''How long are you going to stare at this fucking mirror?" You questioned yourself bitterly, a tear fell from the corner of your eyes, followed by couple more tears that you didn't have a chance to stop.

You cried to your heart's content until there was no tears anymore...you glared at the mirror and turned around, looking for something heavy or anything that can make it through the mirror-past it.

And there your hand found an ash tray that was placed on the table...not that you use the ash tray for smoking, but it's just there as part of the furniture when you decided to move in with him-

Ah yes...HIM!

That fucking him and that fucking pink haired girl.

You threw the ash tray at the mirror causing it to shatter down into pieces.

You closed your eyes and inhaled deeply trying to calm yourself from breaking everything that you can reach...you didn't want to break everything, well...you were thinking of burning down the house though.

You opened your eyes and this time, everything is now clear and calm.

You took off the ring you were wearing and placed it on the table before you started walking to the door, stepping out and closing it with a loud shut.

You leaned at back seat as the taxi take you to the address you instructed him...and you really feel so empty and angry at the same time.

"Tetsu..." you murmured "Tetsu..." you sobbed quietly away from the driver's eyes.

You and Tetsu are engage for almost a year now. It just happened that you two decided to push the wedding to next year because both of you are still busy at your respective careers...Kuroko as a national coach and you as a journalist.

It was not a bad decision, because you had to go and travel for 3 weeks to Sapporo which is like a 9hrs ride from Tokyo and you are needed there to cover for your Magazine's special column and after that Kuroko and the team will be needed to go to US for a joint practice that certain famous team offered to the national team...so busy and so it was decided to move the wedding to January next year...it's already Mid-September so both of you are fine with it...

Then it happened, you got back from Sapporo a week earlier than scheduled and when you got home, you caught Kuroko and Momoi doing it the doggie way in front of the mirror...

Exactly, the Mirror that you just shattered earlier.

They were so into it that they didn't see you standing there as they poured their energy into each other...it took you hell lot of your patience to not just pull Kuroko away from her and castrate him right there and hell you wanted to kill Momoi ...but you didn't. Instead, you stood there and waited for them to finish.

...like for 5 more minutes. It seems that Kuroko's already at his limit that moment so...you were too shock to scream so the moment they finished-well...oh they didn't get the chance because Momoi saw you standing glaring at her when he tried to pull Kuroko inside her...

And it seems that Kuroko lost all the hardness too.

That probably hurt...to suddenly feel that you're in the edge and its coming out- and to be suddenly interrupted...?

"(Name)-chan!" Momoi froze.

"Ara? Why did you stop? Go on, I'll just wait for you to finish jacking off inside Momoi-kun before I start throwing tantrums." You said to Kuroko, waving your hands signalling them to continue.

"(Name)-chan!" Kuroko called after you, but you glared at him.

"I'll be at the bedroom...or probably not its messy there too, I can feel it." You said, trying to calm yourself down, "I'll just be at the kitchen...please clean up after fucking."

"Wait- let me explai-"

"Fuck you, Tetsu." You murmured disappearing to the kitchen...

You stared at the knife that was on the holder and grabbed it throwing it under the sink...you don't want to talk to Kuroko right now when there's something like that within your reach...you don't want Kuroko dead...but Momoi is a different matter.

An injury or two might be in line...after all, she's just a coach. An injury won't affect her capabilities of being a good one. Kuroko on the other hand...though not a player-you have already thought of something on how to punish him...

"I can hear that the two of you are done, you might want to come here in the kitchen, Tetsu." You called, "don't make me come there and get you; you too, Momoi-kun." You added.

You inhaled deeply and counted to 10.

1...2...3...4

Kuroko appeared at the door of the Kitchen.

"(Name)-chan, please let me explain." He said pleadingly.

7...8...9...10.

"Where's Momoi?" Dropping the suffix you usually add at the last part of her name, you walked past Kuroko and went to the living room where you found Momoi trying her best to escape but her shoes are not yet ready to bolt off coz the laces are being a bitch.

