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Primal.

Dean started to untangle himself from Nathanael's body, as a response Nathanael tighten his grip around him pulling him closer. "I need water." He murmured through a sore throat, the heat had like always kept them separated from the others. Their bedroom far away from the other ones Nathanael released him and as he untangled himself and stretched outside the bed he heard bone cracking. He stretched long and lazy as drinking down the water thirsty.

"Continue that and I'll yank you to bed again." Nathanael threaten lazy while stretching on the bed, Dean chuckled and hurried back to bed crawling into the bed. The heat was over, it had been nine days since the heat. It had been only two days ago since the strong smell from their bodies of testosterone had started to settle. This time Dean was proud that he hadn't broken Nathanael's skin and licked the blood it would have made him even more primal after.

He tangled himself into Nathanael that pulled him even closer. Dean's eyes fluttered close with a small crooked playful smile on his lips. His body was exhausted, in heat they got a little carried away the pounding a little rougher the biting a little harder, Nathanael had broken his skin by the neck and shoulder licking his lips. He had been a little more aggressive then usual sure had Dean complained growled which got him turned over and gave in to Nathanael's manhandling.

In the middle of the heat he tried to move around a little which annoyed Nathanael that bit him warningly, he's changed to his wolf shape growling frustrated at Nathanael that growled back his teeth showing dangerously the testosterone thick in the air like a fog. He'd changed to his wolf shape and wrestled Dean down and mated with him that growled the entire time. It wasn't like he didn't want to he did, it was the testosterone which made both aggressive and wanting to dominate it was in the nature of Nathanael to be on top so when Dean tried to be on top there was a violent battle. That only uncured during heat, normally Nathanael didn't mind being Dean's bottom time to time.

Now Dean didn't get that pissed at him when he got a little primal with him cuz Dean got a taste of that himself time to time when he got the taste of wolf blood, but more often his blood. It had given Dean a better understanding that Nathanael was in that state all the time but 10 times worse. When the heat was over they usually slept for awhile then went out for hunting but this time was different it seemed Nathanael got the mood of locking them inside the room again or more rather the bed. This time he didn't mind at all. He wasn't itching for meeting Raven at all.

Nathanael stroked Dean's back gently before letting his hand stroke Dean's arm that was resting on his chest, it was completely healed but Nathanael remembered the blood the kick in his stomach the feeling of his blood turning into ice. He'd been talking to Brandon showing him old maps he drawn over the territory showing how it changed through the years. When there was a cry, no just an ordinary cry but a cry of pain. And it belonged to Dean. His heart had stopped before he could react his instinct did because the cry didn't stop it was a loud whine of howl. He jumped out the window landing gracefully down on the grass after jumping out the third floor. He took off like the wind running into the outskirt of the premises just outside the gates were the forest continued to flourish.

He saw Raven tear at Dean's arm that was trying to get released without harming her, he could have struck at her easily but he didn't. Nathanael growled furious she quickly let him go and took off into the woods with her tail under her legs. Brandon came panting behind just seeing Raven run into the woods, he looked questionly at Dean that nudged Nathanael with a whine telling him to stay put and not to harm her. Brandon hunched down trying to pass them without getting known. Nathanael turned at him furious "go after her make sure she…" he glanced at Dean that pulled his wounded leg up to his body whining softly at Nathanael, "just be with her. Come back in a few days and I'll have decide her fate."

Brandon had left them quickly running after his mate into the woods. Nathanael whimpered at the sight of seeing Dean hurt that started to lick his wound. Nathanael took gently the wounded arm seeing the deep bite marks that went deep into his muscular and bone. His eyes flared even more with anger he would find her and rip her to pieces. He looked down at Dean that gave a whine like he read his thought begging him not to go. "We need to take you to se Maya." He choked out Dean looked up with sad eyes and then at the woods, "I don't care about her. C'mon freckles." He lifted Dean up that whined a little as his leg was touched.

He would rip her to pieces.

Nathanael nudged Dean's face that hummed sleepy murmuring something about cake. He chuckled and kissed Dean's head, he kissed Dean's hand gently. Maya had fixed it, Maya was twenty-nine had been a wolf for forty years she was in their clan the only wolf Dean ever turned. She was a doctor she still worked in the human world.

