5 years later.
(Drew pov)
"Do you like my make up?" I ask my sister.
For Christmas aunty Mia brought me a makeup kit, even some nail polish.
Bri is standing behind me and I turn so she can see my face.
"no. It makes you look clownish." She says
I roll my eyes and push pass her to open my room door.
" go head, get out!" I say and she rolls her eyes and scroll out.
Thank god last month mom and dad agreed to let me and Bri have our own room. Bri can be so messy and I hated having to share rooms with her.
My room is pink. I have 2 fussy white chairs beside my bed, a yellow dresser. And manny posters on my wall.
Dad helped me paint it himself.
I love my dad lots. He's always there when I need him and he can never say no to me. the fact that he canceled meetings just to stay home and help me paint when he could have hired Someone to do it.
Yes he's amazing!
Plus, I'm pretty sure I'm his favorite.
When I walk down stairs to have lunch with my family they are all at the table.
Mom and dad are sitting across from eachother, & brielle and teddy are setting next to each other.
my dad takes one look at me and gasps.
" what's that on you're face princess?" He ask coming to wipe his thump across my face.
I giggle.
" aunt Mia brought me makeup."
" aunt Mia did what?" Dad asks shocked.
Mom comes & grabs dad on the hand smiling.
" I told Mia that it was ok if she bought it. Drew knows that she can only wear it around the house right?" She asks looking at me.
I nod.
Dad looks relived by moms words.
"ok. only around the house. You're gorgeous, naturally beautiful just like you're mother you don't need makeup." He says shaking his head.
We began to have lunch.
" mom, dad I was wondering if I can go to a friends house after scho-" I don't even get to finish.
" No." my dad says deadpan.
I look to my mom and she shrugs.
" I can't go against you're father, honey." She says guilty.
" I told you dad wouldn't let you. " my sister says laughing, her grey eyes shining.
" shut up bri, you're just jealous because you don't have any friends." I say angry that my parents won't even hear me out.
" hey, Bri does have friends she has me, her family and all of her cousins." Dad defends.
Ok so I know that I said I love my father lots but it's times like this where I really dislike him.
" can I go?" I ask.
I just want to go back to my room and cry my eyes out. I never get to go over to any of my friends house they think my parents are scared to let me out the house.
At only 9 I learned quick that my mom and dad are important. we have to take security everywhere we go. which sometimes sucks but mom says that I will get used to it. she says that dad is a popular business man and people are entertained by his life which is why we have to protect our selfs.
I guess I understand, though I sometimes wish things were different.
Dad looks at my half aten plate.
" once you finish your food you can go." He says & he sees my frown so he sighs.
" cheer up princess. You are to beautiful not to smile all the time." He teases taking his hand to pinch my cheek but I don't budge.
He sighs again.
" how about I talk to your friends parents & see if she can come over here after school? I don't feel comfortable with you going to some strangers house."
" fine. Can I go? I'm full." I lie, I'm not full but I'm not in the mood to eat.
" Eat!" He says before turning his attention from me.
Great! I think as I stuff my face.
...
(A pov)
The last 5 years have truly been the happiest years of my life.
Watching my family grow everyday is a blessing. I have so many people who love me. It's mind blowing because growing up I never thought I would have such a big family especially at just 33.
After I talked to Christian about stepping down from Greys publishing, within a few months we hired a new CEO by the name of james heart. he matched all of our quality's & within almost a full 5 years of working with us he hasn't disappointed. he's remained loyal and hard working. Giving me all the time in the world home with my family.
Of course Christian loves him!
Surprisingly he wasn't jealous at all of James good looks, as over the years he's grown a new confidence within himself. He finally believes that he's enough for me, and that he's a good person.
Teddy is now 4, in 2 months he will be 5. him and the girls are growing so fast everyday.
Teddy's personality is nothing like the girls was at his age. In fact he's more like myself. he's shy but very smart for his age. though, he doesn't talk much. Just to his sisters me and his dad.
The girls are still miles apart in personality.
While Drew can be what you call a "girly girl" at 9 she cares more about her appearance then I did at 17. Christian hates it. Few weeks ago those two had a stand off about Drew wanting to get her nails painted and Christian forbidding it saying she's to young. Those two can never get along for to long only when Drew wants her father to buy her toys or clothes. & play dolls, & dress up with her can those two agree on something. Drew is very sensitive & Christian well, he's just Christian.
They have a love hate relationship.