"Wait (name)-!"

"Momoi." Your voice was cold and dark as you glared down at Momoi.

"Please don't be mad- (name)-chan-" Momoi pleaded as you scrutinized her with your cold glares.

"Don't be mad?" You suddenly grabbed Momoi's hair and pulled her to the kitchen "Don't BE MaD?"

Momoi struggled as she tried to pry your fingers off of her hair, but you're too good at tangling your fingers onto her long pink fucking hair.

"Tetsu!" You shouted "let go!" You groaned as Kuroko tried to stop you from your anger.

"(name)-chan, please- don't-"

"How about I have sex with Aomine and you get to see it front row?" You asked him. Momoi was screaming as you pull her hair around your hand so hard it feels like you'll pull it from her head completely.

"(name)-chan-ow- please- I'm sorry-"

"Let go, Tetsu." You groaned again, Kuroko's hand on your wrist are tight, you know he won't let go anytime now, and he look so...empty.

"You really need to let go, Tetsu." You warned, "Coz when I use my left, I might damage Momoi's face." Kuroko looked at you pleadingly.

"Please stop (name)..." Kuroko's hold on you tightened, "I'm sorry- it just-"

"Tetsu." You inhaled deeply and closed your eyes, "Let. Go. Please." You voice cracked, seeing Kuroko's face full of regret and guilt melts your heart, but you can't just let this type of things be ignored.

"Tetsu." You opened your eyes, this time, you are as calm as you normally is.

"(Name)-" slowly Kuroko let go of your hand when he felt the tension seemed to disappear around you.

Momoi on the other had was still sobbing in pain- trying to grab your hand to ease the pain while you pull her hair out-not like it will get pulled out from the roots right?

She also felt that your hand loosened around her hair, but you pulled her up slowly-yet through hair and let go of her completely. You noticed that there were a lot of strands of Momoi's hair that was pulled out and was tangled on your fingers.

Momoi sobbed and kneeled in front of you for forgiveness.

"I'm sorry- I'm sorry..."

Kuroko heard you sighed and you helped Momoi up.

"Stand up Momoi." You ordered, helping her up, your voice was cold and empty. And Kuroko, though he was with you for 6 years now since college, he can't fathom the thoughts that are running around your head.

"Momoi, look at me." You ordered, "Stop crying and look at me. You don't deserve to be forgiven," you suddenly said, "But I'll let you go. When you step out of this house, our friendship is over-"

"No-wait- (name)-chan!" Momoi pleaded.

"What? You expect me to forget about this?" You asked her, "You just had sex with my fiancée!" You lifted your left hand, and it happened so fast, Kuroko didn't have a chance to stop you and you slapped Momoi's face so hard-add to it you're a lefty it almost left a mark-hell it did- just like how Riko hit his team...triple the pain though if it's your left.

Momoi reached for her cheeks and sobbed in pain.

"Get her out of here Tetsu." You ordered. It was as if you are the one at fault here...Momoi cries like she was the victim, and you can't stand how Kuroko look at you.

You don't want to hurt Kuroko physically-you just can't. So you have to make them leave you on your own before you completely snap.

"Leave!" You screamed.

Kuroko helped Momoi stand, but immediately let go of her hand when she was able to stand on her own.

You closed your eyes and reached for your chest. You feel like fainting but you must not! You must hold on- not here. Not in front of them.

"Please let us talk after I get Momoi to a cab." You turned away from Kuroko and sat down at the chair, ignoring him as your tears starts to fall from the corner of your eyes.

Kuroko turned to leave to take Momoi to a nearby station or cab or anything that can send her away.

You walked around the house and stared at the mirror. The mirror where you found them...

-End flashback-

Your eyes opened when you felt the vibration of your phone that you placed on top of the nightstand beside the bed.