Dean had made him swear that he wouldn't kill or banish Raven, he didn't like it at all. He wanted her gone, preferably dead but Dean would make him regret it if he found Raven mystery dead. He had agreed that she wouldn't be his bodyguard anymore if he hadn't agreed on that she would be banished and he didn't want Raven near him alone anymore. He didn't like controlling who Dean saw or didn't se but this was fair he convinced himself she freaking attacked Dean why was still unclear as Dean didn't want to talk about it anymore.

He stirred his mate awake with sweet kisses that growled annoyed of being disturbed, he ignored it and nudged him. "Want a bath?" he murmured kissing Dean's forehead that groaned a yes. He left Dean's side that hugged his pillow, he tapped the bath with hot water and lifted Dean up easily and they settled down on the bath Dean's chest pressed against his the soap stroking Dean's back that was half asleep.

They left the bedroom dressed with the window open in their room, as they came downstairs they saw wolfs still sleep the heat season off. No new mates had formed, the laws had changed a great deal when it came to mating. Nathanael smelled the air he could scent that Raven was around not in the house or side the gates but outside a few mils from them. He didn't want her in anytime soon. A few wolf had caught the flare in Nathanael's eyes and slowly moved out the room.

The sound of fighting was ignored by him but didn't seem to be ignored by Dean that went out looking at the two females that were battling each other angry. Colin was trying to stop the two girls that was tearing at each other, Dean could smell Colin's smell on Tinga and rolled his eyes the last heat he'd been with Lisa the girl Tinga was fighting with. "Break it up both of you!" Dean demanded they turned to their backs in less of a second.

"Dean." Nathanael's voice was smooth, he went back to his side his nose bumping into his mate's cheek his lips pressing to the skin. His mate's energy was edgy he could feel it and he knew it was because Raven was outside the gates. He didn't want Raven dead, he was still loyal to her she had been his friend for over five hundred years. He admitted he was sad, sad that she attacked him. She was the only one that stood by his side at all times, stood up against Nathanael that night long long long ago. "I don't want her here."

"It's her home." Dean argued hushed not wanting others to se him arguing against Nathanael.

"She's welcome to stay at any place but here. Or any place we settle down in." Dean licked his lips they spoke without raising their voices but kept their voice level as they walked. Dean kneeled down on the hill sitting down comfortable he looked at the enormous house that was his home.

"It's Raven…" he argued weakly Nathanael just gave him a look.

"You should be proud that I haven't ripped her to pieces yet." His eyes flared feeling his heart pump it was very, very hard to control his anger his primal instinct telling him kill her, she wounded your mate. He always tried to control his primal instincts but sometimes it was harder then other times. Dean had seen him lash out a couple of times after holding in his anger it hadn't been pretty. His upper lip twitched, "real proud." He growled darkly.

"I'm… thank you for… not killing her…I know it's hard for you… I love you for it. She is my friend… she's the only friend I have Nathanael." He argued as Nathanael shot him a look. "You know what I mean, I can't speak to you… no stop. I meant. You know what I mean calm down. You're gone sometimes and I'm here all alone, it's nice to have a friend. I never had one growing up especially a girl one. I'm not saying your not my friend… you are you know you are I mean you the first guy in my age…" he stopped talking and took a deep breath. "It's just nice to talk to someone that isn't you. Like… you use to talk to Katharine or… Crystal…or that French dude."

His eyes were still narrowed down at his mate, the anger pulsating under his skin. He felt betrayed and hurt, he growled somewhat at Dean that quickly reached for him pulling him closer to him. He brushed his mate off annoyed, "I… Nathanael don't be mad at me okay? I… fuck… I just mean she's important to me, she's my friend. But she will never ever come before you. You're my mate. Nothing can change that."

"Not even Isaac?" he asked darkly staring into those hazel eyes that flinched looking at him surprised and hurt, it was low he knew that but as long as Isaac was alive he was a threat and he couldn't kill him or Raven and it was damn frustrating. He pushed Dean and climbed on top of him standing on his four on top of him. His upper lip twitched.

"Not even him fool. So… are we gonna let Raven in?"

"We? If it was up to me you know what I would do." He growled his body pressing closer down to Dean as Dean propped himself on his elbows. "I wont but it will be consequences Dean, others will wonder. They will question your judgment…"

"Most of them already do."

"You know what I got to say about that."

