Baby Grey… Already?
Thank you for those who have accepted the fact that I had to change my storyline. It was a hard decision to make and I was glad you could understand that I had to do this! As requested by a couple of people, a lemon! It's hard to write about Kate, as I don't want her to seem as if she has a mental disorder. Elliot and Kate clearly love each other but they don't trust each other to be together again! I hope you enjoy this sort of filler, please don't flame my writing!
Chapter 25 – Difficult Kisses and Problems
MPOV
Today I'm going to Austin's for the first time. His apartment is close to Christian's Escala. I'm actually quite worried. I get into my car and I follow the address he texted me. It's not too far away from Christian's actually. Blasting music into my speakers, I go down the motorway and am singing loudly along to the music. I don't know why I'm so nervous. I think I'm just sort of unsure about what I said to Austin last week. I hope everything will be okay.
I arrive outside his apartment building and park in the visitor spaces. I'm sorting out my appearance when my phone rings. "Hello?" I put my phone on speaker and answer it. "Are you going to come up, or sit in the car?" he asks me. "Yeah, bare with me!" I call, and hang up. I quickly swing out of the car and make my way up. Standing in the elevator I start jiggling. He lives quite high up, on the 20th floor. "20A… B… C… D!" I knock on the door and Austin immediately comes and answers the door.
He pulls me into a big hug, and kisses me on the forehead. "Well, hello to you too!" I say quietly into his chest. He chuckles heartily and kisses my forehead again. "I missed you," he says. "I saw you last week!" I exclaim. "It's not enough," he whispers in my ear. That was really… forward. "I missed you too," I say. He chuckles. "Made toasted sandwiches for lunch, so we can eat on the sofa and watch a movie and just relax, okay?" he confirms with me. "That sounds awesome," I say.
He finally lets me go, and I look around his apartment. The colours are warm, and the furniture makes everything look cosy. It's not trendy, but it's cosy. There's not anything that makes his apartment look depressing. I gasp. It's actually perfect, just like him. "Austin… Your apartment is so beautiful." He smiles at me. "I'm glad you like it," he says. "It really is beautiful." He smiles.
"Come, let's sit. Do you wanna watch a movie?" Austin asks me. I shake my head. He passes me my plate of a toasted chicken salad sandwich with some chips. "What do you wanna do?" he asks me. I curl closer to him on the sofa. He kisses my forehead. "Let's talk," I suggest. He raises his eyebrows.
KPOV
"Dr Flynn, this is Kate. She wanted to come to talk to you today." Ana introduces. John nods at me. "Lovely to meet you, Kate." His accent is great, my gosh! "Do you want me to step out?" Ana asks me. I shake my head frantically. "Stay, please." She nods and we sit down. "Ana told me a little bit about what happened." I nod. "Where do you want to start, Kate?" he asks me. "Erm… I want to start with my jealousy of nearly all my family." His eyebrows rise. "Right. So, have you any idea what caused you to feel like this?" I thought about this nearly all night. I have finally realised what caused me to be such a bitch. I clear my throat. "Kate, take your time. It's okay." Dr Flynn says. "It's okay." I say.
"I have 2 reasons. I'm not very good at accepting changes around in the family. I find it difficult. For example, Ana's pregnancy. Mia's new boyfriend. Me getting off the pill. Oh right, that was my second reason. I came off the pill so I and Elliot could try for a baby. Oh wait, you know who Elliot is don't you?" John nods. "I was fine the first month I got off it, and the second month I started getting my periods back." He nods, scribbling a few notes down.
"But this month, I missed it and it was around the time where I was meant to get my period I started to… I don't know get all jealous, and bitchy. I even felt as if my hormones were completely out of place." Ana grasps my hand. "So, what you're saying is, you're having some symptoms coming off the pill and you can't accept change." I nod. "Could you explain to me, what you mean by change?" I sigh. "Kate, you don't have to say everything at once. You can take your time." I nod and take a breath. "Can I ask Ana to leave?" I say quietly. "Is there something you don't want her to hear?" John asks me. I nod sheepishly. "Its okay, Kate. I can leave." Ana smiles at me and leaves the room.