You grabbed the annoying phone and looked at the screen.

47 Missed Cal
-38 Tetsu-kun
-04 Aomine
-01 Momoi
-04 Kise

53 Unread Messages

You sighed and closed your eyes and placed your phone again back at the nightstand. Today is the seventh day since you left the house you and Kuroko shared.

And there you left no trace of your currently location. Your parents are also not away of where you are, aside from that, they're out of the country.

You yawned and sat up, leaning your back at the headboard of the bed...thinking.

'What do I want to eat?' You asked yourself, rubbing your now starting to growl stomach.

Smiling to yourself, you walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge, you remembered that Kagami made some pasta with white sauce, you never liked pasta with white sauces...but right now... you feel like eating them.

You sat down, you should just ask Kagami to teach you to make them, but Kagami will be leaving back to America after a week, he just came back to fix some papers.

'Maybe some other time...'

You started eating and took a bath then went to the company where you are working, you've been idle for the past week it's not like it's a problem because you aren't needed yet, until today...And starting today, you wanted to be productive...it's called, MOVING ON.

You had a meeting with the other authors of the magazine it was stressing, and yet, you felt that this is better than having yourself locked inside the apartment and you didn't want that to continue.

Later that afternoon you received a note from the reception, it was said that your fiancé was waiting for you at the lounge. You still didn't want to face Kuroko. Not yet- the pain is still too much, it's not like other problems that you can face because this time, they seemed like they were enjoying each other's heat-and you just CAN'T! Period.

You have already sent Kuroko a message that you wanted to call off the wedding and yet he still wanted to talk to you personally after you have explained everything to him.

Your patience has limits, and the limit is when Kuroko gets physically intimate with other women...and other women would be better-but it was your close friend Momoi...and that was another thing too...

So all in all, it's too much, you felt betrayed by the two most important people in your life aside from your family.

You crumpled the note and threw it away.

"I'll be taking the back south exit." You told your assistant. "I have to drop by somewhere else, you take care of him." You told your assistant.

"Eh? Are you sure? Don't you always-"

You silenced your assistant with a glare, and she immediately got the message.

"H-hai, wakatta." She responded as she watched you walked to the fridge inside the office and you winced irritated.

"What the fuck is that smell?!" You covered your nose and showed a disgusted face. Your assistant went to you and helped you to walk away from the fridge.

'(Last)-san, are you okay?" She asked you.

"What's with that smell?" You wanted to throw up.

"Oh- that was your cheese. Aren't you the one who brought that before you went to Sapporo?"

You frowned remembering that it was really you.

"Are you okay? You look like you want to throw up."

"Y-yea- I think I'm fine now...Can you just throw it away? I don't want to get near it,"

"Fine. But are you sure you're okay now?"

"Y-yeah." The assistance took the cheese from the fridge and that moment the phone on your table started to ring and of courage you had to pick it up.

Calming yourself from the irritating smell you smelt, you answered the phone.

"This is (last) speaking." You answered.

'Ah! (Last)-san, there's a Momoi Satsuki-san who wants to see you too, I sent her up to the lounge." The receptionist informed you before he ended the call.

Your heart started thumping heavily and you feel faint at the information that you received that both of them are there.

And you don't have the courage to face them yet.

You closed your eyes and then you gathered your courage before you stood up and walked to the elevator.

"Tetsu-kun!" Momoi's voice made Kuroko look at her direction in surprize. "I knew I'd find you here!"

"Momoi-san, please." Kuroko pleaded. "I haven't reconciled with (name)-chan yet, I don't want to make more misinterpretation upon this meeting."

"But Tetsu-kun-"

"Momoi-san." Kuroko silenced her yet, Momoi jumped to him and hugged him.

"Momoi-san-"

"Tetsu-kun, I'm pregnant!" Momoi admitted, "I don't care if (name)-chan will hate me forever!"

