A/N: Hey guys, I'm glad your enjoying the sequel, here is the 3rd part, I feel like I need to tweak the next part, so I'll most likely have that one up by the end of the weekend. So here's part 3 enjoy! And thanks for loving the sequel!

Tangled Up Inside

A few rays of sunlight peaked through the window, I could sense it on my eyes. The blackness was slowly dissipating, and I felt different parts of my body twitching. I didn't feel like I had changed into anything, as I moved my legs I felt like I had kicked something. I heard a grumble. My eyes opened and lying curled up at the end of, I looked around it definitely wasn't my bed, I must still be at Grandpa's house, then I realized it was Mom's old room. Anyways curled up at the end of my bed was Logan. He looked like he had a long night. He didn't look to comfortable. I shifted my weight and he grumbled again, a few moments later his eyes opened and he looked at me. It took him a few seconds to register that I was awake.

"Sarah" his eyes widened and he un tangled himself and crawled right over to me. He was checking every part of me, my face, my arms, my forehead. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. I heard light sobs coming from his chest.

"I'm so glad your awake" he cried. I held him as tight as I could, but body was sore and I still had no idea what was going on. He pulled away and looked at me. His hair was all messy from sleeping and his eyes had bags under them.

"What happened to me?" I questioned. His hand touched my face and caressed it softly.

"Do you remember those nomad Vampires that came after us when we were around 5?" he questioned. I nodded. Still remembering that horrible day.

"Well when we were babies we were both bitten by them" my jaw dropped, why hadn't I known about this?

"Apparently because we had the shape shifters blood in us the wound healed, but not the venom inside of us, for me my change was rough but not that bad, the venom seemed to of washed out of my system, it didn't wash out of yours" he said.

"So what Am I a Vampire now?" I questioned. He shook his head.

"Your still alive, but the venom stopped you from phasing, you were supposed to phase last night, Carlisle took some blood of yours to test you that's how we knew the venom was still there" he told me. I went to scratch my neck when I noticed a bandage there. I jumped realizing what had happened last night.

"Did he bite me?" I asked in a whisper.

"He did, but it was only to suck the venom out" he told me.

"Basically the venom stopped you from phasing, you still may phase though so you can't go out and do anything crazy okay?" he questioned.

"What about school? It starts real soon?" I questioned.

"Your parents have been discussing it, actually let me go let them know your awake. They've been worried sick. I told them to go get some rest, I wanted to stay with you" he said.

"I'm glad you did" I told him.

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Weeks that felt like years past the summer ended and fall appeared. The last half of summer consisted of visits to Dr. Cullen's old house in which he stayed at just to make sure I was okay. He kept himself hidden, he never aged and the people in this town would get curious. Logan didn't seem to leave my side, I think he ended up sleeping at my house more times then his own. I wasn't sure how Emily and Sam felt about it, but I knew my parents didn't mind.

It was the first day of school and last night was practically the only night he didn't stay. I was feeling okay, the pains had faded a bit, but they still invaded my body. I just hoped that I would change sooner rather than later. It had to be coming I was still feeling it. My body was telling me to change, my skin was warmer than usual.

The first day of school was a little exciting, Junior year is the start of looking for Colleges and finding out what your going to do. I was a bit nervous I had to admit, what could a wolf girl do? I guess I could always talk to Leah to see what she was up to, and how she handled it. Then again I'd have to wait until the change took place.

"Sarah honey are you decent?" it was Dad, he knocked lightly.

"Yeah Dad come in" I told him. He slowly opened the door and peered in.

"Logan's here to walk with you to school, how are you feeling today?" he questioned. I shrugged.

"I guess as good as I will" I said sullenly.

"Hey, where's my happy go lucky daughter who used to get all excited when her best friend Logan was here"

"Dad!" I moaned. "I'm not a little girl anymore" I said.

"That's no reason not to be happy" he said. He wrapped his arms around me. Dad was so comforting. I felt myself choke up and started to sob lightly into his shirt.

"You'll be okay Sarah" he told me. I pulled away and wiped my tears.

"You think I'll phase?" he looked at me and nodded.

"Your showing all the signs, it's just a matter of time. Anger is what did it for me" he told me.

"So I should get angry?" I questioned. He laughed.

