Thank you so much for the great reviews. I'm pretty busy this month so I think I will update 3 times a week...sorry...xxxx
Flying back home..
Loren and Eddie sitting down together on the beach.
The water lapping gently past them. Eddie is sitting with raised knees and hanging on his arms.
Loren is between his legs and leans on with her back against his chest. Eddie realizes that they are in so great together in any possible way. Her shape looks like created to adhere to him. He smiles. Loren looks at him "why the big smile Mr. Duran." Eddie open his eyes and looks tempting at her "This smile is all thanks to you Miss Tate." And kisses her on the forehead. Then he looks at her frowning. "Babe, if we ever get married.. are you going to hold on Loren Tate as your stage name ?"He suddenly asks from out of nowhere . "wow" yells Loren and sit up straight "What is going on in that mind off you Mr. Duran." and looks at him questioningly.
"Well, you soon are going to be as famous as I am, than everyone will know you like Loren Tate, so if we're getting married, you're going to keep that name or do you want to be Loren Duran." he asks so how shy. Loren gently caresses his cheek and looks at him "no, I would love to be called Loren Duran, it sounds pretty, don't you think so?" she chuckles. Eddie looks very happy and pulls her back against himself " I think Loren Duran sounds great, even better as Loren Tate don't you think so." he teases her. "Did you know that the first years of my life my name was Loren Mc Call." whispers Loren gently. "What" says Eddie startled "but why..."and stops half way if he comes to the realization that it must have to do with her father. He holds her tightly, if he notices that she is finding it very difficult, she has never really talked with him about her father. Then he continues quietly and gently "I should have known, because your mother is also called Tate, so you have gotten the last name of your mother." Loren nods softly while some tears felt down on her cheeks.
"When my mother after a several weeks after his departure got the divorce papers, there was also a waiver for me." The tears run down her cheeks gently. Eddie holds her even tighter, and kisses her cheek. "He was a dork." grumbles Eddie, he hoped never to come face to face with Trent Mc Call, he would not know if he could behave him selves nicely against the man who had done so terribly much pain to his love. "My mother has used her last savings, in order to give me her last name, so that his name would disappear from our lives." She continues. Eddie shakes angry his head "I don't get how someone can walk away from the life of his child, someone like that doesn't deserve children." "Eddie, would you ever want children." asks Loren him out of nowhere. Eddie smiles, she looks at him questioningly. "By chance I had to think about it today." Loren looks at him questioningly.
"Well, because of no condom you know." He stutters shy. Loren nods gently. "I want everything with you, the whole package, getting married, children get old, I love you babe." he whispers against her cheek. Loren presses her cheek against his laughing to. "So without a condom made you nervous... Sorry, but I found it wiser to take other precautions, because sometimes we are getting a bit carried away in the action and well, you get it?" she stutters.
"I get it perfectly, and I thinks it's an honor, that you want to do that for me and us, but I realized today that I wouldn't mind if it would happen. Such a small mini little Princess with your appearance, absolutely lovely. "He laughs, Loren laughs and shakes no, "not yet, although it will be so cute such a small handsome dark-haired mini Eddie." they both are laughing "but seriously, you want 1 or more children." Asks Eddie very curious. "I would have dearly loved to have a brother or sister." says Loren staring in front of her. Eddie grabs her hands in his "Yep, I know what you mend, I dearly want multiple kids." Wow, multiple as two or ... " Loren looks at him with big eyes. "Everything what you want babe." He says softly and kisses her hand. Loren looks out on the water. "yesterday I thought that you had fallen in love with someone else, and now we are talking about getting married and have children." whisper Loren emotional.
Eddie keeps her very close against himself firmly connected, and with his other hand on her cheek, he forces her to face him. "My heart belongs only to you Loren, now and forever." He whispers to her lips and kisses her passionately. Then they both are sitting in each other arms overlooking the sea, thinking about their conversation. "Where did you actually wanted to get married." says Loren then gently. Eddie swallows , everything that reminds him off Chloe does still hurt so much. "Sorry." whispers Loren, Eddie looks at her sweetly and shakes No. "I give her all the space in what she wanted, so she wanted it very big, with a lot of press and people." Eddie says a bit annoyed because he actually didn't want to reminded on that time.
