Title: Love and other disasters

Chapter: 25th

Chapter's name: What goes around, comes around

Characters: Jeff HARDY, Trish STRATUS, Beth BRITT, Amy "Lita" DUMAS, Matt HARDY, Christian CAGE, Melina PEREZ, Randy ORTON, Torrie WILSON, Ashley MASSARO, Adam "Edge" COPELAND and others.

Characters in this chapter: Trish STRATUS, Christian CAGE, Christy HEMME, mentions of Jeff HARDY, Beth BRITT, Shannon MORE, Shane HELMS and others.

Author: Adrea019

Trish woke up from her dream, with tears. She was dreaming about Jeff's and Beth's wedding. She saw Beth's white dress and Jeff's happy smile, when he saw her coming to him down the aisle, to the altar.

God, it hurts so bad. After all this time, the pain's still here.

She missed him. His 'extra sexy' ( as Melina would say ) southern accent, his magical green eyes, his wide cute smile, his honey-blonde ( almost yellow ) hair, which he didn't change for a long time, his muscled body, his kisses. Jeff Hardy was like drugs. Had once - you want more. First, Trish was so damn happy to be addicted to him, no she wasn't. Now she wasn't at all. . .

The saddest part in this story was that she haven't seen him since that horrible night, when she figured out, that he's having an affair. She read supporting comments on the internet about him ( strange, she didn't find any bad or negative ones ), she watched his appearances on TNA every week, which broke her heart everytime he got injured or when he looked straight at camera. She felt like he's watching at her.

Ofcource, first he tried to call her like every ten minutes. He left tones of messages, which hurted her even more, but then she changed her number and asked to swear all of her friends, that they won't tell Jeff. And they didn't.

She missed his crazy, yet cute friends like Shannon, Shane, Andrew, Greg and a huge bunch of others. She smiled, when she remembered their strange, crazy ideas. She was so happy, that she met them. Back then, she was so happy that they like her as a Diva, as a model, as a person, as their best friends girlfriend, which means a lot - they hated Beth and never hide it.

Trish laughed a bit, when she remembered, as his friends gave her advices, how to be a perfect girlfriend of The Dare Devil, The Charismatic Enigma - Jeff Hardy. They told her what food does he like, what TV shows that he watches and what he dislikes. God, they even gave her advices, about something, that was only hers and Jeff's business ( if you know what I mean ;).

Here her smile disappeared. She has done everything to be a perfect girlfriend for him. She treated him like brilliant, always supported him and his crazy ideas, always took care of him, yet left him enough space for himself. She never wanted to annoy him, so soon enough she understood, when she should just leave him alone for a while. And he seemed happy with her. He loved her - or at least he pretended that he did and she never had doubts about it.

And then Bang! - everything's gone. He blew the blow bubble she lived in all the time, just like that. He opened her eyes and showed her reality - nothing lasts forever. Noone's perfect. He broke her heart and left. Simply slept with his ex, like she meant nothing to him. Maybe she did meant nothing to him? Maybe he wasn't able to watch deeper into her - not only her body?

- I can't believe that psycho bitch! - Christian cried out when he entered his locker room in TNA, where Christy calmly sit.

- What happened baby? - Christy asked while lifting her eyes to her very angry boyfriend. He never was like this. Jay always acted so sweet and romantic, not like other bastards in TNA, who only wanted to get her and all other pretty knockouts in bed. The sad part about them, is that they never tried at least to hide it.

- Christy. . . - Christian looked at his red-haired girlfriend. - Hun. . .

- What is it sweetheart?

Should I tell her, or should I not?

Christy was the only girl, he actually cared about. Also there was Maria, Jillian, Lillian, Michelle McCool, Candice, Trish. . . But he never loved none of them. He ruined Jeff's and Trish's lifes. He felt terribly about it. Christian thought, that with time, he's gonna forget about it, but he was wrong. With every day the guilt was pressing his chest stronger and stronger. Now Jay was tired and sick of watching Beth getting so into it and he didn't want to feel so hopeless, that he couldn't do anything about it.

But he could. And still can. . .

Wait a minute - what about Christy? How would she feel, if she would get in know, what her boyfriend has done? What would she do, if she knew, that he has a daughter? A daughter, who was a price of his career? And a doughter, who will never know the story about her parents, her real parents, if he will just sit here and do absolutely nothing???!!!

What goes around. . . comes around. . . Every single one of us, are gonna have to pay for our mistakes and our faults. With no exceptions. We will rise and fall, we will be the happiest people alive, and we will cry our eyes out. For ourselves and for the orhers. The deal is, that with more time past, the prices of our mistakes are gonna become more expensive. So it's time to put a period to finish. It's never too late to correct, what you've done wrong. Unfortunately, sometimes others have to pay for our mistakes also, just as sometimes, we have to pay for theirs. . .

- Jay? - Christy woke him up from his mind.

- Sunshine. . . - Christian took a seat next to Christy and took her hands in his. She could feel his palms were sweaty. His eyes were full of tears and of fear. Fear of her reaction. - There's something I need to tell you. . .

Do you like this one?

Lol, you don't know how excited I was by writing this chapter. Words and thoughts were just overtaking my head, when I wrote it. I remember how tired of this story I was, when I was writing from 16th chapter White orchids to 19th chapter Playing with destiny, that's why I'm sorry if those chapters were not as good as you or I expected it to be.

You may have noticed, that with things and events in this story, I'm really slow. I hope it won't get boring. I just so don't want it to end. That's why later I'm thinking about to write Love and other disasters: 2. Yet, I won't promise ANYTHING. I just had this idea ever since I wrote 22th chapter and I still have it. I repeat: I can't promise you anything yet. First I wish I could know your opinions about it. You know, maybe you're getting bored with this story also and you can't wait for it to end. Tell me honestly, ok?

Other thing I'm not so sure about is should I be updating this story twice a week or even more often. Maybe I just should take a break for myself and for all of you, who reads it? Maybe this way you would be more excited - what will happen next? Especially that this chapter is a pretty good opportunity for that.

I know you're so bored by reading my words, when the chapter ends, I by myself rare read author's notes, when he/she ends the chapter, so I understand you. Anyway, I hope you read it. And I promise I'm gonna leave my notes in the ends of the chapters, only when it'll be important. So please, when you see, that the chapter ends and I'm still writing something, please read it. I won't leave my notes often.

Adrea019

P.S. Wow, my notes are taking maybe more place than the chapter of the story =)