Olivia smiled walking into the precinct. "Okay, Smith has been booked." She high fived Elliot.

"Fantastic, I'm starving anyone want to grab a beer and a burger?" Elliot announced at eight o'clock.

"We are down for some good food." Fin stated making plans for Munch. "Liv?"

"Yeah."

"Yo captain," Fin called out as Cragen, Huang, and Cabot walked out of their office. "Wanna grab a burger or plans."

Alex heard the pair standing next to her replied with a yes, She saw Olivia standing across the room. "Sure let's go."

"Alright." Elliot clapped his hand standing up needing the food his mind is on.

The bar was hard for Alex and Olivia; having burgers at McMullans with the squad. They used to go there all the time and it was their first outing. They used to always sitnext each other and now they are across the table from each other. Olivia now would rather be one of the boys over having boring small talk with Alex. They both couldn't imagine how a month could change a situation. Seeing Olivia smile made Alex's gut wrench. She missed that smiled, she threw back a couple shots on top of the beer she was drinking.

Olivia and Elliot walked out with the stumbling Alex. "I'm taking you home." Olivia looked at her former lover.

"No, I can handle myself thank you." She smiled.

Olivia wanted to tell her okay take care of yourself but she knew couldn't let her go while inebriated, out of good conscience. "Alex I really think I should help you home."

"I can drive you two home. I have the car." Elliot suggested.

Alex turned to Elliot, "Elliot I appreciate the offer but i rather walk. And apparently," she wrapped her arm around Olivia, "Olivia wants to be a hero so let her walk me home."

Elliot looked at Olivia and to Alex back to Olivia. She gave him a nod, "Okay call me when you get home." Elliot was a little worried at the situation.

"Yeah, I will." Olivia replied. She turned to the blonde, "Shall we?"

"If you want." Alex began walking towards her apartment.

Olivia watched Alex walking; she took a deep breath as she was alone with Alex. They haven't been in alone for a couple of weeks. She knew she needed to be civil with Alex.

"Are we just gonna walk in silence?" Alex started walking backwards to finally look at Olivia.

Olivia looked at the blonde. The small smile Alex gave her cause a smile. A smile from thinking why she fell for Alex in the first place and knowing she would always love those blue eyes. "Okay what would you like to talk about?" She asked.

"Puppies."

"You want to talk about puppies?" Olivia questioned in a judgemental tone.

Alex couldn't bite her tongue with Olivia, "No but I rather talk about furry creatures than to hear how much you hate me."

"I could never hate you." Olivia softly spoke.

"Then why can't we talk to each other normally." Alex replied feeling guilty about what she did.

Olivia didn't want to have a feelings conversation since they were drinking. "I don't know if I can answer that."

"Really? You don't want to tell me how much of a horrible person I am for breaking up with you?" She was trying to get Olivia to talk to her about the break up.

Olivia could feel her heart breaking again as Alex fishes for answers. "You're not a horrible person." She quickly replied.

Alex could see Olivia didn't want to start an argument, "Okay I get it."

They walked upstairs to Alex apartment. Alex threw her blazer and shoes off once she entered the apartment. "I'm thirsty, do you want something?" She asked the quiet detective. Alex walked into the kitchen as she was unbuttoning her blouse to get comfortable and ready for bed.

Olivia was conflicted about being in the apartment she loved the apartment the smell was amazing and familiar, however, her heart reminded her that it's where it was broken. Olivia played with her keyring to take off Alex's key. She placed the key on the counter. Alex turned to her handing her the sparkling water she kept in the place. Olivia tried to look away from the nearly naked pale torso that she missed. "Thank you."

"Well, it's yours so there is no need to thank me." Alex chugged her water as she took a step towards Olivia. "But thank you for being kind enough to take me home. You are too good for anyone." Alex confessed loving her detective that she screw up with.

Olivia still trying to hold her feelings while they were drinking, "You're safe and home." She stated the obvious needing to change the subject. "I better go."

Alex fought her tears that were forming. She didn't want Olivia to leave. "Olivia." she uttered. Olivia placed her bottle down and looked at it. "Can you look me?" She pleaded.

Olivia finally broke through all her resistances to look into Alex's glassy eyes. Alex saw the pain in Olivia's eyes that she couldn't hide. Alex missed being with Olivia. She missed the taste of her. She missed Olivia's smell. Alex stepped forward as she pulled Olivia's neck. They pressed lips against each other for the first time in over three weeks.

Olivia was thrown off for a half second, but she enjoyed Alex's lips. Her tongue welcomed Alex's tongue to enter her mouth. Olivia ran her fingers through Alex's hair. She missed the soft blonde hair. Alex's began to play with Olivia's navel area, where she would always get goosebumps. Olivia chuckled as she deepened the kiss.

"I've missed you." Alex sighed out for breath.

Those welcoming words had distasteful sound in her ear. "We can't do this." She broke the kiss.

"Ye, we can." Alex leaned in.

Olivia's heart snapped with the words Alex said. "No we can't." Olivia quickly broke the embrace. "You broke up with me remember?"

Alex was shocked that Olivia finally spoke about their situation, "It's no big deal it's one night?" She needed to be with Liv, if just for the night.

"Are you serious? I'm not Trevor. I can try to be friends with you again." Olivia informed. "But I am not gonna be someone who goes into your bedroom when you have an itch. Call Trevor for your booty calls."

Alex's heart shattered. She didn't want to treat Olivia like Trevor. She authentically just wanted to be with Olivia. "I don't want Trevor."

"Then find someone else." Olivia snapped at her. "You can either have all of me or nothing." She demanded not in the mood to play heart and mind games with someone she used to open up to.

Alex knew everything Olivia was saying is true, but she didn't know how to confess that she was wrong. "But I still love you and want you." She confessed to Olivia.

Olivia wanted to confess to Alex that she still wants her too. She looked at her knowing Alex wanted their relationship to be out in the open more than Olivia, but was able to throw it away so fast. She couldn't toy with her feelings again."You don't know what you want." Olivia started, "If you figure it out, and you haven't been drinking let me know." Olivia could see the blonde shocked and upset. Alex's expression formed a knot in her stomach. Her eyes began to water, "I'm sorry, I just can't." She kissed Alex's hand before walking out Alex's apartment heart broken once again.

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