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Aiden's lips suddenly crash against mine. A feeling I've missed. It feels like I haven't kissed him in years. I was sure I wasn't dating anyone, Aiden was the only boy I truly dated, I didn't date, it wasn't my thing, with girls or guys. I was never good at it. Aiden changed that for me. He made me feel whole. I felt his body begin to put more pressure on me and I backed up a little to catch my balance but never breaking the kiss. I could feel his anticipation, feel his fear, it was all in the way he kissed, he was holding back. I knew it. But at the same time I didn't mind, he was being more gentle, something he wasn't before. He pulled back smiling me doing the same. I missed his muscles, missed his warmth. Missed everything about him.
"You know you really should try and stay away from me. There could be consequences in the end." He told me. I chuckled up at him and hugged him.
"I missed you Aiden. I don't know why but it's like I was gone for years." I admit. His warm comforting arms cover me and I sigh in content. This is how things were supposed to be. Easy and simple. Life wasn't always so hard. At least not as hard as some people make it out to be.
"It's ok, you have me now. I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere." He whispers to me. This feeling is all so surreal. Its almost too perfect, but I don't dwell on it, I just figure God is giving me a break for once. I feel his arms pull away from me.
"Hey, how about I take you out. I know you're dieing being stuck in this house no matter how big it is." He was right, this house was huge but it seemed so small when you knew it so well. I nodded with a smile and kissed him one last time before he led me to the door.
"Where's your car?" I ask him only seeing a red and white motorcycle.
"Your looking at it." He said with a smile. I scoffed.
"When did you get one of these?" He only shrugged.
"Not too long ago, now come on, I'm STARVING" He said overdramatically. It made me laugh that he would pretend to faint from being so famished.
"You are always hungy." I said with a smile hopping on the back of the motorcycle.
"How do you know?" He asked matter-of-factly. I punched him playfully and he laughed starting up the bike and speeding off to wherever he was taking me. I have to admit, riding on a motorcycle was kinda fun, I'm thinking about getting one myself.
"Here we are!" He said taking off his helmet and holding his hand out for mine. I looked u at where he had stopped and laughed.
"McDonalds really? You know how fattening this place is?" he scoffed and rolled his eyes.
"They have salads," He paused before adding.
"They just fry the lettuce." we shared a laugh and walked into the restaurant.
"I'll take a big Mac and for the lady a southern style chicken sandwich." Aiden said nearly reading my mind. It made me smile that he knew me so well. We took our seats and began to talk, me feeling like I was falling in love with him all over again. He was sweet, funny, kind. I couldn't believe that he was a jock. I remembered thinking that when he first asked me out. I laughed at myself. It was amazing how he made me feel like I wasn't alone, like I wasn't crazy or borderline insane. He made me feel like I could be me and not care, like I could show who I really was and open up without people waiting knife in hand. I enjoyed his company, enjoyed his jokes, I even enjoyed his sloppiness. We both laughed when a large tomato slid from the burger and was hanging half way out of his mouth. This felt right to me, almost familiar, like it happened before. Maybe it did, maybe the whole point of him taking me here was for me to remember what had happened after we lost the baby. Remembering that didn't hurt as much after Aiden explained that he was always there. That was one of the first things we talked about when we sat down. I couldn't get over how good this felt. I hoped he would do this more often, make a fool out of himself just so I felt better.