Two weeks after the check-up and the most Ron and I had done was kiss, he didn't dare touch me because he felt he would be hurting me which wasn't the case. I decided tonight I needed to be close to him like we used to be. I was off work today and Ron would be home any minute.

I had made dinner and put on some nice clothes, a tight black mid length skirt and a red blouse that was V neck. Hopefully he wouldn't be able to resist. I heard the floo and walked towards the fireplace.

I was met by the face of despair. Ron must have had a really bad day. He was slightly slumped and rubbed his eyes with his hands roughly. I walked to him and pulled his hands away from his face and placed them on my hips before returning my own hands to his face.

"What's wrong?" I said softly.

"Nothing now." He sighed and kissed me softly before pulling away. "I just had the worst day at work."

"Well you can tell me about it over dinner." I said before taking one of his hands and pulling him towards the kitchen.

"Woah Hermione." I smirked, he must have noticed the outfit. "Is this a special occasion?"

"Nope." I said simply.

"Then what's with the clothes, don't get me wrong you looking fucking gorgeous but why?"

"I felt like it." I let go of his hand when we reached the kitchen and bent down in front of the oven giving Ron a view of my arse. He blew out a big sigh. "Mmm dinner is almost ready, we have a few minutes to kill, what do you wan…" I said turning around but couldn't finish my sentence as Ron's lips had crashed against my own. This kiss was hungry and desperate. I had a feeling Ron felt the same as me when it came down to the sex part.

"You did this deliberately to tease me didn't you?" Ron groaned into my ear before attacking my neck.

"Yes." I breathed out whilst gripping his hair keeping his lips in place.

"Why?" He growled.

"Because I need you Ron." I said softly. Whispering a "please" at the end. I knew he wouldn't deny me this.

"I'm scared Hermione."

"It will be fine Ron, we will never know if we don't try and I can't go the rest of my life not having sex with you." I smirked at the end before attacking his neck with my lips.

"Fuck woman, you are going to kill me." He lifted me onto the counter and moved so our lips met again. Our tongues were fighting for dominance in each other's mouths when the oven timer went off.

"Shit."

"Hermione, you just swore." Ron pointed out like it was still a huge thing. I smacked him playfully.

"Shut up Ron and go sit at the table."

"Yes sir." He said before marching off stupidly. I served the dinner quickly and gave it to Ron and ate my own at record speed, I just needed his lips on my own again. Ron suddenly got up and lifted me straight from my chair into his arms and carried me into our bedroom.

"I couldn't wait." He whispered into my ear. He took my clothes off and his own quickly so we were laid there naked. "Ok, you do the spell. Do one of both of us just to be safe ok?" I followed Ron's orders and completed the spells. He kissed me straight after I put my wand back down. He kissed his way down my body, stopping at my breasts and then moving lower and lower.

At the first touch of Ron's tongue I nearly screamed, god I had missed this. He continued for a minute or two and I knew I was close already.

"Ron, I don't want to…not like this." I whimpered against him, he knew what I meant.

"You won't I'm just getting you ready because I know I won't last long." He gave one final huge lick and moved up my body. "Ready?" He whispered, I nodded and he entered me slowly.

I felt him stretching my walls all over again, it didn't hurt at all it felt absolutely amazing.

"Shiiiiittt Mione." I must feel tight around Ron. He pumped in slowly a few times before picking up the pace. He kissed me everywhere and continued his pumping. "We are never leaving it this long again. I mean it feels amazing but never." He said panting.

"Go faster Ron." I whimpered into his ear. He complied and pushed into me faster and harder. I was moaning and whimpering frequently which was paired with Ron's moan's and grunts.

"Shit I can't hold it Hermione." He rested his forehead against mine.

"It's ok." I kissed his softly. He pumped into me a few more times so hard and deep, he hit something inside me and it made me crumble. I was convulsing around him and it only took him one more pump to let go himself before he laid down on my body, his face in the crook of my neck.

"Almost as quick as the first time eh?" He laughed softly against my neck before kissing it.

"And just as perfect." I added.

"I love you so much." He kissed my neck again.

"I love you too."

"It didn't hurt did it?" He suddenly asked in a worried tone.

"No Ron, I promise I am fine."

"Good, now let's go take a bath, it's been a long day." He sat up and pulled me with him into our bathroom. I got us some towels whilst he set the taps going.

"Tell me about your day." I said to him, I knew there was something still bothering him in the back of his mind.

"I would rather not, I just want to forget about it." He sat on the toilet seat and rubbed his eyes like he did when he first came home, with his head hung low.

"Ron, talk to me."

"Just drop it Hermione." He growled. I was taken back for a second but made my way over to him and slowly pushed him so he was sat up and I could slip into his lap. He didn't really acknowledge that I was there, his arms didn't move from his sides neither did he lift his head or even open his eyes.

"Ron." I whispered softly. "Talk to me." I repeated before taking one of his hands in my own and using the other one to rub the back of his neck.

"Can't we talk about something else, I don't like coming home and talking about my work. When I am with you I just want to forget everything else." He was being so sweet but I couldn't let this go.

I rested my forehead on the side of his head so my lips were close to his ear. "We can talk about something else but after this. I want to know what's bothering you Ron."

