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I was in New York.
Fucking New York.
How did I got here anyway? No money, no mind that was functioning right.
This was insane.
My eyes stared at the people that were walking past me on the streets. I couldn't think, so I just walked around. This was so weird.
I had no idea of time, but it was getting darker outside so I figured I should look for a place to stay.
Music caught my attention.
I looked up from the streets to see a little café where the sounds were coming from, lights hit me eyes. It seemed nice, so I decided to walk in. Why the fuck not, right?
I pushed against the door and walked into the building. The bar was the first thing I saw with lots of barstools surrounding it. The left side of the café was covered with small tables and chair, while the right side was some sort of stage. There was a boy playing his guitar while he was singing in the microphone. The place was loaded.
It seemed rather nice to me, so I sat down on one of the free chairs and watched the boy perform.
He wasn't so special, really, but he seemed to enjoy himself anyhow.
'Thank you,' the young boy said with a shy tone in his voice as he stood up from his chair and walked off of the stage. I blinked, wondering who was coming up next.
An old man climbed up on the stage and stood in front of the microphone.
'And now,' he spoke calmly, but with a grin. 'Here comes our beloved Cassie!'
People started cheering and screaming, even applause sounded. That girl should be really good then, I figured. I couldn't wait.
A small girl walked up. She was really, really tin, her hair was blonde, but it kind of looked like snow really. She turned her face towards the audience and everyone got silent.
Her eyes were very big and blue, her mouth was a dark shade of red and her skin was as pale as her hair. She was absolutely stunning.
Don't drool Rory, I told myself with a small grin, don't.
'Hi,' Cassie said with a shy smile. 'Together with my band, we'll perform some covers, enjoy!'
Some guys with guitars walked up behind her and one girl placed herself behind the drums.
They started playing, while the whole café made no sound.
Cassie just stood there, not moving at all. Her eyes were closed.
Slowly she grabbed a hold of the microphone and opened her mouth. A shiver went down my spine as I heard her voice. It was perfect.
'You were my conscience
so solid now you're like water
and we started drowning
not like we'd sink any further
but I let my heart go
it's somewhere down at the bottom
but I'll get a new one. Come back for the hope that you've stolen.'
damn, she was fucked up good!
'I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
well now that you're gone the world is ours,' she sung and a painful look turned on her face.
'I'm only human
I've got a skeleton in me
but I'm not the villain,'
The blonde sung and our eyes met.
'despite what you're always preaching
they Call me a traitor
I'm just collecting your victims
They're getting stronger,
and I hear them calling
I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
well now that you're gone the world is ours.'
She looked away again, but my eyes were stuck at her.
'Well you found strength but solutions I liked the tension
And not always knowing the answers when you're gonna lose it, you're gonna lose it
I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
well now that you're gone the world
I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours…,'
she ended the song really quietly, giving it a weird feeling. That feeling was to be felt through the whole café and every single person inside of it was as silent as the night itself.
Holy fuck, who was this girl?! Nothing else was on my mind anymore, if there had ever been something on it to be honest.
I just wanted to say hi to her. Goddamn.
Cassie started singing another song, a happier one. Or at least it sounded happier, I couldn't make sense of the words anymore. Everything confused me.
After two more songs she said that they were going to have a small break. That was my change.
As soon as the girl jumped off of the stage I stood up, making my point very clear.
Cassie noticed me, and with cute small steps she walked up to me, a smile formed on her lips.
When she was in front of me she stopped and bended over.
'I never thought I'd see you here again,' her red painted lips whispered in my ear, it gave me chills.
She stood up straight again and looked at me with a soft smile.
I didn't understand.
'I have never seen you before,' I said confused. I looked at her face again, but it didn't feel familiar.
Cassie's big eyes stared into mine for a few seconds. Her smile didn't fade.
'You have,' she said with her light voice. 'You just don't remember me anymore, that's all.'
I shook my head.
'Doesn't that bother you then?' I asked with a frown on my face, but the girl just shook her head.
We stared at each other for a minute.
'Wait here.' She said and before I could have responded she was already gone. I looked around for her, she talked to someone behind the bar.
Whatever. I sat down on the chair I had been sitting on the whole time.
I didn't have much time to sit though, cause Cassie ran up to me, grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the café.
'Come on! Let's have some fun!' she yelled with a grin on her face.
A smile formed on my face, fun always meant FUN, and for some reason I believed we were going to have an amazing time tonight.
Fuck it, I'm in New York, I thought before I hold onto her hand and ran along her side.
Cassie took me to another bar.
'Hi Tom!' she said to one of the guys behind the bar. 'Give me some shit, man!'
My eyes stared at her back, which was partly naked. She wore a shirt in which she had been cutting with scissors or something, it looked pretty cool. She wore some a fishnet pantyhose and a sort, red and black checkered skirt with some doctor Martins underneath it all.
She looked so hot… fuck.
Cassie turned around and gave me a glass with… well something inside of it.
