Right, here is the chapter I've been wanting to post for ages, It's different than the other 'moments' but I hope you all still enjoy it :) let me know what you think. I spent days going over this chapter trying to get it just right so I hope I have, Enjoy :)

Lindsay walked slowly through the cemetery, reading all the gravestones as she went, only stopping when she found the three she was looking for. She laid the three bunches of flowers she had brought down, one on each gave. She then sat in front of the middle one.

"Hey Lucy, Caroline and Kelly, it's me Lindsay, I know I haven't been to see you in a while, but I don't get to come to Montana as much as I'd like to anymore. It doesn't mean I don't think about you three though; all of you are always in my heart. I miss you all so much. I was sat with my little girl this morning, Lucy. I mentioned her last time I came up when she was a baby, she's now five and growing up so fast. Anyway, this morning she brought me a picture she had found in an old book of fairy tales at my parent's house of the four of us, wanting to know who you were. So I sat down with her and told her all about the three of you.

I told her all about my memories of when we were younger, like the time we were 12, when we all brought them slingshots from the shop, do you remember? We sat on top of the wall near your house Kelly, we each had a stack of pebbles next to us and we would fire them at the boys when they went past. We had such a laugh that day, until your Dad caught us Kel, you got in so much trouble, he went and phoned all our parents too. I was grounded for a week after that.

Lucy has a lots of traits of being a country girl in her, even though she likes to tell everyone she's a city kid like her Daddy, although this week she wants to try out being a country girl, she is horse riding at the moment with my Mum. She likes to climb trees just like we used to, she is so daring, hangs up side down and everything which scares the life out of Danny, I'm just pleased she is still only little and can't climb too high because if she got stuck, it would be me who would rescues her as Danny has never climbed a tree in his life. I know I know, I've told him he doesn't know what he's missing but he says he is much happier with both his feet on the ground.

I wish the three of you could of got to meet Danny, he's not who any of you three would of imagined me with but he is just perfect for me. I love him so much. He is so loving and caring. Not many people get to see that side of him as he likes to think he is all strong and tough, but I know the true Danny, he would never hurt anyone, unless they did something to hurt someone he loved, then you wouldn't want to mess with him. Our boss got shot a few years back, you should of seen Danny, he couldn't, wouldn't rest till the girl who did it was caught and arrested.

He is so good with our children too. Yes you did hear right, I said children. We had another child, a little boy 4 months ago, Joshua Louie Messer. I choose that name for you Kelly; I know how much you loved the name Joshua when we were growing up. Don't worry Caroline I'm sure Danny will let me name the next baby something that reminds me of you. Look at me already planning a third child; I've only just had the second one.

Joshua is such a good baby he's sleeping most of the night now, which I think we are all glad about, his crying used to wake Lucy up occasionally which never impressed her. She would come out of her bedroom with her hands on her hips, her curly hair sticking up everywhere saying 'Joshy, I was sleeping you know?' that's her little nickname for him 'Joshy' he smiles now when he hears her say it which I think is adorable. I like to think that the three of you are watching down on my babies and protecting them, I told Lucy you were a bit like the three Good Fairies from Sleeping Beauty. She loves all things Disney. I guess it must be something to do with the name as you also used to love Disney as well Luce.

I'll come back and see you all before my week here comes to an end; I might even bring Danny with me next time. He wanted to come today but I told him this was something I needed to do alone, which he understood, so instead he is taking Joshua to the swimming pool that we used to go to for a swim. I can't believe the pool is still there, I mean how old were we when we first went with our Mums, two? It was old then. It'll be nice for them though, hopefully the pool won't be packed like they are in the one back home.

Home, it still feels weird calling New York that but I guess it is my home now. Montana will always be special to me; will always hold a place in my heart right next to the three of you. It's just New York is where my family is, not just Danny, Lucy and Joshua but my lab family too. I've told you about them before but not about each of them individually which is what I'd really like to do, I want you to know why I love them all so much.

First there is Mac, I love him like a father, he's a brilliant boss and an even better friend. He's both of the children's godfather. Mac believed in Danny when no one else did, gave him the job as a CSI when everyone told him he would be stupid to do so. He also really supported me during the time I had to come back here to Montana for the court case, he let me have time off, let me speak to him about It afterwards, he also let me come back for the execution of the man who took you three away from me. He understands when I get a bit emotional over cases involving teenage girls. So Mac means a lot to both me and Danny.

Next there is Stella; she quickly became one of my best friends when I first moved down to the city. She's been very supportive of me and Danny. Apparently she and Mac knew we would end up together from my very first day. She's been through some rough times too, especially with her ex Frankie who tried to kill her but she always comes out the other side, she's a tough cookie. She is also great with the children, you three would have loved Stella, she is so stylish and loves to shop.

There is also Flack, or Uncle Flackie as Lucy calls him, I'm pretty sure he wouldn't let anyone else apart from her call him 'Flackie.' He's Danny's best friend, and very much your type Caroline, tall dark and bright blue eyes. I get on great with Flack, this one time we went to see a suspect who lived with these silicone dolls, I know weird, anyway we had to take one for evidence, so when we got out on to the street, I started yelling at him asking him why he was trading me in for a doll, you should of seen his face, he was so embarrassed.

Who else is left to tell you about? Sheldon but we all call him Hawkes, he used to be an M.E before I joined the lab, then the year I started he transferred over to the crime lab. He is so clever, like some sort of human encyclopaedia. Also very serious, watching him and Danny together can be funny as they are complete opposites in a way but get on so well. I like to think of Hawkes as the voice of reason. Although sometimes we don't agree on things, like the whole blue flu, that's another story though.

There's Adam, who is very unique and quirky. He tends to ramble a lot especially if he's talking to Mac; I think it's a nervous habit. He used to just be a lab tech, but he is actually training now to be a CSI and is getting a lot more time out in the field. Which I think is good for him, gets him out interacting with different people.

Lastly there is Sid, who is our M.E. I'm not as close to him as I am the others but I still like to class him as part of our little family. Even though Stella and Mac knew, Sid was the first to tell me Danny had a crush on me, he knew because of Danny calling me 'Montana.' Sometimes when he starts talking he ends up going to what Hawkes refers to as his 'creepy place' but he wouldn't be Sid without his creepy place.

So that's my Lab family, I couldn't have asked for a better bunch of people to work with, they all make my days fun, they've always got my back too. I trust every single one of them with my life, Danny's life and the lives of our children.

I've just seen the time. It's getting late and Lucy will be arriving home from her horse riding lesson in a minute and I promised her I'd take her out to see the Wheatfield's when she gets back. She wants to see who's right, me or Danny. Danny told her the New York skyline is the best thing you'll ever see and I've told her the Wheatfield's are.

I miss you girls so much and I'll definitely be back here before my week is over I promise. We will always be best friends forever, do you remember that at school 'BFF'. Lucy is starting to use that phrase now with her friends Bella and Olivia, it makes me smile and think of you three. I love you all and I'll see you real soon" Lindsay blew a kiss to each grave stone "Bye for now girls" she whispered before making her way out of the cemetery and back to her parents house.