Hey...this is the bitch...who hasn't updated for a long time..damn.
sorry i was really busy with school and all. i've been trying to fix my damn grades. i'm doing pretty ok with that and hope that i'll keep it up like that!
but here's a chapter after such a long time!
Lanasnightwish: OMG you always have such a nice review for me, it makes me so happy love you :). and thanks for those ideas i'll use them for sure thank you!
She lay down in her bed, staring at the ceiling. She felt dizzy and had a headache. With a quick movement she covered her mouth with her hand.
She trew the blanket aside and ran to the bathroom. She went on her knees, the toilet in front of her. With her hands she clutched her stomach and emptied her stomach.
"Lin?"
Su yawned loudly. She stood in the doorpost. She walked up behind Lin and held her hair up. Lin continued to throw up. Su rubbed her back.
Lin tried to stand up from her place, but stumbled when trying it. "Take it easy" Su told her. She helped Lin standing up. She led Lin to the sink. She handed her a glass water. "Thank you..." Lin mumbled when she drank the whole glass.
"Are you feeling ok?" Su hugged her from behind, her hands resting on Lin's lower stomach. Lin coughed a bit. "I'm ok. Thanks Su"
"What time is it?" Lin asked her. "2 in the morning" Su responded. "Oh..." Lin then sighed. "Sorry"
"For what?"
"That you always have to help me with this. That you just can't sleep peachfully for one night"
"Mmm...shut it" Su said joking and kissed Lin's shoulder. "I'm doing this because i want to"
"Let's get back to sleep" Su said, kissing her shoulder again. "Do you want me to sleep with you?" Su suggested.
"Yes, i'd like that..." Lin put her hands on top of Su's hands. Su smiled as she walked out the bathroom, taking Lin with her.
Lin rested her head against Su's chest. Her arms went around her waist. Su wrapped a arm around Lin.
"Sleep well" She mumbled before falling asleep.
Lin awoke. Alone. She looked around, wondering where Su was. The next thing she noticed was the smell of pancakes. She yawned before stepping out the bed. She first brushed her teeth before heading downstairs.
There was she. Su was baking pancakes.. She flipped the pancake and put on a plate with the others.
"Morning" Lin walked up to her. Her arms wrapped around her shoulders. "I think you mean afternoon. It's one o'clock" Su chuckled. She turned her head a little give Lin's shoulder a kiss.
"Huh? Have i slept that long?" Su nodded. She turned of the stove. She then turned around and held Lin by the waist. She pulled her closer and kissed her.
"How are you feeling?" Su asked her. "Feeling better. Sorry for waking you up" Lin said. Su sighed. Her hands trailed down and rested on Lin's ass. "Remember what i said last night? Same counts for now. Shut it"
Lin chuckled. Su put her hand on Lin's stomach. "6 weeks" she smiled. "It's going so fast. The morning sickness just started"
"And i hate it" Lin added. Su chuckled. "You'll get through it. You're strong. And i'll always help you"
"Thank you" Lin kissed her cheek. "Mom won't let me work anymore. Like doing the dangerous stuff. I have to help her with her papers. The easy work"
"I can understand why she won't let you work. I'm glad you're not working this hard anymore" Su started to rub her stomach. "Yeah me too... I guess i just miss a little action"
"Don't worry. You'll get to do whatever you want when this little guy is out" Su rubbed her stomach. "Mm...i have to wait for a long time then. But i also get why she won't let me fight anymore"
Su smiled. "Let's sit down for a moment"
Lin made her way the couch. Su sat next to her. "I'm so happy that everything's over now..."
"That place was so terrifying. I-i...i heard you scream when..." Su looked down. Lin gripped her hand, their fingers entangled. "It's over now"
"But what i'm really scared about is if Chan ever finds out. What if he tries anything. What if he kipnapped the baby"
Su put her hand on her stomach. "I won't let that happen. He won't even know about the baby. He or she will grow up without him"
Lin sighed. "I'm just so scared...that he suddenly showes up here. When i'm with the baby or still pregnant, when i'm alone.-"
"-a-and...and that he tries something again-" Lin choked on her tears. "No, no, no, no! It won't happen! I promise! I promise. If i promise something than i mean it Lin. I promise that nothing will happen with you or the baby"
"I'll be here with you forever! He won't lay a single finger on you. I'll fucking kill him if i have too. And i will never, never, never leave you alone. He won't be even looking at you!"
Lin just stared at her. Tenzin couldn't even say something like this. She smiled at her sister, softly sobbing. "Is it possible to love someone this much..."
Lin leaned in to kiss her. Su put her hand on Lin's scarred cheek, stroking it with her thumb. Her other hand rested on Lin's waist.
Lin pulled Su closer. Her arms were wrapped around Su tightly. Su slightly nibbled Lin's bottom lip. She then pulled back, biting Lin's lip.
"I love you so much..." she said, breathing heavily against Lin's lips.
"i love you so much" Lin repeated and kissed her again.