"Really" says Loren amazes, Eddie looks at her quizzically "I didn't find you the type for a big wedding. You are so sweet and thoughtful, yet also very closed about your private life, well mostly then. "giggles Loren when she was thinking about the festival. Eddie laughs than he looks intently at her "How does your dream wedding look like." Loren blushes, first she thinks about it and then she rattles "OOOh on the beach, on an island like here, at sunset, with our parents and some friends. On the beach there will be a nice patio decorated with flowers, and then there is also a beautiful white piano, full of candles. "
Eddie looks at her admiringly and asking to "A piano ..." Loren nods excited "We get to know each other true the music, so that should certainly be present on our wedding day." Eddie nods understanding "And there you will be standing with a nice suit, pant legs rolled up and not to forget with bare feet." Eddie laughs but he certainly sees it, "And then we both sing a song for each other as a kind of wedding promise."
Eddie kisses her, "that's really perfect, I see it clearly on my mind, and I think that would be nice." he whispers to her lips. Loren laughs "you are perfect" she whispers against his lips, and deepened their kiss.
They have finally decided to be together as long as possible and to enjoy their time on the island.
They will sleep on the plane, cause when there will be back Loren had to go to school and Eddie to some meetings and finally to the recording studio.
They are intimately entwined on the couch in the plane. Loren is eventually fell asleep and Eddie gently caresses her back. She is so amazing, sweet, beautiful, caring, she is his everything, and he plans to make her at the top of his list. He never again wanted to feel that he had almost lost her. She was his oxygen.
Just before they are going to land they are awakened by Brenda, they both straightened up sleepy and put on their belts. Eddie pulls Loren immediately against himself, she lays her head on his shoulders, and he puts his head on hers again. Both have an unhappy expression, their trip had lasted far too short, but unfortunately real life waited outside the plane door again.
When the door opens, they are immediately with both feet on the ground. Jake is already waiting, at Eddie's car, and besides him standing Nora and Max.
Eddie and Loren first walk to Nora and Max and hugging them both. Then already Jake comes running up, "Eddie we really need to go on path right away, like now!" Eddie sighs , and looks sad at Loren. Max gives him a slap on his shoulders. "Take your time, son." and walks towards Jake, to chat, and to allow Eddie more time to say his farewell to Loren.
They immediately diving in each other's arms, there is a tear on Loren's cheek, Eddie immediately kisses him away and caresses her cheek with his "I promise you, that I have as much time as possible for you OK, and if you think I am not you just need to tell me babe, I love you so much." And kisses her with so much passion, as if he wants to feel her, all the feelings he has for her.
"I love you too." whispers Loren against his lips. Slowly they leave each other, and let slip their hands apart very slowly, to postpone the farewell to as long as possible. If Loren just get in the car, they already have a sms from Eddie that he misses her terribly.
Loren chuckles, Nora looks at her questioningly. Loren let Nora read her sms. She smiles and shakes her head "that boy is really crazy of you sweetie." Loren nods blushing "but I am also crazy on him mom." When they return home, Loren tells all the Lia story to Nora and Max. Loren tries to keep her tears in. "I do not know what it is mom, but I have a feeling with her, there is something about her." Max looks questionable. "Trust your instinct Princess, in this business you have need that desperately, and you should stay away as far as possible on such douce bags." Loren looks at him with a smile "thank you pops." As Nora runs to the kitchen, she is going to sit next to Max.
"Pops, can I ask you some questions?" Max nods proudly that Loren came to him "How did you and Katy keep your relationship on order, in this business, and with your life in the spotlight for everyone." Max smiles thinking back to that time. "For us it was easier, because we were a duo, so was our agenda was the same, for you two is that more difficult, but try to stick to what you want and make that clear to Kelly.