Brielle, is a daddy's girl. She's a little ruff around the edges as she still hadn't grown out of her "Tom boy" stage much to Christians delight. For Christmas he bought him and Bri matching dirt bikes & it was her favorite gift. That pretty much sums up her personality.
We take them on as many vacations as we could. We put them in private schools for their safety, and though they don't like it security is tight with them they alll have their own guards. we try to make family traditions. Our last trip was to Disney world with the entire family including Mia and her family, Christians parents, my parents, & Elliot's family.
We try to do as much together as a family as we could.
"what are you thinking about baby." Christian asks putting his hand over mine.
We're flying to New York in our private jet. Usually when Christian have to go out of town on business trips I'm not available to fly with him because I have to stay home with the kids. but since it's a weekend my parents decided that they will keep the kids so me and Christian can spend some alone time together.
" just thinking about how much we've all grown over the years... the entire family, and how lucky I am to have you." I say straddling him.
Christian groans and kisses my neck.
" I'm so happy you came into my room that night to suck my dick." He says and I widen my eyes in shock. " it was the start of this." He groans squeezing my ass.
I giggle pushing his chest.
" you hated me for that, you avoided me for a while." I mutter sticking my head into his neck.
He chuckles.
" I was confused as hell about my feelings but trust me I didn't hate you, I was turned the fuck on and I didn't know how to handle that with you... until I finally realized my feelings." He says and I nod.
I rip his shirt open making him nit his browsatogether.
"your taking control?" He asks amused.
I nod biting my lip.
I lean down and lick his chest making him grunt and squeeze me.
" fuck baby... with the kids I haven't been able to fuck you as much as I want." He growls biting my shoulder.
I push him back and pull his pants down, he sits there watching me until I have him completely naked with black lustfilled eyes.
" you're over dressed." He grits yanking my dress over my head.
I'm not wearing a bra so it leaves me in nothing but my tiny nude thongs
I wiggle on top of Christian grinding against his hard cock.
" Ana!" He grits.
I giggle, before sliding my panties aside and sinking down onto my husband.
" shit Ana!" He grips my hips and helps me ride up and down on him.
I lean down arching my back, his hands roam my entire body. I kiss his neck while my hard nipples rub against his chest.
" I. Love. You." He grits out between thrusts holding my hand between his hands forcefully.
Soon he flips me over on my stomach and spreads my cheeks before ramming into me, he pounded me until we found our release together.
...
being in New York in our apartment without Christian I can't help but think about that time me and Christian got into a huge argument, causing him to go out and get drunk leaving me all alone in here. The kids where about 7, I later found out Christian went out with jasmine. & he admitted that she came on to him, which is the reason why he came home after telling her off. I hate to say it but I forbid him from ever speaking to her again. She just doesn't respect my relationship, & at that point it was me and the kids or her!
it was an easy choice of course.
While Christians out working I slave myself around in the kitchen.
The kids love it here, which is why we refused to tell them that New york is where we were going.
I'm making stake & potatoes.
Once everything is done I quickly make our plates then FaceTime my parents to talk to the kids.
" hey mommy." Teddy face comes through on the phone he's stuffing macaroni in his mouth.
I'm hiding the view as much as I could as I'm sure they can recognize this apartment if I don't.
" hi teddy I miss you. are you having fun?" I ask taking a seat at the table smiling.
" hi mommy where's daddy." That's brielle, she took the phone from teddy and I can see their all having dinner.
I talk to the kids for about 20 minutes until Christian walks in pulling on his tie.
" something smells good." He states coming over to kiss me.
He takes the phone out of my hands when he sees I'm on the phone with the kids and starts to talk to them.
" daddy, ARE YOU IN NEW YORK?" I hear one of the girls say before Christian walks out of the kitchen with the phone.
Great! Now they will be begging us to bring them all as soon as we fly back.
Wen Christian hangs up on the girls after promising to bring them to new York the entire spring break, we eat and watch a movie soon after.
I nuzzle into Christian with my head on his chest feeling completely settled.
before falling asleep!
...
(The next day still A pov)
" you are the sexiest woman in here" Christian growls in my ear as he leads me inside.
We are having a business meeting with a couple Christian has dealt with for years. Well Christian is having a meeting, he just decided to take me along with him.
I'm wearing a black off the shoulder cotton dress this well known designer sent me. Since I married Christian a lot of designers want "Mrs grey" seen in their designs as they would say. the dress is supposed to make me look sexy and comfortable.
