Shingeki no kyojin is not mine.
Thank you, my awesome beta Yuki Kiryuu. You are amazing 3
CHAPTER 25
The pain in his body was slowly numbing. His mind drifted with the smell of incense mixed with the warmth of the fireplace. All he wanted to do was sleep in those fluffy pillows and have his body wrapped in warm blankets made of animal skin.
Eren opened his eyes for the third time when he heard the sound of wings flapping around him. A crow flapped its wings and landed on the bed, rustling the covers. His bloody fluff mixed the colors of the chandeliers that lit the room.
With a faint sound he rustled his wings and flew to a high perch next to a statue of an angel hanging on the ceiling, in it's it hands held two thick candles. The red wax dripped from her white arms as she were bleeding.
A feather dropped from above and landed gently on the ground it's shadow reflected by flames from the fireplace.
His heart raced and it felt like l a spasm through of his body and he wanted to scream. That was not right, because his body was reacting a different way when he touched this man. He felt cold, dirty, filthy and used.
The memory of those piercing gray eyes made him shiver. It was dark but the lightning lit up the room with fervent bangs.
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Eren held his breath when he felt a sudden pain in his chest after a sudden cough. His hands were folded over his wet lips when suddenly tasted iron in his mouth and saw that his palm was covered in blood. The blood flowed from his hands through his fingers slowly.
The young man tried to move but the cough came back again, this time he vomited blood and a tooth.
The animal returned to perch on your hand and pecked his left arm tightly. His eyes had tears when he realized that his nails were also becoming purple.
Those are the same symptoms as his mother.
And after that her organs began to rot.
Carla spent the last three days of life tied to a filthy bed vomiting blood. And then she was buried, rising from the ashes like a monster that did not recognize her own son.
Eren bit the palm of his hand to proved the taste of his own blood against flesh. He knew the disease that had no cure. The only way to get rid of it was embracing death.
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He knelt before the statue next to the mirror and gently drew his face to the glass, leaving a trail of blood dripping down it.
His image turned into a monster with no eyes holding a skull with burning eyes. Its was mocking him and laughing at his pathetic reflection. The pendant on his chest rocked slowly as he hugged himself tightly. A voice spoke inside his head.
"Why don't you die?"
"No one needs you, you will die."
The last word was said with a sneer.
"If you don't die now, you will die tomorrow in a fire and have his head at the castle entrance."
"Just die! You will become a monster like your mother!"
"Come with me son," The sweet voice of his mother echoed in his head. "Come on, I'm in a better place now. I miss you so much. I wanna hold you and touch your pretty hair like I did before."
'NO!'
"Are you afraid of dying?"
The same sweet voice whispered in his ear. The shadow of the skull appeared again before the mirror when Eren opened his eyes again.
You will become one of us."
"My poor boy so young to die."
'NO!'
'NO!'
'NO!'
Eren scraped his hands on the floor and realized that a nail had fallen off. His body writhed in pain, looking at the window where the crow was perched on the windowsill and stared silently as if giving him an escape, a solution to his problems, a definitive end.
A release.
He spread his wings and they became huge mixed with the shadows dancing in his head.
Rivaille left for the bath only in his pants, he did not want the boy to go into a panic and refused to be close to him the first night.
The noble frowned, he had a feeling that he should not have left Eren alone thinking that was the he option he had.
Whatever his choice it would delight with his body tonight. That was what he was planning for days but something within the core of his soul his feelings. It would be cruel to the point of sacrificing his own friends. Why? For his freedom?
What kind of freedom he would have in this world full of monsters? He would keep him safe. Eren could live very well in its glass case at his side.
The image of a caged bird stopped singing came to mind. Was that what he wanted for his lover? Even offering his lands and wealth and unbreakable promises in their nuptial bed, was that the only thing he thought was the freedom of a person he does not even know?
His eyes filled with fury. His innocent angel decided to defy him. As it was strange and disrespectful that excited him. He liked to goad him increasingly forcing his anger, touching his body, make him moan, groan in his arms and make him his.
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Rivaille took longer than planned, checking if there was any trace of dirt on the nails or any part of his body. He closed his eyes briefly, drowsiness showing on his face. The black circles under his eyes were terrible and impossible to hide.
His face was reflected in the large mirror that covered a portion of the wall, no trace remained of his unwanted beard covering his face, he never was a person who had to worry about that anyway.
This Eren materialized in front of him, his face full of desire and that perfect smile. He approached and kissed his neck slowly, strong enough to leave marks. The sneaky hands reached down to his chest. The scars he so hated were exposed as he kissed every part of his body, tracing them with his tongue.
His head rested in the crotch while licking his cock slowly, looking directly at his face as if asking for some kind of approval.
He wanted to possess that body. Eren was moving in a sensual way that he needed to cum soon his body burned inside. His hands moved to his head, forcing him to take the entire length to the end and he pulled his hair harshly.
The hands of the young boy tightly holding his thighs his nails digging in to the flesh leaving a mark. His body convulsed beneath the covers. The face of his lover was of pure bliss and pleasure. His name has been screamed several times.
Unlike his bruised body, Eren was soft like touching silk. Each time he penetrated deeper the young man sobbed in his arms. He kissed the tears that streamed from the two giant green orbs. It was more beautiful than all the most beautiful women in the kingdom their whispers were sweeter than a lover could want.
His lips parted inviting for a kiss. How he wanted to deflower that innocence. That smirk was making him crazy. His body shuddered with shock when he bit his collarbone. Eren tightened his arms against his neck when he hit his prostate, spilling his seed inside his virginal body.
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The nobleman shook his head back and opened his eyes. He was still in the tub and heard sounds of screams that mingled with the noise of thunder. His body convulsed for a few more seconds and his cock was semi-erect from actual dream he had while showering.
Something was wrong. The cries became more acute. They were the same cries that he heard in his dream. There were screams of pleasure and there were screams of agony and pain.
It was the same sound that people made impaled by a spear.
That meant evil and death.
Immediately he rose from the ivory tub and ran back to the room, leaving traces of water behind him. Drops covered his skin, his hair was plastered to his face and he gasped when he saw the scene.
The mirror near the bed was destroyed in small pieces and the window was opened. The candles around the room dimmed and a trail of destruction with the force of the rain was left behind.
Standing there on the porch was balancing precariously Eren, naked and bleeding. His body glistened in the light of the thunder as a bronze statue, fragile and about to break.
Before he could yell anything Eren closed his eyes and leaned forward, to freedom and to death, away from this plague that came over from his body before it's too late.
A tear trickled from his face, blending with the rain that beat against his face.
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"Farewell."
He whispered, throwing his body forward, feeling light as a feather and closed his eyes, expecting a fall that never happened.
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