He took a deep breath before talking. "They are still attacking muggleborn's" I didn't need to ask who 'they' were, it was the same bastards who captured me and killed so many not too long ago. "We thought we had the situation under control but every month or so another one goes missing, it's been two just this month."

"There's nothing else you can do Ron, you are all trying your best already."

"Our best isn't good enough." He said angrily although it wasn't me he was angry at. He wrapped his arms around me. "What if I can't protect you Hermione, I already failed you once before, they killed our baby." His voice broke and I knew he was crying, I was too. "What if next time they get you and kill you straight away. I can't live without you. I can't live knowing you are in danger every second of the day. It makes me so angry, this should be over!"

"Ron, I don't know how to make you feel better and its killing me. I don't want to see you like this."

"You asked Hermione, I wanted to drop it remember."

"But at least I know now Ron! It's better than me being in the dark, I like to know everything that's going on with you in case I can help."

"I don't want to worry you though Hermione. Can we just forget about this tonight and get in the bath?" He attempted a smile. We got in the bath and laid next to each other's.

"Hermione?"

"Hmm?" I hummed rolling onto my side to look at him.

"I love you and I will do everything in my power to protect you."

"I love you too Ron but don't die for me, I can't live with that."

"I can't promise that. But I can promise you that I will always love you, forever even if something ever happened to one of us." It made me feel sick to just think about that.

"I can also promise you that but let's just move on, I don't want to think about that." Ron smiled and pulled my face towards him so he could kiss me. It started as a slow soft kiss but quickly escalated. Ron lifted me by my hips onto his lap so I was now straddling him, his lips never leaving mine.

"Ron I have an idea, I don't know if you are going to like it or if I even want to tell you." I said as we took a breath from kissing but continued kissing him.

"What is it?" He asked against my lips. I sighed and pulled away.

"I don't think I can tell you, I'm scared of your reaction."

"Hermione, just tell me." He said softly pushing a stray hair out of my face.

"What if we tracked down the bad guys, like we did with the horcruxes."

"Like travelling around in a tent again? So we could move to wherever we suspected they are or where the people are going missing from to hopefully give us a lead. That's a great idea."

"When you say 'we' you mean?" This was the part I was afraid of.

"Me and the aurors. Wait, when you say 'we', you mean me and you?" He asked, I only nodded. "NO. No way Hermione, I will not put you in that much danger. NO!"

"Ron listen to me, not just you and I, Harry as well and some of the other auror's."

"Hermione, you can't come."

"You need me Ron!" He blew out a huge sigh.

"No Hermione, you can't."

"You don't want me to or I can't?" He took a few seconds to answer.

"You just can't!"

"So you want me there?" I asked, I knew I could get around him.

"Hermione it doesn't matter if I do or not!"

"But you do?" I asked again, pressing myself a bit closer to his body.

"Stop Hermione, you aren't getting around me this easily." He groaned.

"Are you sure?" I whispered seductively, leaning my face even closer to his so our lips were nearly touching.

"Stop Hermione." He pleaded against my lips.

"Ok." For now I thought before kissing him hard. It didn't take long for Ron to get hard and enter me in the bath. I was still on top so was in control, Ron loved it when I rode him, I felt like he could go deeper than ever. We moved against each other quickly and desperately. He matched my movements so he was thrusting into me deeply. I kissed him the whole time we had sex, we had so much to catch up on. It didn't take long for us both to reach our climax.

We got into bed shortly after our bath.

"I am going to talk to Kingsley about your plan and see what he thinks."

"What if I wanted to do it? It was my idea." I rebounded.

"Hermione, don't do this to me." We were both laid on our sides facing each other so I could see the pain in his eyes.

"Ron I'm not doing anything. Why can't you just let me do this?"

"Because you aren't trained, it's too dangerous, they are attacking people like you!"

"People like me?"

"Shit I didn't mean that you know what I meant."

"Yes you meant muggleborns, because we aren't like people like you. Because I am a mudblood" I looked down at my arm which bore the scar from Bellatrix.

"Hermione, you know that is not what I mean at all! I mean people with your background! You know I don't think any less of you because you are muggleborn! You aren't a mudblood."

"Ron why don't you want me to come?"

"I don't want you to get hurt."

"What about if I am here though, you and some aurors will be gone, leaving me here, alone. There is more chance of me getting attacked when you aren't around."

"Shit I didn't think of that." He groaned. "This plan can't happen."

"Ron it has to! It's the only way to stop them!"

"For fucks sake." He got out of bed and started pacing. "I can't think of a solution."

"You know the solution Ron, I have to come with you. You need me, the other aurors need me. You know I can help."

"I am not agreeing with this until we talk to Kingsley."

"We?"

"Yes we, we will go and talk to him in the morning." Finally he was seeing it my way. I knew this was dangerous but we had done something similar before although last time the bad guys were tracking us, this time it would be the other way round.

(A/N Unfortunately I will not be able to update for over a week as I am going on holiday. Please continue to review the story, I love the ideas and one guest reviewer has been extremely amazing throughout so I would like to thank them. I will update as soon as possible, Thanks - B)