Lovino sat on the couch embarrassed and flustered by the almost kiss. A small part of him was also angered that Gilbert had been right, Alfred did think it was a date. Lovino picked up his cell phone and sent Gilbert a text, the bastard would get a good laugh out of this he just knew it. It wasn't long before he got a reply back from the albino. "Are you okay?" It read, it wasn't the response he thought he was going to get.

Lovino didn't know how to reply back to that. "I'm embarrassed." He finally texted. He sent the message and sighed. He wasn't just embarrassed, he felt guilty, he wondered what he had done to give Alfred the idea that kissing him would be alright. He felt bad for leading him on, if tats wat he was doing.

"I bet you are, but you know it would have been alright if you did let him kiss you. He's likes you, I can tell that you kinda like him, if you want to I'm just saying that it wouldn't be a bad thing." Gilbert texted and Lovino sighed. Where has this side of Gilbert been all these years, this side of him wasn't completely annoying and rude, this side was comforting.

Lovino typed on the tiny key board, he actually hated text. messaging but he didn't feel like actually talking with anyone right now, the pauses between the messages gave him time to think. "I know...but it still feels to soon. I feel like if I wanted to start dating again then I'll lose my love for Antonio. I don't want to lose that."

"I understand Lovi." Gilbert texted back. Lovino was about to text him saying that he didn't understand any of it, but he realized that Gilbert did understand, he honestly knew how he felt he wasn't lying like all the others who claimed to understand. "Its hard but you just have to take that love and move it to a different place in your heart, that way there's room for a new love to grow, but you don't have to forget your feelings towards Antonio." Gilbert added to his other text.

"Is that what you did?"

"Not at first, at first I drank like crazy, then got help."

"Right but when you dated other people, how did it feel?"

"I felt like I was cheating on him. But now I don't think I would feel that way now if I was to date someone. I would actually like to start dating again." Gilbert texted him. Lovino yawned he was tired from his long day.

"Thanks Gil I'll ttyl I'm tired." He texted and went to bed. He crawled under the covers and pressed his face into his pillow. He wrapped his arms around the pillow and closed his eyes. He fell asleep and that night he had a dream, he didn't remember what it was about but what ever had happen in his dream had caused him to wake with tears in his eyes.

He sat up and wiped his eyes. He got out of bed and took a shower and got dressed for work. He grabbed his cell phone and saw there was one last text from Gilbert that he didn't read. "Good night Lovi, I'll see you later, the department is going to your restaurant for a lunch party." The text said and Lovino quickly head out the door to prepare.

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So I'm really mad at my boyfriend right now. He accused me of cheating on him with my best friend who is a girl. I can't fucking believe that he would think so lowly of me to think that I would cheat, he knows how I feel about cheating, and I don't even like girls! I just can't get over it I was already mad about something he did and now I can't even confront him about it cause it 4 am and I'm going to bed.

He's going to get a ear full tomorrow when I'm rested up. Hell I'm even going to tell my friend about this because she's his cousin so we'll both rip him a new one. God I'm so angry I just had to write.

Sorry for leaving such angry author comments lately, I've just been having problems and it pisses me of.