"No, let it happen on it's own" he said.

Logan held my hand the entire way to school. We had promised not to ruin our friendship no matter what. We didn't classify ourselves as boyfriend and girlfriend, we didn't see the need to. When you love someone so much, your something a lot more than that. School was the same old as usual. Our friends met up with us before homeroom. The hallways once again filled with students with wide age ranges. With one school in the area for us, we had grades pre-school through 12th grade. Every grade had their own wing, there weren't many of us.

Lunch period was nice, Logan and I actually had that together, and the rest of the afternoon. All of our morning classes were separate, which included the boring ones. Like Math, Science, Social Studies all of the evil classes. After lunch consisted of Art, Gym and music all with Logan. Our lunch table consisted of us, our other friends had the period before us for lunch. We sat across from each other in the small cafeteria at the round white tables. He reached his hand across the table and smiled at me. I reached for his hand too and I felt calm when he touched me.

"How were you feeling during your classes?" he questioned. I shrugged.

"Okay I guess" I shrugged.

"Hey can we go outside in the courtyard and talk?" he questioned. I nodded unsure of what this talk would be about. I stood up and he followed, we threw out our lunch trays and headed for the court yard. Some of the younger students were outside for their recess. He took my hand and led me to the side of the building where no one else was. He looked weird and unlike him.

"I'm going away for a little bit" he told me.

"I'm confused what are you talking about, like a vacation?" I questioned. I placed my hands flat against the brick wall behind me. He stepped forward and I tried to back up but slammed against the wall.

"Dad and I, we are going on a small trip so yeah kind of a vacation" he told me.

"I don't get it" I told him.

"I'll be gone for a few weeks, maybe longer" he said.

"But what about your Mom? And school? And well I dunno that girl standing right in front of you?" I questioned.

"It's all going to be fine. It may be shorter then that. Dad just wants to take me out and show me things" he said.

"I don't get it" I told him.

"You don't have to" he said. I began to feel my heart racing, and breaking at the same time.

"It may only be two weeks tops, don't get so worked up over it" he almost yelled.

"I'm not it's just a few weeks to me just sounded longer the way you described it" I said.

"I told you, you don't have to understand. Plus you couldn't understand because you never phased" he said. That shot me right through the heart.

"Oh, so now I don't understand you?" I questioned. I was starting to feel really agitated. My blood boiled more and I could feel myself clench my hands into fists.

"You are taking this the wrong way Sarah" he said.

"If you don't explain yourself I swear to god I'll never talk to you again" I said as my fists clenched tighter and tighter.

"Sarah listen to me, I didn't feel like bringing it up but since you are getting all crazy on me I will. I almost hurt my Mom, just the way Dad did. She asked me to do something it was so minor, but I was in the middle of doing something and she kept bugging me, I started getting angry with her and almost slashed the whole other side of her face, that was when Dad walked in and yelled at me to phase back immediately. It's just safer if I go away for a little while. I can't bare to hurt anyone. I see how much it pains my Father to walk around every day knowing what he did to Mom. If I hurt my Family, or even my soul mate I think I'd never forgive myself. Which is why you have to understand" he said. I could see some tears welding up in his eyes.

"Did you think I'd be afraid of you, is that why you didn't tell me?" I questioned. He nodded and looked down. I grabbed his face with my two hands and lifted his head.

"I would never abandon you NEVER! How could you ever think I'd be afraid. I love you Logan, even if you hurt me it wouldn't be your fault. I'd forgive you. You mean everything to me and if your just going to get up and go for one stupid mistake then well I guess I can't stop you, but if you have to…" I couldn't continue it hurt just to speak of him leaving. I felt the knot tying up my voice. The tears stung in my eyes and my body began to shake violently. It was just like it had done the night of my sweet 16. I started to feel funny, I didn't stop sobbing as I felt an uncontrollable force take over my body.

"If you have .. If you have to go then just leave" I cried. I fought through the shaking and ran, I started running for the woods. I didn't want to stop, I could hear him right behind me. My body felt numb and suddenly out of nowhere I heard an enormous bang, and I had suddenly fell onto all fours. When I looked down I noticed white paws underneath me. When I finally realized what had just happened I stopped running. I was so freaked out that I couldn't move. Logan's wolf form appeared behind me. He was a dark gray wolf with black eyes.

