Here's the epilogue finally

Here's the epilogue finally!

Also, so you are not confused…the time span is in 3-month intervals. Sasuke left for college in September and will return the following September.

Enjoy!

Warnings: Sexual content, disturbing plots, OOCness, sappiness

Disclaimer: I still don't own Naruto :-(

Naruto's POV

It's been three months and I'm dying from abstinence...I might not make it considering I have nine more months to go. This is so depressing…what am I suppose to do? Jack off every other week! It especially gets bad when Neji and Gaara starts making out and doing other things. I feel so lonely and cold. I wonder does Sasuke feel the same way…probably not since he is having such a great time with his American friends. Don't get me wrong…I made new friends too but I'm not on that fun boat yet. I might never get on it if I don't get laid soon.

Gaara walks in. "Are you still wallowing in your abstinence depression?" Gaara asks.

"For your information, I'm not wallowing in depression. I'm just thinking."

Gaara smirks. "So you are telling me you just been thinking these past months? I don't believe you because you don't have the ability to think for long periods of time."

I throw my pillow at him. "Gaara!"

"Heh, so you talk to the Uchiha recently?" Gaara asks, sitting down on his bed.

"If you mean by letters, then yes. Phone, no. He only calls me like twice a month for an hour chat…"

"Just think on the bright side, you have nine months to go."

I close my eyes. "Don't remind me…this is plain torture."

"Well…how about you get your lazy ass up and come with me and Neji tonight to this hot club?"

"Club? I don't know…don't people like hook up at places like that? I'm not looking for a fling or anything else for that matter."

Gaara sighs. "Must you be so close-minded? Clubs are for partying with your friends and having a good time."

"Hmm…I don't know. I mean…I have nothing to wear. My wardrobe has 'LOSER' written all over it."

"Then I'll let you wear something of mine…" Gaara says, opening the closet.

I shake my head. "I don't want to impose…" Gaara tosses a pair of jeans and a shirt on my head.

"Try this on." I look at the clothes and I must say when did Gaara start thinking I could pull off skinny jeans. I've been eating so much…that I know I've gained some pounds.

I hold up the jeans. "Gaara…my butt cheek won't even fit in these."

"You are skinny as ever Naruto. Stop making excuses and try it on."

I stand up. "Fine…but don't say I didn't tell you." I walk into the bathroom and put the dark blue shirt on. It felt a little tight…but I suppose it was made that way. Then I attempt to slide on the pants, I had to twist my body so many ways to get them to slide up. Once I did get them up, I swore the blood circulation in my legs had stopped. I slowly walk out of the bathroom where I see Gaara waiting expectantly.

"Told you they don-"

"Perfect."

"What?! I can't breathe!" I shriek.

"You will get over that. Give it some time…but this outfit looks good on you. Look in the mirror." I slowly walk to the mirror and I must say I looked pretty good, considering my ass is losing circulation.

Gaara stands up. "So what you think?"

"I think…my ass is going to pop out these jeans."

Gaara laughs. "I think they are firmly secured."

"Whatever." I push past him and attempt sitting down. Boy, that was a workout…its like trying to fit yourself in a plastic bag and have it stretch around you.

"That's good. Just sit like that till its time to go and I promise you, they won't feel tight."

"It better because if I burst out these jeans tonight, you are giving me your pants." Gaara laughs as he walks into the bathroom and I shake my head. He better put boxers on tonight.

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Here we are at Club Kazekage and I must say that I'm enjoying it. The lights flashing everywhere and the DJ rocking the crowd is really getting me pumped especially now since my pants aren't so tight anymore. I see Gaara and Neji out there on the dance floor as I watch from the shadows. I would go out there but I'm a little nervous…I mean I've never been to a club before.

"Hey hot stuff…want to dance?" I turn to the girl next to me and I realize she was from my journalism class. I forgot her name though…

"Moegi." She says suddenly. (AN: Not the little girl in the show)

I smile. "Naruto. You take journalism right?"

She nods. "Yep…writing is my life. There is so much you can do with just words."

"I agree…"

She glances out into the crowd. "Are you here alone?" She says.

I shrug. "Yea pretty much…my friends are already out on the floor." We remain silent as the DJ continues to play some kind of club mix. All I can say…that music turned people into animals. Everyone was jumping, rubbing against each other, and swinging everything plus the place was burning up. I felt like I was in an oven….and I seriously did not want to get burned.

Moegi suddenly grabs my hand. "Come on! This song is awesome! Let's dance." I start to stutter.

