I was carried off to some place that I was unfamiliar with, nothing smelled right either. I had never been here before. I wondered what they were going to do with me. I would attempt to fight back, but I was afraid that they might send someone over to the house and kill one of my family members and I didn't want that, that was the last thing that I wanted.

I was in a dark room with a few dim lights glowing in the distance.

I was about to struggle to break free of Jared's grip, but Seth came out of the shadow's with something in his hands. It was a syringe filled with blue liquid of some type. I felt my eyes dilate. "What's that?" I asked as I was put onto a cold metal table that was vertical. Chains were wrapped around my wrists.

"This is something that Jacob was working on before he died. It's a poison that will kill Vampires in an instant. I believe it works well," I watched as his eyes glanced down onto the floor. My eyes followed and I saw a body laying there on the concrete. Thank goodness I didn't recognize this person, or vampire I guess.

"Why are you doing this Seth?" I asked, but then I felt my body being pressed to the cold metal table. I winced, it didn't hurt, but it struck me.

"I don't want to hear you speak, or this is going into your arm, and then I will go over to your loving family and do the same," He was evil. What had happened to the sweet little Seth that I used to call a friend.

I looked at Jared right in the eyes, this must have been the help from him and a few of the other pack members that didn't agree with Sam.

Out of the shadow's came Paul, Embry and Quil. This was like the whole pack. I guess they really didn't like me.

"Step right up and get a chance to hit the new born Vampire Bella," Seth cheered as they came closer.

"NO!" Edward yelled. From the living room.

The Cullen's didn't know what to do. If they left they were going to kill Bella and that wouldn't happen, not now not ever.

It would seem that Seth and the rest of his pack were close enough that Edward was able to read their thoughts.

"What's happening now Edward?" Carlisle asked desperate for information.

"They have a poison that can be injected into vampires and kills them instantly, they are also going to beat Bella, I can't just stand here and let them do what they want to her, we have to leave now," Edward was persistent. He wasn't going to give up.

"No Edward, I know how much this is killing you on the inside, but we can't leave, we can't risk Bella getting killed, they will be able to smell us coming," Carlisle said thinking that there was no way for them to save Bella.

"We can't let them do this. Their killing her," Edward looked like he wanted to break down into tears. "This is all my fault, I should have listened to you Alice. I'm sorry I didn't listen, I'm so stupid. I was to consumed in Bella," Edward said taking a seat. "What are we going to do Carlisle. I can't lose her," He looked up with sad eyes at his father.

"I don't know at this point in time, we just have to think," Carlisle said patting his son on the shoulder. "Just give it some time. Bella can make it through this, she won't get hurt don't worry," Carlisle reassured Edward.

They all took turns punching me in the gut, punching my face spitting in my face and laughing. I couldn't do anything. I was defenseless. I wished Edward was here.

"What should we do to her now?" One of them asked with a wide grin.

"We should leave her, she's had enough for one night, let's just leave her," Seth retorted. My body felt limp and weak, that wasn't a good sign for a vampire.

They chuckled and left me alone in the dim light hanging there all by myself. Things didn't seem to be getting any better for me, just worse. I was thinking of Edward and the rest of my family. I thought of Charlie, and Renee. I didn't know if I was ever going to see them again. I didn't think that I was going to be able to change Seth's mind and make him see and understand that what he was doing was wrong.

I struggled trying to get the chains off my arms, but they were made of some type of material that I wasn't able to break with my strength.

I wanted to cry, I was so sad now that I wasn't with Edward.

I wondered what they were going to do with me tomorrow, were they just going to leave me hanging here for the rest of my life, or where they going to kill me with their new poison.

I couldn't sleep, so there wasn't anything that I could do, I would stay here for the rest of the night and be bored thinking about everyone I loved so dearly and wondering if they were okay.

"Carlisle, what if we send Emmett to go sniff her out, because we don't know where she is and I don't think that Seth is familiar with Emmett's scent and he can find her and then we might be able to get some more information," Edward suggested, he was thinking of anything that would help save Bella from this.