"Go away" I said in my head.

"If anything I promised you I wouldn't leave your side when you phased. Your phased now and I'm not going anywhere" I jumped not realizing that he heard me. I had forgotten that they told me when you were in wolf form you could hear the other wolf simply by basic talking in your head. He knew every thought I was thinking, and ever word that my brain processed he knew.

"Your eyes are different then everyone's" he told me.

"What do you mean?" I questioned.

"They are beat red" he told me.

"Don't some Vampires have red eyes?" I questioned taking a gulp. He nodded. I felt fear inside of me, what was I? Why wasn't Logan turned into what I was? He looked at me. I began to feel myself wanting to cry my eyes out. Why did I have to be different? Why did this change hurt so much. Besides feeling the explosion, I also felt the pain in my heart, and the one in my stomach. It grew bigger since I had phased. I finally knew what the feeling had been all along. My heart knew that Logan would leave, every part of me knew it, but on the surface I didn't want to see it. We hadn't imprinted that was for sure, yet we still had a connection, and now I had Vampire eyes but I was in a werewolves body. I started to feel unsure of everything, sure enough I heard another explosion and in human form I fell to the ground. I was naked and had my body in a ball. I grabbed my knees and brought them to my chest as I lay on my side. I started to cry, and that's when I heard Logan phase. I knew he was naked too. I suddenly out of nowhere felt the shape of his warm naked body up against the back of mine. He put himself so that he fit into me perfectly, like a puzzle. I was still sobbing while he did this.

"You're going to be okay" he whispered as he wrapped his arm around my body. I wiped my sad eyes and turned to him. Our bodies matched up perfect once again. I could feel his penis hard against my skin. I was scared, through all the years our parent had given us baths together, you thought I'd be used to it. I wasn't, it was different now we were both older, much older. He was a man now, and I now fully knew what being horny was all about. It turned me on to have him up against me the way he was. I looked into his eyes, as he wiped the tears that had been falling. Our eyes met, and he pulled me closer. I lifted my leg on top of his and slowly reached down. He looked at me and pressed his lips hard against mine. I felt myself letting for the first time, someone, well not just someone but the man I loved slip inside of me. I was told that the first time is the worst. It didn't seem so bad, he was in and I was experiencing some sort of pleasure from it.

Our bodies stayed like that for a very long time. He kissed my lips and then my neck as the two of us lost of virginity to each other. It was relaxing and eased all of the tension that was with us before. When it was all over, we literally just lay there in each others arms. I held myself against him so tight I didn't want to let go. When it was over, I definitely knew I hadn't imprinted on him. I almost wanted to cry again, but I stopped myself. I knew he was going to leave either way, and I really don't know what just happened, it scared me just a little.

"We should get back home, it's getting late. I'm sure the school has called our parents and they are out looking for us now" he said. I nodded still not really saying anything. I had no words for him, we had officially deflowered each other and now he was leaving? What kind of fucked up thing is that.

"Sarah.. Logan?" a familiar voice called. It was my Dad, and I could hear the footsteps of others behind them. It sounded like our Mom's as well. We both got up off the ground and decided to phase. I tried my hardest to do this without getting angry and when I had I was a wolf again. Still white with red eyes, I reminded myself of those red eyed bunny's, they are hella creepy. When they came upon us I noticed two blankets and they knew exactly what had happened to me. Mom gasped at the sight of my red eyes. I looked at everyone, and Mom walked over held up a blanket and I phased right behind it. She wrapped it around me and I put my arms around her and started sobbing again. I couldn't help it, first off my best friend and soul mate would be gone in a few days? Or a few hours. I was a wolf with red eyes, maybe I was part Vampire. And to add to the headache, I had just lost my virginity with him, and I didn't know what to expect next. I was scared. Dad came over and hugged me too.

The walk back to the cars were very quiet, Mom knew that I didn't want to talk, she always knew. Logan walked with his Family and they were quiet too. I think my parents knew about the thing with Logan. When we got to the cars our parents looked at each other.

"Emily you can stay with us if needed, I know tomorrow is going to be hard, but we would love your company for the next few weeks" Mom said to her.