"Momoi-san, don't act like this- that' the only time he shared together! How come-"

"So that's how it is huh?" You spoke from the corner of the room; you just happened to just enter the lounge when their conversation begun, and you were able to hear everything...

"(Name)-chan! Please!" Kuroko pulled away from the crying Momoi.

"Momoi-kun, why are you here?" You ignored Kuroko. "Is that to tell Tetsu about this in front of me? What the hell?" You choked and tears started coming out of your eyes, "do you really have to do it in front of me?"

Before they can do and say anything you turned away and went your way back up to your office. You faintly heard Kuroko calling after you and Momoi's wailings.

When your reached your floor, you didn't had the chance to take a step further aside from that one step you took out of the elevator before you slumped down on the floor from a numbing pain in your chest.

Your assistant dashed to you immediately when she saw you slumped on the floor.

"(Last)-san!"

You weren't talking and you just clutched your chest with your hand, wanting to claw your heart off and the pain.

It was then when your assistant asked you if you wanted your fiancée to come up and take you home that you murmured 'No. Not ever.' You pressed to her your answer making it like those of your final decisions that no one from the office can bend-and you are a frightening on when angered too.

"I'm good-" you trailed and walked back to your table where you spent a good 2 hours thinking of everything..

You called your assistant after idling for 2 hours and told her to have an early out for the both of you...the last thing you heard though was 'I understand (last)-san. Eh? (Last)-san!?' Coming from your assistant who helped you stand back to your feet again only to completely lose your consciousness from the contracting pain on your stomach.

When you opened your eyes, it was already 4 hours later and everything around you was white and you felt scared all of a sudden.

"Tetsu..." you sobbed, "Tetsu..." you cried...and you froze when a hand reached and held your hands tightly.

"(name), (name)!" You stared at the person blocking the light from the window and you felt sadness wash all over your body.

"Tetsu!" You sobbed again as you pulled the person to you and clinged to him like he was your life line.

"(name)- (name), stop crying, please- it's not good for you to be stressed." The voice soothed you...

"...but Tetsu- and Momoi-" you cried...

"Calm down, I know- I understand- why didn't you tell me sooner- if I hadn't bumped into Kuroko earlier- I wouldn't know." He said.

"Kagami... I don't know what to do- Momoi is pregnant with Tetsu's..." you continued sobbing and Kagami, frowned at the information he just heard, it's not like he was surprised or anything, he heard the same thing from Kuroko too, he was so surprised that he wanted to break Kuroko into pieces too, but he didn't- he knew that you loved Kuroko next to your parents- and Kuroko looked broken to the core too telling Kagami that you broke off the wedding and everything-and that Momoi is pregnant too.

Kagami that time tried to ask Kuroko why he did it and Kuroko was unable to answer saying 'I'm sorry' and that he didn't want that to happen and such...

Later on when the two of them parted, Kagami called your phone only to be answered by your panicking assistant.

Kagami sighed, why didn't he noticed the dark circle under your eyes when the two of you met yesterday? And the fact that you lost weight and look so stressed.

"Please calm down, (name)." Kagami repeated, "I have called the attention of the nurses to check on you again, is there something you want to eat?" Kagami asked,

"No- no. Thank you." You answered, "I don't feel like eating." you sighed laid back on the bed and closed your eyes.

"(name), you need to eat you know."

"Later." You murmured.

"(Name)!" Kagami shouted and you just glared at him when you turned to him. "I'm not hungry Kagami. I told you already."

"This is what you get from over doing yourself you know?!" Kagami pointed at you while lying down on the bed, helpless. "All you have to do is look after yourself! Is that something too much to do?" Kagami scolded.

"Shut up." You murmured, ignoring him. "I'm not hungry."

"(Name)!" Kagami tried, but you weren't listening anymore. Well, a sleeping (name) is better than a sobbing one.

The nurses came followed by the doctor who was in charge of you.

"Are you her husband?" The doctor asked.