"Let's resume." John says. I take another breath. "I started getting jealous because Mia and Ana were getting close. I was jealous of how they would talk all the time, and they didn't really include me. I called Mia a bitch because I was jealous of her. I was jealous of how easy her boyfriend and her can connect with each other so quickly, and how lucky she was." John is nodding and writing down notes. "So, tell me more."
AUPOV
I'm gaping at Mia. "So, he took it and just left you?" Mia nods and her eyes get all teary. She fans herself with her hand and tries to wipe them away. "Sorry," she mumbles. I've seen her cry before, but this is extremely rare. I can see pain and hurt in her eyes. "Sorry. I knew I was going to talk about it but I didn't want to cry!" she says. I clutch her hand. We're sitting opposite each other on the sofa, and she's curled up in the cushions. "Come here," I say. I pull her over into my lap. "Shhh," I say. She shakes her head. "I'm okay. He just hurt me, you know?" she says quietly.
"I understand. I've been cheated on too," She gapes. "You have?" she asks sheepishly. "Yeah. I have. I know how it feels." She curls close to my chest. "It's appalling how he treated you. He shouldn't have. If he really had to, he should have never done it to you." She sighs. I kiss her cheek, working the kiss down to her lips, and then her neck. I nibble and suck running my hands up and down her waist. She lets out a breathy moan. I feel myself harden. This woman has mesmerised me with her innocence, her sweetness and her perfectness. I really am in love with her. "Austin," she whispers. "We don't have to do anything if you're not ready, Mia. Promise." I whisper back to her. She hooks her hands around my neck, and kisses me hard. "Are you sure?" I ask her, pulling away. She nods.
"I'm sure." I pick her up bridal style and take her into my bedroom. I have a big double bed and I put her down gently. I kiss her over and over, my hands skating all over her body. She squirms under my touch, her eyes closed and gasping. "Mia, I can stop if you want me to." I whisper in her ear. "Please, don't." she whispers back. I gently tug on her shirt, and she helps me take it off. Underneath her shirt, she was wearing a lacy bra, a black and pale pink one. It wasn't lingerie, just something perfect.
"You're so beautiful, Mia. So, so, beautiful." I murmur. She moans quietly, her hands grasping my biceps. "You're overdressed," she whispers, smirking. She tugs my shirt off and then bites her lip. "You're so hot," she says, kissing my abs. My hands are still exploring her body. Her hands reach for my jeans and I back away. "Tell me you're sure. We'll have to stop now if you're not. If I go any further I won't be able to stop." She nods. "I'm sure, Austin. I know you can take care of me," she mumbles.
I unbutton her jeans and tug them slowly down her legs. She gasps. I inhale sharply as soon as I see the panties she was wearing. They match her bra, but it's a thong. I hover on top of her, hooking a leg around her. "Did you wear those for me, Mia?" I ask her gently. She nods, and kisses my neck. "You, are so fucking gorgeous." I compliment her, and she giggles. I pull off my own jeans and am literally just in boxers, hovering above her. "I want you." She says sternly, pulling me down on top of her.
I hook my thumbs around her thong, shimmying them down her legs. She gasps. She's perfect down there. Little, delicate, and just perfect. I move my hand behind her back and unclip her bra. Her breasts are the most gorgeous little mounds I've ever seen. They fit perfectly under my hands and I gently roll them under my hands. "Ah!" she yelps, moaning at the same time. Her eyes are closed and she's simply just absorbing the pleasure. I move my head slowly down to her sex, my chin resting right on top of her clit. I brush my chin on it, and then my mouth finally reaching her clit. She groans. My mouth kisses her, and she rewards me with another groan. I can see how wet she is, glistening.
My tongue flicks around her, and my lips suck on her. "Ahhh!" she groans. She squirms under my touch, biting her lip and moaning loudly. "It feels so good," she breathes. My hands reach up to her breasts and I circle her nipples. Her fingers run through my hair, tugging once in a while. I suck harder, flicking with my tongue once in a while. I give her a little nibble and she shrieks. "Austin, I'm gonna come," she gasps. "Shhh, come for me. Let it go, gorgeous." A few seconds later, she moans loudly, panting as she comes down from her orgasm. I lick my lips and kiss her lips quickly. "Thank you," she whispers.
