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What Is Wrong With Me?

By: SimplyShelbySJL

Chapter 25: I Want You to Be My First

Derek's POV

I looked into Casey's eyes as my body hovered over her, I wanted this so bad, I wanted her so bad. My heart was pumping fast and my eyes were hungry. I had just pulled up from our kiss, I was hesitant about what could happen next and I was asking Casey if she was okay with it.

"Casey are you sure you're well, you know ready for this?" I asked not moving from my position in the slightest way. She nodded slowly, "Yes Derek I'm ready to be with you, to really be with you."

I looked deeper into her eyes as if they would shout if she was telling the truth or lying, but she looked honest. She looked up at me smiling, "I want you to be my first." I grinned down at her, "I want you to be my first too, it's just I don't want… I don't want you to hate me when it's over."

She looked confused, "Hate you? Why would I hate you when it's over Derek I could never hate you and I want it too, I want you." I was going to ask one last time, when I saw her eyes and knew she was telling the truth. I then smiled leaning down into a kiss again. She tugged at the back of my neck bringing me more towards her. I moved my kissing from off her lips and down her neck until I reached her breasts. I sat up still over her looking down at her, aching for her. She smiled leaning up to match me, placing her hands on my chest and kissing my own neck a little as I moaned with delight. When she pulled apart, she giggled as I looked down at her.

I raised my eyebrow smirking, "Casey I don't think your supposed to giggle when your getting it on." She smiled, "how would you know, and besides its fun." I didn't protest with that argument at all instead she slid her hands around my back lifting off my shirt. I smiled throwing it aside and rubbing her back as I slowly lifted her own shirt while kissing her from her waist up to her bra, which I smiled at first fiddling with it. When I could get it I sighed sitting up a bit, Casey laughed, "here let me help."

I smiled as she reached her hands backwards placing them on mine as it unhooked with ease. I smiled as it fell, but still looked into her eyes asking with them if I could look down. She smirked, "Derek you can look at them I promise they won't bite." I smirked blushing, but started kissing and blowing on her neck as I moved down finally coming to her breast and taking extra time on them.

She then lied back and I continued as she pulled on me to come closer down to her, which of course I accepted. And then I moved on from her breast moving down in kisses until I came to her skirt where I had better luck unbuttoning and pulling down leaving her panties. I smirked tracing my fingers and fiddling with her panty line as she giggled closing her eyes. I then entwined each end with my fingers pulling them down where she kicked them off. I sat up to look at her, the full present unwrapped. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, but then I realized that this present wasn't even closed to being well played with.

She smiled leaning up a bit, "my turn," it felt weird at first with Casey tugging at my pants and taking them off then my boxers, but I got over it quickly. Then Casey surprised me grabbing her hands on my back and pulling me down, completely on top of her, no space between are body contact, no leaning, skin on skin, direct contact, and I liked it.

We kissed each other more and more each area a new to explore. I then started at the face kissing and rubbing all the way down, marking my territory on her. Then I leaned up smiling down at her and she smiled back, "I love you," I said with more meaning than I had ever given to anyone before. She smiled, "I love you too." I leaned down again, but then remembered something jerking back up. She looked at me alarmed, "What is something wrong, what did I do, are you changing you mind, Derek?"

I smiled down at her, "No just uh forgot something," I smiled reaching over for my pants she looked at me confused as I searched my pockets, "Uh Derek now I know I'm new at this, but I think one of the things that happens in sex is keeping your clothes off until after its over." I pulled out my wallet, "Uh yeah well there is just one thing I think I should wear," she looked at me confused and giggled when I pulled out a single condom. After Casey's first demand I went out and bought it to be prepared, which hey turned out good in this case. She smiled at me blushing and I grinned ripping the package open with my teeth, eager more than ever for Casey.

I then slipped it on and Casey pulled me back down locking her hips with mine. I then let myself finally be one with hers, at first slow, but also with changing rhythms. We both moaned with delight, at first I thought I was hurting her, but soon found out it was the exact and I mean exact opposite. I don't know how long it went on except for not long enough, but our energy seemed to disagree when we finally broke apart lying on the sand now next to each other.