My hair is up in a bun and I have my bangs down. My shoes are all red bringing out my red lipstick.
Christian couldn't keep his hands off me when he had seen me.
We take a seat with our guest and order our food.
...
"Mr, mrs grey you are such a lovely couple. This dinner was nothing but a pleasure." Jaheim says kissing my hand as we all get up done with dinner.
" yes, it was a pleasure, call me Ana. Jaheim, Mrs Wilson." I smile, " you two are so lovely I had so much fun, I hope we can do this again just dinner." I say.
" oh Ana, you can call me Layla." She beams bringing me in for a hug.
Once their gone, I turn to my husband.
" let me just go and use the bathroom." I say and he nods telling me he'll be waiting in the front.
...
(Cpov)
While waiting for Ana I spot a familiar figure walking holding a little girl in her arms.
She turns and her eyes widen when she catches me staring.
" CHRISTIAN? Oh my god it's been years." Jyla says now standing in front of me.
My eyes dart to the little green eyed girl no older then 2 in her arms.
I clear my throat.
" yes it's been a while, how have you been?" I ask. " you look happy." I add.
" I've been fine. I live here in the big city now" she smiles. " I am happy thanks to this little one." She looks to the toddler smiling. " this is my daughter, I'm married... to a teacher." She says holding her average size ring out.
She's still beautiful, but she doesn't seem like the the first girl I let move in with me years ago. she seems more settled, more happy, & I might even say matured.
She continues when she sees me lost in my own thoughts.
" I realize I made a lot of mistakes in my 20s and I had to move on..." she pauses to gaze at me. " still to this day though, I thank you for letting me stay in that apartment rent free, with no support it took awhile for me to get on my feet. & I have to say that without your help all those years ago, I probably wouldn't be where I am today." She rambles.
I chuckle holding my hands out touching her arms to calm her.
" you don't have to thank me jyla it was the right think to do." I smile at her. " it was nice seeing you thou-" I'm cut off when I feel a hand lay across my chest.
...
(A pov)
When I come out the bathroom, I can see Christian talking to a woman who's holding a baby.
The closer I get I can see its non other then jyla.
Why is Christian touching her? Why is she smiling at him?
I sigh, I trust Christian I do. Jyla? I don't trust her just as far as I could throw her!
I walk up to Christian and purposely lay my hand across his chest showing off my huge rock.
" hello." I throw her a fake smile.
I look to the cutie in her arms and give her a real smile.
I see jylas eyes dart from Christian briefly to me, she throws me a fake smile before going back to eye fuck Christian.
"Ana." She says never taking her eyes off Christian.
I ball my tiny fist.
" you may call me Mrs grey." I say and while her eyes nearly pops out for a second, Christian struggles to hold back his laughter.
" well it was good seeing you jyla." Christian says grabbing my hands. He smiles at the little girl and I'm just happy to be about to get out of here until jyla speaks.
" it was nice seeing you christian. Like I said thank you for everything." She turns to me " Mrs grey." She says about to turn around but I just have to say what I'm about to say.
" nice seeing you. Oh, & you may call my husband Mr Grey." I say and watch her mouth drop as she clutches her toddler to her.
I pull Christian to our car before she can reply flipping my hair.
...
6 years later.
(Christian pov.)
Me and Ana are out having dinner at a fancy restaurant in L.A, as I had some business I needed to attend here and I wanted Ana with me.
about 2 years back we decided to make Friday's date nights just for us. We needed to make sure that even though we do a great job raising 3 kids together, 2 teens & a 11 year old, we still have time for each other, and that spark within our relationship.
Though that spark never went anywhere our bond just grows stronger over the years, years ago I gained a lot of confidence & that helped. just off the strength of being married to Ana & watching the amazing kids I help raise grow made me realize that I do have it all. and I'm an amazing husband and father, I deserve to at least give myself that.
" when are you and Drew going to make up.?" My wife asks taking me out of my thoughts and I scowl.
" when she apologizes for speaking to me the way she did!" I say.
"she's 16 Christian." Ana says sipping her wine.
I roll my eyes.
"what's that supposed to mean?" I ask.
" I just think you shouldn't forbid her to date... we raised her right she can take care of her self." Ana says.
" she's 16 Ana she can not take care of herself! & she's to naive to date. boys her age only want 1 thing." I say dismissively.