"Umm…I d-don't know…it's too crowded…p-plus I'm-' Moegi seems not to hear me and pulls me along into the crowd. I start to pull her along after I feel someone grope my ass. That was such an invasion of privacy.

She's going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taken her granted
She wants to see if there's more than he gave, she's lookin for,
He calls her up he's trippin' on the phone now
He doesn't want her out there and alone now
Knows she's moving it, knows she's using it
Now he's losing it and she don't care

We start dancing in the middle of the crowd or at least I attempt to. As long as she doesn't get to close or tries to touch me, I'll be fine…but I have a bad feeling about this. Very bad. I try to push those thoughts out of my mind as a rock with the music…the beats is rockin'.

Everybody put your hands up say, I don't wanna be in love,
Feel the beat now if you got nothing left say I don't wanna be in love
Don't give up now, you got a reason to live say, I don't wanna be in love
Feeling good now, don't be afraid to get down say, I don't wanna be in love

Moegi throws her arms up in the air and yells, 'I don't want to be in love' before throwing her long brown hair back. I personally do not take part because I am in love and I wanna be in love. I try to ignore her embarrassing actions and pray for the song to end so I can leave.

"Doesn't it feel good to be free like this?! I mean I thought I was in love with my ex-boyfriend and I never felt this good till now! Don't you agree?" She yells. I pretend I don't hear her and look around.

He was always giving her attention
Working hard to buy the things she mentioned
He was dedicated by most suckers hated
That girl was fine but she didn't appreciate him
She calls him up she's trippin on the phone
Now had to get up and he ain't comin home
Now, she's tryin to forget him and
The salary came with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

I seriously think this song is related to Moegi by the way she is acting and if it is…lets just say this is some deep shit.

Everybody put your hands up say, I don't wanna be in love,
Feel the beat now if you got nothing left say I don't wanna be in love
Don't give up now, you got a reason to live say, I don't wanna be in love
Feeling good now, don't be afraid to get down say, I don't wanna be in love

Feel the beat
Feel the beat
Feel the beat

Moegi latches her arms around me and continues to dance. My mind starts giving red alerts because this bad…for one, I'm gay…I don't want people to think I'm some kind of jerk and second, I have a boyfriend who basically just proposed to me. This is BAD!!

Everybody put your hands up say, I don't wanna be in love,
Feel the beat now if you got nothing left say I don't wanna be in love
Don't give up now, you got a reason to live say, I don't wanna be in love
Feeling good now, don't be afraid to get down say, I don't wanna be in love

The song finally ends after ten years and Moegi pulls back. Her face flustered from the heat and her so-called intense dancing. She smiles at me as I glance around…I feel everyone's eyes on me and it's freaking me out. Gaara was even looking at me with an unreadable expression.

I step away. "I'm going to get something to drink and some fresh air." I push past the people and go get a glass of water. Moegi follows surprisingly, claiming she's too tired to dance anymore.

She laughs and orders a drink. "Wow that was fun. You are a really good dancer!" I murmur 'thanks' before walking outside. She follows me outside with her drink.

"Are you okay? Did I do something wrong?" She asks quietly.

I immediately shake my head. "No…it's just…" She puts her glass down next to mines with her face downcast.

"Am I that horrible of person? Everyone doesn't like me for some reason…my boyfriend just dumped me, my friends dumped me, and now you. What is wrong with me? Am I an ugly beast or something? Do I turn you off?" I look at her wide-eyed. Where is all this coming from?

"Moegi…this has nothing to do with you…"

"Really? Then why won't you give me a chance? I can be perfect for you if you let me try…let me get close to you." I step back away from her…she's freaking me out. No wonder her boyfriend dumped her.

"I'm sorry but I can't…I have someone…"

She glares. "Where is that someone?"

"Not here. They won't be back for awhile…" I say bluntly.

She taps her foot. "Oh…well you shouldn't abandoned your needs. I bet they aren't." I turn my head away from her and look out into the sky.

"I can satisfy your needs." She says quietly.

I continue to look up at the sky. "Look…I'm fine alright. I don't need you or anyone else right now especially someone who knows nothing about me. I'm happy with my life and my current relationship." All I hear is her quiet footsteps back to the drink table before she walks back to me.

"Here. Drink your water before it gets warm." I murmur a 'thanks' before gulping down the glass. I felt really cool afterwards and my body felt tingly for some reason. After a few minutes, I start to feel light-headed and find a spot along the concrete.