We were both breathing harshly and heavily, but smiling as I held her on the sand. We were looking up at the stars and then I turned to look at Casey smirking, "So how was it for you?" She giggled turning to me, "I think magical can barely even describe it, but it will have to do."

"So you don't regret it, at all?" I asked still worried that maybe tomorrow morning she would wake-up hating me for stealing her, well innocence. She smiled, "Not at all, you don't do you?" I smiled, "Never, will I ever regret tonight or any future nights, there will be future nights right?" She laughed, "Easy Derek." We lied there for probably an hour and at one point we even drifted off to a light sleep, yes it was exhausting. We were awoken when Casey's phone started ringing. She jumped up looking around and grabbing her clothes holding them over her body. She looked down at her phone, "Derek look away while I get dressed it's Hallie!"

I laughed crossing my arms, "Casey I don't think there's anything I will see with you getting dressed that I didn't see before, now could you toss me my clothes, unless your up for round two of sex on the beach?" She smiled blushing and tossing me my clothes rolling her eyes. She then flipped open the phone holding it up with her shoulders as she pulled on her panties and skirt. She then sighed hitting speaker, so she could dress more quickly.

"Hello, Casey? Derek? Anyone hello where are you two?" Hallie almost screamed into the phone. I smirked finishing pulling on my phones and holding it up to my ear as Casey squirmed around getting the rest of her clothes on.

"Hey Hallie, we're uh, well around, why where are you?" I smirked laughing a bit. Hallie sighed, "Hello you know still at the beach club so where's around do you have any idea how long you guys have been gone, I mean seriously you were gone long enough for Skylar to throw in his inappropriate sex jokes," she laughed at the end and me and Casey stared at each other before I responded finally finding my voice.

"Uh yeah very funny guy, but um we're just hanging out on the beach somewhere you know so uh we'll meet you out front of the place in like ten minutes to go back to the hotel okay, thanks bye!" I said hanging up the phone quickly and tossing it back to Casey.

She was starring into a compact mirror looking horrified I laughed, "Uh Casey you okay there, and you look fine trust me all of you looks fine," I smirked recovering already the new memories I now had. She looked up at me still horrified, "Oh my god, I have… I have… I have…"

I looked at her confused motioning for her to continue, "You have?" She looked back down at the mirror and up at me the same look on her face before whispering, "Sex hair."

I broke into laughter, "Sex hair really I wonder why, oh yeah maybe it's because and just a thought here, but you just had incredible sex with me leading to you having sex hair, but uh sexy sex hair now that I look at it," I smirked coming over to kiss her, but she stopped me. I sighed pulling back, "fine, fine I know we have to go so what are you going to do about your sex hair?"

She looked at me touching her hair, "Wait so I really do have obvious sex hair?" I rolled my eyes smiling and pulling her up, "no just fluff it a bit really your overreacting." We started walking and she began fluffing her hair more and more as we began to see people up ahead. She finally stopped as we started to pass other buildings by the beach, "Okay, okay I think I'm good so what's our story?"

I laughed pulling her closer as we walked, "Story, what do you mean?" She smiled giggling, "Well they are all going to ask where we were and what we were doing so what are we going to say?" I smirked acting overdramatic, "We could always go into details about the truth and the hot, hot sex we shared." She rolled her eyes, "Uh no what we are going to say is we were walking on the beach we stopped to look up at the stars and fell asleep, okay?" I laughed, "Okay, but my version a.k.a. the truth sounds so much, much better."

She smiled, "Well no matter how much better this stays between us until and if I ever decide to tell one of my closest friends, but no bragging to other guys Derek Venturi I will not be locker room talk back at school, buddy." I smirked, "Please no way am I even going to give those losers a single detail about my Casey." She laughed as we spotted our place and walked up the deck and around the side to the front. Before we were completely around though I grabbed Casey's waist spinning her around for a kiss. When we pulled apart she giggled pulling me around the corner where we saw everyone waiting. Hallie looking worried seriously it's not like she was our mom or something, she was younger than us.

