A Purpose Found

Pairing; TroyXHayden(ToothlessXHiccup)

Rating; M for Mature

Disclaimer; I do not own anything HTTYD related! Or any songs I may or may not use!

Twenty-Five:

=Normal POV=

(Thursday, July 16, 2010-3 pm)

[Raseri Home]

Getting to Troy's house, Hayden and Troy were beyond happy to have revealed that they loved one another because it made the day they were celebrating all the more special. Hayden confessed to Troy in the car on the ride home that he wasn't really sick but wanted the others to go away. Troy told Hayden not to worry about it because he had a feeling that's what it was about. Now, Hayden and Troy were downstairs to watch a movie since the theater was a bit packed with the release of something. Hayden and Troy sat on the couch cuddling with Hayden's head on Troy's shoulder and Troy's arm around Hayden's shoulders.

"Troy?" Hayden said as Troy looked at him.

"Yes?" Troy replied.

"Do you think everyone is okay in Syria?" Hayden asked out of nowhere as Troy eyed his boyfriend carefully.

"We haven't gotten any calls that they aren't, so I assume they are. Why the curiosity?" Troy questioned.

"I dunno. I guess I just feel like something is wrong because we haven't heard from anyone in a few days," Hayden admitted.

"I'm sure everyone is fine, babe. Likely busy, you know it's a hectic time of year," Troy reminded.

"I suppose that's true; I just can't shake the feeling that either something has or will happen," Hayden sighed. Troy knew Hayden had incredible instinct, and if he said something like this; then there was a chance he could end up being right. However, Troy knew there was no way of knowing unless they got a notification of some kind.

"Why don't you message Seymour and check in?" Troy suggested.

"No, it's okay. I'm sure if something had happened or end up happening; we'll get a call. Today is about us, and we're on leave, so I'm not gonna worry about anything in Syria unless I need to," Hayden smiled. Troy returned the gesture, then leaned over and kissed his boyfriend. Hayden flushed red, but closed his eyes and melted into the action instantly. It was effortless for the two of them to start making out and enjoy the feeling it brought in doing so. The more Troy and Hayden did it, the more the embers of arousal sparked to raging flames. Typically, they never had this kind of time alone except for at night, but even then Cole was home and a room away from Hayden and Troy's. However, Dustin and Rachel were out working, until 5 pm but after that, they had some dinner to go to until 7:30-8pm and Cole was at day camp until 8 pm. So it worked well that Troy and Hayden now had the house to themselves for a few hours.

Hayden ended up losing his balance when Troy leaned in more as they fell onto the length of the couch, still kissing once another feverishly almost. Hayden felt like maybe they should stop and talk about things after he felt himself start getting hard, and he felt Troy doing the same as Troy was laying on top of Hayden.

"T-Troy, we should…s-stop," Hayden mumbled into the kiss. Troy knew he was right, but Gods he was enjoying this, and it sounded like Hayden was too. Hayden pushed Troy up a little to break the kiss as both of them were panting while staring into the other's eyes.

"Sorry, I just get so into it, and so do you," Troy admitted.

"Which is precisely why we need to stop and talk about this matter, babe," Hayden expressed softly. "I know for me I've never gotten a hard on during past times when we've made out, and maybe that's because we were one deployed and they were short session, and two; since being home, we've never had this kind of alone time before,"

Troy blinked at Hayden's forwardness but admired it too. So Hayden got hard just now while they were making out. Well, honestly was the best policy and Troy was hard too. "I think you might be right about that. I got a boner too from the making out," he informed while getting off Hayden and sitting right as Hayden sat up.

"In the start of this; we agreed to take it slow on a liking one another level. Which was excellent, and I suppose in most normal situations a couple would build their way up to foreplay or having sex. We're not your standard couple because most of our relationship has been overseas where we're not allowed to do anything like that," Hayden reminded.

"True. Even making out was hard to do there," Troy agreed. "But most people do-if things are going good, and feelings are mutual-end up having sex by the one year or year and a half mark," he added.

"Not disagreeing with you, but like I said before, Troy; we've never had the chance to be alone to try and be intimate with one another. Overseas is forbidden, and here; we've had your parents and brother around. And once more, we have been deployed since the one month of us dating. We've never done anything more than a kiss, cuddle, hug, and make out and certainly never made out more than we did just now the ended with us both getting turned on from how intense it was," Hayden reminded.

What you're trying to say is that we've never explored anything farther or discussed boundaries because we agreed to take things slow and see where it went between us?" Troy questioned. Hayden nodded to him. "Well, how comfortable with you regarding any and all of that?"

"I don't really know, never been faced with being with anyone long enough to get to a point where it could happen. You're my first relationship period, Troy," Hayden blushed a bit, looking away.

