NOT MINE!

~Bella's POV~

"Wake up sexy bitches! We have to be at the venue in an hour and a half!" My stupid older brother yelled pounding on my hotel door. I groaned, thank God he doesn't have a key card to my room. I could only imagine the wake up call he'd be giving if this is the one he has for not getting in. I felt Edward's strong arms tighten around me as he pulled me closer, burying his face in the back of my neck.

"Baby we have to get up and cleaned and shit. You have to perform soon." I whispered groggily. He chuckled, his warm breath tickling my neck.

"Fine fine, I'm up." He groaned and let go of me before we both sat up. I leaned on him and kissed him gently. Edward smiled at me and I smiled back feeling happy that we got back together. Reconciliation is always a good thing. But I don't want to go through that shit again. Edward and I will not be how he and Tanya were.

"Go get your sexy ass showered." I kicked him and he rolled off the bed hitting the ground with a loud thud. I giggled and i leaned over the bed.

"You ok?" I questioned. He fake glared at me before kissing me on the lips again and standing up. I sat up on my knees so I was at his height and he placed his hands on my hips.

"Can I have another kiss before I leave to shower by myself?" He pouted his lips. I smiled and cupped his face in my hands before pressing our lips back together. Edward placed one hand on the back of my neck pushing our lips harder together, moving them in sync, the only sound filling the world was our lips pulling apart and pushing back together. I pulled away slowly before it got too out of hand.

"Ok sexy beast go now." I stated pointing at the door. He smiled kissing me again muttering "I love you" into our lips. I giggled.

"I love you too." He slapped my ass as he left, he popped his head through the door yelling "BYE GIRLFRIEND!" I laughed harder and waved.

"BYE BOYFRIEND!" I shouted as he waved back and shut my door. I smiled it is so nice to be back together. I missed him so much and being re-united is so nice. I squeal before rolling off my bed and grabbing clean clothes and heading into my bathroom. It's so big and it's all to myself for another night. It is nice to get away from the bus when that's all you've been on for weeks. I started the hot water in the steam shower before stripping down and getting in. I spent at least five minutes just standing underneath it, letting my muscles relax and really wake me up. I shampooed and conditioned my hair and lathered up my body with Dove Go Fresh cool cucumber and green tea scent, it really does wake you up. I shaved my legs and arms and armpits and then re-lathered once more before rinsing off everything completely shutting the water off.

The bathroom was steamy and fogged up but I didn't care. I felt refreshed and clean and awake. I put my clothes on and then do my makeup and spray on my perfume. Because I'm not wearing jeans it makes having my ID badge a lot more difficult to put somewhere, so I compromise by putting it on one of my bracelets. It was weighing down my wrist, especially because of all the keys that come attached to my keychain. I grabbed some sunglasses and laced up my gladiator sandals before grabbing my phone and satchel and leaving the room. I kept my phone in purse and walked to Edward and Emmett's suite. I knock on the door.

"COME IN!" Emmett yelled through the door. I opened it and rolled my eyes. He was sprawled out on his bed watching MTV and eating a carton of Ben and Jerry's.

"You lazy butt munch you could have fucking opened the door." I stated rolling my eyes and shutting the door behind me. He scoffed.

"But then that would mean I'd have to get up, which I do not want to do until necessary. Besides the door was un-locked, what's the point of me wasting precious energy when you could just flick your wrist and open the door?" My brother argued. I walked over to him and slapped him upside the head.

"Ow! What the fuck Bella?" I rolled my eyes and he fed me a spoonful of Cake Batter ice cream. I smiled and kissed his cheek. He smiled back.

"Thank you Emmy." I sat down on the bed with him and he un-clipped my badge from my bracelet.

"Emmett what are you dong I need that to get in?" I questioned confused.

"I'm making your life easier and putting the badge on your purse instead." He clipped it onto my satchel and I thanked him. Edward came out of the bathroom and smiled when he saw me.

"Hey baby!" He exclaimed. I smiled and ran over to him and hugged him tightly before leaning on my tippy toes and kissing him gently.

"You look beautiful." He whispered placing his hands on my hips. I covered his hands with my own and bit my bottom lip.

"Thank you Edward you do too." He blushed and I kissed him again.