Casey's POV

I smiled holding Derek's hand as we walked up and I waved to Hallie and Caleb, Skylar the blonde now missing, and Reed and Amber who were sort of off in their own world. I smiled, "hey guys sorry we took so long we got distracted, time flies when you're having fun." Derek then smirked obviously not thinking, "real fun." I laughed nervously, "yeah I think Derek liked the star watching so much he may consider a career in astronomy."

Hallie crossed her arms raising her eyebrow and looking at Derek, "Really Derek astronomy," I could tell she knew I was lying, but not the whole truth thankfully. Derek laughed, "Yeah so what's your sign?" I elbowed him in the stomach then smiled, "funny sweetie, but that's astrology not astronomy."

He laughed, "Oh yeah right, so you guys ready to go I'm really tired." Caleb looked at us weirdly, "Uh yeah sure man."

I smiled nodding and pulling Derek in front of the others faster. I didn't say anything because I was nervous he would slip up making a comment about earlier, not that I minded as long as it was just us two who heard it. I smiled and sighed with relief when I finally saw the entrance for our hotel. When we walked inside I spun around to see everyone else including Derek catch up, "Well it's been nice, but me and Derek are really tired so see you all in the morning, Derek let's take the stairs." I said pulling him even though he started to moan, "why would we take the stairs if we're so tired."

I just smiled rolling my eyes and dragging him up to our floor and then turning around, "Uh do you have the key I think I might have lost mine back on the beach?" He smiled pulling it out of his pocket, "of course so do I get a prize for saving us from sleeping out in the hallway," he smirked as we walked inside the room.

I smiled turning around to find him very, very close to me, "I think you've gotten a big enough prize already." He smirked wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer against him and purring into my ear, "then how about I give you another prize as a thank you." I giggled and yes this was very tempting to the point where I was considering until my phone started ringing in my purse I had dropped on the bed. I went to move for it, but Derek didn't budge, "leave it."

I laughed, "No it could be our parents," I smiled reaching for it. Derek sighed falling backwards on the end of the bed next to me muttering under his breath, "Exactly leave it." I smiled rolling my eyes and ignoring it flipping open my phone.

"Hello," I smiled as happy as ever into the phone. "Casey, Casey oh my gosh you're okay. George, George it's Casey she answered their okay." I looked confused, "Mom of course we're okay, are you sure you're okay?" She sighed, "No I am not Casey and do you want to know why, well I'll tell you why because for the past hour and a half, past your curfew I might add. George and I have been calling the hotel room's phone along with Derek's, but receiving no answer what so ever."

I stuttered, "I'm sorry mom, but why didn't you just call my phone." She made an angry sigh, "Casey that is besides the point for one I misplaced your number and for two I'm still waiting as to why you were obviously not in the room and Derek can't even trouble himself for a minute to answer our calls?"

I then got up walking into the bathroom before answering, "I don't know why Derek didn't answer we were out with friends we met here, I said I was sorry mom gosh." Uh oh I snapped back at her, not good I could almost see her face through the phone. "Casey don't you use that tone with me and I don't care who you were out with, you two had a curfew I'm just glad your coming home soon."

I got sad just hearing that going back home meant a lot of things. First off Hallie, who was now basically one of my best friends would not be there. Two Derek and me would have to hide a lot more and three I was still unsure on what to do at school. I sighed into the phone, "Mom I know now I'm really sorry about not answering or being in the room, but I'm tired so can I go to bed now?" I heard my mom sigh, "Fine Casey, but you two were still out past curfew so there will be some source of punishment when you two get home." I sighed rolling my eyes, "I know mom goodbye," with that I quickly hung up the phone and closed the bathroom door switching on the shower. I quickly pulled off my clothes eager to get back to Derek now that I know what it's like to really, really be with him. I smiled stepping into the shower and sighing in delight as the hot water rained down on me.

I let down my hair letting the warm water soak into it while rubbing my head with my hands. As I listened to the steadiness of the water hitting my body and the tub I thought for a moment I heard the bathroom door open, but when no other noise came I shrugged it away. That was until I felt two arms wrap around me, I jumped spinning around.