"Are you okay?" She asks innocently. I look up at her, my vision going to blurry to see she was smiling.

I grab my head in pain. "W-what d-did you do?" She shrugs and walks over to me, helping me off the ground.

"Let me take you back to my place…I can help you." I try to protest but my mind and body was shutting down. She put something in my drink and now I was at her mercy. I hope Gaara and Neji don't forget about me.

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I wake up to a dull throb in my head and stiffness in my arms and legs. As my vision becomes clearer, I see that I'm in someone's bed with most of my clothes missing. What the hell?! I turn my head to the side to see that crazy bitch looking at me, like she was going to claim me for her own.

I close my eyes to suppress the pain circulating through body and wish Sasuke would be my knight in shining army and save me. Ha! I know that is a stupid wish because chivalry is dead. Dead like how I am going to be.

"What the fuck do you think you are doing?!" I yell, tugging on the chains around my wrists.

"Making you see what I have to offer…you didn't want to give me a try so I took matters in my own hands."

"You psycho-bitch! You need some help…bad! Let me go…and I won't get your ass sent to jail."

Moegi shakes her head. "No…I'm getting what I want. Let me tell you, I don't go through all this trouble for just anyone. I've been watching you…and I've been wanting you. Tonight you are mines whether you like it or not so just enjoy it. I promise you will feel good." I thrash around mindlessly on the bed.

"Let me go!!" Moegi smiles and stands over me, allowing her finger to trace along the hemline of my boxers.

"This piece of cloth is the only thing separating us. I don't want us to be separated." Her finger travels downwards, stopping at my manhood and going back up.

"I have a surprise for you." Moegi takes off her robe, revealing sheer red lingerie. I squeeze my eyes shut to block the image…I really did not want to see this.

She walks closer. "I know you want to touch me like I want to touch you." This time she dips her finger down my boxers, invading all my privacy. I shriek and attempt to squeeze my legs shut.

Moegi glares. "Bad boy…if you do that, then I will just have to cut the boxers off you. Hmm...It would make my job a lot easier and may I add I adore your size." I glare my hardest and spit at her…too bad it didn't get far.

"You know…I always wanted children. Maybe I will finally have the chance…can't you imagine? Our child would look so beautiful." I stare at her in horror…I cannot have sex with her no matter what! If she got pregnant, my life would be over!! And besides that is just gross.

"Someone will find me before you make your stupid dreams come true!!" I snarl. Moegi smiles sadistically.

"Perhaps, but it will be too late. I would have already claimed you and perhaps our child." I thought I was going to vomit after she said that. This girl is so messed up that I start yelling for help.

"Help! Someone help me! Please! Crazy girl trying to rape me! Help!" I continue screaming before she places a gag in my mouth. I start to panic, sending adrenaline throughout my body. I could only close my eyes and pray this was some kind of movie or fanfiction.

Moegi climbs on the bed. "Sshh…don't want people to hear us now do we? So do you promise to be quiet? If you do, I'll remove the gag but if I hear one sound, I'll leave it in your mouth all night." I nod my head as a plan starts to kick in…I know exactly how to get out of this. Reverse Psychology.

Moegi removes the gag. "See that wasn't so hard."

I nod. "I know…I'm sorry. I'm just so new to this…I never had intercourse before that's why I'm so nervous…but now I think I'm okay."

She nods sympathetically. "Why didn't you just say so baby? I'll guide you right on through."

I nod. "Do I get to touch you?" I try to keep my gag reflex in check as I talk to her. This is so disturbing on many levels.

"Of course…you can touch anywhere."

"Anywhere? Really? You won't mind?"

She shakes her head. "Nope, I want you to."

I smile sheepishly. "Can you guide me with your hands?" Moegi smiles and unties the bounds. I'm Free, YES!!

"Now don't be afraid…I'll help you." She grabs one of my hands, guiding it over her chest as I use the other to slowly untie the canopy on her bed. Since her eyes were close, this was the perfect opportunity. I wrap my legs around her, flipping her under me before releasing the canopy. I quickly hop out the bed, as she scrambles under the covers and grab my clothes before rushing out the door. I ran so fast that I swore I was track star but a few minutes later it changed to a track star going to jail. The police caught me, claiming I was streaking. I tried to explain my situation but they thought I was high on drugs. How sad right?

Once we got to the station, I explained my story fully about the crazy girl and the poisoning of my drink. They believed me soon after because they heard similar stories about the same girl and my drug test proved true. I was relived that she didn't give me a lethal dosage or I would have been a goner. I take out my phone to call Gaara…I can't believe he didn't bother to even look for me.

