising visit?" I get up and wrap my arms around his neck. "You've been the most amazing fiancé these last couple of days and I wanted to do something for you. Remember, you told me this is a fantasy of yours, having me here"
His smirk widens and he kisses me softly. "Oh baby, I hope you don't have any other plans for today, because seeing you like this makes me want to fuck the hell out of you."
"Spoken like a born romantic" I giggle against his lips and he grabs my butt, lifts me up and sits me down on his desk. "I think you have seen enough for now" he says and I frown, but he takes off his tie and uses it to blindfold me.
I hear him shuffle around and I think he is getting undressed. Moments later I hear him sit down in his chair in front of me. "Rest back on your elbows and open your legs baby" he orders and I do as I'm told. He grabs me ankles and pulls until my feet are on the armrests of his chair.
"Hmm, I'm very fond of this view Miss Steele" he murmurs and suddenly I feel him grab my panties and he rips them off in one swift move. "but I like it best without anything covering you" I can tell that is smirking and he leans over me to yank down the cups of my basque, so that my boobs are really pushed up.
"Now, that's a perfect view" he chuckles and starts to suck on my right nipple, while he teases the other one with his thumb and index finger. "You know baby" he murmurs while sucking and kissing my boobs "I'm glad you're here, I'm hungry and I know exactly what I want to eat right now" only hearing him say that and knowing what is to come makes me wet and slowly he continues to kiss down my breasts, my belly and then the insides of my thighs, while his fingers are still teasing my nipples.
"Oh ... Christian please ... I need you, now!" I moan, but he just continues to lick, suck and nip the insides of my thighs. "All in good time baby. I can see how wet you are and I want to taste you, taste how much you want me." and tasting me he does.
He holds my legs open and brings his tongue to my swollen clit. Oh fuck. His tongue massages my clit and I cry out. "Christian, please!" I beg, but all he does is to suck hard on my clit and then he thrusts two fingers inside me and starts to move them in and out quickly.
I arch my back and start to moan loudly. If they can hear me outside, I don't give a fuck right now. "Yes baby, that's right I want to hear you" I hear him say and right after that he teasingly bites down on my clit and I come hard, screaming his name.
He stops and removes his fingers only to thrust his hard cock into my drenched pussy and I come again. "Fuck...jesus christ Ana... your gripping me so tight...that's amazing" he growls and leans down to kiss me hard, while he remains still deep inside me, giving me time to recover a little.
When he ends the kiss we are both gasping for air. "Wrap your legs around me baby, this is going to be rough" he whispers into my ear and the moment I have my legs around him he starts pound into me so hard that I can barely catch a breath.
Oh Lord, I can't possibly come again, not so quickly, but I feel myself building again. Christian goes faster and faster, he reaches between us and starts to massage my clit. That's it, I come for the third time and this time when I scream it sounds more like a sob and I have no idea what I'm actually screaming.
"Oh, fuck ... Ana ... Ana ... fuck" I hear Christian grunt, he stiffens and reaches his climax deep inside me. I'm laying flat on the desk, trying to collect my thoughts and breathing heavily with Christian's upper body resting on mine. I gently stroke his hair, while he snuggles into my breasts, tickling me with his stubble.
After a while I feel him move and removes his tie from my eyes. I blink a couple of times and look up at Christian who is grinning at me. "Damn, Ana, that was fantastic."
"Yes, it was, though I think you are trying to kill me."
"Really, are you telling me you exhausted already, because I'm just getting started." he smirks at me and my eyes widen. "Just getting started? Christian, I can barely move"
"Don't worry baby, just hold on to me and I'll do all the work" he winks at me and I giggle. Oh boy, this is going to be one hot afternoon.
2 hours later I'm sprawled on top of Christian on the sofa and can barely keep my eyes open. I'm pretty sure he fucked me everywhere in his office and the small private bathroom of his office, where we just had a shower.
"Where are your clothes baby? I'm going to get you dressed, so I can get you home" Christian says and kisses the top of my head.
"I was only in the basque and panties that you shredded, I think my coat fall to the floor when we had sex on the sofa" I mutter and have to stifle a yawn.
"No problem" he get's up with me in his arms and sits down on his office chair, where he takes his cell and dials a number.
"Taylor, Ana needs fresh clothes. Yes, we wait in here" and with that he hangs up.
"Christian! Now they will know what we did?" I gasp and he starts to laugh. "Baby, believe me, by now the entire building knows what we did in here. Especially when you started to scream something like 'Oh God ... oh God ... fuck me harder ... fuck me Christian'" I blush crimson and he laughs his ass off.
"That's not funny Christian! Oh my God, I'm so embarrassed, I will never leave this office." I whine. "Ana, believe me, no one is going to say anything. Not if they want to keep their job."
I pout and snuggle into him just when the speaker pings. "Andrea" Christian snaps and I can see he is not pleased to be interrupted. "Please forgive me for interrupting you Sir, but you have a teleconference with Taiwan in 20 minutes."
"Thank you Andrea. Oh and please order something to eat for Miss Steele and myself. I'd like a pastrami sandwich and a tuna salad without olives for Miss Steele."