"Ah-" the doctor checked on her ignoring Kagami. Sighing he spoke to the doctor. "Is she alright?"

"She will be." The doctor said, confusing Kagami "Over-fatigue and stress. Is she eating well? She needs to eat to get her strength back." The doctor said, "Make sure she eats, or we'll have to put n IV n her. We still have to keep her here for two or more days."

"Doctor-is there something wrong with her?"

"Nothing much, the baby inside her though might be in danger."

Kagami's eyes widened in surprise.

"Wait- she's pregnant?"

"Yes, 8 weeks. And her assistant told me that she fell down hard and there was blood coming out- so we still have to observe her for a few more days."

"I-I understand"

"Make sure she eats plenty nutritious foods. It will help her gain back the energy she needs to support her and the baby."

"H-hai." Kagami sighed. "But she's undergoing some stressing situation, is it possible if we should just put an IV on her?" Kagami suggested, "It's better than wait for her to wake up and reject eating some foods."

"Ok, I will send someone to do it after checking her pulse. Are you her husband?" The doctor asked and Kagami paused before answering.

"Yeah." Kagami looked at your sleeping form. "She's undergoing some things lately, and I was having hard time checking up on her...she's been in an emotional wreck."

"I see now. So that explains something. I was worried. This kid here was a patient of mine since she was in junior high, and this is the first time she came here so drained like that. I heard her parents migrated to America."

"Hai."

"Well then, I'll check on her again tomorrow morning. Ring the nurses' station when she felt cramps or anything, she complained earlier about it-we don't want her to miscarriage."

The doctor then turned to leave and Kagami sat himself down on the couch and stared at your sleeping form on the bed.

.*-*-*.

"An IV, Kagami?" You spat irritated at the sight of the IV connected on the back of your left hand. "And on my LEFT?" You demanded, "I'm a lefty." You reminded him.

"Oh, is that so? I forgot about that." Kagami said as he unload some lunch boxes on the table next to your bed. "Sorry, I forgot about that" he said, not apologetic at all.

You sighed.

"Kagami? When are you going back to America?" You asked as Kagami placed two lunch box in front of you.

"I'm not sure- Kuroko left for the training of the team this morning." Kagami said, you frowned at the thought, "I didn't tell him anything,"

'Yeah. Its good like that." You murmured and stared at the lunch box.

Steak?

"Yes, steak." Kagami pressed as if he could hear your thoughts. "Eat." He said. "We need you back nice and strong or the IV won't be taken out."

You sighed.

"But I don't feel like it."

"You need to eat." Kagami said again, "Your body isn't just all yours anymore." Kagami said confusing you.

"Huh?" You looked at him. "Kagami?"

"(Name), the doctor said pregnant." You stared at Kagami, frozen and speechless.

"W-what are you talking about-?" The blood from your face drained from fear. "K-Kagami...you're joking right?"

"No. The doctor said-"

"Kagami! Kagami- just now...before you came...I- I-" tears started falling from your eyes and you panicked- earlier when you went to the bathroom, you noticed blood on your panty and so you took a pad from the stuffs your assistant left you with last night.

"Why didn't you tell me?!" Kagami screamed at you as he suddenly rushed to your side and removed the lunch boxes in front of you and pressed the nurses' button.

"How could I tell you such thing!?" You screamed back grabbing Kagami's arm like a life line.

"There's a baby- I d-didn't know!" You panicked; Kagami took you in his arms, trying to tell you it will be fine. That it wasn't your fault.

"Kagami- my baby- my baby-will I lost it-?!"

"NO! No you won't- just calm down- calm down."

The nurses then came in and Kagami reported the situation and you added the details worriedly, the doctor then came in and pushed you down onto the bed.

"Careful," the doctor said.

"Sensei- I am pregnant? How come I do not know-?"

"Relax (name)-san." The doctor said, "your baby will be fine. Relax- did you felt some cramps earlier?"