"You don't need to thank me, Mia. You're perfect." She's still panting. "How did it feel?" I ask her. She curls by me. "I felt like I was soaring, my whole body was so light." I chuckle, and she bites her lip. I am really hard now. She's turning me on so much. She grips my boxers, and tugs them down. She takes me into her hand and she pumps me up and down. "Oh, Christ. Yes, Mia." I breathe. Her hand moves up and down faster and I close my eyes, the pleasure seeping in me quickly.
I hold her hand still. "If you keep doing that, I'll come too early." I say, smirking. She giggles and blushes. "Do you still want to do this?" She nods frantically. I take my boxers off properly, and head inside the en-suite to grab some lube. I hover above her again. "Do you want me to wear a condom?" I ask her. She muses. "I'm on the pill, and I'm clean." She says. "I'm clean too. I can wear a condom if you want me to, Mia." She shakes her head. "I want to feel. Everything." She whispers in my ear. I open my bottle of lube, and rub some on myself. "Just in case," I say. She nods in agreement.
I'm still hovering above her. "I want you," Mia whispers. "I want you too." I say back. I push my tip inside of her and she gasps. She is so wet. She pushes my biceps. "Do you want to stop, babe?" I ask her. She shakes her head. "I'm nervous." She whispers looking away from me. "You don't need to be, just relax, babe. I'll look after you." She nods a bit. I push a little more in and I keep going. I'm waiting for her to stop me. I'm pushing slower and deeper. She gasps and pushes against my chest. "Stop a second, please," she gasps. "You're really deep… and you're really big." She pants, grasping my bicep. I nod, and stop for a little while.
"Okay," she gasps. "You sure?" I ask her, just in case. I care about Mia, and I'm worried that she might not be ready for this. She nods and looks into my eyes. I move inside of her one stroke, two, and then three. She gasps. "Shit!" she groans. I bend down and bring my lips to hers. It's just us now, my hands around her body, holding her, squeezing and teasing. Our tongues entwine and her hands bring my back closer to hers. I am so hard for her; I've never been like this before; not with anyone. "Austin, please move." She whispers. I follow her demand and move slowly inside of her.
It's probably the first time I've made love to anyone. I move in and out of her and the room fills with her gaspy moans. "Austin," she breathes, I stroke her hair and nibble on her neck. "Faster, please. It feels so, so good." she gasps. I know she's going to be close when I move a little faster, so I do. I'm almost pounding inside of her, and she grasps my hand, twisting her fingers with mine and groaning with pleasure. In and out, I drive inside of her and she moans even louder. Her nails drag and scratch at my back, and I can feel them leaving marks. "Tell me when you're close, babe." I whisper inside my ear. She replies to me with a big moan, grabbing my hand tighter. "Oh, Austin, I'm so close, please; please don't stop!" she calls. I hold her body tighter, kissing her deeply. "I won't. I've got you babe." She explodes, crying out and her muscles contract around me. I don't stop moving inside of her and I feel myself about to come. I growl, pulling her body closer to mine and am not topping from moving. Mia is still crying out and squirming under my touch. I growl into her ear, feeling my balls tighten and I explode inside of her, filling her up.
Her fingernails are still scratching at me, leaving red marks again. "Ahh," she groans. I don't let go of her, putting my weight on her. Her breaths are ragged, panting from her orgasm. We stay silent for a while, her hands grabbing my body closer to her. "Thank you for that," she says, whispering in my ear. I muse for a while, wondering what to say. "I love you." I say. She gasps. "Really?" she says. I sigh, and lift my weight from her. "When will you believe me? I'm in love with you, Mia." I say to her.