"ORGY!" Emmett screamed grabbing us both and tackling us on the bed with him.

"Emmett get the fuck off of us." Edward said.

"Fine Eddie. I see how it is, leave me for my baby sister. I'll just go sulk in the corner and be a depressed emo kid who doesn't know how to express their feelings." He crawled over to the darkest corner of the room and put his fringe in front of his eyes and pretending to cry. Edward and I giggled.

"Come on puss you said it yourself we need to get going." I grabbed my brother and pushed his bangs back and covered his head with a hat. He kissed my forehead.

"Thanks princess, let's go." He replied. Edward grabbed my hand and we all walked to the elevator, jingling loudly thanks to all of us wearing our badges and having keys attached to that one key chain. We stood in the elevator with an old couple, two up tight buisness partners and one couple who were practically dry humping. They bumped into Edward and I which caused us to press Emmett into the wall.

"Well this is awkward." Emmett whispered.

"Very." Edward muttered. The elevator dinged and we all sighed with relief as we exited the crowded box.

"That was disgusting." I whined and buried myself closer to Edward even though we were already holding hands. He kissed my head.

"It's ok baby it's over now." I smiled and then Jasper and James met us at the van and we drove over to the venue.

"So you guys got back together last night?" James questioned. We nodded.

"Finally I mean it's about fucking time we were all so sick of seeing you depressed." Jasper sighed. I smiled and kissed Edward's cheek.

"Well you should know by now Edward that if you ever hurt my princess again your balls will but chopped off and you will never be able to impregnate a female." Emmett said innocently with a smile. Edward gulped.

"Hey shut up I want to have Edward's cute little babies." I replied. Edward's eyes lit up.

"With his magic sperm I'm sure you could get pregnant easily." James scoffed. We all laughed.

"And you only want to have his babies because Edward wouldn't get anyone else to have them because of his tiny dick and because you guys would make the cutest fucking babies in the world." I pushed my bangs behind my ears and Edward pulled me tighter against him, kissing my finger tips.

"I do not have a tiny dick, just ask Bella. Fuck I'd think by now you guys would figure I didn't because for once you've all seen it at least twice and secondly you've heard Bella screaming my name at night." Edward retaliated. Emmett covered his ears with his hands and he whined.

"I do not want to hear about my fucking best friend and baby sister fucking boning!" He yelled. I giggled and grabbed Edward's face and kissed him sloppily on the lips, the guys were cheering us on and Emmett was whining and slapping Edward on the leg. I pulled away and Edward was panting and he tried to kiss me again but I put my finger on his lips and kissed my brothers cheek.

"You know you love me." I giggled.

"I love you and I love Edward but I do not love the idea you two fucking. It's gross!" We both laughed and then we arrived at the venue. We flashed our ID's and then Edward and I walked to the merch booth which was almost set up.

"Hey Vinny I'm dropping off the gorgeous little lady I'll be back after sound check." Edward kissed me and walked away.

"So your back together?" Vinny asked with a smirk. I nodded.

"Good it's nice to see you both happy." I hugged him and then continued to un-fold and display the clothes. This one girl marched over to the booth and got all up in my face.

"Excuse me can I help you?" I was trying not to get pissed but she was being rude and she hadn't even spoken a word yet.

"Yeah I do have a fucking problem what the fuck is wrong with you? You broke Edward's fucking heart and made him cause harm to himself." She spat. I clenched my fists. Who in the fuck does this bitch think she is?

"Excuse me but you do not know the full story and if I were you I'd back the fuck up and walk away now before you seriously regret it." I stated.

"Yeah I'm sure you'd like that slut, I just came here to tell you that you are a piece of trash and do nothing but cause drama I don't fucking care if your Emmett's sister or not your nothing and Edward deserves so much better than you." She shoved me and walked away. What a fucking pussy she doesn't even have the fucking decency to let me say something before walking away. She knows I'd kick her ass, that chicken shit. Ugh!

"Hey! Hey you! Yeah I don't ever want to fucking hear you talk to my little sister like that again! What the fuck what is wrong with you! Your just jealous that she is with Edward and your not! Leave my fucking family alone I don't want to ever fucking see you near any of us again!" Emmett yelled at that girl. I wiped my tears quickly and Edward walked towards them in the distance.