'Hello?!'

'Gaara?'

'Naruto!! Where are you? Where have you been? I've been driving around looking all over for you and you didn't answer your phone! I thought you were hurt! Don't you ever do this again!! '

'I'm sorry…it's been a long night. Can you come and get me?'

'Where are you?'

'The police station.'

'The police!!'

'I'll explain later…it's not what you think. Just come.'

'I'll be there in 5-10 minutes.'

'Thanks.'

I slowly hang up my phone and slide it into my pocket. Gaara sounded very worried…how could I have ever doubted him? I lean my head back on the cold chair as I close my eyes. I feel so sick and alone. I wish Sasuke was here…but he's not and won't be for another nine months! I should be angry at him for leaving but I'm too drained to be angry…anger is just a waste of energy.

Gaara bursts through the door, panting as if out of breath before running up to me and giving me a huge hug. He was holding me so tight I thought I would pass out. He pulls back and looks me directly in the eyes.

"What happened?" He asks.

I shake my head. "Tomorrow please? Can we talk about this tomorrow? I'm too tired and sick." He nods and signs my release slip before guiding me out to the car. I hop in the backseat so I can lie down and soothe my headache. It's surprising how I'm still sane.

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I skip class the next day. Everything that happened is still lingering in my mind and its scary…I mean that girl could have inflicted some serious damage. I feel Gaara's eyes staring at my back…waiting for me to tell him. I wish he would give me more time.

"Naruto…"

"Gaara, please…not now. I'm trying to keep my mind in check…"

"Well, when?"

"Later….just later. Alright?" I pull my bed sheets over my head and lie there for the entire day. I don't eat, I don't use the bathroom, and I don't talk to anyone. I just lie there, waiting for the earth to swallow me whole.

Gaara returns late in the evening after his last class, bringing me some dinner. Gaara always feels the need to take care of me…like I'm some kind of baby. Yea…I know I act like one…but still I'm 18 years old!

I sit up and look at my plate. "Thanks…but you didn't have to."

Gaara shrugs. "Feeling better…"

"A little I guess." I take a bite of my oily noodles. "What happened yesterday…was the worst experience of my life and it replays over and over. I can't seem to stop it…"

"What happened?"

"At the club, there was this girl…she was in my journalism class and she seemed nice."

"You mean the one you were dancing with?" I nod.

"Well after I danced I went to get a glass of water and then I went outside. I needed to time to think and cool myself down. The girl, Moegi follows me out and starts talking all this crap about how she is the one for me and everything which was freaking me out. You should have heard the stuff she said, it was ridiculous! I pushed her away of course…and when my back was turned she put something in my drink! I of course, sipped my drink and then that's when everything went downhill.

"The drug she gave me caused me to lose consciousness and feeling and before I knew it…I was at her house, tied to the bed. She stripped me from my clothes except my boxer and she too was almost naked. When I awoke, she went on about this rant about claiming me and having children by me!! Her intention was to have sex with me, so I can get her pregnant then I could never leave! I thought it was impossible to save myself till I escaped by pulling down her canopy and running out the door. The police then pulled me over…and thought I was streaking due to my lack of clothes. So that's why I was at the station."

Gaara folds his hands. "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and making you go to that club. I should have paid closer attention."

I shake my head. "No…it was my fault. I made a stupid choice at trusting her."

"Are you going to tell Sasuke?" Gaara asks.

"No…it could ruin our relationship. He would probably think I was cheating or something. I just know it will turn out badly so I'll keep it to myself."

"If you feel that is best…then keep it to yourself but Naruto…give it more thinking. Trust always makes relationships stronger."

I keep my eyes downcast. "Yea, I know…"

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Naruto's POV

3 Months later

I've talked to Sasuke several times these past months and I have yet to tell him about the incident. I don't know if the phone is the best way because he could hang up on me and I won't have a chance to explain but if it's face-to-face, I will see his facial expression which would make it even harder to explain.

Maybe I could write it in a letter? No.

RING!! RING!! (AN: Sexual content ahead…I'm a major perv.)

Who could be calling me at this time? Sasuke…

'Hello?'

'Hey dobe.'

'Teme! Don't call to insult me…you should call to say sweet words.'

'Okay…how is my cute blue-eyed blond doing?'

'He's confused…and needs help.'

'Alright…what's wrong?'

'Okay...what would you do if there is something you have to tell someone to keep trust even though the outcome can swing both ways? Meaning the person could hate you in the end?'