"I don't know, it might work, if Emmett can figure out where she is then, we could keep a watch on everything that is happening and see what the wolves are doing everyday," Carlisle said thinking by pacing back and forth. "Emmett, why don't you and Rosalie go out into the woods and get a scent on anyone of the wolves that was around Bella and figure out where she could be," Carlisle said.

That sounded like a good idea. Get a scent, but be careful, because the wolves could be lurking anywhere.

Emmett thought that this was going to be fun and something exciting to do.

"Now don't get to cocky Emmett, you need to be really stealthy and make sure that you don't smell any of the werewolves, because if they know that you are looking for Bella, than they are going to kill you," Carlisle warned his son.

Emmett nodded "Same for you Rosalie, just be really careful, we can't afford to lose Bella," Carlisle glanced down at his son sitting on the couch wishing he could go with his other siblings, but he and the rest of the family knew that the wolves would pick up his scent easily.

"Edward do you hear anything?" Alice asked coming to his side and placing a hand on his shoulder.

Edward lifted his head and smile a little for the first time in a while. "No, I can't hear anyone's thoughts, that means that the wolves aren't near Bella anywhere," Edward said sounding like he was feeling a little better.

"That's good to know that they have left Bella alone, it might be a trap, so just be careful," Carlisle said.

"I have to go with them," Edward stood up from the couch standing in front of Carlisle.

"I don't think that would be very smart, we need you to stay here in case one of the wolves smell you," Carlisle responded. "Wait, what if they were planning to do this, what if they are waiting for us to do something like this and they know how far Edward can hear," Carlisle said.

Edward's smile disappeared once more.

"Yeah, well that doesn't mean that we still can't go and see if Bella's okay," Edward protested.

The room was silent for the time being.

"Rosalie and Emmett, go and smell for Bella, don't get to close if you smell a wolf, get back here as quickly as possible," Carlisle still wasn't sure about all this, but it seemed like it was the only thing to do to save Bella's life.

"Do you smell anything yet Rose?" Emmett asked as he breathed in the air that the wind made go by his nose. There was a little bit of Bella in the air, but it was very faint.

"I can smell a little bit of Bella, but that's it. Thank goodness I can't smell any wolf yet, they must really be keeping their distant," Emmett and Rose moved deeper into the forest tracking down Bella's scent.

It didn't take long to find the door to where Bella was hidden beneath the earth's surface.

"She's down there, I can smell her, but I think she's past the border and the wolves will be able to smell us if we go back the border," Rosalie said. It took about seven minutes to find this little hide out spot. It was easy to see that it was a hide out because of the strange opening in this area and the way that the leaves and everything else was on the ground, it didn't look right with the rest of the ground.

"Let's get back to Carlisle and the rest of the family to tell them where Bella is," Rosalie said and they were off into the trees once more heading for home.

I couldn't tell what time of day it was, everything was dark, it was like it was night all the time.

I swallowed and I felt the burning in my throat. I haven't eaten in a while, my thirst was starting to take over, but I wouldn't let that totally bother me. I was going to think of getting out of here, even there I felt that there was little hope for me now. I hated feeling like this. I wasn't me anymore. If Edward ever saw me like this, then he would, I didn't know what he would do. I didn't want to think about what he would do. How much was I going to have to hang here.

It was really starting to bum me out.

"Morning Bella," A cold voice spoke. I tried to peer past the darkness to see that it was Jared, it wasn't Seth like I expected it to be.

My face turned into a scowl. "What do you want?" I spat.

"You don't have to be so rude Bella, I just said good morning," He answered coming into the light. I was able to see him more clearly now. "I just wanted to check up on you and see how you were doing, I was going to bring you something to eat, but then I remembered that you are no longer a human that needs to eat and drink to survive, well you might need to drink, but not water or anything like that, you thirst for blood now don't you Bella?" He was circling me like the buzzard that he was.
I wondered what he was planning to do next. "Yeah, so what," I stated swallowing feeling the burn run down my throat.

