lostmoonchild: Thanks for the reviews! I would like to thank my muse for putting up with this chapter since I actually couldn't write this chapter without putting my poor muse in that situation and keeping my muse there until this chapter was done. Seriously, whenever I let my muse go the inspiration for this chapter left too so my poor muse (who I love because of this but hate because of a different chapter in a different story) had to endure this chapter.

Disclaimer: I don't own DGM so don't sue.

Chapter Twenty Five

No sooner had they gotten into his room did Kanda lock the door behind them and throw her onto the bed, his dark eyes flashing softly in the dim light. Lili stared at him for a moment before trying to remove the gag only to find her wrists pinned above her head and Kanda straddling her, his face centimeters away from hers. She could feel her body responding to the treatment as unbidden images flashed in front of her eyes. Why did she have to have a body that enjoyed being handled roughly?

She didn't know where he produced the scarves but found her wrists being tied to the head of the bed while a third scarf was tied around her mouth to keep the gag in. There was such absolute concentration in his eyes when he had finished tying the scarves that it was as if he were trying to look past her clothes and at her body. Her eyes closed as she felt his hand trace over her curves while his other hand trailed behind, slowly unbuttoning her shirt.

Kanda could feel his pants growing tighter as the soft flesh was revealed to him, shuddering slightly beneath his fingers. His fantasies were nothing compared to the reality that he was faced with at this very moment. He was impressed that Choker had chosen to settle on the table instead of aiding its mistress. Clearly that golem had a consciousness of its own instead of bending to its mistress's will.

No words left his lips as he slowly undid Lili's pants, thankful that he had left her legs untied. The samurai stopped when he heard a broken version of his name and stared at the woman for a moment, seeing the desire in her eyes. "Do you want me?" Kanda questioned softly.

Lili nodded slightly, realizing with a start that the only reason why she really wanted Kanda to stop manhandling her was because she had been afraid of giving into him and spread her legs a little, inhaling sharply when Kanda drew Mugen and the suddenly too cold air hit the flesh that had been covered only moments before. A sound of protest tried to leave her lips when she realized that her shirt had been ruined. She had liked that shirt and this bastard had gone ahead and ruined it!

The state of her shirt immediately went to the back of her mind when Kanda began kissing and biting the once hidden flesh, soothing the reddened marks with his tongue. She could feel his fingers tracing down her thighs as he removed the rest of her clothing, her cheeks flushing when Kanda suddenly grinned at her. Experience said that Kanda grinning was never a good thing and as he traced a finger over her damp curls, it was clear as day that Kanda was amused. "So your hair color is natural." Kanda commented lightly. "Interesting."

A silent scream left her lips as she felt Kanda's fingers slip into her folds, rubbing the bundle of nerves that lay hidden. Lili gripped the scarves tightly as she began tugging on them, willing them to break so she could hold onto the man that sat above her. When she tried to vocalize her request, she watched as Kanda smirked before he suddenly removed his fingers.

Kanda enjoyed watching how she would respond when faced with pleasure and no way to relieve it. "Watch." Kanda told her as he began removing his own clothes.

He watched as she obeyed his order and slowly removed his clothes, watching as the desire in her eyes grew. He smirked when he heard a muffled request to let her touch him and shook his head; nearly giving in when she let out a soft whine. Adjusting himself so he was straddling her stomach, Kanda watched as she moved her jaw in response to staring at his length.

Tearing the scarf and gag from her lips, Kanda watched as she quickly worked to moisten her lips. He moved so he was barely hovering over her with his breath brushing against her lips. Suddenly their lips clashed together in a searing kiss that sent jolts of electricity through their bodies.

Kanda could feel the woman's legs parting beneath him and began rubbing against her moist entrance. His thoughts were leaving him as he watched Lili's head twist to the side, a soft moan leaving her lips and sending more blood south. "I hope you're not a virgin." Kanda growled softly.

Before Lili could answer him, the samurai positioned himself and thrust into her. He froze when he felt her muscles tighten around his shaft, his eyes seeing her mouth open in a silent scream. Had she been one? "You're an asshole." Lili panted softly. "You're lucky… I'm not."

A smirk crossed the man's features as he shoved the gag back into the woman's mouth, feeling her hips move against him as he pushed into her. His breaths were labored as they moved together; skin slapping against skin as sweat provided lubrication between them. Kanda listened to the groans that would leave Lili's lips when he'd bite the crook of her neck before biting the soft mounds that begged to be touched.

