To Be What You Want Me To Be

Sesshomaru had been pacing when some one had startled him.

"Lord Sesshomaru, I demand that you stop pacing. You are making me sick and dizzy."

Sesshomaru looked around to see who had spoken. Six days. It had been six days since she had left him. It had been 3 days since the lord had made the offer. He was confused. This was what she had wanted, yet, she had not answered him still. He did not know how much more of this torture he could take. But at the same time, he just wanted her to be happy.

Sesshomaru had been in deep thought since Kagome had left him. He had analyzed his life. For as long as he could remember, he had been nothing but selfish. Now for once, he only wanted the best for his mate, even if it meant giving her to another man. He could not bare the thought of it, but he knew it was what she wanted.

Just before Sesshomaru could start pacing again, some one interrupted his thoughts.

"Hey every one. Guess what?" Shippou said. He had learned to project himself, with the help of Rin. Turns out she has the abilities of a priestess as well. Every one froze and looked and the Kitsune before them.

"Kagome contacted me. She called to me. Woohoo. Oops sorry. She sends me with this message, to all of you. 'I am coming home in two days time.' oh and Sesshomaru, she asked me to tell you this. 'Mate, come back to me.' I guess she thinks you will understand. Have you been speaking with her and not telling us about it?"

"Kami." Sesshomaru gasped. He knew what she had meant. She had heard his pleas. "Shippou I am indebted to you." he said.

"Do not celebrate yet Lord Sesshomaru. I want all of you to stay near the castle tonight and tomorrow night. Which means you will have to move camp. I have a real uneasy feeling about her having to wait two days to return. And its not going to go away until she is in your arms."Shippou said.

"Hey Shippou." Inuyasha said. "Who's calling the shots here?" 'Snickers from yasha'

"I am so HA HA HA." with that he was gone.

'Laugh' 'giggle' 'snickers' 'chuckles'. Every type of laughter was heard throughout the camp. Inuyasha and Shippou had become close, like uncle and nephew, so they enjoyed playing around to lighten the mood.

"Well what are we waiting for. Lets go." Koga demanded. Along with Draco adding. "Yes I should like to see the beauty again before she swells to large."

This caused Sesshomaru to growl while trying to stay out of protective mode. He tends to kill people when he is in that mode, despite the fact they had been joking or are allies.

The next afternoon, Kagome had been getting her stuff ready when alarms went off in her head. Not bells, alarms. Something was wrong. She reached to grab the weapon that had been provided to her, only to find it was missing. 'Something is definatly not right.' she thought.

"What do you want." she asked, trying to make it seem as if she knew who was there.

"Ah, you are a strong one." came a raspy voice.

"Yes I am. And if you wish to keep your life, I suggest that you tell me what it is you are doing here." Kagome demanded. She was not afraid. She knew she should have been but she wasn't. Maybe it was a new ability of hers since she was pregnant and needed to protect not just herself but her pups as well.

"Feisty I see. Now I know why milord has chosen you for his experiment."

"What experiment. Your lord is taking me home tomorrow." Kagome could feel her brain begin to bleed as the alarms got louder. She knew she had to get out of there and now."Are you so naive child?" with that the Shadow ran up to her and snapped something underneath her nose. She immediately caught of whiff of something wonderful. Then darkness.

Sesshomaru had once again become restless. He had collasped on the field of flowers and rendered helpless.

"SESSHOMARU!" Inuyasha yelled. Then remembered that this had happened once before. "Sesshomaru, if you can here me, tell me or show me what is going on."

Pictures of a huge inu trying to get loose of its chains came to every one. The dog was not happy, his eyes were fierce, promising death to all who harmed his mate. Then darkness, but every one knew there was something more than darkness. A fragile body came into view, but something was wrong with the body. It was tied to a bed, with ropes, on its stomach. Every one knew right away it was Kagome. Just as soon as the images had started, they had ended. Every one got up and collected their things to leave before Lord Koga, Kouton, and Tilket stopped them.

"Every one FREEZE." Koga screamed.

"Do not go and assist her." Lord Kouton added.

"It will be your death, and it will not be the enemy to cause it." Lord Tilket warned.

Now every one was confused. So General Quan of the Northern lands stepped in to explain. "Milord, if you will permit. I will explain every thing to them in as few words as possible. Long story short."

"Go ahead Quan." Draco said.

"Every one, That restless dog you saw, was Sesshomaru-sama's beast. Duh right? Every one knew that? Well what you did not know, was that he had gone to protect mode. Lady Kagome was put to sleep using a leaf that is very potent, causing you to faint. She will wake soon. When she wakes, he wakes. When he wakes he will go and he will kill all who are around her. He can not tell friend from foe, he can only see who stands near her, or in the way of her. Therefore, if we are to be near her when they both wake, we will die as well."

"Thank you General. Now that, that has been explained. We must wait here until Lord Sesshomaru has gone ahead of us. Till then, we can do nothing but hope for the best. Those of you who think you can stand against a feral lord, then by all means, go." Lord Koga added.