"Coming right up Sir." she says and Christian presses the button to end the call. "I'm sorry baby, I forgot the teleconference, do you want to go home or wait, it will probably take an hour or longer."
"I'll wait for you. I can take a nap on the sofa."
15 minutes later I hurry into the bathroom that belongs to Christian's office, so Taylor who has just knocked won't see me and wait for Christian to call me back in. Once he does we both eat quickly and he starts his teleconference, while I nap a little on the sofa still only wrapped in a towel.
When I wake Christian is still on the phone. I look up and just watch him, wondering what the people he is talking to would think, if they would know that Christian is sitting in his office wearing nothing but a towel. He looks perfect to me, his hair is still a little wet from the shower we had earlier, and his body is all perfectly shaped with long muscular legs, a six-pack, strong arms and a face so beautiful that even now it still overwhelms me just how amazing looking he is. And he is all mine, I'm going to spend the rest of my life with this man. Damn, I'm one lucky girl!
When I look up to his face again he is arching one brow at me, letting me know that he knows, that I was checking him out. I just give him a big smile and blow him a kiss, but while I'm doing it I get an idea.
I get up, drop the towel and slowly walk over to look at the pictures again, giving him a perfect view of my ass. I know I shouldn't interrupted him, while he is working, but I feel naughty right now. I can feel his eyes on my while I saunter through his office, looking at things in the shelf and a minute later he throws a crumbled note at me. I pick it up, giving him a perfect view of my ass again and read the note.
You keep doing that and I'm going to fuck you while I'm on the phone!
Hah! It worked. I turn around and bat my eyelashes at him. Slowly, I walk over to him and he shifts back in his chair a little, thinking that I want to sit on his lap, but instead I drop to my knees in front of him and open the towel he is wearing. I look up at him when I take his dick in my hand, start to stroke him and lick my lips, letting him know exactly what I'm about to do.
The look on Christian's face is priceless and I have to bite my lip so I want laugh, but I can't tell he sees this as a challenge and he is not backing down. Game on Grey, lets see how much you can take. I lean down and swirl my tongue around the head of his erection, but he remains talking. Okay, how about this, I tighten my lips around him and take him in deep into my mouth. My hand moves up and down in sync with my mouth. From the corner of my eye, I see Christian's free hand grip the armrest of his chair. I bring my mouth back to his tip and lick the circumference. I glance up and see that his eyes are closed and his head is tilted back a little, as if he was silently praying, and he is still on the phone!
Now I'm in for the kill, I stop stroking him and support myself with both hands on thighs, so I can take him all in over and over. "One minute" I hear Christian gasp and he mutes the phone.
"Jesus Christ Ana!" he gasps and his hands grip into my hair urging me to go even faster. I start to suck really hard, my head bobbing up and down on him and when I bare my teeth he comes in an instance.
"Once this call is over you are so getting fucked Miss Steele" he mutters while I lick him clean and when I'm done I wrap the towel back around him and saunter back to the sofa, where I wait for him to finish his call.
10 minutes later he ends the call and just looks at me for a moment. "Come here baby" he finally says and I get up and come to stand in front of him. "It seems you've been a naughty girl today Miss Steele, do you know what happens to naughty girls?" His voice sounds so hot right now, I feel myself getting wet again and I think I know what he is going to do.
"I don't know" I try to look as innocent as possible, but inwardly I really want him to spank me.
"I want you to bend over my desk, so your upper body is flat on the desk and then spread your legs a little." I try to hide my smile, but I'm pretty sure he saw it and do as I'm told. I'm still trying to figure out why him spanking me is such a turn on for me, but since we both enjoy it and I learned from Kate that sensual spanking is something many women enjoy I don't feel it's wrong or that I'm some kind of a pervert. And if I am, who cares, we enjoy and it's no one elses business.
Once I'm in my position he gets up and walks around me until he is standing behind me. "God baby, your ass is perfect and I can already see how wet you are. I'm going to spank you and then fuck you hard, once we are home I want to make love to you." he whispers while leaning over me and lets his fingers softly slide down my spine, sending goosebumps all over my body.
His hands leave me and then his hand comes down in a firm smack on my ass and I moan. He rubs the spot he just hit and smacks my other buttcheek, rubs it too and continues this pattern. After 6 smacks on each side he thrusts two fingers inside me and I cry out.
"Fuck, you are so ready Ana" Christian removes his fingers, pulls me up and turns me around. His fingers gently stroke my face and he looks at me with the most loving expression on his face.
"I've never wanted or needed anything as much as I want and need you Ana." he murmurs and I hug him tightly. "I love you, too, Christian, so much." I whisper against his neck. He takes my hand, leads me to the sofa and sits down.
"Come here. I want you on top" he says and I kneel over his lap on the sofa and slowly lower myself onto him until I have all of him inside me. He holds me in place and for the longest time we just look into each other eyes. Slowly he starts to lift me up and down until I move on my own in a slow rhythm and get lost in his eyes, while my fingers fist in his hair.