"if she's ready she will come talk to me, she wouldn't let anyone influence her. Christian 16 is the average age to have sex.." She pauses when I raise a furious brow her way. " We have to let her be herself. we raised her the right way. We have to let her make her own mistakes she's 16 and she has never dated, I say if she wants to and she came to us to ask we should let her."
I am shocked at her words.
" no fucking way!" I say throwing my napkin down. " I told her no and that's final." I say used to it being just that way.
" why are you being so stubborn about this?" Ana groans.
Drew haven't talked to me in days. She's been giving me the silent treatment every since I refused to let her go out on a date with some fucker in her school who's in a grade higher then her might I add!
When I refused to hear her out she stomped to her room and haven't said 2 words to me since.
" you want her to date?" I ask still shocked.
She's not nearly ready to date !
" I want her to be happy. " she admits. " she's embarrassed that she finally got asked out by her crush and you won't even give her a chance... which is why I'm trying to talk to you because I can't go against you." Ana says holding my stare.
" if I say yes to Drew dating then brielle will take it as a pass for her & I'm not ready for that ... their still my little girls..." I groan.
" and they will always be. But they are growing. they are 16 they will date..." she says and I hold my hand up.
" I'll think about it as for now, let's not talk about the kids for tonight." I say.
Ana raises a brow,
" and you promise to think about it?" She asks.
" yes." I answer.
...
We're now back in Seattle & I've been thinking hard about letting Drew date. It scares me honestly, I don't want her to get hurt or taken advantage of.
I knock on her room door before walking in & she instantly hangs up her phone.
" what is it dad?" She asks annoyed.
I sigh.
" are you still mad at me?" I ask coming to sit at the end of her bed.
" are you still refusing me to date? I'm going to be a senior next year." She reminded me.
Yea I know. I fucking know!
" tell me about this boy you want to date?" I ask turning to her.
" he's smart and really sweet I can't tell you much if you aren't willing to let me date and get to know him." She says.
" How about you bring him over for dinner a few times? Let me get the chance to get to know him & in 2 weeks I'll decide if I'm comfortable with you dating him?" I suggest.
I watch my daughters face light up.
" really? That's cool as long as you are willing to work with me." She says jumping up to hug me. " thanks dad!" She says.
" you welcome. Just promise me you'll always need me? You'll always be my little princess?" I pout.
Drew giggles her big blue eyes still shinning.
" I don't see myself not needing you anytime soon dad trust me." She squeezes me. " and I will always be your little girl." She finishes.
" now I'm just your little big girl!" She mutters I laugh.
" good. Now are you done ignoring me?" I say getting up.
" yes!" She squeals then frowns " as long as you promise to be nice to my date at dinner." She gives me a pointed look.
I chuckle before walking out, "NO PROMISES" I yell.
& he's not your date yet... I wanted to say.
...
Me and Ana are laying in bed. I just got finish telling her about my talk with Drew.
" I'm proud of you." She turns to me. " you are an amazing father, not bad for a guy who didn't think he could do it." She winks.
I laugh shaking my head.
Ana is so beautiful. She hadn't changed over the years just more beautiful everyday.
I feel like the luckiest man still. I could never imagine the rest of my life without her.
With the girls turning 17 soon, I feel like I'm losing control. Drew wants to date and I'm sure bri will want to soon, then they will be going off to college not to long from now. starting their own lives , I'm scared that they won't need me anymore. Drew and I are already starting to disagree a lot, last thing I want is to push her away.
I sigh and wrap my arms around Ana feeling settled non less.
" you've given me something so special, I can never be able to pay you back. You've given me yourself and our kids." I whisper kissing her neck before closing my eyes.
One thing I know, is that with Ana by my side I can get through anything.
...
(Brielle pov.)
Today me and my dad are going out to ride on our dirt bikes.
Since I was 9 we do this together sometimes.
I'm dressed in a pear of black jeans, some back and whiteJordan's, a blue t shirt, and a jean jacket.
Like always I'm wearing my long hair down straight as I just got it blowed out.
( did you ask your dad? ) B
Brody is my best friend, he's the captain of the football team at my school, he's very popular but to me he's just my sweet goofy friend.
My only friend...
He's got his own dirt bike and he wants to come out in the dirt and ride with us.
When I get downstairs I can here Drew and dad arguing as always these days.
" why can't I just go to the mall with a few of my friends without security? ITS JUST THE MALL" she screams.
" Drew lower your voice..." I hear my moms soft voice.