'Hmm…I suppose if I had a special bond with that person I would tell him no matter the outcome because honesty is very important.'

'I see…'

'Does that help?'

'Yes, it does…thank you.'

'You know...Naruto…you can tell me anything.'

'I know…'

'Good. So what are you wearing right now?'

I laugh. 'Teme, you are such a perv! But if you must know…it is night over here so I'm in boxers.'

'Just…boxers…?'

'Yea…don't you just wish you could take them off?'

'…I do…'

'And just fuck me?'

Sasuke lets out a husky breath. '…Talk to me more like that…' I blush as I realize what he is implying. He wants to jack off with phone sex!

'You need me to release that sexual tension…hmm? Well, just imagine this…I allow my fingers to run very slowly….down your body…reaching the hemline of your boxers as my lips sucks on the sweet spot behind your ear….' Sasuke lets out a moan causing me to become hard….I close my eyes because I just can't believe I'm doing this.

'Then my lips move lower…leaving marks all along your neck as my hands slowly start to pull your boxers down .You're hard as I allow my hand to grace lightly over you…'

'Nar…' The noise Sasuke is making is really turning me on.

'You want more contact…don't you? You want me to wrap my hand around you and pump you…but no…you need more heat…you need my mouth…you want my mouth surrounding you.'

'…need you…'

'I take you in my mouth….that hot cavern feels good…. you just want to buck up….but no, you hold back as I take you deeper into my mouth. Self restrain is getting harder…isn't it?' Sasuke lets out another noise…a new one…causing my need to release more needy.

'I pull back and take you whole again…as my fingers rake over your body….it feels so good…especially with our body heat mixing together. You like it…as my tongue wraps around you…giving you that sensation along the underside…it feels good…'

'Nar…to…'

'Then that one last lick…at the tip…sets you off. You come hard…in my mouth…your contents dripping along my chin….' Sasuke lets out a loud moan and I know he just came. I hop out the bed and rush to the bathroom before I explode.

I try to bite back a moan. 'How…was…that?'

'Amazing…how are you so good…at phone sex?'

'…cause…I know what you like…I know everything about you…' I bite my tongue as I come in the toilet. I haven't felt this good in a long time.

'If I known this…we could have been doing this from the beginning…' I can just feel Sasuke's smirk through the phone.

'Oh really? Is it supposed to make up for my year long abstinence? Because seriously I'm dying over here…'

'I know…this is tough for both of us… but time will be over before you know it.'

'Sasuke…'

'Hmm?'

'Promise me you will not find someone to relieve your sexual frustration no matter how cute they are or drunk you are.'

'I promise…but where is all this coming from?'

'Reality Sasuke…guys cannot go a long period of time without sex. It's not possible…so we have to make a promise to each other.'

'If this will make you feel better...even though I basically made this promise before I left, I shall save myself for the love of my life.'

'Teme! When you say stuff like that…it makes me feel girly even though it's sweet but I promise too to wait till you come back.'

'You better. Well I must go my little Naru-chan…I have a class to get you but I'll write you and call you soon.'

'You are telling me…you jacked off before class?'

'Yea pretty much. The frustration of not being able to fuck you was building up.'

'Teme!!'

Sasuke laughs. 'Love you.'

I pout. 'Love you too.'

'Bye.'

'Bye.'

I hang up the phone and quietly walk back to my bed. Gaara isn't here thankfully since he's spending the night in Neji's room. I don't think I would survive phone sex if he was here. I get under the sheets and look up at the ceiling as I start to doze off. Six more months to go.

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Sasuke's POV

Naruto is hiding something from me….but what? I mean what was up with that weird question and that promise. This sucks being long distance and everything because I'm not actually able to break through to him. If I could just call him more…but that's so expensive. Hopefully, he will take my advice and tell me soon.

Six more months.

I grab my bag and start to walk to my next class. It's so lonely here… I mean I've met some really good people but something is missing. He is missing. His smile, his warmth, his touch. I need him…if I'm ever going to rid this gap.

Six more months, Naruto and I will be back.

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Naruto's POV

9 Months Later (AN: Naruto doesn't go home over break)

Three more months then Sasuke will be back!! I can't believe time is passing by quickly…maybe because we talk online everyday (AN: I forgot to include instant messaging so imagine they do that too.) I feel our long distant relationship has made us much closer…I mean we tell each other everything excluding the thing that happened with Moegi. That reminds me…I think Moegi was put in a psychiatric ward since I haven't seen her these past months. I'm glad because having her around made me fear for my safety.

