Hey, to me when I was unwell I couldnt get through a day without self harming multiple times a day. And with like addiction, you get a tolerance to it and you have to do more and more and get more extreme. But thankfully I don't do it anymore, I still get the thoughts sometimes if something really upsets me, but it is so much easier now to tell myself that it's just a normal thought but I don't have to do it. The feeling will go away. Anyway on with the show!

We watch about 2 episodes of Will and Grace, damn Karen is sooo hot! Pam shouts to inform us that dinner is ready. I kiss her deeply one last time before we go downstairs. Emily leads us to the the dining room and we sit down. Pam and I assume is her dad come in carrying the food. I stand up and shake Mr Fields hand.

"Hi, I'm Paige McCullers. Nice to meet you Mr Fields."

"And it's nice to meet you too Paige, please call me Wayne." he warmly smiles at me and asks me to sit.

"I hope you like Chilli, Paige."

"Of course! Other than Chinese food it's my favourite! It all looks amazing."

We eat our food and it's gorgeous, it really is one of my favourite meals. The conversation is nice and comfortable. They make me feel at ease and far less agitated. We talk about likes and dislikes and hobbies etc. They seem impressed that I have a bike and make sure Emily is always safe and responsible on it. I certainly feel more comfortable with Em, rubbing her foot up and down my calf. I offer to clean up but thy refuse, but I insist and help anyway.

"Paige, they really like you I can tell."

"You sure?"

"oh defiantly! Plus I find it so hot, when you're all confident and take charge. You will be rewarded for this you know." She whispers in my ear, and arousal shivers down my body. Fuck, she is such a tease!

Once we have cleaned up, we come back to the living room and Wayne suggests we play Monopoly.

Oh ooh. I'm far to competitive and slightly angry at board games. I warn them and Pam informs me Wayne is exactly the same. We play for about 2 and a half hours, but it fly by. I was very vocal towards the end when I just had to rub it in when Emily landed on my hotel. But unfortunately she gave me a very sexy you will be punished look!

So worth it! Because I won! So ner ner ne ner ner!

Her parents invite me to stay the night and I ask them to come over in 2 weeks to meet my parents, they said they would love to.

Myself and Emily retire to her room and i excuse myself to the bathroom to get changed into some of Emily's clothes for bed. I come out in some shorts and a t shirt, it's a nice baggy one, but the shorts, well I might as well have just painted my ass with how tight they are.

"Paige sweetie, just behind you is my hoodie can you just pick it up off the floor for me and pass it. I do as in told, when I bend over I hear Emily moan, "Mmmm shit Paige, so glad I gave you those shorts on purpose now haha damn you have an awesome ass!"

"Oh my god, I can't believe you are such a perve that you did that on purpose."

"Haha can't prove anything... But one day I won't need to make you wear anything at all!"

Shit, I don't know how I'm ever going to be naked with Emily, Shes going to be disgusted!

"Hey baby, what happened what did I say?"

"Nothing babe."

"It's not nothing, you look upset."

I pull Em, to the bed and I snuggle in.

Keep talking.

"I um... I, I'm just really self conscious about my body." I mutter out not daring to look at her.

"Paige, you are absolutely stunning! You are beautiful inside and out. You have a body to die for and legs that a model would kill for. I don't care if you have and scars, burns, moles or whatever, the most important thing is that your ass is perfect!"

I burst out laughing.

"You are such a creep Emily!"

"Made you smile though." She smiles lovingly at me and kisses my lips. I deepen the kiss and swipe my tongue along her bottom lip and she let's me have entry. We duel our tongues and I Thread my fingers through her hair. How does she get me going so easily and feel so comfortable.

I run my hand down her face as we continue kissing. I trace my fingers down her neck and her body. I slowly slide my hand up and under her t shirt and trace circles on her abs. Her skin is sooo soft! I really need to her feel her badly, so I loop around her nipple with my fingers and gently squeeze it. She gasps and I take that chance to suck her tongue, to which she bucks her hips at. Returning to the kiss I keep twisting her nipple an she then gasps that she needs it harder, so I do. Im so horny right now, I really want her to explode under my touch. I swap nipples and repeat my earlier action. She's really grinding her hips against me now, and it's really getting me going. Emily puts her hand on my breast and squeezes. Damn, that feels amazing. She plays with my nipple over my shirt and I find my self gettin so wet and throbbing. I need her, so I pull my hand away from her breast and I slide it in her panties. She hisses when I cup her and trail a finger slightly through her folds. Shit, she is so wet.

"Paige, if you don't put your fingers inside me right this second, you are sleeping on the couch!" she's threatens. Well that ain't happening, so I slide two fingers straight away in her. She throws her hand over her mouth, to muffle her moans. She is just so mouth wateringly hot it's a joke! I start pumping hard as she pushes herself hard and fast on my hand.

"Push your shirt up." I demand to Emily. Which she does straight away.

"Baby, I love you when you take charge and dominate me." she responds through gasps, while I'm fucking her hard.

Mmmm well I will store that piece of knowledge for a later day. In the meantime I start sucking her nipple and biting them. She shoves a pillow over her face and I really up the pace of my thrusts. I feel her getting wetter and wetter, then her muscles contract around my fingers and I can hear her screaming under the pillow. She stills while her body tenses everywhere. She finally comes down and relaxes with a really dirty dreamy smile on her face. She's so gorgeous and perfect! Her breathing is still heavy so I just cuddle up and let her enjoy the feeling.

"Paige *gasp* wow *gash* that... Was... Amazing! Damn, you are so talented."

"Mmmm baby, you are so beautiful. You feel amazing on my fingers."

"Baby, didn't I say I was going to reward you!"

"Haha, just hearing you moan like that is reward enough. I'm tired now baby, let's just snuggle up and go to sleep."

"Are you sure baby?"

"Yes, positive. I just want you in my arms tonight."

She turns off the light and we get cosy under the covers.

I'm so lucky right now.

I haven't even thought of cutting once this evening. She really is something else.