" in a minute you won't be going to the mall if you don't watch you're mouth." Dad growls.
I see him tower over a red faced Drew.
" WEVE BEEN THROUGH THIS, SECURITY GOES WHEREVER YOU GO NO IF ANDS OR BUTS!" He continues " one more word EVER about this and you're grounded until the end of senior year."
" you can't-" Drew starts but dad cuts her off.
" you want to test me?" He asks in a low cold voice.
" Drew go to you're room and cool off I'll take you to the mall to meet you're friends in a few minutes security will meet us there." Mom says shaking her head.
My sister storms pass me upstairs to her room.
" let's go bri." Dad says grabbing his jacket and keys.
Great!
I hug mom goodbye and walk to catch up with him.
" Brody wanted to know if it was ok if he takes his dirt bike and meet us there?" I say once buckled into the back seat as security drive us.
I don't mine security, I don't go out much because dad is a control freak who wants to keep me locked up in the house until I'm 30. But when I do I'm with Brody and he's actually cool with all of my security men aka the "babysitters." As Drew would call them.
" fine." Dad says still pissed at Drew.
( get ready, my dad doesn't mine)B
I shoot Brody a text.
( cool... so your dad doesn't hate me anymore right? ) B
( LMAOO! Not at all. ) B
When I first got cool with Brody freshmen year my dad hated him, but he came around last year when he finally seen that no matter what me and Brody are going to be friends.
It doesn't help that Brody is... really funny and easy going.
He grew on dad.
At least I think!
Me and dad race around the dirt on our bikes laughing and having a blast. Brody still hadn't gotten here.
" do you like Brody?" I blurt out suddenly.
My dad doesn't really like any guy that comes close to me, but Brody is my bestfriend he's going to be around and although my dad had been making a effort, I need him to try harder.
" no." He says and I wait for him to continue because I know him so well. " because he likes you... and any boy that likes you is a threat to me. & I can tell you like him to, that's why I give him a hard time. if he wants to get with my youngest daughter, he better know to step his game up. you're daddy spoil you, so u aren't easy to impress." He says and the last part makes me laugh.
" just be nice to him dad." I say and I'm sure it doesn't go past him that I don't deny liking Brody... I'm just sure he doesn't see me that way.
We've been just friends for a long time.
Soon Brody shows up and he tries to charm my father, they get real competitive once we start racing and it's fun to see them go at it.
" you can't beat me in racing old man" Brody teases a little in front of my dad.
" I've been doing this before you were born son." Dad praises himself catching up.
I giggle watching 2 of my favorite boys non including my annoying 11 year old little brother.
After all the riding around we go have a lunch together and I'm amazed at how nice my dad is being to Brody. I mean I realized he warmed up to him, but it's something different.
When my dad goes to take a call Brody turns to me and grab my hand.
" i think I'm in with the dad." He gives me a goofy grin.
" shut up Brody." I say grinning back.
Dad comes back breaking us from our moment & I see him glaring at our joined hands so I pull away.
" I leave for a minute & you already got your hands on my little girl?" He smirks.
" dad I'm 16!" I groan.
...
" so did you have fun with Brody & your dad." Mom asks giving me a knowing look.
I blush.
" yes, dad played nice they really got along idk why that's so important to me it's not like I'm dating Brody.." I ramble.
" but you want to?" Mom asks taking a seat on my bed.
"not like dad would let me. You seen how he reacted to drew." I say.
" but you want to?" She repeats and I have to stop myself from rolling my eyes.
" Brody doesn't even look at me that way... he just likes me as a friend, I'm not like Drew & the other girls in my school. I don't keep up with crazy trends, I don't have much style, I don't wear loads of makeup and change my hair style every 2 weeks..." I continue to ramble. " I like getting dirty, bike racing, running, video games, sports. That's why me and Brody are friends because he enjoys the same things."
" honey you are amazing. You don't have to be like anyone else, you are beautiful without makeup, You don't need crazy trends, I love your style. Your long hair is beautiful I quite like it how it is." Mom says playing with my hair. " nothing wrong with the things you like to do. now do you want to date Brody? You guys have been friends for so long he's a wonderful young man I would approve." She pauses
" & rather you're father would like to admit it or not Brody has grown on him & if you give him some time I'm sure he would approve."
" I'd love to date Brody." I admit " it's just I'm usually really confident in myself but when it comes to him... he brings up all these unfamiliar insecurity's because I don't think he sees me like that, over the years I've seen the girls he's dated and I'm nothing like them..."