"Hey, you're mine too, so we'll figure it out together," Troy assured with his hand on mine.

"How comfortable are you with that kind of thing?" Hayden questioned curiously.

"As far as sexual encounters; Never had full sex, but I've experimented different things when was I was fifteen, almost sixteen, or so and learned I was gay. The guy had been bisexual, and I wasn't entirely sure what I was so I left it at bi, kind of like you did until Boot Camp. Anyway, we never liked one another, it was strictly…a learning experience during a sleepover. We lost contact after that night even though the whole thing was his idea. All we did was try different things and move on if we felt comfortable enough to continue. It was a trial and error type thing, and that's how I learned that I'm dominant because I don't like certain things being done to me, but I don't mind doing to another, and I'm the one who took the lead in most of what was tried. If that makes sense?" Troy explained.

"It does. You said you haven't had full sex, so what have you done. If you don't mind me asking?" Hayden inquired.

"Let me put it this way; I don't like penetration of any kind, but anything else is okay. So as long as it's not going in my ass, I'm good," Troy smiled some.

"Ah. So you've never been fucked is what you're saying?" Hayden chuckled a little.

"Basically, yeah. The sleepover happened because my family and I had been camping and I wanted a friend over for one night. We slept in the tent outside the camper and decided to just experiment with different things. I let my former friends finger me, but I didn't like how it felt. Not painful, but not pleasurable either. With that, we didn't bother trying anything more than that because my parents woke up and came out of the camper," Troy enlightened.

"And here all I've done is masturbate in the time I got home from school and when my parents got off work…" Hayden muttered, a little embarrassed.

"Hayden, it's okay. Remember that bisexuals and gays aren't exactly an accepted group among the islands of the Archipelago, so it's hard to find people who would be so open about it and willing to try. I got what I did because I was a curious teenager and had an opportunity to explore my sexuality. Had it not been for that moment; I would have only use masturbation too," Troy offered gently.

"I feel like at twenty-years-old; I should know more than what I do, but I don't because I've never been able to-," Hayden sighed. Troy lifted his chin up and kissed his lips, then smiled after pulling back.

"Hayden, it's impossible to know what you're comfortable with until you try it. So why don't you let me do for you what someone did for me?" Troy suggested with a hand on Hayden's knee. "Okay, you know you're gay, and that's always a great starting point because at least you know you're attracted to men and get aroused with things they could do. Like now, you know you like kissing the way we were because you got hard. Now, you can use that to try other aspects of pleasure if you want to by letting me, someone you love and trust, help you."

"You mean you do things to me and see if I'm okay with it or not?" Hayden inquired.

"Only if you're comfortable with giving it a shot. That's the most critical thing in this; you have to be ready to take another step. You know I will be easy with you, and we can stop anytime if you don't feel comfortable continuing," Troy informed.

Hayden thought about things; it would be nice to know, and Troy was right. Who better to help him than his own boyfriend who he loved and trusted? "Are we going to end up having sex?" he asked finally.

"If you want to go that far, then sure. However, It's entirely up to you, Hayden. We can start small and work our way up and if at any point you want to pause or don't feel comfortable continuing; say so, and I will stop. We don't have to do anything you don't wish to or not ready to do," Troy kissed his cheek. Hayden lowered his head a moment, giving the idea some thought. Troy was right; Hayden would never know what he was comfortable with unless he gave it a try and Hayden knew that Troy would stop if Hayden wanted to for whatever reason. As far as having sex went; at some point, Hayden felt like it would happen anyway even if not this very day, or night as it was getting close to being the evening time. Right now, it was about 3:20 pm. Cole and the Raseri parents would be home by 7:30-8pm at the latest, so Troy and Hayden did have time to explore a bit.

Yes, Hayden was sure that he wanted to give this a chance. There was no better way to learn than to try, just as Troy had with the old friend. It was experimental, and Hayden was willing to take it slow, one thing at a time and test the waters for what he liked and didn't. "Alright, let's do it," Hayden looked at Troy now.

"Come on; we'll go in the bedroom," Troy smiled as he got up and offered his hand to Hayden, who took it, and then the two walked together into their shared living space. Troy closed the door and locked it just in case anyone came home early. Cole had football day camp, but if he got hurt or sick; he drove himself being that he was about to be seventeen in September 2020. Hayden stood in the middle of the room as Troy approached with a smile and cupped his cheek.

"H-How do we do this?" Hayden questioned as his nerves were getting to him.

"All you need to do is let me relax you before we do anything and just allow your body to go with whatever it feels? Okay?" Troy enlightened. Hayden nodded to him as Troy leaned in gently and placed his lips on Hayden's for a kiss, then moments later, slowly; it turned into making out just as they had before stopping to talk. The difference here, they wouldn't be pausing unless Hayden desired to. For right now, this was everything he wanted.