'What is it?' I asked her, but she just shrugged her shoulders and gave me a playful wink.
What the fuck ever. I drank the glass empty in one sip. Cassie laughed at me.
She gave me another one. And one after that one and after that one. And so one.
We danced. We laughed. We spilled drinks all over the place. Cassie screamed for fun.
I took her hand.
'Let's go somewhere else,' I whispered in her ear. The people around us were looking funny, they were minding our presence. I didn't feel like fighting tonight.
'Let's go!' the small girl yelled and grabbed my hand. We ran out of the bar.
We were running around the streets, which had gotten a bit emptier. Cassie jumped on benched and little brick walls. I grabbed her waist and pulled her down, and then I took her hand and started dancing. Cassie smiled.
'Would you like to get some more shit?' she asked me. 'Some other kind of shit.'
I stayed silent and tried to think, which seemed to be rather hard at that moment.
'Why not.'
'I know you were against it last time,' Cassie whispered with her head against my chest.
'What last time?' my voice was emotionless once again.
'You don't remember at all?' her voice sounded so soft as if she could cry any minute.
'No.'
She looked up at me with her beautiful big eyes.
'I'll have you remember,' she promised as she took my hand and locked her fingers with mine. 'Let's go.'
I nodded.
Together we walked around the town in the middle of the night, with only the shadows and the stars as our guides. Silence was our companion.
I didn't know where we were going and I wasn't sure if I wanted to know either. Cassie was going to get… something which had been my enemy for years. Which had been my biggest fear.
It was time to face it. End it for once and for all.
Cassie stopped walking and pulled her hand out of mine. One smile, then she walked away. Into the dark. I hoped she'd come back.
Tears formed in my eyes. What was I doing? I wasn't ready for this at all! I couldn't do this. Could I?
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I hear her footsteps.
'Fuck,' I whispered out loud. 'Fuck…'
Cassie stopped in front of me. Her smile made me feel saver somehow. How did she do that?
With her right hand she took mine, in her other hand she held some small bags and some joints.
'Ready?' she asked me without a smile. I took a deep breath. I nodded.
'Let's start a bit easier,' she said softly as she gave me one of the joints and took the other one for herself. Cassie lighted them.
The first draft was the hardest one for me, but with every draft after that one it became easier.
In the meantime Cassie and I started walking again. We were on a bridge, no people were around us.
We kept silent. I wanted it to be silent. I needed it to be silent.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck…
I threw the unusable part away, just like Cassie did.
'I've got pills as well,' she whispered in my ear and showed me the little plastic bag in her hand.
My hands were shaking, I wanted to choke at that very instant.
'It's your choice, babe,' Cassie whispered and I looked in her eyes. I was scared. I was frightened. I was feeling sick.
Cassie bended towards me and placed a kiss on my cheek. 'Your choice…'
I stuck out my hand.
We were dancing. We were laughing. We were screaming. Drinking. Singing. Yelling.
I cried. Cassie held me. I cried. We laughed again. I took her in my arms and danced with her body close against mine. We got up on the stage of the bar in which we were.
We sung. I played guitar. Cassie played piano. In the middle of the song Cassie started laughing.
I cried again.
We got kicked out. I hit someone on the way out. Cassie kicked a table over. We ran away laughing.
'My house,' her voice sounded. It was as if the wind had screamed it in my ear.
Our hands kept in touch.
Everything around me was turning and waving, moving, jumping. Colors became brighter and faded.
Except for Cassie. She was the only thing that stayed the way it was.
She opened the door of some flat. She pushed me up the stairs. Cassie opened the door.
My legs felt a bit funny.
'Come on…'
Everything around me faded. Everything went black, except for the small girl I was with.
I fell on something soft.
Cassie got on top of me. She laughed and smiled at me. Cassie shined, she glowed.
My sight got normal again. Our eyes locked.
'Who are you?' I asked her, but my voice just sounded funny in my ears. I laughed again.
Cassie smiled, came closer and she kissed me.
Her lips were soft.
I kissed her back harder. My hands got wrapped around her tiny body, I flipped her around, so I was on top. Cassie pulled at my shirt, so I took it off as well as her own shirt.
Cassie's lips touched mine again and her tongue found mine. Her arms were wrapped around my waist. I took off her remaining clothes so she was lying in her underwear. I touched her back, her sides, her stomach, her legs. Cassie removed my pants. She removed my underwear.
Her soft, small hands touched me everywhere. My head was spinning.
I took off her underwear and made her feel the same as me, Cassie gasped at the touches, she moaned softly as I let one of my fingers run down her spine. She kissed my neck, bit my shoulder, licked my chest.
I kissed her lips again as I slowly got inside of her. Another gasp. She grabbed my hips and kissed me back again. I started to move, very slowly, very gentle. She started to moan.
My thrusts became faster. Cassie's moans became louder. My breath got louder. Her hips moved along with mine. Her hands ran down my back. Her feet were tangled with mine.
It felt like hours, like days. We didn't stop anymore. Not ever.
This was heaven.
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