Guess what! I'm back in NYC to live! YO I'm seriously like the hypest thing right now, for real. The only bad thing (for FF anyway) is that I'll be home less often between school, trying to get a job, and my lovely friends. But I'll still try =) Warning, I felt like writing a very sexual chapter, so thats what it is going to be. This chapter contains lemons, and something taboo to many. You have been warned.

Emmett's POV

Bella didn't seem to be in school too much after I told Carlisle about her habit. She would ride to school but I never saw her after we were dropped off. She was high a lot too, so often that I couldn't tell if she was or wasn't. Since she was always the same.

I worried about her a lot. Between the drugs, and what I knew she was doing for them. Our relationship changed again and we started messing around more often. I felt bad about it though, she never said no if I wanted sex. It didn't help that she paraded around in tiny clothes that did nothing to cover her assets.

Esme didn't catch on to the flirtatious way she spoke to the guys, especially to Carlisle and myself. She saw innocence in the way Bella moved, Esme sees the good in everyone. She just thinks Bella needs some positive male role models in her life. I agreed, but she wasnt getting that from us.

I gave in to everything that was Bella, I loved her like a sister and felt bound to protect her, but needed more of her. As for Carlisle, he seemed to be struggling with the relationship between him and Bella. I've caught him watching her with lust filled eyes. He tries his hardest to never be alone with her. But sometimes it was unavoidable.

As for Mike, he dropped the charges he pressed against me after the fight. See Mike is 19, Bella is 14. For him to go on with court he would have to admit that he was sleeping with a minor, 5 years younger than him. And I would have got a slap on the wrist compared to his jail time for statuatory rape.

I was pulled from my thoughts from a hand on my chest. I looked down into Bella sad, lifeless eyes. I knew something was wrong but before I could speak she did.

"Esme is here" She whispered before heading into the car. We drove off school grounds quietly.

Bella's POV

The only time I hurt was when I wasn't high. So I made it my business to be high all the time. I didn't stay in school after I was dropped off, Bruce waited for me everyday and dropped me off right before the end of 7th period. Esme and Carlisle didn't know, I don't know if the rest of the kids noticed but if they did, they kept quiet.

It had been a few weeks since the first time I left with Bruce. And a few weeks since Carlisle yelled at me and basically gave up on trying to 'help' me.

"Bella you can't keeping doing this to yourself" He yelled one day when we were home alone. I stared at him without answering. "Bella! Don't you see how dangerous this is? Let me help you!"

"I don't need or want your help" I responded calmly. I was laying on my bed in a bra and panties staring at the ceiling, high as a kite.

"Please" He begged. "I can't watch you do this to yourself"

"I'm sorry you feel that way" I said emotionlessly. My mind drifted away from the conversation for a while. When I tuned back in I heard:

"You know what, fine! I can't force you to get help, you have to want it. If you don't want help than so be it" He slammed my door on his way out.

That was the last time he tried to get me to stop using. I tried a few times but after a few hours I would feel like shit and give in to the urge.

Esme started working in another fostercare agency as a caseworker. She wasn't always home when we got back, she worked a lot on Saturdays, and Sundays. We started seeing less of her even though she was usually home for dinner, and sometimes to cook.

I flirted with Carlisle a lot in front of her, either she didn't notice or she didn't care. Either way worked for me. I could tell it was getting harder for Carlisle to resist me.

We were the only two in the house right now. I was laying in my bed coming down from my high slowly. But I was getting bored.

"Carlisle" I called loudly.

A few minues later he walked into my room.

"Yes" He asked staying by the door.

"Can you give me a massage? My body hurts" I pleaded innocently.

"No" He said after a moment of hesitation.

"Why" I whined hurtly.

"Because you are not dressed and I just don't think I should" He said.

I was laying on my stomach in nothing but a pair of yellow polka dot panties.

"Please" I begged. "I'll be good"

I pouted and batted my eyes. He sighed and closed my door walking over to my bed. He sat at the edge and hesistantly started massaging my back. His fingers felt wonderful on my skin and I groaned happily. He moved down to my legs brushing his hand across my ass, I smiled.

I spread my legs as he massaged my thighs, I knew he had a good view. His breathing got heavier. As he finished my back and shoulders I turned onto my back.

"Bella" He said in shock.

"What" I asked innocently. "If you dont massage the front of my body I'll feel weird."

His eyes landed on my exposed chest as he rubbed my stomach and back down my legs. His finger slid across my panties and I bit my lip, I was almost certain he did it on purpose.

"You have to massage my chest too" I said breathlessly.

"I don' think that's a good idea" He said in a husky voice.

"You have to, it's not a massage if you don't"

I looked at him and his eyes were clouded over with lust, he didn't even have the same feel as he usually did.

His hands reached up and massaged my breasts. I felt myself getting turned on. The first time his finger crossed my nipple I couldn't hold back a moan, he groaned along with me. I put my hand on his thigh. The second time his finger touched my nipple I moaned and arched my back, pushing his hand against my chest.

He looked like he was having an internal battle with himself.

He moved back down to my legs. I bent my knees and spread my legs, giving him complete access to me. He moved closer to my sex but didn't touch it for a while. Finally his finger pushed against my now wet panties, we groaned in unison.

"Bella" He moaned.

He couldn't take his eyes off my panties and stopped moving. I squirmed impatiently, but he didn't move.

"Carlisle" I said desperately. "Please, touch me"

He looked to my face still seeming to struggle with his thoughts. He was watching my face. I reached down and wiggled out of my panties, kicking them across the room.

"Finish the massage" I ordered.

He complied quickly. I spread my legs and let his eyes travel down my body with his hands. His finger slid across my slick slit and he moaned desperately.

"Bella" He begged, for what I didn't know.

I didn't want to move and make him stop. Suddenly he leaned down and kissed my clit. Shock waves flew through my body and I moaned lifting my hips. He put his hands on my hips and pushed me back down. I cried out desperately as he attacked my pussy with his tongue. I couldn't help lifting my hips again. He pushed them back down and growled.

"Don't move" He ordered. "I'm running this show"

For some reason that turned me on more.

His fingers slid in me as he sucked on my clit and I came hard, screaming and tangling my hands in his hair.

"Bella" He whispered. "Do you want me to stop?"

"No" I begged.

He stood up and looked down as he started to undress. When he was naked he leaned over me and stared me in the eyes. I could feel his hard member pushing against my entrance.

"Once this happens you can't take it back." He said.

"I know" I said, lifting my hips and taking him in a little further. "I want this, I want you."

He moaned. He leaned down and kissed me as he thrusted into me, bottoming out. Our bodies moved in unison as I met his every thrust. I moaned and cried out in pain and pleasure. As soon as he hit my g-spot I screamed and came, digging my nails into his back. He roared and shot his load into me. He leaned foward and sucked on my neck as he came. I felt the hickies that he was leaving.

He kept thrusting and we came a second time, as I cried out my door opened.

"Carlisle" I heard someone gasp.

I wrote this in one sitting lol. Carlisle and Bella sleeping together was always in the plan, sorry for those who don't like that. For those who don't care, who do you think walked in on them?

No reviews or suggestions on who should have opened the door will result in no upload. Sorry.