The first part of Matty being an idiot.

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I smiled and laughed lightly.

I smiled the fake smile, and laughed my fake laugh.

I knew Mello couldn't tell.

Don't get me wrong, I'm happy with him and all, but one person can only take so much.

But I'd still smile my fake smile, and hide everything else in the bathroom.

I don't need the drugs or razors, but I had them, so I used them.

Mello almost found out once, when I'd slipped o the ice outside and my sleeve rode up my arm a bit.

He didn't, though.

I hid my drugs behind something I knew he would never move -the cleaning supplies.

I let the thin blade tickle my wrist, but too deep, apparently, because I passed out about two minutes later.

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The next ficlet will be this continued.

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