"Three more months Naruto." Gaara says, grabbing a seat next to me and opening his sandwich.

"I know…I'm kinda excited."

Gaara takes a bite. "I can tell by your conversations and the things that come along with it."

I blush. "Gaara!"

He shrugs. "It's true. You are loud…if you know what I mean." I place my hands over my ears.

"I'm not listening to this so you can get your fun from embarrassing me."

Gaara smirks. "Its fun embarrassing you because you get this light tint on your cheeks and you squirm. It's cute because it makes you look like a child when you are really 18." I place my hands over my face…I have a feeling this blush won't be going away anytime soon.

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I got a letter today from Sasuke. I'm so happy…because he didn't tell me he was sending anything. I wonder what it says…or maybe it's a picture. I hope it is a picture so I can add it to my collection. Yea, I have a collection or shall I say shrine devoted to him. I rush to the library, towards the back so I can open it up. It would take to long to walk back to the dorms and since I'm so impatient, there is no better place than the library.

I toss my books on an empty table before opening the envelope. Inside was a folded piece of paper which I hesitantly opened. The paper was titled 'The Reasons I love you.' (1) (AN: I'm dying over this poem, it's so touching.)

The Reasons I love you.

The Smell of your hair
The taste of your kiss
These are the things
That I will always miss

The sound of your voice
The feel of your hand
They affect me in ways
You could never understand

The love in your heart
The peace in your eyes
They make me feel
Like I want to cry

You are a gift
That God gave to me
And I can just feel
That we are meant to be

I'll love you forever
I hope you do too
For it's only a short while
Before we say "I do"

I stare at the letter as tears start to form in the corner of my eyes. This poem was so sweet and it makes me the happiest person alive. I mindlessly twist the ring on my finger as I re-read the poem. I probably look like a love sick girl sitting here, but I don't care because it feels good.

I slowly stand up, placing the letter back into the envelope before I start my walk back to the dorm. Once I reach my room, I immediately place the letter on my wall next to his pictures before grabbing a pen and paper. I'm not good at poetry but expressing how I feel should be the only thing that counts. After about three hours past, I have a poem worth sending. I title it, 'Remember.' (2) (AN: I love this poem!!)

Do you ever think about me and you?
Do you remember all the things we've been through?
Do you remember the first time we met?
I was so nervous- I started to sweat.

Remember the day we first held hands?
My legs were so shaky I could barely stand.
Remember the place where we first kissed?
Sometimes I go there... and reminisce.

Remember the first time we went on a date?
I'm sure you remember the food I ate.
I remember the first time you made me cry.
Do you remember the first time I dried your eyes?

Remember the first time we made love?
There's nothing that I would rather think of.
Remember the first time we had a fight?
But then we compromised and made it right.

Remember the first time we woke up next to each other?
I felt so secure in your arms and under the covers.
Do you remember the day we split apart?
Sorrow and pain visited my heart.

I remember the day you took me back.
I was so happy we were back on track.
Remember when I fought for you?
I know you remember that, I truly do.
Remember the first time I screamed your name?
I sounded funny, but I'm not ashamed.

Nothing can ever come close or compare
to the countless moments we have shared.
And all the things you and I have done,
I could never forget or regret... a single one.

I fold the paper up and place it in an envelope. I hope Sasuke likes it because it reflects our relationship in so many ways and I don't believe I could have said it better. I place the letter on my desk before turning out the light.

Sasuke…who could ever forget our first times?

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Sasuke's POV

I just received Naruto's letter and it's amazing how we have the courage to say these things now. I mean…Naruto causes me to have all these feelings which are sometimes hard to describe and it's nice to know he feels the same way.


Remember the first time we went on a date?
I'm sure you remember the food I ate.
I remember the first time you made me cry.
Do you remember the first time I dried your eyes?

How could one ever forget that date? Or all that Miso Ramne you ate? You cleaned out my pockets. Then the time, I made you cry…I was being a jerk considering I just confessed my feelings to you.

Remember the first time we made love?
There's nothing that I would rather think of.
Remember the first time we had a fight?
But then we compromised and made it right.

Made love? That is forever embedded in my mind….Naruto… it binded us forever with a rope that could never broken.

And never will be broken.

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Naruto's POV

The 12th Month

Sasuke comes back this week!! I'm so happy! I'm so happy that I already started packing my bags to head back home for a few days! Once I see Sasuke, I'm going to kiss the daylights out of him and molest him…because this year long abstinence thing has me over the edge.