"I'm sorry about… what we did. You probably felt like you were with a virgin. It's just-" She says sheepishly, blushing and looking away. I turn her head back to me. "I didn't, Mia. You were perfect. I know you were nervous. I didn't want to push you into doing anything you didn't want to, Mia." She brings me into a huge kiss. "You're so considerate, Austin." She says quietly. I roll off of her and hold her close to me. She shudders. "Are you cold?" I ask her. She shrugs. "Let's get under the covers and we'll take a nap. I need to get you some clothes to wear," I whisper.
"No need, spare change of clothes in the car," she smirks. "So prepared, Miss Grey! Stay the night with me, Mia. Please." I beg her. She nods. "I will, Austin." I think for a while. What if she thinks we're moving too fast? "Babe, you don't have to. Not if you think we're moving too fast," She doesn't reply, and she's curled really close to my chest. She's fallen asleep. "Sleep well, babe."
KPOV
"Kate, you've made brilliant progress today, already. I can see the problems that are causing you to feel like this already. We're going to focus on how you can stop feeling like this. It seems as if you're insecure and having a little anxiety with those around you. I can prescribe you some pills that might ease this from you." I nod. "Do you have anything else you want to talk about?" I nod. I want to get this out. "When Elliot left me for the week, he didn't contact me. I understood why, and I didn't really want to talk at that time either. But I felt neglected. Like no one wanted to be around me. I didn't feel as if I had did anything wrong."
John is still writing some notes down. "I called Ana, and she couldn't make the effort to come and see me. I felt hurt, upset and just simply neglected. I needed someone to comfort me, someone to be with me at this sad time. I also felt as if I was pressured to please Elliot, wanting to get pregnant for him. I realise I'm just not ready yet, and I want him back." John nods. "I can see why this has you feeling like this. I want to get down to this. You said that you felt as if your hormones were all over the place. I think, as you missed your period and as you said you were irritable around that time; you might have had an oestrogen hormone imbalance. As I said, I want to get down to this. Would you be willing to come and see me again?" I nod. "Definitely," I confirm. "Let's schedule an appointment." I nod.
APOV
I'm woken up by my phone vibrating in my lap. "Baby," Christian says when I answer the phone. "Hi," I mumble. "Have you been sleeping again?" he asks me. He knows me really well. "I fell asleep on Flynn's waiting room couch." I confess, blushing. "What are you doing at Flynn's?" He asks me, sounding panicked. "Kate agreed to speak to someone. I took her to Flynn's and she's been inside for ages. I fell asleep on the couch." I yawn. "Oh, baby. Blip's not treating you very nicely lately, is he?" I sniff. "No, he isn't. I'm tired all the fucking time, and I hate it." I curse.
Christian chuckles. "Don't laugh at me!" I say angrily down the phone. "I'm sorry. I'm still at Elliot's. He's going to get fucking smashed. He wants Kate back." I sigh. "Kate wants Elliot back. They don't trust each other though, and Kate's worried he won't want her back." He sighs. "They need to work on their relationship. Maybe we should set up a surprise therapy session."
"I might have a better idea," I say to Christian. "My bright girl, shoot." He says. "What if we locked them in a room for a little while? Let them talk it out instead of going to shrink sessions straight away?" he chuckles. "You really are my bright girl. I think that's a great idea." I smile. "I don't think we should do it straight away, Christian. I think we should give it a little while. They can come over to ours, and we'll keep them in a spare room." He bursts into laughter. "Ana, you sound like you're kidnapping them!" he laughs. I groan. "Stop laughing at me," I whine. "Sorry, honey. I haven't seen you for too long, baby. Let me see you."
I hear a door click. "Christian, I can't. I have to take care of Kate. She needs me right now." I say quietly. "I know, baby. I'll see you soon." I smile. I really, really love my husband. "Bye, I love you," I say sweetly. "I know you do." I can hear his smirk. He hangs up and I end up in giggles. "Ana, you don't have to stay with me," Kate's voice awakens the near to empty room. "Yes, I do, babe. You need me. I'll stay as long as you need me to." She sighs. "Go be with Christian." She waves her hand. "I can see him any time, Kate. I hardly see you anymore and it's all my fault." I say sadly. "It isn't. Go be with Christian. Ana, I can clearly see you miss him." I shake my head. "I might do, but it's not fair on you. You need me, and I'll stay," I say stubbornly. The waiting room is empty and even the woman at the reception desk has retired into the staff room.