Lili whimpered into the gag as she closed her eyes, feeling herself growing wetter as she was pushed closer to the edge. She loved feeling Kanda's teeth against her skin as he pushed deeply into her, hitting every sensitive spot within her body. Why did people insist that sex be limited to only married couples if it felt this good? Hell, she couldn't even remember the last time that she had been this aroused when there was a man between her legs.

She writhed against him before wrapping her legs around his waist, pulling him deeper into her before throwing her head back as a muffled scream left her lips. She could feel her body shuddering from the force of her orgasm and saw black dots surrounding the corners of her vision.

Kanda groaned as he felt her muscles clench around him, threatening to drive him over the edge. Clenching his teeth, he lifted her hips up before continuing his motions until he felt a tightness that told him he couldn't hold on anymore.

Tearing the gag from Lili's mouth again, Kanda roughly kissed her before shoving his hips tightly against hers before releasing deep into her still shuddering body. Even when the last bit of his seed had left his body, the Japanese man continued kissing his lover and showered her with tender kisses over the bite marks he had left behind. When he had finished, he reached up and untied her wrists before pulling out and lying next to her.

Neither one spoke as they fought to gain control over their bodies once again. Did this change anything between them? They wanted to say that it wouldn't but there would possibly be a connection between them that they couldn't deny all of the time. The grabbing and everything might limit itself but there was an excellent chance that because Kanda had lost somebody before she came along, he may not want to chance her leaving him. Maybe that was why he was so possessive.

Lili closed her eyes as she slipped from the bed, frowning when she remembered that her shirt had been torn. "I'm stealing one of your shirts." Lili informed him.

"Where are you going?"

"Back to my room. Most guys don't want their lay to stay with them after the deed's been done." Even speaking the words made her heart ache in pain and Kanda seemed to realize it.

Kanda growled softly as he got up and pulled the woman back to bed. He knew he had been a complete ass to her, his behavior dangerously close to, if not, abusive, and wanted to make everything better for her. He didn't want anybody to steal her from him and if that meant making her admit that she was his then so be it. "I want you to stay with me." Kanda told her.

"Why? I'm just a lay."

A yelp left her lips when Kanda suddenly pinched her rear, her eyes widening at the dark look on his face. "You are above a lay." Kanda growled softly. "You are mine."

"Yeah and that's what men before you have said before they decided they didn't want someone like me." Lili shot back.

Kanda pinned the woman's wrists against the bed, his face showing irritation. He didn't want to even be placed in the same category as them. "Fuck them. If I so much as see any of them trying to get you back into their beds, I'll kill them and I will fuck you in front of their corpses." Kanda growled dangerously. "Am I understood?"

"Some of them you don't want to mess with, Yuu Kanda."

"Try me. I want you to stay with me tonight."

Only after she nodded her consent did Kanda release her wrists and hold her close to him. As Lili stared at the tattoo on her seemingly temporary lover's chest, she moved slightly and lightly pressed her lips against the dark mark. "You realize that most guys get a tattoo on their arms." Lili commented.

Kanda brushed his fingers through Lili's silver hair, his eyes quietly questioning her. "Why would you kiss it?" Kanda questioned.

"Because it's a part of you." Lili was silent for a moment as she looked at him. "You seem sad sometimes. When I see that you look sad, I want to make you feel better but you just push everybody away. I want you to be happy even if this is a one time thing or just something you want to do for a little while."

She didn't like it when he wasn't happy about anything. Kanda stared in disbelief as his brain tried to process what she had just told him. No one had ever thought to consider how he felt and yet here was this insane woman that liked to irritate him in whatever twisted method she felt would make him happy. "You're insane." Kanda told her. "I was created in a lab and was used in several experiments. They killed me God knows how many times and each time I came back. Why in the hell would you want to make me happy?"

"Because everybody deserves to be happy and you're no different." She kissed his tattoo again. "I'm just hoping you'll give me a chance to make you happy."

"Tch. Baka onna." Kanda said as he closed his eyes.

Somehow she knew that he had given her a pet name and as Lili snuggled against him with drowsy eyes, she knew that he was happy at that moment to be accepted for who he was. "Just so you know, this isn't an excuse for you to get pissed, chase, then fuck me. If you get pissed at me I expect you to at least pretend to be civil until we're alone." Lili murmured.

"Tch. Whatever."

lostmoonchild: I'm thinking their relationship will be less strained now that some of the sexual frustration has been taken care of. I'm also thinking that I just may have to go back to the AllenxLavi lemon and polish that up more since I'm really not used to writing yaoi and it just kind of feels... awkward to me. Anyway, read and review and I'll see you guys next week... I think. Yep, next Friday. Ja ne!