Gaara smiles. "I see someone is happy."

"Yup!! Sasuke is coming back!!"

"Now you can rid yourself of abstinence."

I throw my pillow at him. "Gaara!!"

Gaara laughs. "I'm serious….you have a few weeks before classes start up again."

"Sorry…but relationships aren't only about sex."

"It is when it's been a whole year without it."

I throw my other pillow at him. "Uhh… should I still tell him about that thing?"

"I would…but it's up to you."

I plop on my bed. "I feel if I don't, it will haunt me forever and if I do, his anger at me will haunt me forever."

"Why do you think he would be angry?"

"Cause I danced with a girl who almost raped me!! When I should have stayed my ass away from clubs!!"

"If I was Sasuke, I would not be mad. Disappointed that you didn't tell me sooner but not angry because you didn't lead her on plus she was a psychopath."

"Yea Gaara, but you are not Sasuke. That's the problem."

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Sasuke comes back today!! I'm so excited that I got up early this morning to cook my Dad breakfast…how weird right? He was pretty happy I came home for a few weeks to visit of course. He claimed he was lonely without me around and in total darkness which notified me quickly of his sarcasm.

"This food looks good." He says, sitting down.

"Thanks, I read some cook books. So how have you been old man?"

"I'm not old, thank you very much and I've been fine. Not much has changed since you've been gone."

"Well that's good. I'm going to be leaving in a bit to pick up Sasuke from the airport."

"Ah yes, Sasuke. I see you two are going as strong as ever…separation could never keep you two apart."

I smile. "Yea, we are inseparable." My dad smiles.

"Just like you and mom." This time he gives a full out grin.

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I'm here at the airport…Sasuke's plane should be arriving here soon!! I'm so happy I am able to pick him up! I was afraid his parents would tell me no or something but they were actually happy. Sasuke doesn't know I'm picking him up…so this should be a surprise! But I'm worried how I should tell him about the incident…like should I wait for after the incredible 'welcome-back sex' or before and remain abstinent for a few more days.

This is so confusing because how should I approach the situation…I mean should I be like 'Hey Sasuke…welcome back! I wanted to tell you I was almost raped by a crazy girl about nine months ago, sorry I didn't tell you sooner. It slipped my mind' He would probably just kill me with that glare of his. Ughh! Why is this so difficult?

Plane 46 departing from America has just landed. Staffs please monitor your assigned posts.

I tense as I hear the speaker. Oh my…he's here! And I still don't know what to do and I didn't even have a chance to look in the mirror! I hope I look okay…but to be sure I'm going to rush into the bathroom. I run to the bathroom where I take a glance in the mirror…my hair looks spikier than usual since it's longer. I wish it would lay down a bit. I try to smooth it down before fixing my clothes. I'm so nervous for whatever reason…it's just I don't want him to be like…'Eww who are you? You're not my boyfriend!' Yea… I know he would never say something like that but it could happen!!

I take one glance in the mirror before slowly stepping out of the bathroom. I don't see Sasuke yet, so maybe I should go take a seat. I find a seat by the window as I wait for him and everyone that comes out the gate is not him. Did he miss his plane? Did something happen? Did he leave while I was in the bathroom?

I stand up and turn so I'm facing towards the window. Maybe he's outside? I try to think of all the possible places he could be before I hear the dropping of bags behind me.

"Naruto?" I slowly turn my head to see no than Sasuke. My breath got caught in my throat as I took in his appearance. He was taller, his hair grew out a bit, and his face had 'HOT' written all over it. I had to stop myself from drooling right on the spot. As my eyes rake over his body, I notice he was doing the same thing. We were taking in each others differences since last time.

I grin. "Welcome back Teme." I slowly walk over towards him, giving him a hug. I feel his arms wrap around my waist, holding me tight.

"I missed you…" He murmurs.

"I missed you too…so much." I try to pull back but he tightens his arms around me.

"Not yet…let me." I smile and let him continue to hug me before he slowly releases me. "You smell good as always." He says with a smirk.

I blush before kissing him on the lips. "You're handsome as always." God, it felt so great to kiss him. It was like your 'first kiss' all over again.

I pull back. "How was your trip back?"

"It was tiring, boring, and uncomfortable but it was worth it."

I smile. "Why is that?"

Sasuke smirks. "Because I get to do what I've been dying to do to you all year."

"Why are you so sure I would let you?"

"You said yourself; guys can't last a long period time without sex." I blush crimson and playfully shove him away.