"Your probably getting a little thirsty, I wouldn't doubt it, I mean you are a Vampire and you need blood to keep yourself in control," He was enjoying teasing me like this. I wanted to rip his face off.

I hissed at him and he just laughed. "Look at you, hissing at me, like that's going to do anything," He said to me. I struggled with the chains again, but it didn't do any good.

"Your not going to get out of that, I made sure of it, now why don't we bring in a friend of mine, something that will make you really thirsty," My eyes dilated.

This man was standing here before me. I could smell the fresh blood running through his veins. It smelled so good. His heart thumped loudly and quickly in his chest.

He could hide it on his face, there wasn't a bit of fear on his face, but by the way his heart was racing I could tell that he was afraid. Of what me? I wasn't supposed to be scary, but I guess I was up here on this table.

What was he planning to do with this man.

I was a little tempted to jump this guy and suck him dry, but not that much. I could handle myself fairly well.

Jared came up behind the man and took hold of his arm. I didn't understand what he was doing now, but when he pulled the knife out from behind his back, I understood. He was going to cut this guy and make his blood pour out and make me mad with thirst. I closed my eyes hoping that it would help a little. " I don't think closing your eyes is going to help any, your still going to be able to smell it," Jared said with a sneer.

I heard the sound of the man's heart accelerate. Then there was the sound of flesh being sliced open, the smell hit me full force and my mouth watered with venom.

I could help but open my eyes and lunch forward towards the man. My eyes were hooked on his arm and the blood that was dripping onto the floor.

I growled and tried to reach for the man. My mouth fell open with my white teeth showing. My eyes were dark and clouded with blood lust.

"It's to bad that you can't get to him though," Jared grinned. I didn't care about Jared right now. I wanted the man's blood.

I used all my newborn vampire strength and broke the chains with a loud snap.
I launched myself at the man. My mouth connected with his arm where the blood was seeping out from the cut.

It was so delicious and warm. I couldn't get enough. Human blood was the most appetizing blood of all. I felt the man's body start to grow limp in my arms as I sucked him dry.

"I was afraid of something like this happening, so I brought in reinforcements. I was stuck back hanging from chains. My arms were above my head. It didn't hurt like I figured it was going to. I was still thirsty and I didn't have my full share of human blood. I hissed at Jared again.

"I'm sorry that you didn't get enough blood. But don't you feel terrible for what you did?" He asked waiting for my answer. I didn't answer I just stared at the body on the floor, I knew there was still blood in his body. "You will feel bad about it in a little while, let me leave you to your thoughts," He said and slowly walked away leaving me there hanging.

Edward yelled and groaned. " I can't believe he did something like that, what an idiot," Edward said aloud.

Everyone in the room turned to Edward to see what was going on. "What is it Edward what did Seth do this time?" Alice asked concerned.

"It was Jared, he took some innocent human and cut his arm and left him standing there not but five feet away from Bella, she lost her control and got out of the chains and latched her mouth on the guy's arm, sucking him dry," Edward couldn't believe that this was happening. It wasn't her fault that she had done it, and Jared would probably leave the body there for Bella to look at when she came from her ravenous vampire state. "How can he do something like this to her, how Bella must feel, poor thing and all I'm doing here is sitting grieving about it, how can I let something like this happen," Edward scolded himself.

"I know this is going to hurt Bella on the inside, but there is nothing any of us can do now, we will wait until tonight to see if we can rescue Bella, okay. When the wolves are gone we will try and get her," Esme reassured Edward.

He placed his head on his hands. "I just feel so responsible for all this," Edward said mostly to himself.

I couldn't help but stare at the body before me. If Edward thought he was the monster, he should look at what I have become now. I wanted to kill myself for doing something like this. I had killed a man, I'm a bad person. Edward would never love someone like me now, what was the point if I lived or died now. I was a monster