"IS this what we do outside of bed? Fight."

"Low blow."

"It's the truth. When was the last time we had fun? Went out to drink to get drunk as hell? Playing, going out in general."

"Missing dates?" Dean shot him a look. "I hear ya, the reason for that is the territory, it's bigger now… much bigger before I didn't have you so…" Nathanael kissed Dean, "so I didn't have to think about no one. I have you know but Dean I can't give territory to wolfs just like that anymore they go into war. Last time…"

"I know many humans died, we were almost exposed… it's the human nature to want more power. You give some and they want more." Dean sighed deeply. "We just let her in, she will just anyway retreat to hers and Brandon's bedroom."

"Why did she attack you?"

"Don't want to talk about it I told you!" Dean's eyes flared and pushed Nathanael that didn't buckle, he showed his teeth at him in a warning and he nipped Nathanael's lower lip looking into his eyes his tong flickering over the lip.

"Distracting me?"

"Perhaps." He murmured his hands going down to Nathanael's lower abdomen when he stopped him.

"Let's deal with Raven."

"You won't kill her right?"

"I told you I wouldn't didn't I?" he snapped pushing himself up.

Dean followed Nathanael hot in his heels as they got outside the boarder, his hand reached out gripping Nathanael's hand that froze glancing back at him that offered a weak smile. They saw Brandon hovering over Raven worried that was in her wolf shape looking weak and exhausted. He felt worried for her but resisted the urge to run towards her and check on her instead he kept his distance gripping Nathanael's hand a little harder trying to take some strength. He felt a gentle squeeze and release and he breathed in shaky.

Brandon looked up growling as they got closer, it was his primal instinct protect his mate at any cost, it would get him killed. Power blow was what Dean called it, Nathanael's power was great his energy everything but he kept it locked inside until he got mad and even then he controlled it. Nathanael just looked at Brandon warningly his energy bursting out and Brandon showed his neck.

Nathanael sniffed around Raven ignoring Dean's worried looks as he was searching for answer hoping he had the all the answers. "She smells different." He sniffed her again, "what did you do Dean?" he looked straight at a surprised Dean. "She's… different… she is carrying child." His head tilted to the side advancing Dean that started to stumble back "how is that possible?" Brandon was still hovering over Raven protecting her, as he would to his death.

"Please sir, she's sick…" Brandon seemed desperate. Nathanael looked down saying calloused eyeing him warily.

"Why should I care if she lives or die?"

"She is with… child… she is carrying puppies, two of them." She pointed at the monitor, Nathanael brow crinkled his hand stroking his chin irritated.

"How the hell is that possible?!" Maya looked down her head tilting to the side in a submissive way.

"I think…"

"Think?" he growled.

"I've studied your blood as… I was told to do, and I have now studied hers. My research I've been working on for the past years has given me the conclusion, the obvious one of course that every wolf carries your blood. Your blood sir is unique you have cells that humans don't have. Its that cell that keeps us wolfs alive and different from humans when we changed. But the cells we carry are connected to its host, you."

"What does that mean?" Dean asked feeling a sinking sensation took hold of him. "I mean Nathanael is healthy right?" his tone worried and a little desperate he reached and grabbed her arm.

"Yes, but we won't be." She glanced at Nathanael that stood tall and proud and powerful. "The day you sir take your last breath is the day the cell in our bodies will vanish. We will probably drop dead or grow quickly old."

"But you sure he's fine?" Dean bit his thumb nervously, he glanced at the glass window seeing Raven with Brandon that was stroking her hair.

"Yes he is."

"How can se be pregnant?" Dean questioned glancing at Nathanael that seemed in deep thought.

"Like I said we all are connected to Nathanael some way or other, there is what I call and you call first generation with the first pack Nathanael ever created, the second generation are those who come from the first generation and so on…"

"Katharine never got pregnant."

"Exactly. She had your blood… Raven must have gotten Dean's blood somehow because I found it inside of her." Nathanael narrowed down his eyes at Dean once again.

"But Nathanael changed me… right?" he looked at Nathanael that nodded, "so how can my blood."

"Because your blood has changed, look at yours sir." She pointed at Nathanael's blood then pointed at Dean's "this is yours Dean. Your blood had a genetic defect it's not noticeable especially in the beginning of the 2000 century. One of your parent's must have carried the gene."