"There's no need, Dad's not going with me" Logan said. Everyone looked at him, he had the blanket wrapped around is lower half, and his arms were crossed in front of his chest.

"I'm leaving tomorrow morning by myself, it's what's best" he said. I eyed him, and bit the side of my cheek to keep from crying. I wanted to smack him, I felt anger boil inside of me again.

"But son…"

"Dad No! I have to go on my own, I need to grow and experience things for myself. Didn't you go alone?" he questioned. Sam nodded. I didn't know this but Sam, Logan's Dad had been upset when he hurt Emily. He only was gone a week, but for some reason Logan felt the need to be gone a month.

"Come back soon Logan okay?" My Mom asked him.

"I can't promise anything" he said to her. Dad looked at me and I didn't know what to do. I couldn't say or do anything. I felt numb all over, I wanted to get into my bed and crawl into it never leaving it again. I was a rabid monster, I hated it and I wanted so bad for Logan to help me and be by my side. I guess it was too much to ask for.

"Sarah, would you like to stay at our house tonight? You and Logan can enjoy each others company. I think it would be good for you two" Emily offered.

"That would be fine with us" Mom said. Dad nodded. Great, now that I sleep with someone my Dad finally doesn't argue that I sleep with him. I sighed. I saw Logan tense up.

"I'm coming home with you guys tonight" I told them. Everyone looked surprised but not Logan.

"But sweetie don't you want to…"

"What I want is to go home" I said. I turned myself away, I couldn't look back if I did I would not be able to let him go. I turned to the black sedan and got in the back seat. Everyone looked confused, but Logan didn't. I heard them mumbling something, they gave Logan a hug and wished him luck. I wasn't ready to talk, my parents must have known because when they got into the car they didn't' say a word to me.

The second I was home, I leaped out of the car and bolted for my room. I need privacy and I needed to be alone. All of the pictures on my dresser of us I took and threw to the ground. I smashed several glass frames onto the floor. I tore up pictures from our childhood.

"You made me fall for you then you decide to leave, you stupid asshole" I screamed throwing every frame on the floor. I screamed so loud but I didn't care if anyone heard. I jumped flat on my stomach onto my bed and just let it all out. I cried for what seemed like hours on end. I couldn't stop myself. Mom and Dad didn't bother to check, actually I heard them outside my room arguing weather or not they should come in or not. I don't know what time it was when I fell asleep, but I wasn't asleep for long when a cold breeze entered my room. I ignored it and pulled the covers close to me. I felt warmth and cuddled up next to it. Then I felt an arm wrap around me, I gasped and jumped. When I turned around he was there holding me.

"Please don't hate me. I can't go away knowing that. I have to know that you will love me when I return" he said.

"I don't know" I told him.

"I guess I deserve that" he said.

"You make love to me and still yet you want to leave me, how can I possibly love you after that?" I questioned.

"It's what's best" he said.

"What's best is if you'd stay here with me and we grow old together just like our parents. I want you Logan, I want you here with me, not in some forest in god knows where. I want you right here holding me in your arms and telling me you love me and that you aren't leaving" I told him. He bit his lip.

"I'm going" he said.

"But you don't want to go" I told him.

"Your absolutely right I don't, but I must. You have to understand it's what's best" he said. I rolled over and looked up at him.

"I can't promise that I'll love you when you come back" I said to him. He sighed.

"If you don't love me I will have to live with what I did. If you do love me when I return, I will never ever leave again"

"You shouldn't make promises you can't keep" I told him.

"That hurt Sarah"

"I know, but you hurt me, it was well deserved" I told him. He nodded.

"That's fair" he whispered.

"I'm leaving, I'll be back soon" he kissed my lips once again. I felt salty tears on his lips and mine, we were both crying when I pulled away.

"I want you to love me when I come home" he said.

"I want you to stay so that I can love you" I told him.

"I guess we'll see what happens" he sighed. He rolled out of my bed and walked towards my window. I watched him, and he looked back several times before leaving.

"I see you really hate me, our pictures are gone and all smashed on the floor" he said.

"Because you broke my heart" I told him. That was all I could say. He prepared himself to leap on the window, he turned around once more and spoke.

"I love you Sarah Hatch" he said. With one slick motion he was gone. The word repeated in my head "GONE"

"I love you too" I whispered after he had left.