"Ana, I'm fine without you. I won't hurt myself." She says irritably. "But Kate-" she groans. "No, Ana. I don't need you right now. I'm fine." She says angrily. I sigh. "Okay." I say, giving in. I only gave in because she's hurt right now, and I don't want to get too worked up either. I walk out of the building with her behind me and I realise I now have to have a hand around my tummy to support myself a little bit more. We don't say anything on the way home.
"You don't have to come in. I'll be okay, Ana." She says, patting my hand. I shrug, and bid my goodbyes. Frankly, I feel upset. I fake a smile at her. "Bye, Kate." I say quietly. "Bye," she whispers. My phone buzzes and I immediately know who it is. "Hi," I say. "Hi, baby. Meet me at Escala." He says smoothly. "Okay. See you in a few minutes. I've just dropped Kate home." He sighs. "I'll see you in a little while, Mrs Grey." I smirk and hang up. I can't wait to see Christian. I actually really have missed him.
"Sawyer? To Escala, please." I say quietly. He looks at me through the rearview mirror and smiles. "Yes, Ma'am." It's a smooth drive over there, and suddenly I feel very emotional and nervous to see Christian. I haven't seen him for a 2 or 3 days and I simply just have missed him a lot. Sawyer takes me up the elevator and I punch in the code for the penthouse. As soon as I walk in, I see Christian pouring some wine. He looks up and smiles at me. He puts everything down slowly, and strides over.
"Baby," he breathes. I immediately wrap myself in his arms. "I really missed you," I say quietly. "I missed you too, honey. Couldn't sleep without you." His arms wrap around me tighter, tighter than ever. "Christian," I croak. "You're squishing the baby," I squawk. He loosens his hold immediately. "Sorry." He says. "I'm good. I missed you, so, so, so much." I say throwing my arms around his neck. "I missed you just as much. How was Kate today?" He asks me, guiding me to the sofa, so I can snuggle with him. "She was good. She said she didn't need me, and that she'd be okay. I keep thinking that she won't be. I'm worried about her, Christian; and I can't help thinking it was my fault." He huffs. "How many times, Ana? This isn't your fault. Maybe she's just a little bit ill." He strokes my head.
I turn over and he twists me over, so I'm straddling him. I tilt my head, grabbing his face so I could kiss him. "Mmm," he groans. "I missed you, so much, Mrs Grey." He mumbles through our make out session. I feel a little kick, and giggle into his mouth. "What's funny, beautiful?" I giggle too. "Blip's missed you too. I think he's moving to the sound of your voice. He tends to kick when I sit still, or lie down. I think it's because when I'm moving, it rocks him; which probably soothes him." Christian chuckles, and pushes me down. I burst into peals of laughter and I can practically feel the love radiating off of him. He really has missed me. I've missed him too. His hands roam all over my waist and my bump too.
I push his hands away. "Stop, I feel like a whale," I whine. He peppers my face with kisses. "You are not a whale, Ana. No way. You're perfect." I push him off, and stifle a yawn. "Oh baby, you're tired." I snuggle into his chest. He pulls me into his lap. "I'm exhausted. When I was staying with Kate for the past few days, she would sometimes wake up, crying. Or she'd have a nightmare about Elliot, or either she wouldn't sleep. I stayed up with her for ages and I just…" I stifle a yawn again.
"We'll have to stop here for a little while." He says. He's still talking, but I can't hear what he's saying anymore, as I fall asleep on his chest...
I hope you enjoyed this chapter! As I said before, it's getting quite hard to write for Kate. I don't want to make her seem as if she's got a mental problem, just a little imbalance and some anxiety. She'll be better soon! I love hearing your reviews. I'm trying to write what I want to happen in this fanfiction, but it's lovely hearing some of your suggestions! Hope to hear as many reviews as possible!~ Claudia xxx