"You're saying my blood was abnormal?"

"In a sense… yes. It mutated with the blood of Nathanael like it should but not quite as the others. For an example here's Brandon's blood he's from the second generation, look at his blood. Then let's look at yours one of the first generation, see its not the same. Your blood mutated, and even so when you got more wolf blood in you. When you feed from that wolf its blood line empowered yours, but your blood Dean has very strong blood line to Nathanael… more then usual, the less blood a normal wolf directly have from Nathanael the weaker the wolf. But your blood Dean it's full of cells that mutated. When you got more blood from Nathanael it directly changed your human blood and the blood that was not touched to a new blood. A new line Dean. It's quite remarkable."

"You're telling me my blood is mutated?" he wrinkled his nose looking at Nathanael with big eyes at the same time, trying hard to get Nathanael to open the doors he shut on him. He felt empty, sad, and scared.

"Yes when Nathanael draws his last breath and we fall… you might not. Or I'm quite positive that you wont, I'm directed to your bloodline Dean. My blood is not the same as Brandon or any other, I'm the first generation to your blood line."

"What does that mean?" Dean asked.

"It means your another kind of wolf, both of us are. But you're the father of it. When Raven got your blood into her veins it changed her blood just a little. Not much but a little, it made her pregnancy possible. When she attacked you she was bleeding right? It was her period it was her primal instinct to attack you as she defended herself. In her primal thinking she thought you wanted to mate with her. That's why she attacked you. Once again she got your blood Dean but still it didn't change her blood that much, meaning that you couldn't save a wolf on Nathanael's side if he passes."

"STOP SAYING THAT!" Dean roared, "HE WONT DIE!" he slammed her to the wall furious his eyes flaring.

"How did she get your blood the first time Dean?!" Nathanael demanded to know grimly another wave of power burst, Dean turned quickly to Nathanael his head tilting to the side. "Tell me Dean" the voice demanding and crude, he was advanced again his body pressed to the wall from the corner from his eyes he saw Maya back away scared almost trembling.

"We were running." The smell of Nathanael testosterone strong and Dean knew he had to keep calm, even if Nathanael wouldn't kill him or seriously hurt him there was still a chance of getting badly hurt. "A fence cut my paw and it was raining. We were cold so we slept together. Sleeping! She cleaned my wound nothing more… I caught her blood scent I got worried when I got closer she bit me." He babbled looking into blue flaring eyes.

"You better be telling the truth Dean." The tone lazy but undeniably threatening and he shivered as a response. Nathanael backed off his jaw's clenching looking straight at Maya. "You won't tell anyone now will you?"

"No" she stuttered.

"But why didn't she get pregnant before? It happened about six years ago when Nathanael went to the meeting…"

"When we have mate season that hormone must have… exactly that it. The blood your blood changed her hormone why couldn't I se that? That small change was the hormone that flared up in the heat season which made her pregnant. That's why she bleed her body wanted to continue to spread her seed. Its basic instinct to have children…" Nathanael dropped Dean and turned raptly towards Maya that jumped startled at the quick movement.

"If you ever thought of ever telling anyone about the blood line I will rip that pretty head of yours right off." She nodded scared. "Leave, check on Raven." She nodded and left them. He turned to Dean that was looking down on the floor he tilted Dean's head up gripping his jaw. "You have no idea…"

"I'm a freak." Nathanael blinked startled. The tone weak and sounding so young, Nathanael meet his mate's eyes that was moist filled with emotions his mate's voice trembling. "Aren't I?"

"No. Your fine you heard her…"

"No, I'm a freak. My blood has mutated…"

"Dean…"

"She said it my blood was different. From the start it was weird… I never was like you that's why they had a hard time accepting me it makes since why I never got those rules and…"

"Dean listen to me. I don't care. Your blood could be blue and I wouldn't care. I love you. Now don't make me mad." Dean sneered, "You always do press my buttons."

"The wrong ways?"

"The right and wrong that's why I love you, you make me feel in general."

"If they find out that my blood… they will rip me apart many females wants to copulate if they find out…"

"They won't Maya won't say anything. If she does, her fate won't be so pleasant. I won't allow anything to happen to you. I will rip each and every wolf to pieces." Nathanael voice roughened beyond any recognition, Dean just stared into his eyes and sighed defeated.

tbc