As much as I love it when he fucks me hard, it is in moments like this when I really feel how much he loves me. Just looking at him now, knowing that I'm the only woman in the world who he ever allowed to make love to him makes me feel so special and loved that it nearly overwhelms me. And when we both reach our climax I can't stop the tears that are rolling down my cheeks.
I snuggle up against him completely exhausted and even though I had a nap just 30 minutes or so ago I drift off again, feeling safe and loved in his arms.
Christian's POV
I hold Ana close and from her even breathing I know that she is asleep. Damn, I'm one lucky son of a bitch. Never in my life did I think for one second that I would find a girl like Ana. She is perfect, and in a couple of days she is mine completely. Fuck, I'm really going to spend the rest of my life with her and I could still kick myself for almost losing her. I was such a dick when I didn't speak to her for days, yet she forgave me.
I didn't really realise what I had done to her by cutting her off for days until we had the first session of our couples therapy. I always see Ana as so strong that I tend to forget that she has issues as well. When she told me that while I wasn't speaking to her she feared that I didn't really love her, because it seemed so easy for me to stay away it really hurt me.
I want Ana to know every day of our life just how much she means to me. So, this has become my new mission. I know that sending her flowers and buying chocolates isn't enough, but I want her to know that she is on my mind each second of the day. I still have a lot to learn, but I won't hurt her like that again. She doesn't know it yet, but I bought a huge old warehouse that is perfect for her project and once she has all the permissions she needs, I will give it to her and have Elliot remodel it they way she wants it to be.
If she can't get all the permission and what ever else she needs, I have a plan B. I know that Ana loves to read and with her degree in literature I can see her working in publishing, so I bought a local publishing house and if her project won't work out I will gift SIP to Ana. Honestly, I would like her to stay at home and just enjoy life, but I know that is not what she wants. Maybe one day when we have kids, but for now she wants to have a job and if that is her dream then I will make it happen.
I look at my watch and see that it is already after 6 pm. I gently lift Ana of me and chuckle when she makes a protesting grunt, but curls up on the sofa and continues to sleep. I get into the private bathroom of my office wash myself and grab a washcloth to clean Ana up. Once I'm dressed I sit down on the sofa and clean Ana. She is so out of it that she doesn't even wake up when I dress her.
I can't resist, once she is dressed I take my phone and snap a couple of pictures of her. I just can't help it, I want to capture every moment I spend with Ana. I never thought I could have something like this. Find someone to share my life with, hell, I didn't even know that this was what I needed, but now I know. I always felt alone and since I met Ana that feeling is gone, the anger inside me is gone. And all because of this beautiful girl who is sleeping so peacefully on my sofa.
I grab my briefcase and lift her up in my arms, careful not to wake her and leave my office. Andrea gapes at me, when I step out of my office like this and I can't help but smirk at her. "Have a nice evening Andrea." She just nods completely dumbfounded and I nod at Taylor who comes out of the his office. He smirks at me, the bastard knows exactly what was going on, so I just smirk back and we head into the elevator.
In the garage I get into the back of the car with Ana in my arms and just hold her close while Taylor starts to drive. Fuck me, I still can't believe that she gave me head while I was having a business call. She never ceases to amaze me. I can't believe that not even a month ago she was a virgin and now she waits for me in my office in the most sexy lingerie, ready for me to fuck her senseless. What also amazes me is the trust Ana has in me. She knows that I'm fucked up, yet she never hesitates if I want to blindfold her and she even let me tie her up last week.
After what that old bitch did to me, I was never interested in stuff like that, but with Ana it is different. I want to know that she knows that I would never hurt her and that she gives me this trust and lets me have total control over her in bed is the best feeling ever. Even if we just fuck it means more to me than everything I have experienced so far. I guess that is what loves does to a guy, even a fucked up man whore like me. Well, former man whore, because I know if Ana would ever leave me there would never be any other woman in my life.
I continue to look at her when my phone vibrates. I get it out of my pocket and see that it is Elliot. I take the call and the first thing I hear is a woman weeping.
"Elliot, what is going on, who is crying?"
"Fuck Christian, you won't believe what happened. Is Ana with you?"
"Yes, why?"
"You two need to come to Kate's mothers studio."
"Why, what the fuck is going on?"
"Kate was supposed to pick up Ana's dress tonight to keep it for her until saturday, so you won't see it. I waited in the car. Kate got the keys from her mom. She thought her mom or one of the seamstresses was still here, when she noticed that the door was open and the light was on. Damn it, someone broke in Christian and fucked up Ana's dress. The person was still here and knocked Kate out."
"Fuck, are you serious, text me the address. Have you called the cops?"
"No, look bro, Kate is sure that she saw the intruder, it was Ana's sister. We wantt to wait until Ana arrives, Mom is on her way to check Kate, she has a cut on her hairline."
"God damn it, that fucking bitch" I hiss.
"I'll send you the address now."
"Yes, see you" Fuck me, I'm going to kill that bitch. If she is out to ruin the wedding she will see what she has coming. I won't let it happen and I won't allow her to hurt Ana ever again.
Next chapter will be up Wednesday or Thursday. Please leave a review, as I love to hear your thoughts.
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