As i said i said here is the conversation between Coulson and Clint and Natasha, next will be a summary for the ime between New Years and Current time

Coulsons pov

" Clint, Natasha." i said getting their attention

"Coulson" they both acknowledged at the same time

"Why are you pushing away Anastasia?" I asked getting straight to the point

"I'm not getting her hopes up, im not letting her get let down when she finds out she cant get us off the horrid planet." Natasha said forcefully

"Actually, you're breaking her, your crushing spirit. You are not helping her what so ever, when she heard the sound of your voices, when she felt that tinge of hope spark, that loss she was filled with. The pieces she had lost and never knew what was missing, they started to fill. All you are doing now, is crushing that hope, putting out the spark which was turning into a campfire, all her spirit, her meaning. You are just crushing what little she felt, what little she showed. and what few walls she finally let come down, your building them all back up. You are not helping her." i told them flat out, not caring if they were angered in the slightest.

"No we are helping her COulson, she is getting her hopes up to high. i dont care if it crushes her to ashes, what will crush her more, is the inabilty to save us like she believes she can. Her "dreams" are false hope, they feed i worthless hope that will only bring more pain" Natasha fought her point

"She can and will do it, she has, well had more hope, than anyone ever could, she is the hope we all needed. She has rose up above all of the challenges she has faced, staring them straight in the eye. Never backing down, you gave her so much hope to continue, to help, when you crush her spirit, crush her hope. You destroy everything in her world, all her feeling, until the is just a mind in a body, with nothing, nothing but pain and loss, misery."

"so what she cant build up so much false hope for nothing"

"She despises you now" i told them plainly "both of you, even though you have been silent most of this Clint, you aren' doing anything which means you side with Nat"

"Because Nat is right, i don't like that she despises us, but its for the best." Clint said, finally voicing his opinion

"She can't stand the thought of you, and she isn't going to go just cool off and be all okay with this. She is a fighter, she feels everything and holds it in, uses it for battle, just a stone cold body. That is all she would be, until we finally got her to open up, just the slightest. You both destoryed all of that. All she feels now, is betrayal, from the 2 people she trusted the most. If you want to help her, build up her spirit... don't break it." i told them harshly

"Coulson, you havent been here for almost 12 years, we have, we know when there is no hope left" Clint said harshly

"You are right i haven't been there for almost 12 years, i've been here on earth, hoping to save you, feeling the loss of some of my best friends. I know when to have hope, and its needed most when there seems to be no reason for hope. Your daughter understands that. She gets that there always is a light in the darkness, she is a beacon of hope, for everyone. Even those who don't know of her, those who do, those who dont know she even Exists, she gives hope to. But the people she needs to have hope from, have none." i told them even mroe harshly than before, being fed up with their idiocy, and of repeating myself of truths they won't accept

"Coulson, stop feeding her false hope, we wont give it to her because it will hurt her more" Natasha said sternly

"no"I told her plainly "I wont, she needs that hope, not false, but true, because she has it, and when she has it, nothing will ever be able to stop her."

"oh and don't be expecting a link from her, as far as she is concerned, you are dead to her, bodies and soles, with no purpose of meaning. She still feels for the other Avengers but not you. if you ever want her back, it will be a lot of hard work, when she saves you, not if, but when. Trust me, you will not have an easy time. She will push you farther away than you will ever think possible." I told them stone cold and ended the chat.

I walked out of Anas bunk and saw her on the couch asleep, but that look of hope, and trust... were gone. I headed to my bunk, knowing we had a long road ahead