Kim walked forwarded and looked at jack he was still holding Lilly trying to calm her down her eyes were red and puffy, Kim noticed Owen coming forwarded must of got Lilly on the monitor.

"Hay visi" Owen stopped and looked at Lilly she had slid down tears still falling Owen kneeled down "come on need to get her warm"

Jack and Owen were half carrying her Kim following behind seeing Lilly like this broke her heart. Once they got back to the hub Ianto and Gwen looked up Ianto eyes looked at Kim then to Lilly.

Xxx

The doctor stood alone he hated what he had done but he wanted to her safe his child safe, but he hurt her so much he saw her heart break he kept replaying it in his head.

"Sorry" tears slid down his face

Xxx

Owen check Lilly over and gave her the ok to go home Lilly was still very silent and not speaking really to anyone, the next three days was the same Kim was getting worried to the fact Lilly seed distance.

Three weeks passed and Lilly was near to normal, she was heading home to London thought it would be for the best Kim wanted her to stay make sure she was total ok.

"I'll come and visit" Lilly said as she climbed the train.

Xxx

It had been three months now Lilly gave up waiting for the doctor she heard nothing no letters phone call he didn't even answer his phone Lilly left one massage then just gave up and left it, she was back in Cardiff for the rest of her pregnancy as Owen thought it might be a good idea Kim and jack wedding was in two months they didn't want to be when Lilly was nine months just in case she went in to labour.

Lilly stood outside Cardiff train station waiting for Kim to pick her up she saw people look at her she was used to people coming up and asking how far along and if they can touch the bump.

"Lilly girl" Jack shouted as Kim came up behind him Lilly turned round to see them jack stop and looked Lilly over "you're huge"

"Thanks" Lilly said

"You are girl what did you do sallow a planet" Kim said as she gave Lilly a hug

"no and thanks for sending tosh with the recon I mean that doctor freaked when it found out the baby had two heart beats"

"That's ok" jack watched Lilly she was different he knew she had given up and moved on he just wondered what would she say if she saw the doctor.

"Dress fitting tomorrow" Kim said

"I do remember"

The walk back was slow and quiet Jack knew that Lilly was having it tough being back in Cardiff she even disappeared for three weeks they had a phone call of Rory saying she was with them.

"You still ok to camp out on the sofa bed" Kim asked

"Yeah we are but I'll be up half the night with this one kicking" Lilly said smiling

"Aww cute"

"Not cute if you want to sleep" Lilly said she then let out a sigh

They got to the flat Kim went to cook something Lilly sat down and jack joined her he looked at her she no longer had her red hair it was back to its natural brown longer Lilly just stared off in to the distance.

"You miss him" Jack said

"Yes I do but I given up jack I heard nothing" Lilly said

"He always comes back" jack said

Lilly got up and looked at Jack "REALLY JACK BECAUSE WERE WAS HE WHEN I NEED HIM WHEN I WAS SCARED"

Kim walk back into the room to see Lilly grab her coat and walk out Kim stared at jack he shrugged

"Jack we argued not to" Kim said she saw Lilly from the window walking away

"Yeah but"

"He left her someone she trusted left her so leave it if she not back in two hours go look for her"

Lilly walked out she was fed up of everyone telling her that she had three months of hell not hearing a word being rushed hospital, the dark hoods after her all she wanted was to was to hug him tell her that it was ok.

"Sorry" Lilly said as she sat down she looked up at the sky "where are you"

The doctor landed he just wanted to see Lilly make sure she was ok not say hello but just to make sure she ok, when he left the TARDID he spotted her straight away sitting on a bench he looked at her his hearts broke.

Lilly felt someone watch her she looked in the duration her mind she thought she stood up and walked over to him the doctor looked he saw her eyes.

"Hi love" the doctor said with a small

Lilly slapped him the doctor looked at her then noticed it wasn't a month he was longer he went to touch her but she moved back.

"No you can't just why" Lilly was in tears she moved up punching him in the chest "why now" the doctor grabbed her wrists

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean I just wanted you safe god I Lilly love I'm so sorry" he felt Lilly lean into him crying he wrapped his around her.

"Lilly" the doctor looked up to see Kim and jack running forwarded they stopped when they spotted the doctor

"The girl is ready" they all looked at a dark hood figure "proper the transport"

The doctor grabbed Lilly tighter Lilly looked scared a white light flashed and the doctor felt Lilly go the light faded Lilly and the figure was gone the doctor stamp his feet Kim just stared.

"Why now they had chances why now" Kim shouted as she slapped the doctor "you come back and she gone it all your fault"

The doctor just stared "I'll get you I coming"