Hey, this is going to be Tobias thoughts about seeing his mother before she goes so it will be a little short but I wanted to show you how he is feeling and go a little deeper.
tobias pov next day
Why should I go see her? Sure their is the fact that she is my mother and that she said she still loves me, but their is still the fact that she left me. For all of my childhood. She left me with that monster, but she didn't know he was a monster. Why did she leave in the first place? She could have stayed, and could have been a much better mother than she is now, so her other 4 kids died, savor the one that you have, me. I just don't understand. I still don't know if I'm going to see her tomorrow before she goes.
She said that she loves me, but I'm not sure if I love her back. She is the one that gave me life but my life hasn't been all that great. I technically just met her yesterday, how can I love her that fast. The only person who I have loved that fast is Tris. I loved her that night in the woods, I loved her when I finally found her again, and I still love her. But I have no past with my mother, the only thing I know about her is what I learned yesterday. Tris thinks I should go.
pro
She is my mother.
I would not be here with out her.
It would mean a lot to her.
Tris said I should.
con
She was not a good mother.
She doesn't deserve it.
There is more pros than cons so I guess I will go but only so I can tell her how much it hurt. And so that I can hug her, just one more time. Once.
I had to reach deep down into my soul and write that I hoped you liked it. Review and sorry its a little short I will probably update again today.