" that's the thing bri, you are different from them. Which is why Brody likes you. & it's easy & normal to feel insecure at your age, but I am here to remind you how beautiful you are."
I look at her shocked that she thinks Brody likes me.
" dad said that to, do you really think so?" I ask and she nods.
" I know so honey, find the courage to speak to him ok?" She says getting up.
I nod.
Me and my mom, we talk all the time about things that I could never talk to my dad about. I love that though, I feel like I can always go to both of my parents just some things a girl needs her mom for.
...
2 years later.
( C pov )
" do you girls have have everything you need?" I ask Drew & Bri.
My girls recently graduated and turned 18, summer is over and they are now headed to collage.
Though it scares the living shit out of me, I am really happy for them and so is Ana.
Drew wants to study art and fashion, so she's going to Fashion Institute of Technology in New York. Things didn't work out with her & the boy she wanted me to let her date, she never really told me what happened but they only lasted a few months. I let her date a little through out senior year as long as I got to get to know the lucky guy first.
as of right now though, and hopefully a really long time she's single.
While Bri got into Harvard to study law. Her and Brody started dating her senior year, which wasn't a surprise to me. They still date & they both will be attending Harvard together him for business. I wasn't crazy about it at first but I can't stop her from going to the school she wants to just because her boyfriend so happens to go to. Plus I won't admit it but I do trust Brody with my daughter, i know that although she has security, he will play a part in watching over her and keeping her safe
Me and Ana are only dropping them off to the air port & we plan on going to visit them within in a few days after they settle into their rooms.
Our only rule was that they take security with them & of course that's a hard enough rule, Drew freaked out but when I threaten to take her credit card and not support her financially & told her she'd have to get a job her attitude changed quickly.
Once we get to the airport and they bags get carried and taking we all hug one last time.
" I want you guys to call me for anything ok? Just call me." I slightly beg.
" I will daddy." Drew surprisingly speaks first tearing up. " as much as you trigger me I'm going to miss you and I love you." She squeezes me.
I see my wife tearing up and she cling to bri and Drew.
" remember what I told you? Studying comes first, parties and boys later." Ana says and they nod.
I scowl.
" how about partying and boys never." I say and they all roll their eyes.
" what's wrong teddy?" Drew asks as the girls go to hug their brother.
" I'm going to miss you two." He mutters sad.
" it's not the end ted. We will always be you're big sisters & when you go off to college you'll understand."
Ana goes over to hug him.
" they will come to visit on holidays and even summer. We will visit and keep in touch and before you know it you'll be going off to college yourself. Though I can wait for that day..."
Ted shrugs.
" ok. You guys promise to visit right?" They nod.
"ok guys, we have to split up as we are catching different flights."
" yea." I say.
" so we will see you in a few days." Bri asks.
" you know it." I say.
I watch them walk away from me and it's probably the hardest thing yet in life I've had to watch.
...
"today was hard for you huh?" Ana asks.
We are sitting in the living room having a bottle of wine and enjoying soft music while I rub her feet as teddy is asleep for his first day of school tomorrow.
" very hard. But I am really happy for the girls, Bri will make me the happiest man in the world once she graduates Harvard and succeed at doing something I couldn't. & drew I'm just happy she decided to find something she's good at and make a career out of it."
" yea. I'm really happy for them, though the house isn't the same without them." She pouts slightly.
" well we'll just have to make it better." I say pulling her up to straddle me.
She laughs.
" mhmmm." She hums kisses me.
I'm settled.
the end 😍❤️
Hopfully i I didn't forget nothing I did read a few old chapters over yesterday for motivation and insight or w.e🙇 ️, but I still feel like something is missing idk tell me pls?💕 this was by far THE hardest chapter of all time next to the delivery of the twins chapter because I'm only 19 I've never experienced some of the stuff I had to write about in the last few chapters in terms of growing & family having kids etc I think that's why it was harder for me 😭💀 non less I really enjoyed writing this book I wasn't happy about all of the chapters but it's my first book and I can say I tried my best. Thanks to everyone who ever reviewed and gave me tips or compliments I really love you guys 😭😭❤️ One of my readers said they wanted to see how the kids grew up so I focused on that a lot, someone else wanted me to add jyla in the last chapter so that part was for you❤️ OK I'm done rambling I hope you liked if you read😘