No one moved. After about five minutes of staring, they all sat back down, and waited.

Kagome had been sleeping when bells chimed. 'Mmm, that smell, its nice, like rose oil. Where am I? I do not remember what happened. I remember packing to leave.' Something was not right. She could not move. She opened her eyes to see youkai of all kind standing around her holding either scrolls with weird symbols on them, or a knife pointed at the floor. She tried to move, but noticed that she had been tied to the bed, naked. They had done this to her while she slept. Then it all came back to her. The demon, the leaf, the conversation. Damn she should have run.

"What's going on? I demand to know. Let me go this instant."

"Oh I think not my little miko." came the same silky smooth voice that had been near her since she had arrived. Lord Shinako.

Kagome winced. "What are you doing milord? Stop, don't touch me. Let me go now." she demanded. She was, to say the least, freaked out.

"If you try to purify me, you will end up purifying your child as well." Shinako added. 'There, now that will ensure that she will not try to harm me during the process.' he thought with and evil grin.

"No. Stop please let me go."

"You were a fool to trust me miko. You are even more of a fool now, to have rejected me." he said soothingly while tracing kisses down her spine.

"Please stop this. What are you doing?"

"I plan to turn you into a demon my little butterfly."

"NO! STOP THIS NOW! HELP SOME BODY PLEASE HELP ME. AAAHHHHH." Kagome screamed out in pain as she was struck by Shinako.

"Once you have become demon, I will take you as my mate. You and your pups will be mine. How ever, if you continue to fight, I will rid us both of the pups. They are a nuisance to me anyways. Like I would truly wish to raise bastards from a whore."

Kagome had went still for a few moments. She had ceased all movment. Then protested again but this time quieter, with tears. "No, please do not do this to me. Stop. Some one please stop him. Can you not see how wrong this is. Shinako, I do not love you. Please stop this." she begged.

"I love it when you beg. I hope later, you will be begging for me to rutt you and not to let you go. After I show you what it really means to feel pleasure, you will not wish to go back to him."

"Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Kagome had screamed once more, something sharp and painful stabbing into her back. As he carved, a servant poured liquid on her back, and Shinako began chanting as he carved.

Sesshomaru's eyes flew open the second he felt Kagome wake. But she was still incoherent so he was as well. The first scream came and that got his attention. He had to break the connection they had some how, if he wished to save her on time. His eyes bled red as he stood up. He sniffed the air, blood, and took off towards the castle.

"Sesshomaru wait. It's a trap. There are soldiers every where." Sango yelled.

"Do not try Sango, his mate is in distress, he can not hear you. Nor can he be reasoned with." Miroku chimed. He had been quiet the whole time except for consoling those in need. With out his wind tunnel any more, he was almost useless in battle, or so he thought. So he had opted to take care of Kohaku. Now he was here to tell Sango that Kohaku had found a wife and wished to be married by winter's season. Unfortunately he had not been able to do so, since he had gone to help with Koga. Then Kagome disappeared.

"Every one up! Lets go kick some ass." Koga cheered to get them rallied, but they were all scared of what Sesshomaru would do to them.

"Hai Lord Koga. Me tinks our dear friend will need some assistance. As long as we stay behind him, we should be fine." Lord Draco said.

Shinako had been so deep in chanting that he did not notice his servants fall. He started working the third symbol into her back when he sensed someone lunge at him. He dodged just in time. Soldiers came barging in and attacking the intruder. Shinzo went back to work and in no time had the third symbol completed. He worked on the fourth and fifth symbol in the same manner. Just as Sesshomaru lunged at Shinako again, another demon tackled him. The final symbol was being carved into her back. He was almost done. Almost there. Once again Sesshomaru had attempted and failed to stop what was happening.

"You dare to harm my mate!" he growled before someone else tackled him.

"I am not harming her, I am making her a demon. And she not be your mate, she will be mine." Shinako said with laughter laced with hatred and jealousy. He finished the spell and Kagome began to glow. Now all he needed to do was some how get her to drink the blood of a youkai, any youkai. Since you become the youkai that best suits you, it did not matter who's blood you got to taste.

Sesshomarus eyes had gone to an almost black. Shinako had jumped into battle with him, and the rest of the Inu gang burst through the door and went into action. They made sure to stay well away from Kagome though.

"No...please, no more." Kagome whispered.

Sesshomaru help the lord by the throat firmly and looked at his mate. She was weak, and near death. Their children, their pups, they would die with her. Sesshomaru knew the Tensigai could resurrect a dead person, but what of unborn children. Could his fathers fang ressurrect them as well. He was not willing to find out.

"You will pay, if I should loose my family. I will not kill you quickly, but I will make sure your death is slow and painful." Sesshomaru threatened.

"She will not die, she just needs the blood of a youkai, just a taste. No more." Lord Shinako spat out between gasps of air.

Sesshomaru thought about this. Something in him was keeping him from protecting his mate, but what. Then it came to him. 'She will be a full blooded youkai. Just like me. We can truly be together then, and our pups will be pure.' he was about to let the lord go, then he heard his angel speak to him.