I looked up at a smirking Derek and whispered in shock, "Derek what are you doing in here?" He laughed wrapping his arms tighter around me, "what I thought since we already took our relationship to a higher level, that this was maybe aloud too?" he asked with eyes like a little kid on Christmas begging to open his presents.

I giggled a little, "Okay fine just don't get too used to it." He frowned, "What are we breaking up already, don't tell me you just used me for my body Casey?" he joked smirking, but still confused. I rolled my eyes smiling and leaning my head against his chest sighing, "Well I mean once we get back home I think our parents just might notice if we start both disappearing into the bathroom at the same time all the time."

He smirked, "Hey I can be pretty sneaky." I smiled turning back around to shampoo my hair, "As I'm learning more and more."

He smirked wrapping his arms around me from behind again, "My point exactly, but really why worry about that now, I say we simply enjoy each other." I smirked turning around, "I say that's a very good idea." He smirked leaning in and kissing me gently before kissing me a little more passionate. He then wrapped his arms tighter around me and I began rubbing mine up and down his back. Then I heard a knock I pulled apart for a second, "I think someone's at the door," I said the water still pouring down on us. Derek smirked before kissing me again, "who cares they'll eventually go away," he started to kiss me again and I reacted pulling apart when another knock came.

"Derek come on someone seriously is at the door what if it's important," I smiled trying to step out of the shower, but Derek held me tighter. He smirked, "I think this is much more important." I smiled rolling my eyes and stepping out of the shower Derek sighed following me and I grabbed a hotel robe while I assumed Derek wrapped a towel around him and stayed in there.

That was until I opened the door to Hallie, Caleb, Reed, Amber, and Skylar and a new girl all standing there starring at me. I smiled nervously, "uh hey guys what are you doing here?" Skylar and Reed broke into laughter, "Uh we thought we could all hang out watching a movie, but we see you two are busy." I turned around to see Derek standing there making it completely obvious we were in the shower together I turned back towards them. "Oh uh yeah well we can still hang out, but in Reed's room because it's the biggest would be better and I need to get dressed so we'll meet you there okay guys," I said very fast shutting the door and looking up at Derek.

He laughed, "Well that was fun." I surprisingly found myself laughing too, "just get dressed please and next time if your so sneaky try not to let the people see us both wet and in towels at the same time, okay sweetie now get dressed." I smiled patting him on the shoulder and walking past him. We then both went to our suitcases Derek started just getting dressed right there, but I grabbed my clothes walking towards the bathroom when he stopped me, "Casey where are you going?"

I looked at him confused, "to get dressed, duh." He laughed, "Uh I don't think it matters anymore if you change in front of me, I think your safe." I smiled blushing, but still felt weird so when I got dressed I made Derek turn around. I then pulled my wet hair up into a pony tail. I then laughed as Derek came up behind me pulling me out the door and into the hallway next to him.

After a few moments of silence he smiled, "So what are you going to tell Hallie?" I shrugged because honestly I didn't even know, "I don't know the truth maybe or a slightly changed pg version of it." Derek laughed as we came closer to Reed and Hallie's room, "Well when you get the story straight let me in on it." I smiled knocking on the door, "I'll try."

Derek's POV

When Casey knocked on the door I heard Hallie calling on the other end, "I'll get it." And the questioning comes in five… four… three… two… and the door opens, "Casey, Derek hey come in," Hallie smiled as we stepped in. I then saw Casey disappear from my side and behind me upon hearing, "Okay spill now." I smirked walking into the larger room where everyone was hanging out, really everyone including… Logan. Him and Skylar along with two random girls were all sitting on a large couch by one of the beds. I glared in his direction and he took notice looking away I then smirked thinking to myself, haha you got a random girl and I got Casey! I laughed stop it Derek your acting so childish, oh well. I then waved over at Skylar, "hey man." He looked up, "Hey Derek how was the water?" I then heard Reed and Caleb laughing. I looked over to them Reed was on a love seat with Amber and Caleb was sitting up against the end of the bed on the floor next to a vacant spot a.k.a. Hallie's. There was enough room next to that for me and Casey so I sat down looking over at Caleb.