Also Eddie should stand more on his stripes with Jake. Make a schedule, then anyone know what you both want. Katy always preferably wanted to be home with the evening meal. That kind of little things is important. And also the trips, just like yesterday, that is the advantage of Eddie his rock star life, and soon also yours. There will always be people who try to come among you, so let each other now clearly what you want and make good appointments. But especially love each other very much that is the most important thing. " And gave her a hug. Loren nods "Thank you Pops." and cuddled a little against him.
After school comes Loren together with Mel to her house. After to have equally rumored and drunk some tea with Nora, the girls go to Loren's room. They pack the books out of their bags and starting to learn together for the Physics exam tomorrow.
Loren explains some things about it to Mel. Then throws Mel the books across the room. "Enough with studying Lo, now I want the juicy romantic hot stories with Rock star." chuckles Mel.
Loren blushes "Wow Lo so hot" laughs Mel "Mel you know I kiss but don't tell" Mel laughs it off when she see the fire-red face of the ashamed Loren "well it's something more like kissing I guess."
Eventually she tells Mel the story with Lia, and Eddie's surprise trip.
Mel is listening with open mouth and silently. "wow, Lo, that's a really big thing, but what now with those Lia." Loren gets her shoulders. "I keep an eye on her, and Eddie told Jake that he has to keep her out of his distance.
But Max warned me that there are always this kind of people circling around you in this business. " Mel sigh; Then Nora calls for dinner. Just when Mel opens the door to go home, Eddie is standing for the door. Loren flies him around his neck, and kisses him profusely.
Eddie chuckles "I've missed you to babe." Everyone laughs at the normally quiet but now some exuberant Loren. She starts to blush.
Eddie takes her in his arms and pressed her head in the crook of his neck. But then she surprised him by very gently biting and sucking, while nobody sees it.
Now Eddie is the one who blushes. Everyone laughs, also feels Eddie, Loren her smile against his skin. Yet he keeps her close against himself so that no one sees his state of arousal.
"What are you doing here, didn't you have a full agenda today?" whispers Loren. Eddie grinning shakes his head "I immediately thought to set new rules for my sweetheart, so I told Jake that I want to spend as much as possible dinner with you." Loren gives him an overwhelming kiss to show her gratitude. As they slowly slide their lips whispers Eddie "everything for you babe."
Then Nora calls Loren to help her to put the dinner on the table. Eddie also helps, and Max takes care of the drinks.
At the table they speak about Loren's upcoming Physics exam, and Eddie's meetings and interviews of the past day. After eating he must go straight to the recording studio. "Alex, will be in the recording studio, he is quite fond of your song Lo." chuckles Eddie.
"Did he lett you listen to anything?" asks Loren, Eddie shakes smiling no "but I think Alex is going to let me as soon as I come in." while he gently caresses her hand, which are intertwined in his lap.
"New song Princess?" Max asks interested Loren nods proudly, "I'll let you hear if my voice is recorded into the song, am looking forward to your opinion, because it is more challenging and different." She says blushing. "More challenging." says Nora a little worried looking.
Eddie laughs, he picks up his mobile from his pocket, and Loren looks at him questioningly but then realizes that he has recorded her singing before they send the song to Alex. Eddie lays his mobile on the table and set him onto speaker then they hear Loren sing the song.
"Wow that is a hit Princess, you are going to amaze the world with your first CD, and you are so diverse." He looks so proud to Loren, Loren's beaming his response.
She has always longs for a father who is proud of her.
Eddie looks proudly to both, he's still surprised how his father treated Loren as his own daughter, and he always took his distant, also because of its experiences in the business.
When Eddie his mobile starts ringing he excuses himself and runs to Loren's room.
Loren heard to Eddie his voice that something was wrong.
She couldn't hear what it's about, but she heard on Eddie his voice that he was very, very angry…