"See…I told you. Now come on…I want to get out of these clothes." I blush even more if possible.

Sasuke chuckles and picks up his bags. "I can make that a double-meaning if you want." At that moment, a plan sparked in my mind.

I get a mischievous glint in my eyes. "You know what? I would like that. Very much indeed." I start walking to my car, leaving Sasuke following slowly behind.

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Sasuke's POV

It feels good to be back home and to have Naruto near me. When I first saw him at the airport, he took my breath away. He looked gorgeous… I mean he was taller; his eyes were like sparkling sapphires and his smile…that smile just did it all. Man, I missed him so much.

Naruto lies on my bed. "That was the longest three hours of my life. Your parents acted like they haven't seen you in ages."

"Yea, probably because I hardly contacted them. I used all my time contacting you."

He smiles. "How sweet of you." I smirk and walk into the closet to change my clothes. I walk out to see Naruto fidgeting and talking to himself on the bed. He's hiding something from me. I slowly walk over to him, climbing on the bed.

"What's wrong?" I ask. Naruto jumps off the bed, landing on the floor with a 'thump.'

"N-nothing. Nothing is wrong." He says nervously.

"Naruto…I know you better than anyone else so tell me what is bothering you."

Naruto stands up and starts pacing. "You promise not to get mad and try to be understanding?"

Mad? "Naruto, I could never get mad at you so tell me. I will understand."

Naruto lets out a loud breath. "Well this happened nine months ago and I should have told you but I was scared of how you would react." I nod for him to continue, not really sure where this going.

"Well…I sort of met this girl…" Naruto stops letting that thought sink in. A girl? What is he doing with a girl?

"And we danced at this club by the college…she was in my journalism class so she seemed nice but something was off…"

I cross my arms. "Off? Were you trying to hook up with some girl?"

He shakes his head. "No!! It was just for fun as in friends…you know I'm gay Sasuke…it's pretty obvious. Anyways…she didn't get the hint and put something in my drink."

"She put something in your drink?!" Where the hell is this story going?

"Yea…she did it when I wasn't looking and once I took sip, I started to feel numb and confused…next I passed out. When I woke up, I was tied to her bed or something and she removed my clothes."

I stand up. "She removed your clothes?!" Naruto steps back, worry flashing over his features.

"Yea…but I still had my boxers on…and…"

"And…"

"And she said she wanted children and everything and how if I got her pregnant I would be stuck with her forever. Also, she went on about claiming me as her own…whatever that means…"

"I see…"

Naruto begins to pace again. "Then she started to touch me…you know…and I started yell…but she gagged me. I was afraid she was about to rape me."

"…"

"But then I played…along in a way to get her to release me. So…I touched her until I was able to escape. I got out half-naked but later I was caught by the police for streaking, which I wasn't of course."

"So you are telling me…you were drugged and almost raped by a woman from a club then were almost locked up for streaking nine months ago?"

Naruto nods. "Yea…I'm sorry I should have told you but I was scared you would hate me and then not want to be with me. Are you angry with me?"

I walk over to him. "Yea, I am."

Naruto frowns and turns away. "I u-understand…you have every right to be mad."

I shake my head. "I'm not mad about what happened. I'm mad because you didn't trust me enough to tell me."

"I'm sorry…"

"Come here…" Naruto looks unsure, but complies by walking slowly over to me. I pull him into an embrace, placing my chin on top of his head.

"I love you, you know that?"

Naruto nods. "Yea…"

"Now I want you to make a promise to me. A promise that you will never keep something away from me."

"I promise."

I pull back and smirk. "So you ready to go to bed?"

"Hm? I'm not tired."

"You will be when I'm done with you."

"What?!"

"Get used to it my little Naru-chan; this is only the beginning of our lives together."

Naruto smirks as he pushes me on the bed. "Oh really…well you are about to learn a little something tonight."

"And what is that?"

"Abstinence makes one do crazy things." Lets just say, Naruto taught me things and left me wanting more for years to come and considering our relationship now, trust me there will be many years to come.

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Officially complete!!

1. A poem by this wonderful guy named David Munoz

2. A poem by this awesome guy named Justin Shupe

This is the complete end of 'What Just Happened?'! I hope you enjoyed this story and thanks for all the amazing and encouraging reviews, I tried to thank everyone but I lost track sadly, so thank you!!

Also, the next chap. of 'New Year, New Beginning' should be out soon, so check it out and look out for my new story 'Forever silent'!!

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