"Hey dude what's up?" I smirked leaning back. He smiled, "I don't know how bout you tell me or did your room come equip with two showers?" I smiled, "Hey I don't shower and tell," I smiled looking up at Casey who was talking to Hallie. Reed walked over handing me a coke leaning down and smirking, "I believe the phrase is kiss and tell."

I smirked taking it, "and this phrase is I tell and Casey kills me so go back to Amber," he rolled his eyes smirking and walking back over to Amber. I then watched as a giggling Hallie and Casey sat down. Yeah that didn't make me curious at all, oh well I could ask later. I slipped my arm around Casey's back and she leaned her head on my shoulder then looked up at me. "So I'm guessing you saw who was here?"

I looked over at Logan and back at Casey nodding she smiled at me laying her head back donwn. I then spoke up, "So what are we going to watch?" Hallie perked up, "Uh let's pick a movie, oh I know how about Atonement?" Before anyone could respond Casey jumped up, "Oh my gosh yes that one please!" Hallie smiled, "ay objections, uh guess not so here we go," she smiled clicking the buy button before anyone could protest. Not that anyone would go against Casey and Hallie.

Casey's POV

Throughout the entire movie it was like make-out city and the funny thing was me and Derek were probably in last place compared to everyone else. When the movie was rolling the credits I started to think more and more about the movie and how related it was to me and Derek. We were two people who are family in our case did not want us to be together, but what worried me was a younger sibling a.k.a. Lizzie or Edwin slips and one of us goes away. Not to jail like in the movie, but anywhere away from each other would not be all that great. I quickly smiled though when the lights came on and people started shuffling around. Derek looked down at me, "someone seems tired," he smiled brushing away a piece of hair in my face gently with his fingertips.

I smiled up at him, "just a little bit what about you, ready to go?" He smiled down, "yep, I'm ready to have you all to myself again." I giggled a little as he stood up and put out his hand helping me up. We then both turned around, "See you guys later we're really tired." Hallie smirked up at us, "Sure…" I laughed, "thank you Hallie, but I was serious now goodbye…" I smiled turning around Derek following behind me. We walked down the hall and back to our room coming inside with the lights already off.

I smiled pulling him along with me and into the bed where I snuggled up next to him. He pulled off his shirt holding me closer. I laughed a little bit, wondering if all guys slept with their shirts off, the teenage ones at least.

I opened my eyes when I felt Derek tracing his fingers up and down my arm I opened one eye smiling up at him, "I thought you were tired?" He just smirked whispering and leaning closer to my face kissing me, when we pulled apart he smiled sweetly, "I love you." I smiled holding onto him a little tighter, "I love you too."

He then looked at me a little confused, "So you still don't regret, anything at all?" I smiled, "Derek please I will never regret this okay, never." He smiled at me, "But I mean you aren't just a little mad it wasn't somewhere more, well special?" I laughed a little, "Derek please we were under a starlit sky on a beach in complete privacy and I was with the person who I love most." He smiled a smile that he rarely did it was when you surprised him a little bit, but in the best way possible.

He must have noticed me studying him because he smirked raising an eyebrow, "what?" I just smiled blushing, "you're just smiling that special smile is all." He looked at me opening his mouth, "I have a special smile." I laughed a little, "more than that, but you were just smiling the surprised smile, the only thing is I don't know what I said that would surprise you." He smirked pulling me closer, "I'm always surprised when you say you love me." I looked at him wondering if he was kidding, but his smile was dead serous. I reached a hand to his cheek pulling him into a kiss and then leaning my forehead against his, "Never be surprised I say I love you Derek because I'll always say it." With that I leaned my head back against his chest closing my eyes and he pulled the covers up on us further. I fell asleep instantly that night and it was for sure the best sleep of the best day I had ever, ever had.

Authors Note: Okay well that's it for this chapter so what did you think? Anyways please review I'm starting to look at how many reviews there are on certain chapters and if you liked this chapter and what happened please even leave a small review so I can see. Anyways hope you liked it!