"No- I just- will my baby be okay?" You questioned ignoring the doctor's own question as you panic. "But I didn't know- how is that possible."

"(Name), (name) calm down." Kagami held you down on the bed and you clutched his arms wanting further assurance...

"You'll be fine, the baby will be fine." Kagami assured you.

And then the doctor took you for an ultra sound and showed you that the baby is still fine.

"Rest, plenty of UN-stressful rest." The doctor said, "your body isn't just yours now, but inside you is another life, so you have to take care of yourself more."

After knowing your situation you felt more stressed, thinking if you should tell Tetsu or not-and decided NO. He doesn't have to know, he and Momoi will start their own family-it's his punishment! To not be able to be with his first born.

"(Name)!" Kagami made you snapped out of your trance. "Eat."

You looked up slowly at Kagami with shaking hands as you reached for the bowl of soup on his hand, but he suddenly moved it out of your reach.

"Kagami.." He sighed and decided to just feed you himself and he did.

"Open up." He said, and you did.

.-*-*-*-.

After a week, you were discharged from the hospital and Kagami didn't leave you on your own.

"I really don't approve of you going back to work."

"I'll be fine, Kagami." You assured him when you opened the door of the passenger's seat of Kagami's car.

"You should really resign and just stay at home." You smiled at Kagami bitterly.

"I'd go crazy." You told him jokingly.

"I won't let you." You paused and looked at Kagami, and Kagami immediately averted his eyes from yours.

Clearing his throat, Kagami turned his eyes back to the road.

"I'll pick you up again later, call me when you finish. The doctor said not to let you over work yourself." He reminded you, and you smiled.

"Hai Dad." you answered then waved at Kagami goodbye before you turned and walked to the direction of your office.

Kagami watched you walk and when he was sure you were out of sight he hit his head on the steering wheel and groaned.

'Stupid BAKAGAMI' he scolded himself.

'-*-*-'

Kuroko stared the envelope he has in hand; it was an invitation for Kagami and (name).

Momoi does know that they won't come especially after what happened- but Momoi insisted that they should still send them an invitation.

Kuroko was now ought to marry Momoi because the baby-he talked about it with Kagami, and Kagami said not to marry Momoi even though she's pregnant of his child, because he doesn't love her.

But Kuroko is responsible for this and so he must do what is right-after all, (name) had left him already, and Kagami refused to tell him her location too.

It has been a month since Kuroko has seen you, after the confrontation with Momoi's pregnancy at the lounge of your office, after that he had briefly met Kagami as what Kagami told you, and this time, you received an invitation for their sudden wedding.

You stared at it for a long time. Your heart beat so hard it started to hurt. Then the next thing doesn't matter anymore. You have submitted your resignation letter the week after and you moved to Osaka and stayed at your parent's vacation house.

Your really didn't want anything to do with the rest of them. You hated the fact that you fell for Kuroko back during your last year at Seirin...and you hated yourself from remembering all of those.

Kagami punched the door of now an empty apartment where you used to stay. He just went back to America to finish some work, and he promised you he'll be back to help around for the time being you said yes, and then the next thing he knew is you left the only place where he knows where you'll always be.

The only object you left at that apartment was the invitation of Kuroko and Momoi's wedding on the table. He dialled your number but it was already out of service.

'Kuroko what the hell is wrong with you!?' Then he crumpled the invitation and walked outside to look for your possible location, to your parents' house, or your friends.

That's when he bumped into Aomine.

-To be continued-

Okay, somebody from fanfiction aksed for an angsty Kuroko. well...I dont know what happened, ijust started it, and now TADA. it seems like it will end up like a Kuroko v Kagami drama crap or something...not that I mind...but, OH WELL.

I apologize to the person who requested, you know who you are. and for the sweet Kuroko requesters out there, let me just finish this and I will serve you your sweet Kuroko moment. :3