"Fuck you Emmett Swan! Your sister is nothing but a whore and you are an asshole for sticking up for her!" What the fuck is this fans problem!

"Security get this bitch out of here!" Two guards came and took her away. She screamed in protest the entire way. I ran over to Emmett and embraced him tightly, hugging him close.

"Thank you Emmy, I love you so much." I whispered and kissed his cheek.

"Your so welcome princess, no one fucks with you and gets away with it. I love you too babygirl." I sniffled and he kissed my forehead.

"Your lover is coming." He whispered and smiled before walking away. Edward came over and saw I was upset and he pulled my sunglasses off my face and cupped my face in his hands.

"Hey hey baby what's wrong? What happened?" He asked concerned. A few tears slipped and he wiped them away and kissed my forehead.

"Baby please tell me what's wrong." Edward begged.

"Some stupid bitch came over to the merch table and started yelling at me saying I was a stupid bitch who broke your heart and made you hurt yourself and that I'm nothing and not worth your time and a waste of space." I started sobbing and Edward pulled me into his arms and I cried into his chest and he wrapped his arms tightly around me and kissed my head repeatedly.

"Don't fucking listen to that bitch your so much better than me. I don't deserve you. You are such a great person Bella and I'm not worthy of you yet you chose me. I love you so much no one could ever fucking change the way I feel about you. Nothing in this world would ever get me to change my feelings. I love you and only you." Edward said and pressed his forehead to mine. I sniffled and he kissed my stray tears, and then my lips.

"I love you so much." I whispered. He smiled.

"I love you too Bella." He kissed me again.

"Now come on we're about to go perform." I nodded and he led us over to his stage. I stayed on the side and watched from there. The guys performed a lot of songs, poured a lot of energy into their set. The crowd was wild for them, jumping and singing along.

"Alright guys this last song we're going to do today is called 'Walls' and it is one of the songs I've written about my wonderful, totally amazing and very beautiful girlfriend Bella. Ya see, her and I just recently got back together after a small break and as I've explained before I was very heart broken and very hurt that I did cause harm to myself. I'm ok, I didn't try to kill myself, but I was hurting and tried to make it better. However Bella is the only thing that makes me feel happy, like I mean something.

And earlier we had a little incident where some fan marched up to her and said she was worthless and stupid and a waste of space and a fucking bitch for breaking my heart, but truth it I was the one who hurt Bella. She was just protecting herself. I want to point out that any fan who hates on Alice or Bella is not a real fan because if they make us happy then that's all that matters, without them our music suffers. So...Bella this song is for you, I love you." I felt my eyes water and I blew him a kiss and mouthed "I love you too." He winked before beginning to sing.

"Hey there it's good to see you again,
It never felt right calling this "just friends".
I'm happy, if you're happy, with yourself.

Take off your shirt, your shoes,
those skinny jeans I bought for you.
We're diving in, there's nothing left to lose.

I'm gonna break down these walls, (down these walls) I built around myself.
I wanna fall so in love (so in love), with you, and no one else,
Could ever mean half as much, to me as you do now.
Together we'll move on, just don't turn around,
Let the walls break down.

I used to wear you like a ball and chain,
I'd run and hide at the call of my name.
It was obvious you were too much for me.
Oblivious, I was young and horny.

In retrospect, I wouldn't do it again.
Stop talking shit to every one of your friends
I'm not the same boy you knew back then...

'Cause I can break down these walls, I built around myself.
I wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else,
Could ever mean half as much, to me as you do now.
Together we'll move on, just don't turn around,
Let the walls break

I can't breathe, my body's shaking.
You've got a way with the way you take me,
'Cause you break me down,
You know you break me down...

I'm gonna break down these walls, (down these walls) I built around myself.
I wanna fall so in love, (so in love) with you, and no one else,
Could ever mean half as much, to me as you do now.
Together we'll move on, just don't turn around,
Let the walls break down.

Break down these walls, I built around myself.
Let the walls break down. (break down these walls)
'Cause you break me down, (cause you break me down, cause you break me down)
Let the walls break down."

This just reminds me ever more why I love him so much...

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